We walked through the large doors of the club. The club was so crowded that it we were barely able to walk through the club to the VIP area. My long black hair was starting to become wavy due to all of the heat from the people and the tight black mini dress I had on didn't make me any more comfortable. Even though I was not the clubbing type of girl, my friend Monica insisted that I had joined her to this party. We are both models and she had landed this job with the clothing company, William Rast. Monica had just finished a runway show with the company and invited me to attend the after party with her. I insisted she go with another friend of ours but she said there would be tons of hot guys there for me to meet since I had been single for a while and needed to get over my ex.

We finally reached and entered the private VIP area of the club that was hosting the after party. There were tons of celebrities and models there. At first, I was nervous about meeting so many different people, so we had a few drinks to help loosen me up. I was at the bar with Monica when this man walked up beside us. "Hey I'm Trace." He said introducing himself. Trace ended up getting a table with us and ordering us drinks.

As Monica and I were talking to Trace, this gorgeous guy walked up to our table. He looked like a model himself. His hair was cleanly shaved and his dark jeans and black button up shirt made him look even more delicious. I couldn't help but be instantly attracted to him. "I want you to meet my co-partner and best friend, Justin" Trace said. "Hey I'm Monica and this is my partner in crime, Kim." We laughed and Justin ended up taking a seat beside be since Monica and Trace were into each other's conversations. After our introductions, it's like we clicked instantly. Justin and I ended up hanging out all night at the party.  We talked about jobs that I had done and upcoming ones that I had booked. He mainly listened to me the whole night, sitting there observing and listening to me. We ended up on the dance floor. We were dancing very close to each other. So close that I could feel his lips near my temple and the fact that his hand was holding me so tight didn't make my thinking any clearer. "So, is Ms. Kim seeing anyone?" Justin asked. "Not at the moment" I said. I could feel his smile of approval after I had answered him. As we continued to dance, girls would come up to him and try to dance, but he focused all of his attention on me. He seemed like a really sweet, good guy.

When the party was over, Trace, Monica, Justin and I ended up being the last ones in the club. Trace and Monica were more drunk than us and were kissing and all over each other.  The club owners acted irritated we were still there so we were finally able to get Trace and Monica to agree to leave. Justin arranged a taxi to take Monica and me home. "Can I have your number? I would like to hang out with you again." Justin asked as I was about to enter the taxi. I ended up giving him my number and that was the beginning of when my life completely changed.

It was a beautiful day, so Monica and I decided to go lay out by the pool at my apartment. It had been three days since the after party. I hadn't heard from Justin and honestly, I didn't expect to either. I mean, he is a famous, hot guy, could have any girl he wanted (and probably does). So I told myself, it's probably better to not get involved with anyone like that anyways. Even though I told myself this, I couldn't help but wonder what he would be like, without anyone else around, just being his normal self. Monica must have caught on to my thoughts because she had to bring him up.

 "Have you heard from Justin?" Monica asked.

"No, I doubt I will....he was probably just asking my number to be nice."

"Whatever Kim...I think he is really interested in you. Trace told me he kept asking him if I had mentioned you saying anything about him."

"What did you tell him?"

"I told him you said he was really nice and fun to hang around."

"Well if he is that interested he would probably call or text by now."

"He is a busy guy, I say he will... anyways me and Trace are going to go to my parent's beach house in Malibu this weekend...I told him I was going to invite you so I think he is going to ask Justin to go."

"You and Trace must be getting pretty serious, eh?  Already going on trips together " I laughed.

"Nah I don't want anything serious, just someone to hang out with, you know me. Besides, I think he is asking Justin to go so you should come, we would have fun!"

"Yea that would be pretty fun"

In all honesty, it did sound like fun, even though I told myself not go get involved. I mean what could it hurt right? I am a single girl and he is single so what would be the big deal?

"I'll try to find out some info about Justin from Trace... like ask if he is seeing anyone else or anything like that."

"Yea, sounds good. Don't make it obvious though."

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A week had gone by. I finally heard from Justin. He ended up calling the night Monica and I talked about the beach trip. He was going and I have to admit, I was starting to get excited about this trip. I was glad he called and we talked a couple of times before the trip, that way it wouldn't be so awkward when we all were together.

The weekend of the beach trip ended up getting here really fast. I had just finished packing and Monica had called. The guys were going to pick Monica up then me. I was kind of nervous, yet excited. I was interested in Justin, don't get me wrong, but I had heard he had gotten a playboy reputation since him and his last girlfriend had broken up.  I had just gotten out of a relationship a couple of months ago too and was not ready to be in another serious one, however I don't want to be considered just a notch on someone's belt either. But, maybe he was a really nice guy, or maybe I am thinking way too much into this. I need to just relax and enjoy this weekend.

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We finally reached Monica's beach house. The ride over wasn't that bad. We all talked about what we like to do and made some plans for this weekend. The house  was gorgeous. Monica's parents were pretty well off, so I figured the house would be nice. We all unpacked and got settled in. The house had three bedrooms, Monica and Trace were going to share a room. I didn't know if I was going to share a room and didn't want to look easy so I decided to take a room to myself.

"I pick this room" I said.

"I wanted this room." Justin had said playfully.

"Sorry, you can have the bedroom closest to Monica and Trace... I need sleep and they will probably keep us up all night." I laughed.

"You are probably right. Ah that's fine, I can usually sleep through anything. Wanna swim? Monica and Trace are already out there."

"Yea let me put my swimsuit on."

I got dressed really quickly and met Monica and Trace out by the pool. I was late in the afternoon, so the water was very warm. I was talking to Monica when I had noticed Justin coming out. He had on plaid swimming trunks and had just taken his shirt off. He was built very good. I didn't want to be obvious, but I couldn't help but stare at him. He and Trace were by the grill getting ready to put the food on while Monica and I stayed in the pool.

"He is hot, isn't he" Monica said.

"Yea he looks pretty good."

"Whatever Kim.  Your mouth basically was open the entire time he was walking around the pool and finally shut when started talking to you. Why are you trying to act like you aren't into him." She laughed.

"Don't get me wrong, he is really hot, but I don't him to know I think that. I mean, I heard about his current reputation and I'm not really wanting to get used at the moment."

"Well just start being like me and use them hahahahha"

"You are hilarious..."

Monica did have a point. I mean, why not just use him? I could just hang out with him and use him for someone to go out on dates with. I don't have to sleep with him or be his girlfriend if I don't want to. Besides, I need to get the thought of my ex boyfriend Alex out of my mind. He was a complete jerk who cheated on me. The last thing I need is to go running back to him because I am not over him. I could use Justin to get over Alex and have a fun time.  By his current reputation, I'm sure he wouldn't mind if I just wanted to go out on dates and make nothing more of it.

The rest of the evening consisted of eating, swimming, and having drinks. I could tell that all of us were starting to have too many drinks, especially Monica and Trace who had ended up going to bed earlier than us. I didn't mind the fact that they had left Justin and I alone though. I found it easy to talk to Justin. We ended up talking about everything, including our childhood until how we ended up where we are today.

 I felt like I actually got to really learn a lot about him besides the fact that he is a singer, actor, and clothing line owner.  Surprisingly, we really have a lot in common. He likes to golf like I do, and he is from the south like I am. I am from Texas, which is more south than Tennessee, but most people that live in Los Angeles are from around the California area.

"We should go play golf one day. You know, I am about to open up a small course outside of my hometown Memphis." He said.

"Yea that would be fun. I haven't played golf in forever...not many of my friends play golf. I usually play when I go home to visit my parents. My dad is the one who got me into the game when I was in high school."

"I try to play as much as I can. Completely changing the subject, it amazes me that you had no intentions of becoming a model. And how you just got discovered by going to one of your friend's photoshoots is pretty awesome...of course you are beautiful girl so I'm not really surprised that they offered you that job as soon as they saw you. What would you have done if you hadn't got into modeling?"

"Yea it was pretty crazy how I got into it. I had intended to just go to college and get a degree in communications and hopefully become a reporter someday, but modeling seemed like it would be really fun and exciting so I decided to try it. My parents only agreed to let me do it if I finished high school and college and got a degree and so I did. I took online classes through a local college at home and finished my degree in communications."

"That's amazing that you were able to accomplish those things and have a career as a model at the same time...your parents must have stayed on your ass a lot hahaha"

"Yea they always made sure I was doing good in school, or they would've made me come home. I never thought that when I was 21 graduating with a college degree that I would be living in Los Angeles and making a living from modeling 2 years later."

"Yea I never thought by the time I was 26 I would be doing the jobs that I am now. I couldn't imagine doing anything else but what I do now. The only flaw I have is the invasion of privacy, but you get used to it when you have been in the industry since you were 15."

As we continued laying there on the lounge chairs, I couldn't help but notice how good looking Justin really was. He was just in basketball shorts and a t-shirt, but he looked better than any guy I had ever been around, including Alex. Maybe Alex wouldn't be so hard to get over?  He never did cross my mind when I was talking to Justin. He must've caught me in my deep thoughts.

"Wanna take a walk on the beach?" He asked.

"Yea, sure."

As we were walking Justin started to talk about our past relationships. I think he could tell I was sort of surprised when he mentioned it.

"So, what happened between you and your ex-boyfriend? Not trying to be nosey or anything..."

"Well, let's just say Alex wasn't the most faithful person ever. I mean we got along really good and everything but he was in a band and I guess he couldn't handle the fact that he had a girlfriend and girls would throw themselves at him all the time."

"Oh really? That sucks. Seems to me like he lost a great girl."

He was really trying to be slick and flirt with me, so I figured, what the hell? Why not flirt back, even though I don't plan on getting myself caught up in anything serious, flirting couldn't hurt right? I mean I am kind of drunk and if I was going to get the courage to flirt, now would be the time.

"Yea...what about you and your ex? How did she let such a hot guy get out of her hands?" I smirked.

After that comment I had noticed that we had stopped walking and were standing next to each other. He was looking out at the ocean and I could tell it kind of bothered him when he mentioned his ex.

"Actually the same thing kind of happened to me. She and I had been together for a few years and she was an actress. She played in movies, kissed other guys in them and it never bothered me. I was never really the jealous type. I think she took advantage of that fact and figured I would think that it was just her co-star and it was part of the plan to kiss and stuff. I flew up to Vancouver where she was filming a movie and surprised her...well I was the one who got the surprise when I found her co-star in her hotel room that night. I ended up flying back to L.A that night and breaking up with her."

"Oh gosh... that is bad. I found out about Alex because one of the girls he cheated on me with called me and sent me texts that they had sent. I couldn't imagine actually catching them together. You must have taken it really hard."

