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Disclaimer: I don't own Justin Timberlake, Jamie McMurray, or anyone else that you might recognize. I do however own Allena. This is just a figment of my imagination, this is FAKE.
Allena's POV:
Why did I get stuck pulling night duty again? Oh that's right, I'm the low man on the tot-um pole, or should I say low Doctor on the tot-um pole. There is nothing to do, no patients to see, and I'm bored out of my mind. I'm wondering if it's to late to call my brother. He's getting ready for Daytona. My brother is a Nascar driver. I'm the beloved baby sister of Nascar driver Jamie McMurray. I bet he's probably sleeping right now, should I wake him up or let him be?
" Dr. McMurray to the ER, Dr. McMurray to the ER." the paging system screamed.
Well I guess I'm not calling Jamie. I sigh as I walked back to the ER.
" What do we have?" I asked the charge nurse.
" 27 yr old male, was walking and just dropped, hit his head on some concrete. His head is bleeding, but his vitals are stable now. ETA 5 minutes." she smiled, handing me the chart she started.
" Thanks." I replied, as I walked down to the room to meet the rest of my team.
When they came running into the room, I was surprised to see that the man on the stretcher was none other than Justin Timberlake.
" Do we know anymore about what happened?" I asked, as we got him transferred to our gurney and hooked him up to the monitors.
" He came off stage, was running to the bus and just fell." The medic said, before walking out and a big black man took his place.
" You can't be here." I said, as I began ordering tests and assessing his injuries, preparing him for a CT.
" I stay where he is." the man said.
" You need to get the hell out of my way, so I can take care of my patient." I screamed, as I threw myself against the brick wall of his body.
I got his tests all back and admitted him, knowing that when he woke up he was probably not gonna be able to see real well. I wasn't expecting to see my boss waiting for me.
" Your going with Mr. Timberlake upstairs." he said.
" No, I'm not. It's not my job." I replied.
" You are going with him. Your not leaving his side until he can see and is released."
" Excuse me?"
" Your going to be his personal doctor, if you leave his room without him, you'll need to find a new job." he growled, before walking away.
I grumbled as I walked up to the room I had just sent Justin too.
Justin's POV:
I opened my eyes to see darkness. I began to panic. The last thing I remembered was running towards my bus.
" HELLO!!" I screamed.
" Welcome back to consciousness, Mr. Timberlake." A soft feminine voice said.
" I.... I can't see anything."
" When you passed out, you hit your head, causing temporary loss of vision. Can you tell me why you passed out?"
" I don't know. I just remember being so tired. Who are you?"
" I'm Dr. McMurray, I was the doctor who saw you in the E.R." the voice said.
" Where...... Where are you?" I asked.
I felt a soft hand on my right arm. I quickly, frantically grasped for her hand. " Don't leave please. Don't let go." I said, holding tight to her hand.
" Don't worry, I'm not goin anywhere. SHIT!" she exclaimed.
" What?" I asked.
" I'm probably gonna miss my brother's race."
" Race?"
" My brother is Jamie McMurray, he's a Nascar driver."
" Why will you miss it?"
" Because I've been told, I can't leave this room without you until you have your sight back."
" Oh, I'm sorry."
" It's not your fault, it's my boss' fault. So um how do you feel, do you hurt anywhere?" she asked.
" No, The drugs you gave me are pretty good."
" Well you have some new accessories in the back of your head, so your head will probably hurt a lot when the drugs wear off, so you'll need to tell me when that happens so I can give you something."
" Accessories?"
" 25 Stitches."
" Are you the one who gave them to me, Doc?" I asked.
" Yes I am."
" Okay. Where are you at, I mean, I have a general idea based on where your hand is."
" I'm laying on a cot, a nice lumpy, hard cot." she laughed.
" You sound tired."
" I am tired."
" How long have you been awake?"
" Ummm about 20 hours or so."
" Damn, you've only had 4 hours of sleep?" I asked.
" Well I slept for 3 hours, then I had a few naps."
" How do you do that?"
" I'm a doctor, I'm used to it."
" Damn. So Doc when do you think I'll get my sight back?" I asked.
Allena's POV:
" I wish I could tell you that Mr. Timberlake, but it's for your body to decide that." I replied, trying to get the blood to continue flowing into my hand, that was quickly going numb.
" Oh. So um can you tell me what you look like, so I can try and put a face with the voice?" Justin asked.
" Sure, I guess. I'm short, fat, and ugly."
" Oh, well....."
" I'm kidding." I laughed." I'm 5'7" with dark hair, and brown eyes. I weight about 175, so I guess I am kinda fat, my ass is larger than life, and I have freckles."
" That doesn't sound to bad."
" You say that now."
" So, you don't have some boyfriend that's gonna wanna kill me for taking all your time are you?" he asked.
" No, Mr. Timberlake, I don't. I'm really not that good looking, plus my job."
" Please call me Justin. And I highly doubt your bad looking."
" Yeah, well when you can see you can be the judge then. Do you have a girlfriend?"
" You can Google me and find that out." he laughed.
" Yeah, well I haven't done that and I don't have time to do that, so why don't you just tell me."
" Well I've been seeing this girl, an actress. Everyone thinks that we're in love, but were not really even dating. It's more like, when were both in town, bored, and horny, we get together."
" I see." I laughed.
" So does my mom know?"
