I sighed as the familiar sounds of Life in the Fast Lane drifted through my phone and I picked it up. “Hey Chris.” I said a little pissed off. “Hey baby, listen I’m sorry about this weekend the guys asked me to go to the crick with them and it was very spur of the moment and I didn’t take my phone I’m sorry I didn’t tell you.”Chris said before I could say anything else. Things had been strained with us lately and then he disappeared all weekend for the fourth of July and I had no idea where he was or what he was doing. “You could have called before you left.”I sighed it was impossible to stay mad at him. “I know I’m sorry.”Chris said. “Well do you want to do something tonight?”I asked my voice filled with hope. “Oh baby I have that golf tournament this weekend I was going to go and play a round of golf.”Chris said as my spirits immediately dropped. “Chris I haven’t seen you in a week.”I whined. “I know. Well how about you come play caddy for me?”Chris asked. I sighed the last thing I wanted to do was carry around his golf clubs all day, but I hadn’t seen him in forever and he knew I’d do anything to spend time with him. “Yeah fine.”I said. “Great I’ll be over in a few minutes.”Chris said before hanging up. After Chris picked me up he stopped at the gas station to get a couple of drinks. While Chris was inside I got bored and started to pick up some of the trash that was lying around his car. I reached in the back and picked up a receipt that was lying on the floor and looked at it. It was dated yesterday. Curious I looked to see what he bought and was shocked to see that he had bought condoms. Normally that wouldn’t shock me but Chris and I had been going out for a while and had got to the point where we felt comfortable enough with each other that we no longer used condoms. I started to panic. Do I confront him about it? Or just let it go? I know him and I know if I let it go that nothing will ever be said about it, but do I really want to be in a relationship that I’m not sure about. I mean his friends are in his car a good deal maybe one of them bought condoms I thought hopefully. Just then Chris came back and I decided to let it go for the time being. He kept talking to me the whole to the golf course but I was distracted trying to figure out what to do. I texted my best friend briefly filling her in on the situation and asking what I should do. Never being the optimistic one she told me I had to confront him about it. I was basically quiet as he played the first few holes grateful that the course was relatively empty today so if there was a big blow up no one would be there to witness it. I watched him in awe and marveled at the way he moved. Everything about this man made my heart flutter and made me weak in the knees. I very rarely let myself open up enough to let people to get close to me, but Chris somehow managed to and it didn’t matter what he said or did I could never stay mad at him. Even now I struggled with whether or not to actually confront him. I could forget the whole thing and go on as if nothing had ever happened, but I knew if I did that I would always have a nagging feeling in the back of my mind if he wasn’t with me.  I would constantly wonder where he was and who he was with.I sighed as I finally drug up the courage to ask the looming question. “So, why did you need condoms last night?”I asked as he started to swing. “What?”Chris asked faltering and momentarily forgetting about the game. “I found a receipt in your car for condoms, they aren’t for us, who were they for?”I asked becoming aggravated. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”Chris said brushing off my question as he swung at the ball and sent it sailing. My heart pounded as I got more and more frustrated “The date on the receipt was for yesterday. Why did you need condoms?”I asked. Chris seeing I wasn’t going to let the situation go sighed and started to walk towards his ball. “Okay fine, remember my ex-girlfriend Serena I told you about?”Chris started but I just nodded. “Well she was in town last night. A bunch of us went out drinking and she was always a good fuck, and I’ll always have some type of feelings for her.”Chris said as I just nodded in disbelief. This is the same girl that literally broke his heart and never once looked back as he was broken. This is the girl that screwed with his emotions so bad it took me months to get him to open up to me and he still hadn’t opened up to me completely. “So what you’re going to get back together with her then?”I spat at him my anger rising by the minute, even though the anger wasn’t at him it was at her for hurting him so bad. “No, she’s engaged.”Chris shrugged as he continued to golf. “What?”I asked in disbelief. “She’s engaged.”He said as if it were no big deal. “She’s engaged and you have a girlfriend but it’s okay for you two to have sex just because you felt like it?”I asked as he just shrugged at me. Unbelievable. “Well what do you want to do about all this?”I asked. “I don’t know.”Chris sighed as he swung at the ball again. He was known for weaseling his way out of situations he didn’t want to deal with, but I was going to make him deal with this whether he like it