"Yea at first I was pissed, she kept calling and saying that it wasn't what it looked like and all this bullshit. I didn't take her back. Ever since we've been broken up though I've gotten this reputation of being a player, but I'm not. I mean yea, I've went out with a couple of different girls since then but I've never once led any of them on and let them know from the beginning that I wasn't ready for a serious relationship. She would call me every time a headline or picture would end up in a magazine and say that I must've been cheating on her too since I was out with different girls so quickly."

"There's nothing wrong with going out and meeting new people. I mean she had no right to get mad if you did...she cheated on you. I'm glad Alex and I aren't famous enough to have paparazzi following us. It would make dealing with the breakup a lot harder."

"Yea paparazzi sucks...I can't even go out to eat with a friend. If I do, she is considered my new girlfriend or something."

As we were talking I noticed how much closer Justin and I were to each other. He was so close that I could feel him even though we weren't touching. I don't know if it was the drinks talking or what but the way he was talking to me didn't make anything else seem to matter.

"You know," he said, "you are one of the first girls that I have actually gotten to truly like in a long time. You are really fun to be around and talk to. Most girls that go out are fake and try anything to make a good impression, and it's a real turn-off, but you don't. I mean you don't even try to be anyone but yourself..."

"Thank you. Trying to act like someone else to impress someone sounds too hard for me. I would forget about the act and show my real self and get caught haha."

"I'm really glad I came on this trip."

"Me too, I've had a lot of fun so far."

Before I knew it, Justin was leaning in to me. The look on his face was so seductive yet careful. The way the moon was shining on the beach made him look even hotter. Finally, his lips reached mine. His lips were so soft. He kissed me so gentle, and when he slid his tongue in, he acted like he wanted my permission before kissing me any deeper. I gladly gave in to his kiss, attacking his tongue with mine. I could taste the beer he had drank previously  and the way his cologne mixed in with the ocean smell turned me on even more. His hands rested in my hair and on my lower back. I couldn't help but place mine on his t-shirt above his abs. At that moment, I wanted nothing more than to just kiss him. Maybe I wouldn't be able to just hang out with Justin. He is the best kisser I could remember kissing, so I'm sure he isn't bad at other things.

It felt like our kiss had lasted forever. Our lips finally parted, and I must say I felt like I was floating on a cloud. I'm sure the alcohol in my system played a huge effect on that, but I had never experienced such an intense yet gentle first kiss.

"Wow" he said. "That's the best kiss I've had in a long time."

"Yea you aren't that bad of a kisser yourself." I laughed.

"We should probably start walking back to the house...It's probably pretty late by now. I think Trace and Monica want to ride jet skis tomorrow."

"Yea we should probably head back...Monica and Trace are probably actually asleep now hahaha."

As we started walking back, Justin had grabbed my hand and held it the entire time until we had reached my bedroom. As we reached the door, I could tell that he wanted to come in and spend the night with me, but didn't want to initiate it first. Don't get me wrong, I wanted to spend the night with Justin and wondered what he would be like sexually, but I told myself not to rush anything, so I decided to spend the night alone.

"Well, goodnight. I had fun tonight walking on the beach with you."

"Yea, me too. Goodnight Kim." He kissed me on the forehead and made his way down the hall to his room.

I thought I was sleepy, but as I lay in bed, all I could think about was the previous hour. The conversations and kiss kept playing in my mind, over and over. I learned quite a bit about him tonight, and I must say that he really impressed me. I was still skeptical about letting my guard down though. Even though Justin did come on this trip and who's to say that he doesn't have someone else waiting for him to come back. I have to admit, I was extremely attracted to him and it didn't take much for me to let him spend the night with me tonight. I think I did the right thing though. If he was really interested, I'm going to really get to know him before I let him in easily. I wondered if he was thinking about earlier too.

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The next morning I was cheerfully greeted by Monica.

"So, did you and Justin have fun last night?"

"Yea, we just talked and ended up taking a walk on the beach. I don't think I have to ask if you and Trace had fun... I could hear you all from the living room." I laughed.

"Yea we did have fun last night...anything happened between you two?"

"Well we kissed...."

"REALLY? You have to give me the details..."

As I was getting ready to inform Monica of what a great kisser Justin was, he and Trace walked in. They were both dressed in their swimming trunks. We all decided to ride the jet skis that day. It was really fun, especially when Justin and I beat Trace and Monica every time we raced.

That night we decided to go to a local restaurant to have dinner. After dinner, we came back to the house and planned on renting a movie since we were heading back home in the morning. When I began to think about returning to reality, I dreaded going back. Don't get me wrong, I love my life and having a job that I loved made it even better, but it felt like something was missing.

"Well that movie was retarded. I mean, how cheesy can you be? Of course the people in the movie got killed. I don't understand why they run upstairs every time that guy was trying to kill them..."

"Trace..." Monica said, "are u really that surprised by it. I tried telling everyone from the beginning that we should've rented something else."

Justin and I had looked at each other and laughed. 

"Yea, great choice there Trace." Justin laughed.

After debating on how stupid the movie was, we all figured we should be heading to bed.  This time though when Justin walked me to my room, he didn't act like he wanted to come in. I don't know if it was because Monica and Trace were in front of us or what. He just kissed my forehead and said goodnight. What was the deal? Last night he basically looked like he was the most disappointed guy in the world when I said goodnight to him and went in my room alone. Now, he just acts like he has no desire or thought of coming into my room. Maybe I shouldn't have been so short with him last night. Maybe I should've let him come in and fuck my brains out like I really wanted him to.

I got in bed and laid there. I was in shock and kind of pissed. I mean, why has he all of the sudden decided to act like he didn't want to come in here. I mean, has his mind changed about me? Did he just figure this weekend was a little fling where he could get a good kiss out of it? I mean, hell, I am the one who is supposed to use him!

As I began to get angrier, I looked over at the clock and seen that it was already 2 A.M.  Fuck it. I decided to go into Justin's room and ask him what his deal was. I mean, last night he seemed like he was into me. He held my hand, and even fucking kissed me! What had changed between now and then? I mean, yea I probably sound crazy right now, but I've been put through so much bullshit from guys that I decided to find out  what the deal was right then, instead of wondering all night if I had done something wrong or what the hell has suddenly changed with him.

As I walked down the hallway, my anger subsided and I started to lose my courage. I began to think that I had been overreacting, which I probably was, but I was curious to what Justin was doing. What if I had actually did something wrong, like hurt his feelings or something? I like him and I sure as hell don't want him to think I'm not into him.

 I finally reached his door, and it was closed. I debated on whether to knock, or just return back to my room. Maybe he was asleep; I mean we were leaving in 8 hours. That's what I probably should be doing right now, but I had to know what he was thinking or doing at the moment. I was standing there in front of his door pondering about what to do and suddenly it opened. Shit!

"Kim? What are you doing in front of my door? I just about ran you over hahahahha"

"Ohh...I was just uh, going to see if you were still up. I can't sleep and I figured I would see what you were doing. I thought maybe you would be awake."

"Yea I can't sleep either...I was getting ready to go to the kitchen and get some water. Want anything?"

"No thanks. I should probably head back to bed...its late enough and we will be leaving before we know it."

"Well, I thought about watching some TV...you're welcome to wait on me in my room if you don't wanna go to bed right now"

"Alrighty"

As he made his way to the kitchen I got in his bed. I probably should've gone back to my room, but this was the whole reason I planned on confronting him. I thought that he had acted different earlier, but proved me wrong with this invite. His bed smelled just like his cologne and was way more comfortable than mine. Maybe I should've picked this room from the beginning. Laying there I couldn't help but laugh to myself.

I feel like such an idiot. Here I was in Justin's room, lying in his bed waiting on him to come back from the kitchen, while planning to confront him and ask him why he was acting different. Maybe I really am crazy. I need to just relax and quit analyzing everything. I mean hell, he did invite me to come lay with him and watch TV.

"Found anything worth watching?"

"Not really, I guess there isn't much on at 2 A.M."

"Oh, we can find something to watch...I'm sure HBO or some channel will have a decent movie playing."

He climbed into the bed and pulled the comforter over us. I could feel his body touching me. As he pulled the cover over us, he let his hand rest on my thigh. I could feel myself start to get hot. It's pretty sad that I get turned on by him just putting his hand on me but hell Justin Timberlake was there in a pair of basketball shorts and a wife beater shirt laying in bed beside me with his hand on my thigh. How could a girl not be turned on by that?

"This movie is pretty good....you ever see it?"

"Yea...it's pretty funny."

We laid there, with his hand still on my thigh, and started to watch the movie. I couldn't help but look at him out of the corner of my eye. He looked so hot, and honestly this movie was the last thing on my mind right now.

"So...are you ready to go back home? I have to admit, I kind of dread it. I've had a really good time, even though the trip hasn't been that long."

"Not really, I mean when I get back I have to work so..."

"Really? What are you gonna be doing?"

"I'm shooting some pictures for some new swimsuit designs for Victoria's Secret. Luckily the shoot is going to be done in L.A so I won't have to fly out anywhere."

"Sounds hot..."

"Hahaha, yea I've been working out a lot more here lately for this shoot. It's the first swim suit shoot I've done in over 6 months."

"I can tell..."

I laughed nervously. As we continued to talk I noticed that Justin had turned away from the TV, and was facing me. He has started talking about how when he got back he was going to start shooting a new movie. I was listening, but, I couldn't help but stare at his lips when he talked. I wanted to kiss him so bad. I think he could tell that I was staring at him.

"You know, I'm glad you decided to come watch T.V with me. I figured I was the only one who was not going to be able to sleep any tonight."

"Yea...but actually, I'm not into the T.V right now..."

With that, I leaned in and kissed him. His lips felt even softer than the previous night. His tongue slid in slowly, and caressed mine gently. I wanted more of him though. I didn't want a gentle, sweet kiss like the night before. As we started kissing more, I think he caught on to the fact that I wanted more of him. He began kissing me hard, and I could barely catch my breath. I ended up pulling him on top of me, feeling his whole body and the heat from it. He began to kiss my neck and left kisses all the way down to my collar bone. God... if he kept this up, I was definitely going to end up fucking him.

After kissing my neck, he placed his lips on mine again. His hands were moving all over my body, filling me up. I hadn't been this turned on in long time, especially by just making out.

"God, you are so hot Kim."

I couldn't help but moan after that comment. I started to think about what I was doing and realized that I shouldn't let it get farther than this. I want him so bad, but I barely know him enough to reach that point yet.

