I Can't Find A Reason To Let Go
Even Though You've Found A New Love
And She's What Your Dreams Are Made Of
I Can Find A Reason To Hang On
What Went Wrong Can Be Forgiven
Without You, It Ain't Worth Livin' Alone

Ashley Chasez laid in bed thinking of her ex husband, Joshua how he left her for an another woman, Nicole and he had married her months earlier, she fell asleep when she woke up with the start and cried and yelled out JC's name and felt nothing inside her.

Sometimes I Wake Up Crying At Night
And Sometimes I Scream Out Your Name
What Right Does She Have To Take Your heart Away
When For So Long, You Were Mine

Two days later Ashley looked at all of the pictures of her and JC's wedding day five years earlier and remembered how JC and her laughed at Tony's speech and how they were deeply in love with each other and when JC called her at work and said to come home, he needed to tell her something, she came home and JC told her he found love with an another woman named Nicole who was a backup dancer of his.

I Took Out All The Pictures Of Our Wedding Day
It Was A Time Of Love And Laughter
Happy Ever After
But Even Those Old Pictures Have Begun To Fade
Please Tell Me She's Not Real
And That You're Really Coming Home To Stay


Sometimes I Wake Up Crying At Night
And Sometimes I Scream Out Your Name
What Right Does She Have To Take Your Heart Away
When For So Long, You Were Mine

Ashley went to check on her and JC's children, Joshua Jr. who was two years old and a spitting image of his Father and Sophie who was four years old and her Daddy's little princess but JC didn't want to be involved with them and Ashley had to tell them that Daddy wasn't coming home, and prayed that JC would change his mind and come home to his family.

I Can Give You Two Good Reasons
To Show You Love's Not Blind
He's Two And She's Four, And You Know They Adore You
So How Can I Tell Them You've Changed Your Mind



I Remember When You Were Mine

Ashley would always remember she was always the first Mrs. Joshua Scott Chasez and always loved JC no matter what, he was hers first.