Looking out the window of your new apartment, capturing the beautiful view of the blue sunny sky confirmed to you that you had made the right decision of packing up and moving. You were at first unsure, being the fact that you had lived in New York for the past 3 years. You had considered moving a couple of times back to Los Angeles because it was closer to your parents and the fact that most of your friends lived in L.A made the decision even more clear. But the main reason that finalized your move was the fact that you and your previous boyfriend Ben’s so called “relationship” had officially ended. You had moved to New York to be closer to him, and your job had an office there so you picked up your life from L.A and moved there. Even though you practically wasted 2 years with him, expecting to spend the rest of your life with him and eventually starting a family with him, circumstances changed when you caught him cheating with several different women, and the fact that he basically told you he was only with you because you were a smart, pretty girl, and that his family liked you.

You remembered that day perfectly well. You were in your tiny kitchen getting ready to prepare your coffee before you had to go to work. Ben, nonchalantly walked in, looking like he had been partying all night. To your surprise, he had in fact been doing so. His black hair that was normally shaggy looked horrible because he had the “coolest idea” of shaving it into a Mohawk. Plopping down on your couch he actually noticed you in the kitchen and smirked. “So Kimmy, watcha’ think of the new do?”

Ben was in a band and owned a small record store in New York so his actual look was the “rocker” type I guess you would say. He always wore t shirts and jeans. Even when you all had met your parents for dinner he wore that same grungy shit and it pissed you off. The fact he never even tried for you was the first thing that got you thinking about a possible future with him. “Um it’s okay, I liked it better when you had it shaggy” you replied as you made sure you had all of your things together for work. You figured a fight would be escalating soon so you tried to hurry and get your shit together so you could leave as soon as possible. You were tired, because you stayed up all night again wondering where the fuck he was and if and when he was coming home. You all shared that apartment but he was probably there 2 to 3 days of the week, following the same excuses such as, “I had a show, or I had to stay late and record.” At first you believed it but after a few months shit got old.

“You don’t like it? I fucking love it! It makes me look more like apart of a band ya know?” He still laid on the couch as I put on my heels to head to the office. I worked at a magazine company and was apart of the fashion column, basically putting my opinion on what was in style, what was not, and researching the new trends of each season. I loved my job and it was my escape from him. “Where are you going, I just got here.” he finally noticed I was about to leave.

“Work. You know I work Monday through Friday 9-5 Ben. I have been doing this the past 3 years. Anyways why don’t we have dinner when I get off tonight? We haven’t seen each other a lot here lately and I miss you.” I said kissing his forehead that smelled like he hadn’t showered in a day or two. Disgusting I know. As I look out my window and remember that day I still question myself why the fuck I put up with his shit so long, but the fact was, the first year we dated he was great to me. But it changed when he started playing in his band more.

“No can do babe, sorry I have to record tonight and then I think the guys and I are going to head to the club to try to promote some of our music. Maybe tomorrow or something?”

I knew what he was up to though. I knew he would be out at a club with a girl named Cammie. I’d heard he had been fucking her for the past month and I figured tonight would be the night I would catch him and end it because I’ve had enough. After work that night I went to the club he always hung out at and sure enough, he was making out with this so called “Cammie” and I left without him seeing me. I had applied for a transfer position in L.A, and when I found out I got it, I packed my shit up and moved. It was the best feeling in the world, especially just getting the gumption to do it and tell Ben about it in a text. Call me immature but he deserved it. Fuck him, I was ready for a new start with my friends and my new life in L.A.

I found an apartment fairly quick. It was a two bedroom that was nice and it was also a few building down from my best friend Layla’s apartment. My mother had flew in from Texas and helped me unpack the furniture I had decided to bring with me, which only consisted of my couch, TV, and clothes. I bought a new bed because I didn’t want anything that Ben had slept in. And I’m not talking about sex or anything because I was still a virgin. Yes. A 24 year old virgin so sue me. I hadn’t felt like I had been with anyone who I wanted to share that experience with yet so I hadn’t and I was thankful I didn’t share that with Ben because it was hard telling how many people he had been with. I would always ask and he would never tell me so I assumed too many to count.

“Well, looks like you are all settled in Kim. It looks really good!” My mom was always so helpful and such an optimistic person. I tried to be like her as much as I could.

“Thanks again for helping me Mom, you didn’t have to do this.” She hugged me lightly. It felt great to see her, and to know the plane ride away from my house was even better feeling.

“Honey, I wanted to! Anyways we got done in just enough time to make it to the airport.” I was sad to see my mom go, but I know she had to go back home.

“Alright you got everything Mom?” I questioned as I help load her bags into my car. Even though I worked for a magazine, I made pretty good money. I just bought a new BMW and this apartment was in a good neighbored which made the rent a lot more higher, but I deserved it. “Yea I think I am all set.”

The ride to the airport wasn’t that bad and it sadden me to see my mom go. Thankfully though Layla texted me and asked if I wanted to go shopping with her and at the time nothing sounded more great.

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After spending hours on rodeo drive and having spent probably too much money, Layla and I decided to have a quick lunch. It felt so good to get out with my best friend and honestly I hadn’t even thought that much about Ben, only the times he would try to call and text, which I ignored.

“I’m so glad you got rid of that prick Kim. You deserve so much better than that lying, cheating, loser who lived off of his mommy and daddy.” Layla was very blunt but most of the time she was right, and she was definitely right about his one.

“ I know, I feel like 200 pounds have been lifted off of my shoulders. It feels so good to be back here, close to my family and friends. I plan on making a new start and the number on thing on my list is to get my shit together and not fall for the same ole’ douche bags that I had been with previously.”

“Yes and it wont be hard to find someone new. You are beautiful and men around here are crazy about pretty girls who actually have a career and don’t feed off of money.” Layla was eating a bite of her sandwich and reading her texts, from her boyfriend I assumed. She was dating this guy named Levi who was a music producer or something like that, but he seemed to make her really happy.

“ OK so Levi just texted me and said we should grill out tonight. We need to go to the grocery store and get some food. What would you like to get?” There was no way I was going, if it’s one thing I hate, it’s being a third wheel.

“I doubt I will go, I don’t wanna be a third wheel with you two.” She got a mischievous grin on her face, and I knew something was up.

“Wellll, Levi’s friend Justin is over right now playing basketball with him and I think he is going to stay and grill out with us too so you won’t be a third wheel. Plus he is really fucking hot and I think you should meet him, you know, start to open up and meet some new people here.” She had a point, I had been single for a few months and the though of meeting someone would be nice, just to try to get the feel of what being single feels like again.

“Ok. Why not. I say we get chicken.”

Layla texted back and looked up at me. “Chicken it is!”

After buying all the necessities needed for our so called “grill-out” I followed Layla to her boyfriend’s house. Damn it was big. It looked like it had to be over a 500,000 house, but he was a music producer so go figure.

We carried in the groceries into his huge kitchen and I started to put them away. “Forget that Kim, come out here I want you to meet Levi and Justin.”

We walked into his back yard and I noticed 2 tall hot guys playing basketball with their shirts off. One had blonde short hair with a go-tee and the other had a short brown hair that looked like it could be curly if it had grown out a little more. Both of them had nice bodies, and the fact that they were dripping with sweat only added to their hotness. They must’ve noticed us walked down the hill to the court when one of the men, who I assume was Levi shouted at Layla. “Hey babe did you get the stuff to grill out?”