He continued kissing me and I placed my hands under his shirt. His body was so hot and toned. I could feel every ab and muscle definition in his stomach and back. Fuck it. I want him and even though I don't know him as much as I would like I wanted to have sex. I hadn't had sex in a long ass time, and maybe that's just what I need. A good fuck. I started to place my hands down his shorts and I could already feel his hard dick touching me through his shorts. He didn't seem to have an issue with size.

As my hand finally reached his head he started to moan. God, his moans sounded so hot. I was getting ready to start moving my hand and then suddenly his cell started to ring.

"Fuck!" he said "Hold on, I don't recognize this number.  Hello???"

There I was laying there, in my bra and pajama shorts turned on when I suddenly heard a female's voice on the other line.

"Hey Baby....where have you been? You haven't called me all day!"

I laid there in shock. What the fuck? Who in the hell is this girl calling him, and what is she doing calling him at three in the morning? Is there something that he should be telling me? I mean, I am here in his bed, in almost all of my underwear. I was so in shock that I didn't know what to do...

"Who is this?" He said.

I couldn't hear anything else she said. All I know was that it was a female calling him, and by the way she sounded when she said "Hey Baby", it didn't sounds like she was just a friend.

"Ohh hey...I've been busy lately. What are you doing calling me this late?"

I put my shirt on and got out of his bed. There was no way I was going to stay in there and wait on him to get off of the phone with this girl, then continue to finish what we had started. I was pissed. Pissed at the fact that for one, he didn't mention of having a new girlfriend, and two he actually made a small conversation with her as I was there in his bed waiting on him.

Why did we just make-out if he was already seeing someone? Is he that big of a jerk? I should've known not to go any further than that first kiss with him. I should've just stuck to my original plan and just flirted around with him and not get into any other kind of situation that would lead to anything with him. I started to get out of his bed and head to my room, where I should've gone back to in the first place.

"Where are you going?"

"I think I'm going to head back to my room...it's pretty late and I'm starting to get tired..."

"Well we haven't finished watching this movie but I understand, it is pretty late."

"Yea..."

"Well...Night Kim."

"Night."

With that, I left his room and he was still on the phone when I shut his door. As I got in bed, I was pissed but hurt. How could he do that with me if he has a girlfriend? That is kind of leading me on...I figured he would at least have the balls to tell me he was seeing someone, even if it wasn't serious.

Oh well, I needed to go to sleep and quit worrying about his ass. If he is seeing someone, that's fine, but I'm not going to pursue anything further with him.

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It was morning. Trace and Justin were packing our bags in the car while Monica and I finished cleaning up the house. I had been pissed last night but was more hurt this morning. I didn't tell Monica anything that happened. I didn't want to get into it and plus I didn't want her to mention anything to Trace about it.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing, why? I'm just cleaning...I kind of dread going back..."

"You're just really quiet this morning. I dread going back too. I've had a lot of fun this weekend, I'm glad you and Justin came."

"Yea..."

"Don't sound too excited there Kim... are you sure nothing's wrong?"

"Yes I promise."

So what, I didn't tell her. Is that so bad? I didn't want to think about it or bring it up anymore. What's done is done. I actually was ready to leave. I wish we were at home already. Just seeing him this morning started to piss me off and the fact that he looked hotter than ever made me even more mad.

As we got into the car, Justin decided to ride in the back with me. "How wonderful" I thought. I didn't want to talk to him or even be near him, figures he decided to sit right next to me in a space where I couldn't move or leave.

"Sorry about last night...The girl that called me was Kalen, I had gone out with her a few times when me and Jessica first broke up but there's nothing going on between us. I don't really talk to her, that's why I didn't recognize her number."

"No problem..."

"Well if I was you I would be pissed. I don't want you thinking I've got a girlfriend or anything like that. She was drunk last night. I doubt she will even remember talking to me."

Why did he bring this up now? Thankfully we were riding in Justin's SUV so Trace and Monica couldn't really hear our conversation. Why was he telling me all of these details about how him and this girl went out a few times when him and his ex broke up? I mean, it really isn't any of my business even though I was pissed...

"It really isn't any of my business..."

"Well if I was you I would want to know what was going on, especially since we were about to, you know..."

"Hahaha... I wouldn't be so sure that we would've done THAT Mr. Timberlake."

He leaned real close to my ear, I could feel his lips touching my earlobe. "Well, by the way I had you moaning last night I'm sure we probably would've reached that point..."

My mouth opened wide. I cannot believe we were talking about this, especially with Trace and Monica in front of us. The way his lips touched my ear almost made me moan right then. God, he was so hot and it pissed me off that he knew that I wanted him last night and right then.

"Well, I guess you will never know" I smirked.

"We will see about that." He laughed.

I couldn't help but not be mad anymore. I mean, he did have a valid excuse and plus he didn't even owe me one so that made it a lot better.

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We finally reached Monica's apartment. The trip back wasn't that bad, considering the fact I slept most of the way. I usually don't sleep well in cars but last night I didn't get much sleep. Trace helped Monica carry her bag in while Justin and I followed.

"I can take Kim home Trace if you want to hang out here."

Trace got a huge smile on his face, "Sure man, if Kim doesn't mind."

"That's fine" I smiled.

"Well Monica, thanks for inviting me. Your parent's house is awesome.  I had a really good time, we should all definitely do that again."

"No problem Justin....Kim call me tomorrow."

"Alright Monica, thanks for having me. I'll talk to you tomorrow. Bye Trace."

We walked outside to Justin's escalade. In a way, I was glad Justin offered to take me home, but I was a bit nervous. I was nervous because I didn't know what to expect. I mean when we reach my apartment should I ask him in? Or should I say goodbye and thank you and leave it at that?

Thankfully, my apartment was only about 15 minutes away from Monica's. The ride there wasn't so bad. We mainly talked about what we had to do this week and what we thought about what was going on between Monica and Trace. We finally reached my apartment and Justin walked me to my door.

"Well thanks for the ride home...I had a good time with you this weekend."

"No problem. I had a good time too."

"Well, I guess I will talk to you later." I started to unlock my door.

"Hold on a second." And with that, he leaned in and kissed me. God, why does he have to be such a good kisser? I didn't even really want to kiss him, but hell it felt good. His tongue and lips felt so amazing, I could only imagine what else he could do with them.

After about a 5 minute kiss our lips finally parted. "Do you mind if I call you tomorrow? I mean, I would like to hang out with you this week if you aren't too busy."

"No that sounds good. I will be busy during the day but I will be finished by the afternoons."

He smiled "Alright, I will talk to you tomorrow then."

"Okay...bye Justin and thanks for the ride."

"No problem."

I finally was able to unlock my door. I sat on my couch, I was exhausted but I couldn't help but think about him. What was going on? He wants to call me tomorrow and hang out this week? Even though I don't want to admit it, I couldn't help but feel a little excited.

Over the next four days I ended up being more busy then I had thought. During the days I would have to drive to my photo shoots which lasted from 8 A.M till 5 P.M. You wouldn't think that within four days they would require you to take so many pictures. Posing for the pictures wasn't that bad, but the costume changes, make-up, and hair and all the hectic activities going around you in order to get that right picture is what can make you so tired.

The only positive thing that came about this week so far was talking to Justin, which usually occurred every night. He was busy as well, filming a new movie he was in. Luckily, it was being shot in the Los Angeles area so he didn't have to travel that far.

I lived in Los Angeles so I didn't have to drive hardly any but he lives in Hollywood Hills so he has had to do a little traveling back and forth. I haven't been to his house yet, but I'm sure it doesn't compare to my 2 bedroom apartment. He had planned on coming by my place after his movie finished filming for the day but somehow they would end up staying later than planned.

Tonight we are going out to dinner. He is taking me to some restaurant that I've never heard of or eaten at. It is supposed to be really good and plus it is private so we shouldn't have to worry about any interruptions.  I am a little excited to see him since I haven't seen him since he dropped me off the other night from our trip.

As I was getting ready Monica called. "Hey what's up?"

"Getting ready to go out to eat with Justin, I haven't decided what I should wear though."

"Where you all going to eat at?"

"Some steakhouse, I don't think it's too fancy or anything..."

"What are you thinking about wearing?"

"Jeans, a red top, and heels"

"That sounds good! So, you gonna fuck him tonight or what?"

"Monica!! Hahaha you are crazy...I dunno, I mean I want to but I'm not going to force it...if it happens it happens."

"You have been talking/hanging out with him for the past month and you mean to tell me you aren't going to fuck him? You know, he probably thinks you don't even like him like that hahaha." 

She did have a point and honestly it hadn't occurred to me that we met about a month ago at that party. Anyways I don't want to rush anything with him. That was a problem with Alex and I, everything we did was rushed into, including our love life. This time, I'm not rushing and I want to make sure that this is where I want it to be and if I see it even going anywhere at all.

"Well if it happens I promise you will be the first person I tell! Hahaha."

"I better be! Well, I will let you finish getting ready...call me later, Bye!"

"Bye Monica."

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As I was finishing getting ready I heard a knock on my door. "Shit" I thought, I lost track of time. When I opened the door I found Justin standing there looking better than ever. He had on a pair of jeans, a plaid button-up shirt and a leather jacket, all William Rast I'm sure.

"Hey babe....wow you look amazing."

"Thanks...I was afraid I wasn't dressed up enough but you have on jeans too so I feel better now haha."

"Yea this place isn't very fancy, it's more casual."

"That sounds great."

"Ready to go?"

"Of course."

We walked out to his vehicle and I noticed he was driving a different car. "You get a new car since Sunday?" I laughed.

"Nah I've had this Audi about a month now...I love it."

"Yea it's really cute."

"Well if you are lucky enough I may let you drive it home later..." He laughed.

The restaurant wasn't too far away from my apartment. It was really nice and casual. I liked the fact that it was low-key, probably a reason why he suggested it. We ordered our food, and had a great, casual date.

"So, I just found out today that I have to go out of town this weekend to shoot a couple scenes for the movie."

"Really, cool, where you gotta go?"

"Las Vegas...it isn't too far away but it sucks because I wanted to do something with you this weekend."

Wow, it's not even the weekend yet and he already knew he wanted to spend it with me? I honestly hadn't thought about it. "Yea well we can do something when you get back."

"Well that's one reason I brought this up this early...next weekend I have to fly to New York. I'm leaving Thursday and coming back Sunday. I have to go up there for the clothing company. They're having a few meetings and Trace and I need to be there..."

"That sounds like fun."