or not. “Well I think if nothing else we need to take a break.”I sighed “I mean we can still talk and hang out, but I think it would be better that if for the time being we weren’t technically together.”I said as he looked up and shrugged “Sounds fine to me.”He said. He was impossible. He didn’t care at all, but the sad part was I couldn’t be mad at him. As much as I should want to scream at him and hit him right now all I really wanted to do was kiss him. Fuck! As we continued to play through the course Chris acted like nothing had changed and that we were fine. “You know you owe me.”I said slyly as we walked to the next hole. “Oh yeah? What do I owe you?”Chris asked. “I want to fuck.”I said. It was hopeless no matter what he did that was all I could think about with him. I had to be close to him. Watching him golf with the grace that he was, was driving me crazy and all I could think about was ravishing his body. He chuckled as we approached the next hole located by the edge of the tree line. “Is that all?”He asked amused as he sat down and patted the spot beside him. I sighed sitting down next to him. “Yeah.”I said sheepishly as he laughed again. Everyone who knew me at all, knew that I was more sexual than most girls, and they also knew that I couldn’t resist Chris no matter what. “When?”Chris asked smiling at me. “What do you mean?”I asked a bewildered look on my face. “When do you want to fuck?”He asked. “Uhm nine oclock?”I said jokingly. Chris just laughed at the confused look on my face “How about now?”He asked. “Here?”I asked looking around. “Yeah why not?”He asked. “What if someone catches us?”I asked. “There’s no one golfing on this course today beside those couple of kids in front of us and a couple of old men like four holes behind us.”Chris said grinning at me. “Yeah and what if they catch up to us. We’ll give them both a heart attack.”I exclaimed looking back to see if I could see them yet. Chris just laughed  “It was just an idea. We don’t have to if you don’t want to.”Chris said leaning over and capturing my lips in a kiss. The kiss was simple but it made my heart melt and made me forget about everything else. I pulled away slowly “That’s fine.”I whispered as he just grinned at me and captured my lips in another kiss this time more intense. I moaned slightly as I reached up and tangled my hands in his hair pulling him closer to me. We continued to kiss for a while and I was content in that. I have always thought that kissing was the most romantic and passionate thing two people could do to show affection for one another. Don’t get me wrong I like sex and I love having sex with this man, but kissing him is like nothing else I have ever experienced before. He slowly pulled away and smiled at me and looked around surveying our surroundings. “I don’t want to get you all dirty so let’s try this standing up.”Chris grinned as he stood up. I hesitantly stood along with him and he grabbed me kissing me again making me forget all my apprehensions. He slid his hands down my body to my hips and slowly moved them to the button on my shorts and slowly undid them never breaking the kiss. I moaned as he dipped his hand into my shorts and gently rubbed my throbbing center. He pulled away slightly and grinned at me “You’re pretty wet down there.”He teased. I groaned “I wonder why.”I said glaring at him. Chris just chuckled and gave me one more quick kiss before pulling my shorts and panties down and turning me around and bending me over. I looked over my shoulder at him suddenly self-conscious. I loved when we did this from behind, but I was still self-conscious about my ass and he knew it. He just smiled at me as he undid his shorts and slowly guided himself into me. I felt my walls squeeze around his rock hard member and heard him grunt as he completely filled me up. I relaxed a little and put my head down as I let the sensations he was sending through my body completely take me over. He held onto my hips as he moved in and out of me. I moaned his name as he pulled completely out of me then slammed into me again completely filling me up. I started to slowly move my hips with his as I squeezed my hot pussy around his cock making him moan in pleasure. He sped up ramming himself into me as hard as he could, stretching the length of my walls and making me moan with each thrust. His breathing began to quicken and he started to moan louder telling me that he was close to the edge. I smiled slightly as I felt my walls begin to tremble around his cock. “Wait.”Chris panted as he continued to ram in and out of me as hard and as fast as he could. I just nodded as he thrust into me again sending us both over the edge. His hot juices filled me up and he slowly pulled out of me savoring the feeling for both of us. I pulled up my shorts and slowly turned around to find Chris grinning at me. It was short, quick, and to the point, but he still always managed to leave me wanting more. I leaned up and kissed him hard one more time showing him that I appreciated what he had just done for me. “We should go golfing more often.”I giggled as Chris just laughed at me and grabbed my hand and started to walk towards where he hit his ball last.