Both of them started walking towards us and I couldn’t help but notice how hot Justin was. He had an extremely toned body, nice hair, and beautiful blue eyes.

Layla interrupted my thoughts soon though thankfully. “Yes honey. I’d like for you guys to meet Kim. Kim, this is Levi, and this is Justin.”

“Hey guys, thanks for inviting me to the grill out.” I probably sounded cheesy but hell I couldn’t get my eyes off of Justin. He was so fucking hot and nice to beat it all. “Nice to meet you too Kim, thanks for getting and bringing us the food. We had a battle going on and I doubt we would’ve been able to get it till a few more hours.” he looked at me and smiled. Damn he has nice teeth too. I could already tell my move was starting to become worth it.

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After finishing our meal, we all decided to sit outside next to the fire pit and have a few beers. I wasn’t much of a drinker, but it felt nice to let loose and relax. Layla and Levi were in the pool pretty much making out the whole time, so I got to spend time with Justin and get to know him a little better.

“So, you moved out here from NYC recently right?” taking a swab of his beer.

“Yea, I wasn’t happy there so I found a position open at my job here and transferred.” I couldn’t help but stare at his body. Damn, it had been along time since I had actually sat and conversed with a man who worked out and took care of himself.

“That’s cool. I’m not originally from here but I love L.A so it doesn’t make me that homesick.”

“Oh really? Where are you from?” I asked, starting on my second beer. I wasn’t a big fan of beer but it was starting to relax me so I figured I might as well drink a few more.

“Tennessee. I am in the music industry so I live out here to work.” I noticed he had had a few beers himself.

It suddenly started to get quiet and awkward to I decided to interrupt Layla’s make out session and get in the pool myself. I stood up and pulled my tank top and shorts off that had my new black bikini on under it. I’m glad I wore it too because Justin definitely noticed. “Want to go for a swim with me?” I asked, hoping he would say yes.

“Yea let’s go!

The rest of the night consisted of us swimming and drinking beers. Justin and I talked all throughout the night, I got to learn a lot about him. He seemed like a nice guy, one that I could definitely see myself getting to know a lot better.

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The next day while I was at work Layla called me at my lunch break to fill me in with some good news. “So Mr. Timberlake became quite acquainted with you the other night.” Giggling I was little excited to hear that.

“Oh really, how do you know this?” I had given him my number that night when he walked me to my car, but he hasn’t called or texted yet so I’ve decided not to get my hopes up.

“He told Levi you were hot and pretty cool to hang around and had mentioned us doing something like that again soon. You should totally go for him Kim, he is hot, rich, nice, charming which means a perfect catch!”

Layla was into the whole rich, celebrity scene and I mean trust me I wouldn’t mind it, but I know that a lot of the men in that industry cheat on their wives and girlfriends and I wasn’t looking for that. “Yea we could I guess…”

“You guess?? What do you mean girl? Justin is like one of the top wanted men in this city and he is interested in you! You should totally go for it!”

“I know that Layla, but I’m not going to be used or cheated on like I was with Ben. I’ve heard how Justin has this reputation of dating girls for a little while, screwing them and them moving on to the next and I don’t know if I’m up for that, even if it does give me a little advantage in this city.”

“I will admit, he hasn’t had a girlfriend in along time, well since he dated Jessica, but that was like 7 months ago. Maybe he is ready to settle down and get one and not be a player anymore. Maybe the right girl hasn’t came along so he just gets tired of them and goes for another, ever thought of that?”

She had a point. Most of the girls in this city where whores looking for their way into fame and money, but I didn’t care about that. I needed time for myself to get my shit together and I didn’t want to be dragged down into a relationship like the last one I was in. “OK. I will hang out with him, but I’m not going to sleep with him or anything like that. We can be friends and go on dates or whatever but I’m not getting into the whole love relationship thing. I’m not ready for it.”

“Good because there is a party at club Venom tonight and they want us to come. There will be a few more people there that you can meet that way you won’t have to feel like you are on a date with Justin. Just come out, have a few drinks and a good time. It’s Friday night so let’s let loose!”

The idea sounded like a good one at the time, so I figured why not? “Alright I will be there. What time you want me to meet you there?”

“Just come to my apartment, the boys are picking us up because they have a driver hired that way we won’t have to worry about drinking and driving. Oh, and wear something cute because I’m sure it will be packed tonight! See you at 8 girl!”

I will have to admit I was excited to go out and meet people and have a good time. I loved to dance and having a few drinks made the idea even more fun. What I didn’t know was that night was going to change my whole new beginning.

After searching through my closet, trying on dress after dress, I finally decided on a black one shoulder dress that had lace going down my left arm as a sleeve. I wore my hair wavy and wore my new black Manolo’s that my mom had gotten me for one of my previous birthdays. I must admit, I looked pretty hot if I say so myself.

Don’t get me wrong, I wasn’t conceited, but I wasn’t a bad looking girl. Earlier in the day I was on the phone with my mom and she had given me some advice that had changed the whole aspect of my view on my life right now. She said, “Kim, live your life, quit dwelling on the past. Sure you might have wasted time with Ben, missed out on some people who could have made you happy and your life better, but your going to miss the opportunity even more being stubborn and hard headed like you are now.” She had a point. I mean yea, I have been hurt but why keep up a wall when someone else is out there who could knock it down and make my life better? No one knew me better than my mother. She knew everything about me and I think her advice earlier on that day was the start of a new me. I was going to let my guard down a little, have fun, meet people, and enjoy my life. I’m the type of person who it’s easier for me to forgive than to forget, which wasn’t a bad trait, but I needed to quit taking out my past problems on my potential future prosperities. And that’s exactly what I was going to do from now on.

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“The car is here girls!” Layla screamed while all of us were getting ready to go. I was thankful the girls were riding separate from the guys. Something about the paparazzi or something with Justin, Levi, and Trace arriving with a group of girls would’ve ended up in the tabloids so I was glad to be riding separate to say the least. I had met a few new girls and like most of them, except for Sam and Ashley. Sam was Trace’s girlfriend and Ashley was her best friend. From what Layla informed me, Ashley had this thing for Justin and had found out he was into me so she had kept being kind of short with me all night. My plan for the night was to be around him just to piss her off because she had no right to be a little bitch to me for no reason. Call me an ass, I don’t care, but I hate girls like that, especially the peroxide blonde with her huge fake tits that wasn’t even proportional with her body.

The ride over was fun, considering all of us were able to have a few glasses of champagne to get us warmed up for the night. Of course Ashley, in her short sleeveless too tight blue dress kept staring at me and asking me questions, trying to figure out if I was into Justin I’m sure. “So Kim, what do you do?” I looked over at her and laughed to myself and thought “don’t try to fuck every guy who will give me the time of day.” Of course I didn’t say that, even though I wanted to, “Actually I work in the fashion column for Glamour magazine” I said smiling, taking a drink of my third glass of champagne. “Wow that’s impressive” she smirked. I think Layla could tell I was getting ready to give her a smartass remark so she chipped in. “Yea Kim just moved back, so we are giving her a warm welcome party!”

I loved Layla. She was the best friend anyone could ask for, and she knew pretty much everything about me besides my mom. She and I had been friends since we were 18 and knew everything about each other’s relationships and lives throughout those years.