"Well, I was wondering if you weren't busy, if you wanted to go with me?  I have an apartment there so we can stay there instead of a hotel room. I figured you could go shopping or something while I was in the meetings and we could hang out after them."

"Yea I don't think I have anything booked then."

"Awesome."

We finished our meal and decided to go back to my place to rent a movie. We were walking out, waiting on the valet to bring the car around. "Thanks man" Justin handed the guy a tip.

As we walked out, holding hands, a sudden loud group of people started running towards us. "Justin, is this your new girlfriend?? Who is she?? How long have you been together?? Are you not seeing Kalen? What about Kate, or Rihanna? Do they know that you have a new girlfriend??" Flashes were going off like crazy as they screamed these questions to him.

I was finally able to get into his car, but these men would not quit taking pictures of us and the questions they kept asking him didn't help the situation. I wonder if they were true?

"I fucking hate the paparazzi. That's one reason I wanted to take you here to eat, I didn't think that they would be around this restaurant."

"It's ok, not a big deal. How were you supposed to know they would be out here?"

"I should've known. They try to make up shit and get shit started...like those questions they kept asking. Stuff like that pisses me off! I can't even take my girlfriend out on a date without them bringing up other people I have seen in the past...."

"Wait, you went out with Rihanna?"

"No and I didn't go out with Kate, I hung out with Kate but did not do anything with her but that. Kalen was the only girl that I had actually dated but they were only able to get like 2 pictures of us together...we hid from them pretty good."

Wait a second, why am I asking him if he went out with Rihanna, he did he just refer to me as his girlfriend. "Ohh, I don't care if you did I was just shocked because I never heard that rumor."

"So you heard about Kalen and Kate?"

"Yea....and a few others hahahah. So will I be seen as the "new" girlfriend then?" I didn't know any other way to address the fact that he had just referred me as his girlfriend.

"Yea but you really are unlike the other names they mentioned, aren't you?  I mean, that's if you want to be..."

"I guess you can refer me as that...as long as I get to see you more than once a week." I smiled.

"Trust me, I don't like this once a week deal. It will change, this movie shooting should slow down here in a few weeks."

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We made it to my apartment without anyone following us thankfully. That's all I need, paparazzi stalking my apartment for pictures. That was one good thing and probably the only thing about Alex and I's relationship, no paparazzi or anyone trying to but in.

Justin came inside and we ended up renting a movie. We decided to watch another comedy and it was pretty good.

"Well, it's getting late I should probably head home since I have to be there early tomorrow."

"Yea...thanks for taking me to dinner, even though I have ruined your chances, you know, since you haven't told Kate or Rihanna about me." I laughed.

"Shit...why did you have to pick where we ate? I told you they would be there! You just wanted them to find out didn't you?" He got closer to me and pulled me into a hug.

"Yes, exactly my plan." And with that, I leaned in and kissed him. This time our kiss was different though, there was more passion in it, even more than the night I we made out. I pulled him on top of me, and I could feel myself heat up instantly. His tongue massaged mine, while one of hands rested on my waist, and another one up my shirt. I placed mine in his hair, which had grown out a little since when I met him.

He began kissing my neck, while I started to undo his belt.  I wanted him so bad, I couldn't take it any longer. I have wanted this man since the first time I met him at that party.

"Mmmm, god Kim, you are so fucking hot..."

"I want you Justin...." He started taking my shirt off and then his. God his body was amazing. It looked like he has gotten bigger, or maybe I never really noticed how toned he was. As I was getting ready to take his jeans off, my phone rang.

"Shit, its Monica...I will call her back tomorrow." I slung it down. We continued kissing and undressing. I was in my bra and panties when he picked me up and carried me to my bedroom. By the way we were kissing and touching, I thought for sure we would finally get to have sex.

"Fuck... I don't have any condoms."

"Me either...."

"Shit...well this sucks."

"It's alright...I mean it's not like we had to tonight anyways..."

"True...but damn, I was really turned on hahaha....it's late anyways, if I don't go to sleep soon I will probably end up oversleeping and missing the shoot."

"Yea that wouldn't be good."

He got up and put his clothes back on. I walked him to the door.

"Bye Kim...I'll call you tomorrow."

"Thanks for tonight, I had a good time. Bye Justin." He kissed me one last time for the night, and left. "Shit" I thought. Every time we are even close to getting intimate something happens.

Finally the weekend was here. It was great because I needed a break from work since I had been really busy this week. The only bad thing was I wouldn't get to see Justin since he had to go out of town to film for his movie. Even though I haven't been able to see him a few times a week I was going to miss him.

Tonight I had plans with going out with the girls. I haven't been able to spend time with them in a while so I was really looking forward to it. Me, Monica, Jen, and Lindsay were all going to go to a club and have a few drinks.

As I was getting ready Justin had called. "Hey what's up?" I answered. I was glad he called, I haven't been able to talk to him the whole day.

"Hey babe, just got into Vegas. Tonight will be the only free night I get so one of my castmates and I are going to go gambling...what are you getting into tonight?"

"I think me and a few friends are going to go to a club since we haven't been in a while. I'm pretty excited."

"That will be fun... I wish I was home so we could do something this weekend."

"I know... but next weekend will be fun!" I smiled to myself. I was able to go to New York with him for sure so I was very excited. I couldn't wait to spend a weekend with just me and him.

"You get to go for sure? That is awesome...I'm looking forward to it now! Hahaha."

"Yea we will have fun, plus I haven't been to New York in a while so..."

"Yea it will be great...Hold on a sec...Sorry Kim but I gotta go my director is beeping in... I will give you a call later..."

"Alright bye"

"Bye" As I hung up Monica was already knocking on my door. I hoped I looked alright, I never know what to wear out since I usually don't go out that much. Come to think of it the last time I went out was at the William Rast party with her...

"You Ready Kim? We gotta pick up Lindsay."

"Yea I'm coming!"  Hopefully this night will be fun, I need a good night.

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We arrived at the club and luckily Lindsay was able to get us in the VIP area so we wouldn't have to fight the crowd. The club was new and it was pretty nice. The VIP area was crowded with a lot of celebrities there. Unfortunately the celebrity I wanted couldn't be there.

We got us a table and some drinks. We all started to chat about life and some of the celebrities in the club.

"Soo Kim, I heard you are dating Justin Timberlake. That is freaking awesome, he is so hot! You are lucky!" Jen said.

"Yea we just started, it's nothing serious...he is in Vegas tonight."

"Yea so Kim I just wanna ask, is the rumor about him true? You know, how his dance moves are just a small tease of what he can do, if you know what I mean" Lindsay laughed.

"Hahaha oh gosh you all! Actually I wouldn't know, I haven't got that far with him yet!"

"What?? Are you kidding me? Kim I figured you all did the other night when you went out!" Monica said.

"Well let's just say that we got far enough hahah"

"Well since you are Justin's New Woman, you better be finding out" Jenn said while moving her two pointy and middle fingers.

"What are you talking about? Haha"

"You don't know? You all are on the cover of like every tabloid magazine!" Monica said.

"Yea you all were on TMZ the other night...there played a video of you all leaving a restaurant holding hands" Lindsay said. 

Shit. I had no idea that we were on all of this. Actually, now that I come to think of it, I haven't had time to go to the grocery store or watch TV to see any of this. I wonder if Justin knew? He hasn't mentioned it to me if he does. Oh well, he probably knew this and didn't think anything of it.

"Well I haven't seen any of it...that is kinda weird, ya know going out on a date and all of that happening"

"Oh you will get used to it" Monica laughed "Trust me." Which I could trust her because she has dated famous celebrities before. She has been on magazines and TMZ and probably has had every rumor about her spread. I am glad to know she has been through it and what to expect.

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As we were all dancing, I noticed this blonde girl in the VIP area that kept staring at me. I couldn't tell if she was glaring or simply just being nosey. I wanted to go to her and ask her why she was staring but I had no idea honestly who she was.

"That girl has been staring at you all night Kim" Lindsay said. I'm glad I'm not the only one who has noticed because I thought it was just me.

"Yea I've noticed....who is she?"

"That blonde girl? That is Kalen McAdams. She is like some wanna be singer or something. I don't know who the girls with her are." Monica said.

That is Kalen? The Kalen that had called Justin that night at the beach? The Kalen that Justin had seen for a little while but didn't really date that much? It makes sense she is staring at me now.

"Ohh didn't she date Justin a while ago? I don't think it was anything serious..."Jenn had said. Yea, for it to not be serious she sure was staring a hole right through me. I mean was she pissed at me or jealous or what?

"Yea but I don't think they were serious..." I said.

"Maybe that is why she is staring over here....she is probably jealous because you are seeing him. I heard she was like in love with him and wanted to date him but he would never date her." Monica said.

"Yea I heard he would always make sure that no one would see them in public so they wouldn't be seen by the paparazzi as a couple or something." Jenn said.

"I wouldn't worry about it Kim. He obviously didn't like her or he would've pursued her more. She's staring because she is jealous." Monica said.

I wasn't worried about her, I just didn't like the fact that she kept staring over at us. She honestly wasn't that pretty. She was petite and blonde headed. It looked like she had had breast implants for her size. She was dressed in a real low-cut tube top and a short skirt. She looked like a slut.

Justin never really talked about her and that made me feel better. However, I wondered if they ever did talk after that night she had called him at the beach. Maybe that is why she kept staring? Maybe he told her about us? She obviously knew who I was by the way she started the whole night.

After dancing and drinking all night I finally got home around 5 A.M. It was great to have a night out with the girls and I needed it. The only thing that sucked was seeing Kalen. I know I know, I shouldn't be worried about her but it pisses me off when people, girls in particular, stare at you. The stare she was giving wasn't a curious one either, it was a stare that had jealousy all over it. Like, she was basically using her stare to send the question of who the hell are you and what the hell do you think you are doing.

The fact that I heard her voice that night, the first night that I really got to get close to Justin pisses me off too. Her face matches her voice perfectly. That high-pitched, I'm a dumb-ass girl sound fit how she looked perfectly. I couldn't help but think about her calling him every time I seen her at that club. Oh well, he is interested in me, obviously because he has been texting me all night about how he misses me and wishes how he would be with me tonight.

Wait. What am I doing? Why am I sitting here comparing myself to her? I am obviously way too drunk because I never do this. I am not the type of girl to get pissed over something little like this. I need to just go to bed and sleep this off. The last thing I need is to stress myself out even more than I am.

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The next morning I felt like a bus had ran over me. I haven't had a hangover this bad in a long time. I had fun though and last night was worth it.

Justin had called me and woke me up telling me he would be home early tomorrow morning and that he wanted to see me. It was great hearing his voice the first thing in the morning. I could get used to it very easily.

Today I decided to relax and catch up on my laundry, bills, and phone calls that I had missed from my mother. I hated missing her calls but she always called when I was extremely busy or when I was asleep. She didn't work because my dad had owned a construction company back at home in Texas. I only had one sibling, my older brother John, who helped my dad run it. "Smyth Construction" was the name and my mother had done all of the bookkeeping for the company. So, she was able to call me frequently and visit me at least once a month, which was always nice.

My mom knew about my new relationship and she seemed pretty glad. I don't think either one of my parents liked Alex too much. Plus, they thought that he was a loser because he didn't actually have that big of a success as being in a band. She knew Justin was  a singer too but she also liked the fact that he had other careers in his life as well.

My dad was always busy working so I didn't get to talk to him as much as my mom. I think he liked the fact I was dating Justin too.

"You need to bring him home so we can meet him" mom said.

"Mom! I have only been seeing him for little over a month, I will when the time is right. Plus, you know how I am about bringing guys home."

"I know, I know...but you have only brought Alex and that guy, what was his name...Brent home to meet us"

"Well I have to really like a guy before I bring them home.

"Well that's a good thing...but I gotta go...call me tomorrow if you can. Love you."

"Love you too mom."

The fact was that Alex and Brent are the only guys I've actually been with to bring home. It is kind of embarrassing being my age and only being with 2 guys but I don't settle. Don't get me wrong, I've hung out with a lot of people and went out on a lot of dates, but taking it to that next level is important to me.

I mean I have never even had a one-night stand. That is was is surprising to me because that night at the beach with Justin I thought for sure I was going to have sex with him, which is so unlike me. That shows I must really like him.

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The next week flew by thankfully. I couldn't wait to go to New York. I also couldn't wait to spend time with Justin either. He and I had got to see each other once this past week so this weekend was going to make up for it.

The plan was to fly out Thursday night and come back Sunday morning. Four days with him was going to be amazing, well at least I had hoped so. He picked me up in a black Lincoln car with tinted windows.

"Like the car? I told the driver I wanted something with a lot of privacy haha"

"Yea, I'm excited to get out of L.A for a while."

"Me too."

We reached the airport and boarded a private jet. The jet was amazing and not like any private jet I have ever flown on. We both actually slept the whole way since we both had worked late the previous night.

When we arrived in New York another car picked us up. Thankfully we arrived at JFK when the paparazzi wasn't waiting around on celebrities to show up. It was a calm night and we decided to order a pizza when we got to his apartment.

His apartment was unbelievable. It was in Tribeca, and had two bedrooms in it. The master bedroom had a huge king-sized bed with a bathroom that had a tub the size of my entire bathroom at my apartment in L.A.

"Well you can sleep in here or the other room. The other bedroom has my mom's stuff in it so if you need anything it is probably in there haha."

"Actually, I thought about this bedroom and kicking you out in the other room." I smiled.

"Ha Ha. Sorry honey, I am sleeping in here. This bed is way more comfortable than my mom's queen-sized. Plus, my stuff is already in here"

I walked closer to him and placed my hands on his belt loop. "Well in that case, if you are sleeping in here..." I looked at him and placed my lips on his earlobe "and your stuff is already in here" I started kissing his neck "then I guess I could learn to share since this bed is more comfortable."

He moaned and quickly lifted my face up to his and kissed me. God it felt so good to be able to kiss him and know that it wasn't a goodbye kiss. This kiss was only the beginning of many kisses we would share this weekend.

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Later on that night we ended up renting a movie and going to bed. I had put on a tight t-shirt and short shorts but made sure that I had sexy underwear on underneath. I mean hell, I may finally end up getting to be intimate with him.

We laid there watching the movie and I couldn't help but want him right then and there. I began to tickle him on his stomach. I knew that he couldn't stand this, and I wanted his attention. He ended up tickling me back and rolling on top of me.

He looked at me and smiled. "You are so beautiful. I can't believe that you are actually my girlfriend."

"What?! Are you kidding? You are the hot one with all of the girls haha" I joked.

"Seriously, no other girl compares to you. Not their looks, personality, views, nothing." He said seriously.

All I could do was kiss him at that moment. I think that is the nicest thing someone has ever said to me. At that moment, I knew that I was in love with him. Even though I have only known him for almost two months, it didn't matter. He was so good to me and I knew he meant everything he said to me.

We started kissing really hard and his hands were touching me all over. He was kissing my mouth, then moved to my neck. I lifted his shirt over his head and he did mine. He moved his lips down to my bra, and unfastened it. I could feel his hard dick touching my leg. He began sucking my breasts, one by one, sucking my nipples while his other hand massaged the other. I had never wanted anyone more than him at that moment.

I reached down and pulled his shorts and boxers off of him. He sat up and pulled my panties down my legs. My god, I had felt his dick before but never really got to see it. It was huge. This sex was going to be awesome but I knew it would hurt because I had never been with anyone as big as him.

He began kissing my neck and mouth again. "God Kim, I want you so fucking bad." He said. I started kissing his neck and grasped his dick between my hand. I started stroking him, slow then fast. His dick felt so good in my hand, I could only imagine how it felt inside me.

"I have a condom" He said while grabbing it out of his nightstand and putting it on. I wanted him so bad at that moment that I didn't give a shit if he had one or not, I was going to be with him.

He lowered himself back on top of me and began kissing me. He first inserted one if his fingers inside of me. "God you are so fucking wet" he said while moving it in and out. I was so turned on I thought I was going to come right then.

I started to moan. "Hold on baby, I am not done pleasing you yet" and with that he slowly entered me. He entered inch by inch so I could get used to him. I have to admit, it did hurt a little.

Finally he started to thrust in me, slowly. "You feel so good" he said. I began kissing his neck as he thrusted. I wanted more. I wanted him to fuck me. I needed him and wanted him. I began to lift my hips up when he suddenly used his hands and grabbed my ass and placed my legs around his upper back. God he knew exactly what I wanted. He began to fuck me hard and fast and held my ass up as he thrusted. His face was dripping with sweat and so was mine. He knew exactly where my spot was and kept on thrusting until I came over and over.

I honestly didn't think that a man could make you orgasm five times the first time you had sex with him but Justin did. It was like he knew how and what I liked instantly. After my last orgasm I could tell that he was about to come. He began kissing me and at that moment I could feel his orgasm because his dick began to tremble inside of me.

He rested on top of me and kissed me. "That was amazing" I said.

"Yes, that was unbelievable." He said catching his breath.

He pulled out and laid beside me. I laid my head on his chest and could hear his heart beating fast. "I thought the first time with you was going to be good but I didn't expect it to be like this. I have never been someone who feels as good as you" he said.

I couldn't help but laugh "Well I have never been with someone who is as big as you. You definitely win the prize in that category."

"Oh really? How many people have you been with?"

"Honestly? I'm kinda embarrassed to say..."

"Is it that many?" he laughed.

"NO!! Actually I've only been with 2....well 3 including you."

"Seriously?? Wow. I didn't think that."

"Well what did you think?"

"Hahaha nooo don't take it the wrong way, I just figured you had been with more than that. That explains why you feel so good haha."

I couldn't help but laugh "How many have you been with or do I even want to ask that question."

"Well more than 3 hahaha....you are the best person I've been with, swear to god not just saying that."

We laid there the rest of the night talking and I ended up falling asleep on his chest. It felt so good to sleep next to him.

The next morning I woke up and Justin had already left to go to his meeting. I vaguely remember him kissing my head and telling me bye because I was so tired from the previous night.

"Ah last night" I thought. God, last night was incredible. I mean I figured he would be good at sex but never imagined that he would be THAT good.  Not only was he good at that but he was actually a really nice guy. I never thought that I would meet someone like that, especially him. I am actually glad I listened to Monica and agreed to go to that party with her because if it wasn't for that I would have never met him.

Here I was laying in my gorgeous, too good to be true boyfriend's bed in my underwear in his 2 million dollar apartment in Tribeca. How lucky am I? Hell, the only thing Alex ever owned was his guitar and the clothes on his back. Don't get me wrong, I'm not with Justin for his money, but the fact that he actually is ambitious and successful really impresses me. I've never dated anyone who was ambitious. I was the one who had to pay and schedule everything. It felt nice to be treated like a lady for once in my life.

I decided to get up and get dressed and do some shopping. Justin left a note saying he would probably be in that meeting till this evening so I figured a little retail therapy would be a good thing. I decided to take a taxi and explore New York. I've been here before doing shoots and stuff but never really have had the time to tour the city and do some shopping.

I ended up visiting a lot of stores but didn't buy much. I really enjoyed the Statue of Liberty tour that I took. The city really was beautiful and amazing. There are so many different people that you never really know what you will see.

After the tour I decided to head back to the apartment. It was late in the evening so I figured Justin would be getting there soon.  I didn't know if he had any plans in mind for tonight but I figured he probably would want to do something.

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I got to his apartment just in time. He had gotten back from his meeting about 20 minutes after I had gotten back from touring. "Hey babe, how was the meeting today?" I asked.

"Long and boring. I would rather have spent the day with you. What did you end up doing today?" he said as he yawned.

"I shopped a little and took a tour of the Statue of Liberty...I was pretty interesting."

"You know I've never done that, you would think I would have as much as I come here" he laughed. "What do you want to do tonight?"

"It's up to you, you are the one who has been in a meeting all day long" I smiled and kissed him.

"Want to go eat and go dancing?"

"That sounds great" I said

"Alright let me take a shower and I will be ready whenever you are"

"K" He kissed me and made his way to the shower. I decided to call Monica while he was in there and tell her about last night. I mean, I did promise her I would tell her. "Hey, guess what finally happened."

"You fucked him"

"Yea...it was unbelievable" I laughed.

"I figured it would be...you are lucky...what you all doing tonight?"

"Going to a club I think, it should be pretty fun" I actually was looking forward to it even though I don't usually go clubbing that much.

"That will be fun...more fun that sitting here at your parents like I am" Monica laughed.

"I need to go visit mine..." Justin was getting out of the shower. "Hey, I will call you when I get back and tell you all the details"

"Alright talk to you later"

I was lying on the bed when he walked in with just a towel around his waist. He had just barely dried himself off. His stomach and all 6 abs had water dripping down them into his towel. God he looked so hot. Fuck going dancing, I think we should stay in for the night.

"So, you wanna go dancing?" I asked, but didn't want to come off like I wanted him to actually say no and fuck me right then and there.