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We finally arrived at the club, where the guys already where. It was nice to have a change because I hadn’t been clubbing in a year or two. Work in New York kept me pretty busy. We were escorted to the V.I.P area, which was awesome because every drink was there and it had it’s own little private dance floor that was full of people only in the VIP area. It was then when I noticed Justin, standing at the bar in a pair of dark jeans and a plaid blue, grey and white button up. He looked fucking hot and I couldn’t wait to dance with him. It was not like me to have such blunt thoughts but I think it was the 3 glasses of champagne I had in the car on the way there. I acted like I didn’t see him, so I non-chalantly made my way over to one of the tables to where Layla, Levi and a few others were.

“Damn Kim, you are looking hot tonight!” one of the new guys I had met earlier, Talon, had said. I knew then that Justin had noticed me because he was turned around from the bar and his eyes were on me. I could feel him checking me out, and I cant deny, I liked it, a lot.

There was something about this girl that intrigued Justin a lot . He really wasn’t looking for a girl to get to know, I mean yea get to know to possibly fuck a few times, but other than that he really didn’t care. He wanted a release every now and then, and that’s what he got. He wasn’t looking for some girl to get attached to, to care about and consume his heart because that’s how he became when he was with someone. He hadn’t been like that with anyone since Jessica, and he refused to be that way again for a very long time. He had his share of girlfriends and he wasn’t the type who wanted to get married, or even have kids. He liked his life the way it was at the moment, but still it pissed him off that for some reason this girl intrigued him.

But he couldn’t help himself when she was around. She was beautiful naturally, and that black dress she had on tonight made her look even more stunning. He had talked to her quite a bit, got to know the basics about her, and he knew she wasn’t the type that would end up fucking him soon like he had wanted and that made him even more attracted to her, it was like she was innocent in a way. He looked over so it wouldn’t be obvious he was staring at her and noticed Ashley looking at him. Ashley. Now she was a different story. He knew she had a thing for him, and yea he used her a few times. He never fucked her but let her give him head a couple of times. His one rule was not to bring the girl to his house, to go to her place so he could leave as soon as the deed was done. Shitty? Yea he knew it, but he didn’t want her to think that he wanted anything more than the release that she had given him. Ashley was definitely the type who if you fucked her or had her spend the night at your place, she would become clingy and think he wanted a relationship from he or something. He smiled and waved at her but decided to make his way over to Levi, where Layla and Kim were sipping on cosmos and laughing.

“What’s up guys, and ladies?” he smiled, putting on a little charm to impress Kim. She looked up at him with her blue eyes, and he could tell she was feeling a buzz, which was even more convenient for him.

“Having a few drinks Timberlake, where have you been all night?” Kim asked sweetly. Damn. She looked so good tonight that he could hardly contain himself. He smiled back and thought of a way to flirt with her and get her out to the dance floor. “Well, I’ve been walking around trying to find someone to dance with, you wanna go dance?”

She finished off her drink and stood up, grabbing his hand. “Why yes I would.” They made their way to the floor and Kim was thankful she had a buzz going on because if she hadn’t she would’ve never had the courage to dance with him like this, especially when everyone could see. “Carry Out” started playing and Kim smirked. “Aren’t you in this song big boy?” Big boy? What the fuck was she doing? She couldn’t believe she just said that to him. Her back was to him thank god, but the fact he was grinding into her ass made it harder to breathe and concentrate. His lips were barely touching her ear and he whispered. “Big boy? Is that my new nickname from you or something?” he laughed. Now she was embarrassed because she was not like that at all, the type to bluntly flirt with a guy she had only known a few weeks. Justin could tell she was a little embarrassed and whispered back, “I kind of like the nickname, and yes I am in this song.”

He started moving his hands down onto her waist, grinding into her. She could tell the nickname went with him well from what she could feel rubbing against her ass. She couldn’t help but get into the song with him and began grinding her ass into him. It felt so good but so wrong at the same time. He ended up turning her around to face him and she wrapped her arms around his neck. She tried her best not to look him in the eyes, because she knew then if she did he might make a move on her, and if she did she didn’t know how to act or what to do in response. Instead of looking ahead though, she couldn’t keep her eyes off of his full lips. They looked so fucking good at the moment and all she wanted to do was kiss them. He still had his hands on her hips and the next song “Birthday Sex” was playing which made it even more intense for her. Even though she was pretty drunk, she was still nervous. She hadn’t kissed or flirted with anyone since Ben, so all of this was new to her. Then the thought of Ben and the fact that she caught him with that slut filled her with rage. Here she was, grinding with one of the hottest men she had seen in a long time, feeling rage, lust, excitement, and curiousness and finally it got the best of her. She looked up into his eyes, which had been staring at hers the while time and decided to make her move. She inched closer to him, noticing he licked his lips and said “Your lips look so fucking good right now.” He looked back at her, eyes filled with lust and said, “Then would you mind if I kissed you then?” Wow. She had never had a guy actually ask if he could kiss her, usually they just did it but the fact he was gentlemen enough to ask permission made her turned on even more. He leaned in to her and their lips started to partially touch, then suddenly Ashley appeared and interrupted them. “Ugh mm. Justin I bought you a drink, you wanna dance?”

They both quickly turned their heads from the trance they were in. Justin looked shocked and pissed and you could tell he didn’t know what to say. Kim made the decision for him, knowing he didn’t want to be a complete dick. She leaned into his ear and whispered, “We will have to have another dance before the night is over” and smiled and walked away from him while she gave Ashley the dirtiest look ever.

The sound of the alarm buzzing woke Kim up from the much needed sleep she had. She wasn’t hung over thankfully, but she did have a little but of a headache. The previous night was a blast, except for the fact that she was never able to get that second dance with Justin because Ashley or some other girl would be up all over him. It didn’t piss her off, but she would’ve loved to had that kiss she was so close to getting.

Reaching over to her nightstand to get her phone she noticed she had 3 new text messages. One from Layla and two from Justin. She figured the text from Layla was her just checking up on what she was doing for the day, which she had planned on nothing, so she opened the texts from Justin.

The first one said, “Good Morning. I had a good time last night, I was wondering if you wanted to hang out tonight?” She couldn’t help but smile after the second one. “We can go to dinner or watch a movie or something, just text me when you get up.”

She was surprised he texted her and asked to hang out but she was definitely going to take advantage of it. She really didn’t feel like going out anywhere so she texted him back and mentioned him coming over to her place to watch a movie. He was into the idea, telling her he would bring the movie and would be there at 7.

She got out of bed, took a shower and decided to call Layla to let her know what she was doing tonight. She knew Layla would give her a hard time about Justin coming over to her place. “Soo Mr. Timberlake is coming over tonight? Are you going to give him some??” Kim couldn’t help but laugh at Layla’s bluntness, but that’s what she loved about her.

“Um no Layla, we are just going to watch a movie. You know I’m not going to give in that easy, plus I would hate something to happen between us and hurt little miss Ashley’s feelings” Kim was starting to dislike Ashley just because she acts like a little teenager in high school.

“It’s going to be fucking hilarious when she finds out he is going to your apartment. I guarantee she will have Sam make Trace ask him if you guys did anything. She is such a fucking priss, and it’s even more pathetic because she isn’t even his girlfriend!”

“Yea I know, but she sure does think she is. She pissed me off so bad when she interrupted me and Justin dancing last night, serves the bitch right that he wants nothing to do with her. But anyways he should be here anytime so I will talk to you later.”

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Kim was nervous and excited at the same time. She had never actually been alone with Justin, they’ve always been around their friends or in public so she was excited to get to spend some time with just him.

She decided to dress casual, in a pair of Seven jeans and an Urban Outfitters T-shirt. She wore her hair down and straight, and had just enough make-up on.

She was in the kitchen putting the popcorn in the microwave when there was a knock on her door. She walked over and looked through the peep hole and seen Justin. She opened the door and he stood there in jeans and a grey t-shirt, and he looked hotter than hell. “Hey, thanks for having me over” he said, walking into her apartment.

“Thanks for bringing the movie, I’m working on the popcorn right now.”

Justin couldn’t help but notice how beautiful Kim actually was. She had her back to him, getting the popcorn out and he noticed how good her ass looked in those jeans she had on. He was upset that he didn’t get to kiss her last night, so tonight his plan was to make up for that. He was into her, he wasn’t going to lie, but he wasn’t looking for a girlfriend either. He figured he could hang out with her and just see where it went.

She turned around and caught him checking her out and he nervously scratched the back of his neck. “So um, I didn’t know what movie you liked to I brought Step Brothers. You’ve probably seen it but I think it’s one of the funniest movies.”

Kim couldn’t help but smile because he looked nervous “I love it! Lets watch it here in the living room.”

Both of them sat on the couch while the movie was playing. Kim was into it, laughing the whole time and Justin couldn’t help but stare at her out of the corner of his eye. She was so cute when she laughed, and the fact she had her feet in his lap made it even cuter because it let him know she was comfortable around him.

Justin moved his fingers across Kim’s feet and she jumped quickly. “Oh, so I found your ticklish spot?” She laughed and tried to tuck her feet under the pillows, only allowing him to get a hold of them and tickle them more. She moved up on her knees, sitting on her feet beside him. “Yes I am ticklish there, and I’m not responsible if you get kicked!” she laughed lightly pushing his chest.

Justin acted like Kim hurt him when she pushed him, looking hurt and holding his chest. “Wow, I can’t believe it just got hit by you. You are strong, probably gonna be a bruise on my chest now.”

Kim laughed, and pushed him again, only this time Justin grabbed her hand and pulled her down on him. She looked down at him and he was smiling. “Now what am I going to do when I have to take my shirt off and there is a bruise there, huh? How am I going to explain that one?”

Kim laid on top of him and smiled, “I guess you can tell them you are a wuss and got pushed by a girl for tickling her feet.”

He stared at her and noticed how pretty her face was. She had the perfect eyes, nose, and her lips looked so plump and full and he wanted them. He wanted her. Bad. He leaned up, staring at her making sure it was ok, and finally kissed her. The kiss was simple and pure and felt so right. Her lips were the softest he had ever kissed and he couldn’t get enough of them.

He pulled away and noticed she had this serious look on her face and wondered if she was pissed that he kissed her and caught her off guard. But to his surprise, she was the one who leaned back down and planted her lips on his again. He was getting turned on and decided to deepen the kiss by adding his tongue inside her mouth. She reacted back, intertwining her tongue with his, making the kiss turn into a make-out session.

Justin couldn’t help but move his hands from her neck down to her ass. He didn’t know how far to take it so he tested the waters, and the fact that she let out a soft moan when he did so proved that it was alright. Kim was turned on as well kissing him with everything she had. But when he moved his hands back up and under her shirt she stopped and pulled away.

He looked up at her and smiled, knowing she was going to take things slow and moved his hands back on her neck, pushing a stray of hair behind her ear. “You are a really damn good kisser.”

She blushed, getting off top of him and sitting next to him. “You aren’t so bad yourself.”

Justin knew after that moment he was into her. He wanted to get to know her more, not just try to get in her pants, but he wanted to get to know everything about her and it scared him. His plan was not to get attached, but after kissing her he was afraid that he was already starting to be.

The next few weeks passed by fairly quick. Kim and Justin spent more time together, hanging out at each other’s houses and friend’s places. They continued their little make out sessions, with each time getting more heated, adding more feelings to the whole situation. She was still scared of the whole falling in love thing, but the more time she spent with him, the more she began to start to have feelings. She really didn’t want a boyfriend at the time and hadn’t planned on getting one anytime soon either.

She was lying outside the pool of her and Layla’s apartment complex, soaking up the sun. It felt good outside, and the weather was perfect. Layla could tell that Kim had been acting a little different lately, she couldn’t pin point out what it was so she decided to ask her.

“So what’s wrong with you girl? I know there is something on your mind, so don’t give me any bullshit answer and act like nothing is wrong and everything is fine.” She asked while covering herself with tanning oil.

Kim was caught off guard by her questioning, but it was her best friend and she should’ve known she could tell she had her head in the clouds. “Honestly, nothing is wrong. It’s just I’m confused, and in a position to where I don’t know what to do or think about it.”

Layla knew what Kim was referring to; Justin. Layla knew that Kim was still trying to get over her relationship with Ben, and Layla also knew the type of guy Justin was and didn’t want to see Kim get hurt. Kim was a nice girl and Layla liked Justin, she just didn’t want him to end up using her in the end of the whole deal. “Well, you can always ask him what is going on between you two. I mean you guys have been spending a lot of time together lately I’ve noticed, and it seems to me that he really is into you.”

“Yea I think he likes me too, but like I said I don’t want to be just another piece of ass you know? I like him and if that happens and he suddenly just moves on that would really piss me off.”

“Hold on a sec, have you fucked him Kim?!?!” Layla sat up fast facing her best friend. She knew Kim was a virgin and surely thought she would tell her when she decides to do the deed.

“No! I mean, we’ve made out and shit but nothing more. You know how I feel about that and I had to hear so much shit from Ben about not giving him any but screw it, I don’t’ care. When I’m ready, I will. I don’t want to seem like a goody-goody but I’m honestly glad I haven’t slept with the guys I’ve dated in the past.”

“I was starting to say…I would be pissed if you did and didn’t tell me!” Layla laughed. “But, I will tell you one thing I have heard about Justin that if you do decide to fuck him, be prepared to be sore because I heard the boy has a huge one!”

Kim blushed and started laughing out loud. “Yea it is big, he is definitely been blessed that is for sure. Poor Ben seems like he has a baby’s dick compared to Justin!”

Both girls starting laughing hysterically until Layla caught on to what Kim had said. “Wait a second, you know how big his dick is? I thought you haven’t fucked him?”

“Well I’ve touched it and shit gosh Layla.”

“Have you done anything else, you know besides make-out?” Layla was raising her eyebrow curiously yet laughing about it the same time. It was so funny how Kim got embarrassed about these things.

“We’ve came close but not yet. I haven’t even told him I’m a virgin yet. I mean Ben and I did everything but have sex, so it’s not like I’m completely a virgin, if that makes sense. Plus I wonder if Justin would care if I was a virgin?”

“Well if he doesn’t like that fact, and doesn’t respect you for it, then fuck him! And I don’t mean literally.”