"Yea, do you? We can just go out and eat or do whatever you want. I figured that would be something different..." he said as he began to put his clothes on.

"Sounds like fun, do you think what I'm wearing is alright?" I asked. I knew what I had on looked good, I just wanted to get a reaction out of him. I was wearing a short black lacey dress with black heels. I had curled my hair and wore it wavy since the wind was blowing today.

He walked over towards me and kissed my forehead. He had put on a pair of jeans and a grey t-shirt with a leather jacket. "Hell yea you look hot..." He leaned down and kissed my lips. I did not want him to stop but he pulled away. "You ready? I'm starving!" he laughed. 

"Yea I'm quite hungry myself."

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After we ate dinner we ended up going to club. The club was packed, which is not a surprise since it is a Friday night, and we made it to the VIP area. The club was pretty nice. There were a lot of people Justin knew and introduced me to.

"Wanna dance?" he asked as he stood behind me, putting his arms around my waist.

"Yes..." I said as I pulled him to the dance area.

We began dancing and the dance floor started to get crowded. Justin stood behind me with his hands around my waist and his face in my neck. As we danced I could feel him grinding into me and he kissed my neck as he sang the words to the current song in my ear. He was an excellent dancer and I couldn't help but grind my ass into him, especially when he was singing to me.

We danced for a while and decided to take a break and have a drink. I got us a table in the VIP area while he went to the bar. As I was sitting at our table, I noticed Justin at the bar and this girl that had walked up to him. She started talking to him and laughing, I couldn't really tell who she was. She had dark hair and was about average height. I could tell when she walked up to him that he had felt a little uncomfortable, like he didn't really want to talk to her.

He made his way back to our table and I couldn't help but ask him who she was. "Thanks for the drink...who was that talking to you?"

"No problem babe. Oh that was uh, Jessica..." He said. Now I know why he looked so uncomfortable. Jessica was his ex girlfriend who had cheated on him.

"Oh really? What is she doing in town? I could kind of tell you looked like you didn't really want to talk to her" I laughed.

"Yes I can't believe she actually had the nerve to come say Hi to me. She said she was shooting a movie or something. I didn't really want to talk to her so I didn't put forth to making a conversation with her."

"Oh whatever Justin, you know you wanted to sit there and hang out with her. Want me to invite her over here? I mean she has been staring at you since you've been sitting here with me" I laughed.

He scooted closer to me and pulled me onto his lap. "Let her watch us. That girl is just jealous because I am with you." He pressed his lips on to mine and began kissing me. His kiss was very hard, and since I was sitting on top of him I could feel something else begin to get hard too.

"Want to go back to your apartment?" I asked. "I don't think the club would appreciate us causing a scene in here. Plus your ex is staring at us while we make-out and it's making me a little uncomfortable hahaha"

"Yea let's get the hell out of here. I don't want to have to talk to her again." And with that he called the driver to come pick us up.

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We got back to his apartment and I decided to take a shower. I had been hot and sweating in the club so I wanted to cool off before I went to bed. Justin was going to watch TV so I thought I would take a quick shower.

I walked into his master bathroom. It was beautiful. The floors had large khaki colored tiles and the walls where navy blue "Typical male colors" I thought. His bathroom had a large whirlpool tub and a big walk in shower that could fit probably three or four people in.

I took my clothes off and got into the warm shower. The shower had to shower heads on each side and jets that started from the top and ended at your feet on all four of the shower tile walls. I had never been in such a large shower.

As I was rinsing off I heard the shower door open. "Mind if I join you? I got pretty sweaty myself, dancing with you all night." He said as he walked in and stood with his back to me towards the other shower head. He pretended to actually wash himself off and stick his head under one of the shower heads as I turned towards him.

"Yes, I actually do mind Mr. Timberlake." I said.

He turned around. His body was soaking wet from head to toe. He looked delicious but I wanted to play with him for a bit.

"Really?  Sorry, I didn't think you would mind. I'll just wait till you get done..." he started to walk out of the shower.

I pulled his arm and began tracing my fingers down his chest. He looked down at my fingers, water gushing on both of us. "Well, I guess you can stay" as I placed my lips on his. He slid his tongue in my mouth and began to massage mine with his. My hands were still on his chest and he placed his in my wet hair.

He pulled his mouth away from mine. "Tonight when you were grinding your ass in me, I couldn't help but want to bend you over and fuck you right there in the middle of that club." He said as he began kissing my neck.

"Maybe that was my plan" I said as I grabbed his dick and started stroking it. He started to moan and I couldn't help but moan either as he began kissing and sucking on my breasts.

"Well..." he said as he started to walk be against the shower wall. He pressed me up against the wall and began kissing my neck then moved down to my breasts. Then after sucking them he started to kiss down my stomach and started to kiss his way down.

As his mouth was at my entrance he looked up at me and said "my plan is to get you to come in my mouth" and slid his tongue inside of me. He moved it in and out and then placed his mouth on my clit, sucking it. God, it felt so good and I couldn't help but moan out his name. He kept on working his tongue and I felt like I was going to explode. I was close to my orgasm when suddenly his doorbell started ringing.

"What the fuck?" he said while standing back up. "Who in the hell would be knocking on my door this late?"

He got out of the shower and dried off. He only put a towel around him as he went to go get the door. "Great" I thought. Watch it be his mom or someone like that coming to stay here. I turned the shower off and put my tank top and pajama shorts.

I was at the doorway of the bedroom when I seen Justin looking through the peep hole of the door with a horrified pissed off facial expression. He opened the door quickly "What the hell are you doing here?!"

I didn't know who was standing on the other side of the door, but by Justin's facial expression and the way his body had tensed up I could tell it was someone he did not want to be there.

"What the hell are you doing here?!" he said standing there with only a towel wrapped around his waist with his arm holding the door and body blocking the entrance.

"I...I just wanted to stop by and see if you were here. You didn't talk to me that much at the club and I wanted to see how you were..." a feminine voice said.

"At 3 o'clock in the morning you think you can just come to MY apartment and say Hi? Obviously I didn't want to talk to you or I would have at the club so what makes you think that I would appreciate you stopping by here? He said angrily. He still stood at the door blocking the entrance when she pushed by him and sat down on the couch.

It was her. His ex girlfriend who he had dated for 3 years who had cheated on him, who he found having sex with her co-star in her hotel room.  I don't blame him for being pissed off and the fact that she made her way inside was bad enough. I thought about going in there but I figured I would just stay in his bedroom. I don't want to cause a scene.

"Well I just wanted to say Hi, I mean it's not that big of a deal. Plus I know you are up this late when you get home from being at a club. The apartment looks good, I like how you redecorated it..." she said as she started to walk around the living room, admiring the new decorations that had taken place of the old ones she used to see.

"Well you need to leave. My girlfriend is here and I don't appreciate you just barging in here like this."

"Your girlfriend?? When did you get a new girlfriend? Was it the girl you were with tonight?" she said as she walked towards him.

"Yes that is my new girlfriend, Kim, if it's any of your business. You need to leave Jessica. I don't understand why you would stop by here like this anyways." He said as he walked towards the door and opened it.

"Well well I can't believe you actually found someone else. So I take it your playboy days are over now huh? After you and I broke up you start to date and fuck everyone and finally found you one you want to stick with. That sucks Justin, I was hoping I could get a little affection from you..." she said as she ran her finger over his bare chest.

"Get the fuck out right now Jessica." He said grabbing her hand away from his chest. "I don't want anything to do with you. You ruined your chance with me so deal with it. I am much happier now than I was with you."

"Oh whatever Justin. You know you still want me, I can tell by the way you looked at me tonight. Its okay, I still love you too. You just need some time to think and I completely understand."

"Get out!"

"Alright, I'm sure I will be talking to you soon. Tell your girlfriend I said Hello" and with that she left, Justin slamming the door behind her.

I cannot believe I just heard all of that. "What a bitch!" I thought. I mean, she was basically stopping by to see if I was here and if she could stay the night here with him. I could tell at the club that she wanted to talk to him more just by the way she kept on looking at him.

I quickly got in bed and under the covers. I figured I would pretend that I didn't hear anything just to see what he would say about it. Plus, I didn't want him to think I was upset, even though I was, but not at him.

I heard Justin lock the door and make his way into the bedroom. He was in his towel still and put on some boxers and got into bed with me.

"Sorry about all of that, I can't believe that she showed up here like that" he said as I laid my head on his chest.

"It's alright. She has some guts coming here like that doesn't she? Kind of weird..." I said as I started to play with the trail of hair below his belly button.

"Yea that's Jessica for you though. She thinks she can do whatever she wants and that she can have whatever she wants. I can't stand her and I can't believe she came here. I'm glad I had the locks changed or she would've walked right on in here probably."

"Well I'm glad you changed them too! That would've been embarrassing if she would've walked in on us while we were in the shower..." I laughed. I couldn't help but secretly wish she would have walked in on us. Let her see him happy with someone else, someone who would treat him right unlike her.

"Hahahaha oh gosh that would've been hilarious. That sucks she interrupted our shower, we will have to finish that" he laughed and winked. He started playing with my hair and I have to admit, I was extremely tired.

"Yea definitely with no interruptions." I looked up into his eyes and smiled and he smiled back mischievously. I kissed him and I could tell he wanted to finish our session right then but I was so tired. "I'm so glad I came here with you, it's great to sleep in your arms." I laid my head back on his chest.

"Yea, I'm sorry about tonight though. It won't happen again, I promise." He said turning the TV off. "Goodnight Kim" he leaned down and kissed my forehead.

"Night babe." I fell asleep as soon as I closed my eyes with my head on his chest.

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The next two days flew by and before I knew it, it was time to go back to L.A. I kind of dreading going back because I knew then it would be back to reality, back to work and back to not getting to spend every night with Justin. I loved being with him. Being around him was so easy and comfortable.

When we landed at LAX the place was crazy with paparazzi. Justin held my hand and just said to ignore them if they say or ask anything. "The quieter you are, the better" he said as we walked through the exit of the airport. We got into his escalade and flashes were going off like fireworks. "Justin did you and Kim have a nice trip?" "Where did you all go?" They asked every question you could possibly think of but I just ignored them.

"I dread taking you home. I've gotten used to you next to me" He laughed as he drove.

"I know it will be weird not hearing you snore" I joked

"I don't snore! Do I?" he laughed. "Why don't you just stay the night with me tonight and I will take you home in the morning."

"Well I would love to but I have a shoot at 8 in the morning..." I really did want to stay with him but I just landed this job and needed to be there.

"That's alright, I understand. It sucks coming back here and getting back into the whole swing of things."