*********

It was finally Friday and Kim was excited for the weekend. All of her friends were going out to dinner then to a bar of some sorts she was sure of. She was ready to have a good care-free weekend. This week has been very stressful at work and that stress added to her personal time, which ended up her not being able to spend a lot of time with Justin. She was ready to see him tonight, she had missed him.

She was still confused about the whole “status” of them, but she wasn’t going to push it. She decided not to ask him, and just go with things and see where they ended up. She was going to enjoy the time with him and if it was going to be more then she was sure the topic would be mentioned eventually. She didn’t need to be stressed about it especially with all the stress at work so she decided to just figure they were friends with benefits.

Hearing a knock on her door broke her from her thoughts and made her wonder who the hell would be at her apartment this early? They were supposed to leave for another 2 hours. She looked through the peep hole and seen Justin. Instantly she opened her door and a smile formed on her face.

“Hey there beautiful, sorry I didn’t mean to scare ya” he said walking in giving her a hug. She was kind of surprised it was him, she wasn’t supposed to be at his place till 8 and it was 6. “Hey, you didn’t scare me” she said engulfing in his smell. God he smelled so good and looked so good. “What are you doing here? I’m not even ready yet, just getting ready to finish my make-up.”

She looked absolutely beautiful even if she was in a tank top and shorts with no make-up on. “I figured I would hang with you earlier since I’ve only seen you like one time this whole week.” He followed her into her bedroom and plopped down onto her bed. It smelled just like her, like a sweet floral scent.

“Well, I hope you don’t mind laying there while I finish getting ready. I shouldn’t be too much longer.” She continued looking at herself applying make-up in her bathroom while Justin laid there and stared at her. She didn’t notice him staring but he couldn’t help but get turned on at her there in nothing but that thin top and short Victoria Secret shorts. He was definitely getting turned on and needed to quit before he ended up getting a full hard on. Turning his head away from her he decided to look around her room. It was plain, but nice. Her queen bed had a white comforter and pillows, and her wall was painted a light yellow. She had tons of pictures of her and her friends, her with her family. He smiled looking at one of her and her mom. She looked a lot like her.

“Snoopin through my stuff?” Kim asked him laughing while laying down beside him. She didn’t have much make-up on, just a little eye shadow and blush. She looked stunning. He turned around and caught her smiling and couldn’t help himself lean down and kiss her. God, her lips felt so good and he couldn’t deny it, he missed her this week. He didn’t want to admit that let alone he was falling for her to himself. He pulled away and smiled back. “You look a lot like your mom.”

She smiled and noticed he was looking at a picture of them. “Yea I get that a lot. I get everything from her except my eyes, my dad has green eyes.”

He turned back towards her and kissed her again., only this time deepening the kiss. Kim fell on her back and pulled Justin on top of her. He began kissing her neck and she let out a moan. He was definitely getting turned on, Kim could feel it on her leg. She didn’t care that she had to get ready, she wanted him. She moved her hands from his neck to his waist, grinding into him. He was on her collar-bone, kissing it and pulled the tiny strap of her top to the side, kissing her shoulder. He looked up at her and asked out of the blue, “How many people have you been with?”

She was turned-on and shocked at the same time. What the hell?? She couldn’t believe at a time like this he would ask that, or even ask for that matter. She didn’t want to lie to him but she didn’t want to freak him out either. She suddenly answered with “what do you mean?” hoping to avoid the conversation.

He continued to kiss her neck and asked “Well, how many people have you had sex with Kim?” She was freaking out. Here he was kissing her neck and she could feel his dick on her waist now and she knew she would freak him out. But she didn’t want to lie. “Umm how many do you think?” Yea that’s a good way to turn it around. He looked up at her smiling and answered “I would guess probably less than 6?” 6. God if he only knew he was 6 too many.

She smiled but didn’t answer and began pulling his shirt over his head and flipped him over to where she was on top. “How many have you been with Justin?” she began kissing his neck while she waited on his answer. His body was so hot that she didn’t care if he said 100 at the time, she wanted him. She was startled when he said “Guess.” She continued kissing his neck and started to make her way down.

“Umm 50?” she was kissing is nipple when he started to laugh. She looked up and he was laughing while looking up at her. It kind of hurt her feelings because she didn’t know if he was making fun of her for thinking that. Hell, she knew he had been with a lot but she hoped it wasn’t over fucking 50 women.

“Wrong guess babe. Damn. You must think I fucked everybody. But no, not 50. Subtract that in half.” Fuck. 25? Damn. That’s a lot but hell he was 27 years old. And hell at least he was being honest.

“Well I didn’t know, sheesh.” she continued to kiss down to his stomach and undid his belt buckle and pulled his jeans down. Damn his dick was hard and she wanted to play with him. She pulled his underwear down until the head was showing and put her lips around it. Justin let out a moan of approval while she pulled she rest of his boxers down and began sucking on it.

“Well tell me how many you’ve been with, I told you my exact number.” Fuck. Could he not just enjoy this and quit talking about this shit. She began sucking up and down, faster, so he would forget about it and let her just give him head. He continued to moan at her sucking his dick, but pulled her head off and up towards his face. Damnit she knew he wasn’t going to let this go.

She started to kiss his neck and he asked her again. “Well, technically I haven’t had sex with anyone. I’ve done everything but that” she was kissing his neck as she answered. He moved her off of his neck and looked into her eyes.

“You mean to tell me you dated that guy for 2 years and ever had sex with him?” she could tell he was shocked.

“Yea. Like I said, I’ve done everything but that and I’m actually glad I didn’t have sex with him because I wasn’t in love with him and it would’ve been a bad decision.” He just looked at her with no expression on his face. It was annoying her too.

“Wow. I never thought you were a virgin. And you are 25? Wow.” Kim just looked at him and pulled her tank top back up on her and moved to the side of him. She was kind of embarrassed but she didn’t regret her decisions in the past.

“Baby I’m not mad or making fun of you. I think it’s great that you are a virgin and haven’t slept with a lot of guys. I just can’t believe you were with that dude for 2 years and didn’t have sex, that’s all.”

She looked over at him and he looked sincere. “Well, he tried and I wouldn’t. So he cheated on me all the time and that was one reason I never did have sex with him and that’s why we broke up.”

“Well I don’t blame you. Fuck that douche bag, you are way too good for a guy to treat you like that anyways.” He kissed her and she kissed back and he pulled away. “I don’t want you to think that I have been or will ever pressure you into anything you don’t want to do Kim, ok?”

She looked up at him and smiled. “I’ve never thought that about you and never would. But don’t act all weird now ok? I like doing what we where doing earlier but you quit.”

He looked at her and flipped her over on her back and started kissing down her stomach. “I’m not going to act any different. I liked what we were doing too, it’s just time for you to have some pleasure.” He looked up from pulling her panties and shorts off of her and smiled up as he leaned his head down to her.

Kim and Justin ended up having a blast with their friends that night. They all went to dinner at Koi and then went to a bar and had a few drinks. It was just what she needed. She felt a relief that Justin now knew she was a virgin and that he respected her for it and acted the same. And him going down on her right before they left to go out made her night even better.

She was sitting at the bar thinking about it with a big smile plastered on her face. Layla walked up to her, taking a sip of her drink and noticed she was sitting there just smiling. “Girl, are you already drunk? Why you got that huge smile plastered on your face?” Kim hadn’t realized she was there just smiling to herself. Everyone else was on the dance floor, or at the bar getting drinks. Justin was at the bar with the guys and he looked so handsome. She looked over and noticed she was by herself and Layla had just sat down. “Not yet, I will be though. I plan on getting trashed tonight Layla!” she hugged her friend.