"I don't think I have to work next weekend so we can spend it together if you want..." I said, hoping he would want to since I couldn't stay with him tonight.

"Of course I want to, besides I actually had planned on going home next weekend to moms. I was going to ask if you would be able to come with me."

"Yea, I would love to go with you." I knew I would be a nervous wreck the entire time though. I've heard he and his mother were really close so I know her approval of me meant a lot to him.

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The next week went by fast enough. Lately I have been really busy with work that I had forgotten about meeting Justin's parents this upcoming weekend. I was nervous, but glad that he wanted to bring me home to meet them.

"You know, he must see your relationship as something serious if he's taking you home to meet his mom" Monica said over the phone. I haven't gotten to see her lately either. My time has been filled with either work or with Justin and I started to feel bad.

"You think so? I am nervous, I've heard they're really close and her approval means a lot to him..."

"Yea... don't worry about it. If she approved Britney and Jessica then she would HAVE to approve you" Monica laughed. She did have a point; I mean both of these girls did end up cheating on him.

"True. Anyways when I get back we are definitely going to have a girl's night out, I haven't seen you or anyone in forever it seems like!"

"Yea, everybody's been so busy here lately...but anyways I gotta go, I hope everything goes great this weekend.'"

"Thanks...talk to you later."  I hung up the phone and began to pack. I had no idea what to pack and the fact that Justin said just pack casual things didn't make it any easier. I mean, I'm meeting his mom for the first time and I want to look nice.

As I started to get things together a loud knock was on my door. I walked into the living room and seen Justin standing at my door with a pizza through the peep hole. "What is he doing here?" I thought.

"Hey....what are you doing here?" I said surprised but I was glad he came.

"I knew you would be packing so I figured I would bring you dinner. Plus I wanted to see you since I've only gotten to see you only one time in over a week." He said as he sat the pizza box on my counter. I've been so busy this week that is just occurred to me that I haven't seen Justin but once, and that was only for a few minutes for lunch during a break at one of my shoots.

"I know, I've been so busy. At least I get to spend this weekend with you." I said grabbing a slice of pizza. I was thankful he did stop by because I had hardly any food at my apartment and didn't feel like going anywhere.

"Yea, mom's really excited to meet you. Ever since we've been dating and been in the tabloids mom has asked about you non-stop."

I haven't had time to even go to the grocery store let alone look at all the magazines and the pictures of us they had in them. My mom had informed me that I had been in them a lot lately with him. She said they had random pictures of us holding hands and shopping, which I found odd. I guess people become interested in you if you date a celebrity but I find it hard to get used to people being interested in me.

"I'm excited to meet her too." I said as I walked back into my bedroom and began to finish packing. "I just hope she likes me because that would suck if she didn't. I hope I make a good impression." I laughed nervously. I think he could tell I was nervous but he acted like it was no big deal.

"She will love you. I can't wait to show you around my hometown. Plus I want to show you the new golf course I built."

"I can't wait to see it, I've heard it's really pretty." I started to wonder about the sleeping arrangements as I packed my pajamas. I didn't know if his mom was conservative or what. Like my mom always said, I make too big of a deal of packing clothes to go somewhere. "So, will I be sleeping in the guest bedroom or with you or where?"

"With me of course." He said as he stood behind me and put his arms around my waist. "Mom doesn't care about stuff like that, she knows we've spent the night together."

"You told your mom what we've done?!" I asked, slightly embarrassed and turning around towards him.

"Well she knows we went to New York together, so I assume she knows we slept in the same bed Kim." He laughed and started to kiss my neck.

"Justin..." I said, slightly moaning as he continued to kiss my neck. "I've got to finish packing babe..."

He continued to kiss my neck and placed his hands firmly around my waist. "Sorry...I've just missed you. I feel like I haven't got to kiss you in forever."

Come to think of it the last time we had sex was in New York which was two weeks ago. "Damn" I thought. I placed my lips on his and kissed him. I missed him too, and I could hold off on packing for a little while.

He deepened the kiss with his tongue and began to massage his with mine. Walking me back on my bed, he moved on top of me and began kissing me harder. I could feel his erection through his jeans and I know he wanted to have sex right then but it was 11 o'clock and our flight was leaving at 8 in the morning.

"Justin" I said, slightly moving out from under him. "I've got to finish packing and if we continue I know that packing will be the last thing to get done." I laughed.

"Sorry babe" he said lying on his back. "I want you so bad, but you do need to finish. I think I'm gonna go home and make sure I've packed everything since I have nothing there anymore." He started to get up and walk to the door.

I followed him and he pulled me into a big hug. "I'll call you when I get home. Don't stress about this weekend, everything will be fine I promise." He gave me a sweet kiss.

"I know, I will try not to stress. Be careful and thank you for the pizza that was really sweet."

With that he left and I walked back into my room where my suitcase was half full. I started to wonder about this upcoming weekend with his family. My nerves started to get to me again. Like Monica said, if Jessica or Britney gained her approval, surely I could.

The next morning Justin picked me up and we made it to the airport. It seems like lately all I do is work or travel, which I'm not complaining about the traveling part. The flight to his mom's took about four hours and the time there was three hours ahead of us. Thankfully his stepdad was the one who picked us up from the airport and I didn't have to meet his mom as soon as we got out of the airport.

"Kim, this is my stepdad Paul" Justin said as we got into the Denali SUV.

"Nice to meet you"

"Nice to meet you too Kim. Justin's told us a lot about you and we couldn't finally wait to meet ya" he said as he drove us to their house. His stepdad seemed really nice and from what Justin said, he was really close to him and considered him to be like his real dad.

After a twenty minute drive which consisted of talking about what we were going to do and how Justin's mom Lynn was excited to see us from the airport, we made it to Justin's parents' house. It was a beautiful country home. It was in a gated community and was a two story brick house with an attached three car garage and had a large pool in the backyard.

Justin and his dad got our bags out and we made it to the door when Justin's mom opened it and walked up to me and gave me a hug. "Kim! It's so great to finally meet you!" she said while hugging me.

"It's great to meet you too, finally" I said. I was surprised by how friendly she was. She seemed very nice and I could see a lot of Justin in her. After she hugged me she hugged Justin. I could tell they are really close.

"Good to see you too stranger" she said to Justin as she walked in the house and let us in. The house was very pretty, decorated country style of course. Lynn had pictures everywhere, including Justin's achievements and awards. I had wondered where he kept all of his awards because I hadn't seen hardly any in his house.

"It's good to be home" Justin said as he grabbed mine and his suitcase and started to go upstairs. "Wanna come see where my room is?" he asked while looking at me.

"Sure"

We made it up the stairs and his room was down the hallway on the right side of the stairs. He opened his door and his room was painted two different shades of blue. He had a queen sized bed, a flat screen TV which hung on the wall across the bed, a dresser, a large closet and a bathroom.

"Wow...you're room is big. Is this the room you grew up in?" I asked, walking around and taking a look in his bathroom. I noticed he had a large window which overlooked the front yard.

"Yes" he said walking up behind me, putting his arms around my waist and his lips against my neck.

"Justin! What are you doing? Your mom could walk in here!" I said turning around facing him. He plastered a grin and I couldn't help but grin back. "The last thing I need to do is piss your mom off when she walks in on us making out"

"She doesn't care...chill. Mom knows not to walk in here without knocking" he smiled. "Let's go downstairs and see what they wanna do for dinner. We can unpack tonight."

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Justin and his dad ended up grilling steaks on the grill. I ended up helping Lynn with the rest and I got to talk to her and know her more. She really is a nice woman and she made me feel like I was at home. She talked about Justin from when he was a little boy until now. I could tell she thought the world of him.

"So Justin hasn't brought that many girls home?" I asked. She had made the comment that he hadn't brought many girls home and only brought them here if he really liked them. I thought for sure he had brought most of his girlfriends home.

"Nope, just Britney and Jessica. I had met Cameron a couple of times but he never brought her here. Justin really likes you though, I could tell it when he mentioned your name to me. I'm really glad he's happy. Before you and him started dating I could tell he wasn't happy. He wouldn't call as much and this is the first time he's been home in over 6 months." She said, checking on the potatoes that were baking in the oven.

"Really?"

"Yea..he used to come home at least once every 2 months. I think you are bringing him out from that phase he was going through. His last girlfriend wasn't the best to him..." she said and quickly changed the subject when he walked in. "You think these look done Kim?" she said opening the oven door.

"Yea they look great."

"What are you ladies talking about?" Justin asked, laying the plate of steaks down on the marble island.

"Oh just girl talk" Lynn said grabbing the steaks "Let's eat outside on the patio."

"Alright mom" he grabbed my hand and held it as we walked outside to the patio. "Let's go for a swim tonight" he whispered in my ear as we walked.

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"Dinner was good mom"

"Yes it was nice to eat outside. Well I guess we will see you guys in the morning. Goodnight Kim" Lynn said.

Justin and I were lying on his bed, watching TV when he suddenly sat up. "Let's go to Mirimichi...I want to show you what it looks like"

"Right now? Isn't it kind of late?

"Yea so? There won't be anyone there and we can go look. Plus I'm bored."

"Alright..." I said getting up.

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"Wow! This course really is beautiful" I said as we walked over a small bridge that was over a creek. The course had 9 holes and we were on the 7th which had this creek that went on the left side of it and made a pond on the left side of the fairway.

"Yea, it took a while to complete it but I'm glad it turned out the way it did." He said pulling me into a hug. I think he could tell I was getting a little cold since it was dark now. "You know, I'm really glad I met you."

"That's random" I laughed and looked up at him.

"No, really. Ever since I met you my life has changed. Even though we've only been dating for a few months I feel like I've known you all of my life. Before I met you I was going out a lot, partying and I figured if I went out with every girl I wanted to that it wouldn't matter. I was unhappy and I didn't know what could make me happy so I figured why not become this guy that partied and played all these girls? But, that isn't me. I got a bad reputation and it started to get to me. Then I met you and it's like the first time I saw you at that William Rast party it's like I had to get to know you."

I leaned up and kissed him and I could feel his heart race when we kissed. "When I saw you I thought that you were going to be an ass and live up to the rumors that were going around about you and I have to admit, that night that Kalen called you when we were in your room at Monica's beach house I thought it was true. I was pissed because I thought she was your girlfriend, or main girl you were seeing at the moment, and I thought you had me in there to just get a piece. But, you have completely been the opposite of what I expected."

He looked down at me and I could barely see him but the moon's shadow on the water made it visible enough to see his face. "I love you Kim. I know that we've had a lot of problems with Kalen and that little run in with Jessica, but I want you to know that I love you and you don't have to worry about them."