Justin looked over at Kim and seen her smiling with Layla. He wondered if she was talking about earlier and it made him smile too. It was technically the first time he had ate her out. She tasted fucking good and hearing her moan like that made him want to take her into a back room and do it again. He turned his head back to Trace before she caught him staring at her.

“Girl me too! I’m so glad it is the weekend!” Kim looked at Layla and continued to smile. “Ok. I’m tired of it, spill the shit I know something is up with you!” Layla really did know Kim and she couldn’t ask for a better friend. She started to laugh and blush. “I just had an amazing orgasm before I came out ok?”

“WHAT! Did you fuck him?” Layla shrieked and laughed at how Kim non-chalantly said it.

“No, but close to it. I am going to though Layla, I have decided. I want to so bad and I have feelings for him and he is so fucking hot, just look at him over there. Don’t you want to fuck him? I mean look how fucking hot he is Lay!” She could definitely tell the shots she and Kim did earlier where getting to her, Kim wasn’t the type to be that blunt, let alone screaming knowing people could hear.

“He does look hot tonight Kim. But you better make sure that’s what you want because once you do, you can’t get it back! I regret losing mine to Jason. I wish I would’ve waited till Levi but Levi is great and he is way better at it than Jason.” Both girls started to laugh hysterically and Justin turned towards them and figured he would go pull Kim on the dance floor. He could tell she was a little drunk.

“Well if it isn’t mister orgasm of the night! Justin you need to give Levi some tips, Kim has had this big smile on her fucking face all night!” Layla and Kim started to laugh again. Yea, he could definitely tell they were both drunk.

“I will give some tips Layla, but I save all my magic tricks for Kim so I can’t give those away.” He sat down beside Kim and kissed her on her forehead. She looked up at him with her hazed over eyes and mouthed “Sorry” to him as Layla continued her drunk talk with him.

“You better J. By the way, I want to know something else. What the fuck is up with you two? Are you a couple or what? I mean you all have practically been with just each other for the past 3 months. I know Kim isn’t seeing anyone else and I assume you aren’t” Layla asked and Kim just sat there and didn’t know what to say.

Justin was opening his mouth to answer as Levi sat down beside her. “Babe you need to dance that liquor off you and Kim have had a lot to drink.” Kim smiled at Levi and was kind of thankful he sat down at the time he did because she was scared of Justin’s answer. She knew he didn’t want a girlfriend and she wasn’t really wasn’t wanting a boyfriend but she kind of hoped he wanted to be with her.

Levi pulled Layla out of the booth and on the dance floor. Justin looked over at Kim and kissed her forehead again and she leaned up onto his mouth, giving him a kiss and he deepened it adding his tongue into her mouth. Their little kiss turned into a make-out session, and he was pulling her on top of him, straddling his waist. He didn’t give a shit if everyone saw them, she looked fucking hot in her red halter top and jeans and the fact it was backless made her even more appealing. He was kissing her neck and she was moaning and he started to kiss her mouth again. She could feel him getting turned on, and she wasn’t going to lie, she was very turned on at the moment.

He wanted her so bad right then, and before he knew it he was pulling her into one of the back rooms at the club. He was kissing her and she was dizzy and the next thing she knew he was pulling her into a back room of the club they were at. He hoisted her up against the wall and she wrapped her legs around him, her heels falling on the floor. He was kissing her neck and she was rubbing her hands all over him. He pushed her harder into the wall, wanting her to feel how hard his dick was. He didn’t care about the fact that anyone could walk in that moment. All he cared about was the moment and her. He broke away from his actions and paused at that thought.

He let her legs down and she continued to kiss his neck and pull at his pants as he stared at her and was caught up in his thoughts. He cared about her. He wanted her. When Layla asked him that question, he intended on answering saying “I guess we are, that’s if she wants to be.” He was falling for Kim and he knew at the moment when he first kissed her that he had developed feelings for her. Here he was in a back room of a club with her, making out with her and she had her hands all over him, and in his pants and it felt so good to feel her. He wanted to feel her, all of her. He must admit, when she admitted her virginity to him earlier that day it scared him. Usually if he was around a girl that was a virgin he would end it right there because he didn’t want to deal with that. But with Kim, it was different. He had only took 1 girl’s virginity, and that was when he lost his to the girl he grew up with in Tennessee when he was 14. Everyone assumed he took Britney’s but she was far from it when he started dating her.

Kim’s innocence only turned him on and made him care about her even more. She wasn’t just some whore who fucked around, she was a genuine, pure, beautiful person who he couldn’t imagine being without at that moment. She was getting ready to put her mouth on his dick when she brought him away from his thoughts. He pulled her head up and kissed her, while putting his pants back on. “Come on baby, we shouldn’t do this here, someone will walk in. Let’s go dance.” She smiled at him and kissed his neck, agreeing with him.

He ordered him a shot and another jack and coke before they made it on the dance floor. He was fucking scared and confused and needed like another 20 shots before he could let everything he was thinking set in. He was dancing with Kim luckily she had her ass towards him as he continued to grind into her and think all of this out at the same time. He didn’t want her to notice his deep thoughts and didn’t want her to think something was wrong, because everything was so right. Too right, and it was scaring the hell out of him. He was supposed to be strong willed, be fucking around with girls, he wasn’t supposed to be falling in love with one of them. But he did and now at the fucking club while being drunk he finally admits this to himself of all places.

She turned around and noticed he was staring out in space, and it made her think she was dancing or doing something wrong. She leaned up into his ear and whispered. “What’s wrong? Do you not want to dance?” He placed his hands on her tiny waist, pulling her closer and kissed her. The thing was, nothing was wrong. Everything at the time was absolutely perfect. Whether or not he wanted to feel the way was, he did and he had to face it. He hadn’t cared about anyone in a long time, hell 2 years. But he wanted to be with Kim and he was damn positive he didn’t want her with anyone else but him.

“Everything is perfect. I’m sorry, I’m just a little drunk. But I want you to know, I wouldn’t change a thing right now.” he whispered back and pulled her closer to him.

Everyone noticed that Justin and Kim were a lot closer and showing more affection then they had been previously, especially when they went out. They would do quick kisses but tonight they were practically making out and humping each other on the dance floor. It pissed Ashley off, because she wanted Justin. Sam had noticed how Kim and Justin were tonight and just told Ashley to not worry, that they were drunk and if Kim wasn’t all over him that he would be right there with her.

“I can’t believe this though, they have been all over each other all night! He hasn’t even looked away from her to even check anyone else out!” Ashley was livid. Justin used to give her attention, hell they went out a couple of times even. Now all of the sudden he was into Kim and it pissed her off because what did Kim have that she didn’t? She had dark long hair, she was skinny and she knew her boobs were a lot bigger than hers. Kim was pretty, but she wasn’t all that, not like Justin was making her out to be. She noticed Kim had went to the restroom and decided to follow her and make a point to her. Justin was not looking for a relationship, and she wanted to make sure Kim understood how he was and just to piss her off a little for being all over him tonight.

She pushed the ladies door open and noticed Kim was washing her hands. She walked up beside her and started fixing her make-up. “Hey Kim, it’s like the first time I’ve got to talk to you all night.” She made a small fake laugh.

Kim wasn’t a big fan of Ashley, hell no one really was except for Trace’s girlfriend Sam. Everyone just put up with her hanging around, so she figured she would be nice. “Hey, yea I have been dancing a lot and haven’t been around to talk to anyone much.” She didn’t want to get into a conversation with her so she cut it short.

“Yea, I noticed you and Justin have been like all over each other here lately. I’m just gonna let you know that you shouldn’t get caught up in him. He is a player, trust me I know because we went out a few times and he went out with a lot of other girls at the same time so that’s why it never worked out. I figured I would let you know because I didn’t know if you all were hooking up or what the deal was. I don’t want to see you get your heart broke or get hurt like I did.”

Kim was pissed. Why the fuck would she go and say some shit like that, especially as good as things have been going with her and Justin? She was pissed at Ashley and at Justin because she didn’t know that he and her had went out previously and the fact that she was telling her now made it even worse. She figured Ashley was jealous and knew she had a thing for Justin from the beginning, so she didn’t want to think that she was upset or anything. “Thanks for telling me. We aren’t official or anything, we’ve just been hanging out. If he is seeing other girls that’s his decision, but I doubt he has been because I would’ve found out by now. I appreciate your concern though.”

Ashley looked at her with a fake smile and turned towards the mirror in the bathroom, pulling up her top. She walked out before Kim, giving her a chance to cool off before she headed out back to Justin.

Kim didn’t want to let Ashley or what she had said get to her, but it did. She wasn’t mad about the whole him being a player and seeing other girls part because she knew he hadn’t since they have been seeing each other. The fact that Ashley included they had went out previously pissed her off. She knew he had been out with her, but thought it was maybe a date. Not anything like a relationship or what her and Justin had been doing currently. And the thought of him fucking her made her sick. Ashley wasn’t ugly or anything but you could tell she was a fame whore. She liked attention and money and she wanted to be famous or be with someone famous so she could get the attention she seeked. Ashley had a reputation of fucking around with a lot of rich men and any celebrity she could, but no one wanted to put up with her shit. Kim hoped Justin had better sense then that, but before she met him she knew that he was fucking around with a lot of girls so she knew she shouldn’t be surprised if he did have sex with her.

She walked out of the bathroom and spotted Justin at the bar with Trace, Levi and some other guys. She didn’t want anyone to know she was upset so she walked over to Layla and ordered another drink.

Justin had looked over about the time Kim had gotten her drink and walked over to her. Kim continued to talk to Layla and kind of ignored him when he first walked up. He decided to put his arm around her waist and she finally gave him some recognition to him. He noticed she seemed different than before she had went to the restroom.

He kissed her on the forehead and by that time Layla had went over to Levi thankfully. “What’s wrong babe?” he asked her hoping everything was ok.

She looked up at him and simply said, “Nothing why?”

He knew something was different and decided he had enough of the club scene. Plus he wanted to be alone with Kim and talk to her because if something was wrong he knew she wouldn’t get into there. “Wanna get out of here? Go back to my place?”

Kim thought for a second and she was ready to get out of there, away from Ashley especially because she knew she was watching her and Justin all night and didn’t want her to know she was upset. So she agreed so she could talk to him and find out what really went on between them two. “Yea, I’m ready.”

They said their goodbyes to everyone and had a driver pick them up in the back exit to avoid the paparazzi. Kim was anxious and pissed at the same time. She was glad she had that last drink to get the courage to just come out and straight ask him when they got alone.

The ride back to Justin’s house was rather quiet because he kept getting phone calls from people at the club wondering where he went and why he had left. Kim was thankful because she didn’t want to get into the whole deal in front of their driver. Justin lived about 20 minutes from the club and before she knew it, they were arriving to the gates to his house.

She had only been to his house once and it looked even bigger than she had remembered. They pulled up to the gates of his driveway, while he entered the code to unlock them. The driver dropped them off at his front door. Kim walked ahead to the door and waited while Justin thanked and tipped the driver. After pressing in yet another code and unlocking the door, they finally walked into the foyer. Justin made his way into the kitchen and Kim followed.

“Want anything to drink?” he asked, pulling a bottle of Coors Light out.

“Yea, I will just take a water though.” Kim was buzzing enough and wanted to try to sober up a little before she had to drive home.

Justin handed her her water and opened his beer. Leaning against the island he cut straight to the point. “What is wrong with you babe? And don’t give me that bullshit answer of nothing because I know there is something on your mind.”

Kim was caught off guard at him being so straight-forward. But he wanted the truth, so she gave it to him. “Ashley approached me in the restroom of the club and the things she said just irritated me a little. It’s not a big deal.” She opened her water and took a big gulp, hoping he wouldn’t want to drag this conversation out.

“Well, obviously it is a big deal or it wouldn’t have put you in the mood you are in. What did she say to you?” he said, still standing against the island looking at her on the opposite side of it.

“She just said that she thought she should warn me about you, that you are a player and that you guys had dated and it didn’t work because you slept around all the time basically.”

Justin started to laugh and shake his head to the side, which ticked Kim off.

“I’m glad that you think it’s funny Justin, but I don’t. I mean I know that I’m probably not the only girl that you are seeing, considering your current history, but when a girl you recently fucked comes up to me in the bathroom and says that shit to me does actually piss me off. I’m not Ashley, I’m not a whore who wants attention and personally I could care less that you are famous. You are probably used to girls like that, but I don’t give a fuck that you are Justin Timberlake. I’m not just some piece of ass and I am not going to be.”

Justin’s face quickly appeared serious and he sat his beer down and walked over and stood right in front of Kim. “First of all let’s clear some shit up. I NEVER fucked Ashley, ever. We went out maybe two times? But other people were with us. Second of all you ARE the only girl I am seeing and plan on seeing, that’s if you want to be that way. I know you aren’t a whore, and I don’t see you as just a piece of ass. If I just wanted a piece of ass from you, I would’ve quit spending time with you a long time ago. I care about you regardless if you think it or not, but I do. You are the only person I have been seeing for the past 3 months and if you don’t believe me you can ask anybody. I want to be with you, and only you. I’m not going to lie, yea Ashley and I went out, she gave me head but that was it. I did sleep around but I’m over being like that. I never really wanted a girlfriend because the past ones I had ended up bad. But when I met you things changed, I got to know you, and I love every minute I am with you. You may not feel the same way, or may not be ready for a relationship, but with you, I am.”

Kim was in shock. His confession to all of this was the least thing she expected to hear. She was expecting him to tell her to get over it, it was in the past, leave, not confess that basically he cared about her and wanted to be her boyfriend. She didn’t know how to respond, so she just stood there looking into his sincere eyes.

He moved closer to her and put his hands on her waist. “These past 3 months with you is the happiest I have been in the past 2 years. Honestly I didn’t want to be with anyone, until I met you. I’m not going to lie, I tried not to let you get to me, but you did. And the fact that you are such a genuine, honest, beautiful person makes it even harder for me not to be around you. I want you to be my girlfriend Kim. I promise I would never cheat on you or purposely hurt you in any way. Please be with me.”