"I love you too Justin." He placed his lips gently on mine while holding me in his arms.

I woke up to the sound of an alarm going off downstairs. It sounded like the fire alarm and I heard a voice talking as they got the alarm to finally silent. I looked over at the clock on his nightstand and it read 9:00. I slept really good last night since I usually don't sleep well at new places. I'm still surprised and elated that the fact Justin had admitted that he loved me. I loved him too, probably since the night I met him. He was just so perfect, perfect for me.

I heard the sound of footsteps coming down the hall towards his bedroom. The door opened slightly and there he appeared, wearing only a pair of basketball shorts carrying me breakfast. He looked adorable and it must've been him who set the alarm off in the kitchen.

"Hey you...were you the person who set off the alarm?" I said leaning up against one of his pillows.

"Yes, sorry about that" he chuckled while handing me a plate of scrambled eggs and bacon. "Mom and Paul went shopping early this morning and asked if we wanted to go but I figured you and I could just relax for the day." He grabbed a piece of bacon and put it in his mouth.

"Mmmm....this looks really good J. Thank you for making me breakfast."

"No problem" he said as he got up off the bed. "What do you want to do today?"

"Doesn't matter to me, this is your hometown so you pick" I said eating the breakfast he prepared for me. I really didn't care what we did that day, I was just thankful to be able to spend it with him. The next few months were going to be hectic for me. I had a job that required me to travel, just like him, but unfortunately this time I was the one who had to go out of town for a month while he didn't have to.

I hadn't told him about me having to leave for a month next month because I didn't want to ruin this trip. I got a spot in this upcoming TV show and it was being filmed in Mexico. They were going to try to shoot my part and my scenes within a month in that location. The only good thing about it was that Texas, my home state, is close to it so my mom and dad would be able to come and visit me.

"Let's go visit my Granny. I know she would love to meet you and plus I haven't got to see her in a while." He said walking into the shower.

"Sounds good to me."

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After spending the whole day at his Granny's house we ended up back home around 10. Justin's mom was up but went to bed shortly after. His Granny was really nice and I could tell she was very appreciative of Justin and loved him dearly.

"Let's go for a swim, you want to? It's so warm out..."

"Ok...I think I packed a swimsuit." I said looking through my suitcase. Justin's parents had a pretty large pool and Jacuzzi in the back yard.

"I'll be on out there while you change"

After I found my swim suit and changed I walked out back to the pool. The pool was lit up by lights and had an 8 person hot tub attached to the side of it. "Is it warm?" I asked stepping in.

"Yea it feels great." He said swimming up to me and pulling me in. Justin had been working out a lot lately because his role in his movie he was filming required him to get bigger. I could tell he had gotten more toned compared to when I first started dating him. "You look so sexy in that little black bikini you got on Kim..." he said kissing my neck.

"Thanks..." I let out a slight moan. Every time he kissed my neck it turned me on. He has the softest lips on anyone I've ever kissed. "Are you trying to get me all turned on or something?" I asked splashing him playfully.

"Yes. You got me hard as a fucking rock waltzing back here in that skimpy bikini you got on." He walked me back against the pool wall and I could feel his erection through his swimming trunks. He started to kiss me and moved to my neck, down to my collar bone.

"Justin, what if your mom sees us? Doesn't her bedroom have a window that overlooks the pool?" I said as he still continued to kiss me.

"Yes she does but she's asleep baby. I want you so bad, feel how bad I want you." He said taking my hand it putting it around his cock. It was hard and solid. It felt bigger than ever around my palms.  I had never been with someone so well equipped as Justin.

He began kissing my mouth again, using his tongue to massage mine. I continued to move my hand back and forth over his dick while he moved the little triangles that covered my chest to the side. He placed his lips over my breast and started sucking and used his hands to slip my bikini bottoms to my ankles as he kissed and sucked both of my breasts.

I pulled his swimming trunks down and I had never seen his eyes so full of seduction and want. He grabbed both of my legs, wrapping them around his waist. I could feel his cock at my entrance and he grabbed my ass as he slowly entered me, allowing me to adjust to his size.

He began entering me and exiting in a slow pace. God it felt so good. I had never had sex in a pool before. He started to kiss me and I could feel him hitting my spot as he quickened his pace. "Oh god...faster Justin!" I said almost reaching my climax. He began fucking me so hard and fast that small waves started to form in the pool.

"Ohhh....mmmm....JUSTINNNN!" I said biting into his neck when I screamed so I wouldn't wake up his parents while I had reached my orgasm. Justin was almost there I could tell because he started to fuck me even harder. He reached his orgasm, grabbing my ass. "Fuckkk" he said while he filled my insides.

"Wow...that was amazing" I said as he recuperated from his orgasm. He was still inside me and he looked up into my eyes. He looked so gorgeous. His hair had grown out a little more from his buzz cut and his body looked better than ever with water droplets falling off of him.

"I love you." He said, kissing me. He pulled out and still enclosed me with his arms. I could be in this moment with him forever.

"I love you too."

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The trip home to Justin's parents had came to its end and it was time to go back home to L.A. I dreaded going back due to the fact that within a week I would be boarding yet another plane and flying to Mexico for a month. I really dreaded telling Justin because I knew he wouldn't be able to come visit me that much because he was still filming his movie.

After 5 hours we made it back to L.A. It felt good to be home. Justin dropped me off at my apartment, and he was going to come back later after he had unpacked his things. It felt good to be back at my house, even though it was little, it was good enough for me.

I unpacked my things, preparing the piles of laundry that needed to be done tomorrow. I finally was able to sit on the couch and just watch TV. Flipping through the channels I saw that TMZ show was on and figured I would watch it. I had never really watched it before and Monica had said it had me and Justin on there a few times before.

As I sat there and watched the show, I noticed they started talking about Justin and his ex, Jessica. They talked about how they broke up and showed a video of her recently coming out of a restaurant in New York. The camera men were asking her questions of course, but one in particular got all of my attention.

"So, do you and Justin still talk even though you guys aren't together anymore?" a man asked her.

"Yes, we keep in touch. We are still friends." She said walking on the street with a girl friend walking beside her smiling.

"So, what do you think about him and his new girlfriend, Kim? I heard he is really serious about her."

"I've met her once and she seemed like a really sweet girl. Justin will never be serious though. He doesn't want to get married, so I'm sure he will date her for a few years and then move on to the next." She said while waiting on valet to bring her car.

"Do you think you guys will get back together? How is your new movie coming along?"

"Justin's a really great person. I wouldn't mind maybe trying to work it out but not right now. I'm too busy to be in a relationship. That's why we are just friends. The movie just wrapped, it was really fun to shoot. See you guys" She smiled and waved as she and her friend got into her car.

I checked the show information and it was the newest episode so this video of her must have been pretty recent. I wasn't a jealous person, but her saying that they keep in touch makes me wonder if he ever talks to her? I don't know if he would tell me or not if he did and the fact that she said he wasn't serious and that he never wants to get married kind of bothered me.

I didn't want to get married and have kids at the moment but in the future I definitely wanted that. What if Justin didn't want those things and I did and we did date for a few years? It would be a waste of my time if he just wanted a girlfriend and nothing more and even though we've only been dating for 5 months it did occur that we had never talked about the future unless it revolved around our jobs and what we hoped for with them.

Unfortunately that video of Jessica had got me thinking about a lot of things and questioning things about our relationship as well. I had never met Jessica, formally, and I could tell that I would not end up liking her, that's if I ever was introduced to her. The fact that she tried to act like they were such great friends and were on great terms pissed me off.

I decided to get over it for the moment because Justin would be here probably any minute. I didn't want him to know I was upset and I sure as hell didn't feel like talking about it tonight. I would eventually bring it up to him, casually because the last thing I needed was an argument over seeing his ex on TMZ.

I made my way to the kitchen when Justin started knocking on my door. When I let him in it was like he instantly knew something was wrong. "What's wrong baby? Upset that I showed up?" he laughed while wrapping his arms around my waist.

"Nothing babe, just a little jetlagged I guess." I tried to walk away from him and sit on the couch but he held me tight to where I couldn't get away.

"I know there's something wrong with you, I can tell, so spill it."

"Nothing Justin, it's nothing." I said finally sitting on the couch and turned to watch TV. Unfortunately TMZ was still on.

"What are you doing watching this shit...there must not be anything on tonight" he laughed grabbing the remote from the table. I was pissed and he knew there was something wrong and the fact he just called this show "shit" made me decide to just ask him.

"Is it really all just shit? I mean some of it has to be true."

He turned is head towards me. "Most of it is shit. These paparazzi stalk people, celebrities mostly, interrogating them while they are trying to do normal things. It is impossible to go out to eat or do anything because they are always there, asking questions."

"Well, they are just doing their jobs, trying to find out the latest information for the celebrities fans."

"No, they try to catch celebrities off guard and try to reel in information about their personal lives."

"Well, I mean the celebrities due answer most of the questions truthfully, do they not?"

"I guess. It depends on the questions asked I suppose, I dunno. I don't keep up with this show or who they have on it. Is this why you are so upset? Did they show a video of us or something?"

"No..."

"Then what is it?"

"Well they showed a video of Jessica and asked her about you all and she said you all were friends and kept in touch. I mean, I'm not mad or anything but how she acted and just barged in while we were in New York bothered me and I was just curious if you all were friends..."

"Are you kidding me right now? I mean are you serious Kim? You are pissed because it showed a video of her saying that we are friends and keep in touch?"

"Well yea....kind of...."

"This is ridiculous. That is why I never watch that fucking show or read the fucking magazines that put shit in it like that."

"Well she is the one who said it, not them Justin."

"Well Kim, that show is ridiculous."

"Well you never answered my question."

"What? Are Jessica and I friends? We used to be. Do we keep in touch? I haven't talked to her since New York."

"Well has she tried to keep in touch with you?"

"She's texted me a couple of times and called once or twice. I didn't answer her calls and I texted her back but it was brief just so she would quit."

I was infuriated. How could he not tell me that she had tried to contact him? How did he just say that he has not talked to her but just admitted to texting her back, even if it was to get her to leave him alone? I had trusted him, and right now he had just lost some of that.

"Well, you shouldn't have said you haven't talked to her because technically texting her back is having some communication with her. You should have told me this. I have told you everything, even when Alex tried to call me and I figured you would've done the same. I'm going to bed, I'm tired" and with that I left him there sitting on the couch. I just wanted to lie down and sleep because I did not need to be around Justin right now, especially me being this upset and angry with him.