Kim just looked up into his eyes and leaned forward and kissed him. The kiss at first was sincere and genuine but as Justin tried pulling away, Kim put her hands around his neck and pushed his mouth back to hers. She wanted him, she wanted to be his girlfriend and she wanted nothing more than to be with him that very moment. She knew he had changed and was being honest with her, because he was right about one thing, if he didn’t want anything to do with her than sex then he would’ve stopped spending time with her a long time ago.

The kiss became more passionate, and Kim wanted him right then. She knew at that exact moment that Justin was the one she wanted to be with. She wanted him to have her, to be her first, because deep down she was falling in love with him, willing to admit it or not. They began kissing harder and faster and before she knew it, Justin had hoisted her up on the kitchen island, kissing her neck and moving his hands all over her. Hell, she didn’t give a shit if he fucked her right then and there. All she knew was that he was her boyfriend, who she was falling in love with, and who she wanted to be with at that moment.

She began to pull his shirt off, looking at his muscular chest and abs. She was so turned on that she was sure that she was soaked underneath her jeans. She began to take her top off and Justin was now kissing her down her fully exposed chest, considering she hadn’t wore a bra with the top she wore for that night. She made her hands down to his jeans, unbuckling them and pulling them down.

Before Justin realized what was getting ready to happen, he stopped kissing her and he didn’t feel comfortable at the location and position they were at. “Kim, we don’t have to do this. I want your first time to be special, not on my kitchen island while we are both buzzing.” He started to pull his jeans back up and step back a little from her.

“Justin I want you. I want to be your girlfriend, and I want my first time to be with you. I’m not drunk, I know exactly what I am doing and exactly what I want.”

He looked at her and the serious face she had. Here she was sitting on his counter, topless in a pair of jeans and heels. Damn she looked hot and normally he would’ve done been fucking her by now, but since she hadn’t experienced anything like that, he wanted it to be meaningful and something she would never forget. He walked up to her and picked her up and carried her to his bedroom. He laid her down on his bed and continued to kiss her making his way from her mouth, down to her neck and then down to her breasts.

She had the best tits he had ever seen, and the fact that they were natural made them even better. He was hard as a rock and he knew this was going to be hard for him not to cum quick, but this night was about her and he was going to make sure she enjoyed every single moment of it. After sucking and kissing her breasts, he started to kiss his way down to her stomach. He undid her jeans and pulled her little see through panties off, which turned him on even more.

After fully undressing her and himself he made his way back up to her face. He kissed her and just took in all the natural beauty of her face. “Are you sure you want to do this Kim? I mean we have plenty of time and I’m not rushing you or anything like that.”

“Justin, I’ve never wanted to do anything more in my life. Especially since it is with you.”

She moved her hands down his chest, feeling every muscle and abs he had, and finally wrapped her hand around his hard dick. She began stroking it, and his mouth was on her neck again and he began to moan out her name. He quickly moved her hand away, afraid he would come right then and there. He grabbed both of her hands and lifted them above her head, holding them there while he made his way down to her pussy.

He wanted to get her off as much as he could, so he inserted his tongue inside her and began licking, enjoying how good and pure she tasted. He moved his mouth to her clit and began sucking on it, while inserting a finger inside her. She was tight, and he knew that this would probably be uncomfortable for her at first. Deciding to work her a little more, he inserted another finger, moving them around to prepare her for him.

Kim was enjoying everything he was doing, moaning out his name and he knew she was about to come, feeling her tighten around her fingers. After her orgasm he pulled out and leaned up and kissed her. “Are you ok?” he asked, making sure that she was ready for what was going to happen.

She nodded as he pulled out a condom from his nightstand and put it on before he laid back down on top of her. He kissed her mouth and then neck and whispered in her ear. “Baby, this might be uncomfortable at first, and if it hurts to bad tell me and I will stop.” Kim nodded and kissed his neck, not caring about anything at that moment but the anticipation of feeling him and the things he was about to do to her.

Justin kissed her on her mouth and neck, taking things more slow than he normally would. He could tell she was ready and she opened up her legs to him and he settle in between her. He aligned the head of his dick at her opening, not breaking eye contact from her. He slowly pushed in, allowing her to adjust to his size and the fact she just pulled him close to her and kissed him gave him the ok to go in further. He fully inserted himself slowly into her. God she was tight, probably the tightest person he had ever been with, but felt so fucking good that he could probably come right then.

Kim didn’t make any noise, it hurt a little but it wasn’t unbearable or anything to where she wanted him to stop. In fact, she wanted more. She kissed him moving her lips to his earlobe, slightly biting down and whispering, “I want you so bad Justin.”

That was all it took for him to start his pace. At first he started slow, allowing her to adjust. But then he began moving faster, and the moans she was making and the way she moaned his name made him want to fuck the hell out of her, but he knew that wasn’t the time for that.

He grabbed her hips, wrapping her legs around his upper back, giving him better access of pushing deep inside of her, and with a few thrusts at that angle, Kim was having her first sexual orgasm. She felt unbelievable, it was like every part of her body was on fire, but tingling at the same time. She opened her eyes and noticed Justin had this certain look on his face, so she could tell he was close to his orgasm too.

After a few more thrusts Justin came inside of her and fell on top of her. Kissing her mouth, and neck, both of them covered in sweat. It was a beautiful moment between the two and Kim couldn’t have imagined having her first time any other way with any other person than the man that was with her. After kissing her a few more times and making sure she was ok, Justin pulled out and walked into the bathroom to wipe the sweat off of him. He had his back turned towards the mirror and noticed little scratch marks on his shoulders and back. He had hoped he had pleased Kim and that her first time was special because it was for him.

After cleaning himself up a bit and walking back into his bedroom, he noticed Kim was putting her underwear and clothes back on. “Where are you going babe?” he said walking over towards her, pulling her into a hug.

“Oh, I was just getting ready to head home. It’s pretty late so.”

“Stay with me tonight. It’s too late to drive home, plus I don’t want to sleep alone tonight. Take a shower here, you can wear some of my boxers and a t-shirt to sleep in if you want.”

Kim was glad Justin offered the idea, because she didn’t know how to act after the sex they just had. She really didn’t want to go home, but figured she would act like it unless he mentioned other wise, in which he did.

“I will get you a t shirt and some boxers and lay them on the counter while you take a shower if you want to.” Justin said while walking around his bedroom grabbing her some clothes.

“Thanks. I won’t be too long.” She stepped into is huge shower, probably big enough to fit 5 people in and just let the warm water of the jets flow down her body. She had to admit, her first time was better than she thought it would be. She had never experience an orgasm like that, and the whole time it was like Justin was trying to make love to her, not fuck her which made it even more special. She turned to find some soap to wash off, and when she bent down to wash her legs off she noticed that she was already sore down there. Layla was right, he was well endowed and she was sure she would probably feel this way for a few days.

She leaned her head against the marble wall of the shower and took everything in that had just happened. “Wow, I’m not a virgin anymore.” she thought to herself. She realized she had been in the shower for quite a while so she decided to get out and noticed Justin had a William Rast T-shirt and a pair of plaid boxers for her. She smiled and put them on and walked out of the bathroom and noticed he was laying there on the bed, shirtless in a pair of pajama pants. He was watching ESPN and hadn’t noticed she had stepped out of the bathroom.

She smiled and thought of the night and what had happened and was happy, and couldn’t wait for many more of these nights to hopefully come.