" She's on her way, she'll be here either late tonight or early in the morning, she'll be let in as soon as she gets here."
" Okay."
" You don't intend to hold my hand all night do you?" I asked.
" Yeah, I know it's kinda girly, but when you can't see...... why?"
" Umm, because I hate to break it to you, my arm is numb, your gonna have to let go." I replied, pulling my hand away from his.
" No, don't let go Please. Please!" He begged, as his hand frantically searched for mine. I
watched as all his vitals quickly climbed. I stood and walked over to his bed. I softly laid my hand on his chest.
" Calm down, I'm right here." I replied, as he frantically grabbed my hand.
" Don't do that again, please."
" This is gonna be a problem, we're gonna have to come up with a compromise." I said.
" Can't you move your cot thing over here?"
" No, I can't, fire code and I'm not gonna stand here all night."
" Lay down."
" I already said, my arm's asleep."
" No." Justin said, moving over." Lay down."
" You want me to sleep in bed with you?" I asked.
" Yeah, that way I know your here. Your arm won't fall asleep, and this bed has to be a little bit better than the cot."
" Yeah I guess your right." I sighed, as I gave in and slid into bed next to him.
Allena's POV:
Why did I get stuck pulling night duty again? Oh that's right, I'm the low man on the tot-um pole, or should I say low Doctor on the tot-um pole. There is nothing to do, no patients to see, and I'm bored out of my mind. I'm wondering if it's to late to call my brother. He's getting ready for Daytona. My brother is a Nascar driver. I'm the beloved baby sister of Nascar driver Jamie McMurray. I bet he's probably sleeping right now, should I wake him up or let him be?
" Dr. McMurray to the ER, Dr. McMurray to the ER." the paging system screamed.
Well I guess I'm not calling Jamie. I sigh as I walked back to the ER.
" What do we have?" I asked the charge nurse.
" 27 yr old male, was walking and just dropped, hit his head on some concrete. His head is bleeding, but his vitals are stable now. ETA 5 minutes." she smiled, handing me the chart she started.
" Thanks." I replied, as I walked down to the room to meet the rest of my team.
When they came running into the room, I was surprised to see that the man on the stretcher was none other than Justin Timberlake.
" Do we know anymore about what happened?" I asked, as we got him transferred to our gurney and hooked him up to the monitors.
" He came off stage, was running to the bus and just fell." The medic said, before walking out and a big black man took his place.
" You can't be here." I said, as I began ordering tests and assessing his injuries, preparing him for a CT.
" I stay where he is." the man said.
" You need to get the hell out of my way, so I can take care of my patient." I screamed, as I threw myself against the brick wall of his body.
I got his tests all back and admitted him, knowing that when he woke up he was probably not gonna be able to see real well. I wasn't expecting to see my boss waiting for me.
" Your going with Mr. Timberlake upstairs." he said.
" No, I'm not. It's not my job." I replied.
" You are going with him. Your not leaving his side until he can see and is released."
" Excuse me?"
" Your going to be his personal doctor, if you leave his room without him, you'll need to find a new job." he growled, before walking away.
I grumbled as I walked up to the room I had just sent Justin too.
Justin's POV:
I opened my eyes to see darkness. I began to panic. The last thing I remembered was running towards my bus.
" HELLO!!" I screamed.
" Welcome back to consciousness, Mr. Timberlake." A soft feminine voice said.
" I.... I can't see anything."
" When you passed out, you hit your head, causing temporary loss of vision. Can you tell me why you passed out?"
" I don't know. I just remember being so tired. Who are you?"
" I'm Dr. McMurray, I was the doctor who saw you in the E.R." the voice said.
" Where...... Where are you?" I asked.
I felt a soft hand on my right arm. I quickly, frantically grasped for her hand. " Don't leave please. Don't let go." I said, holding tight to her hand.
" Don't worry, I'm not goin anywhere. SHIT!" she exclaimed.
" What?" I asked.
" I'm probably gonna miss my brother's race."
" Race?"
" My brother is Jamie McMurray, he's a Nascar driver."
" Why will you miss it?"
" Because I've been told, I can't leave this room without you until you have your sight back."
" Oh, I'm sorry."
" It's not your fault, it's my boss' fault. So um how do you feel, do you hurt anywhere?" she asked.
" No, The drugs you gave me are pretty good."
" Well you have some new accessories in the back of your head, so your head will probably hurt a lot when the drugs wear off, so you'll need to tell me when that happens so I can give you something."
" Accessories?"
" 25 Stitches."
" Are you the one who gave them to me, Doc?" I asked.
" Yes I am."
" Okay. Where are you at, I mean, I have a general idea based on where your hand is."
" I'm laying on a cot, a nice lumpy, hard cot." she laughed.
" You sound tired."
" I am tired."
" How long have you been awake?"
" Ummm about 20 hours or so."
" Damn, you've only had 4 hours of sleep?" I asked.
" Well I slept for 3 hours, then I had a few naps."
" How do you do that?"
" I'm a doctor, I'm used to it."
" Damn. So Doc when do you think I'll get my sight back?" I asked.
Allena's POV:
" I wish I could tell you that Mr. Timberlake, but it's for your body to decide that." I replied, trying to get the blood to continue flowing into my hand, that was quickly going numb.
" Oh. So um can you tell me what you look like, so I can try and put a face with the voice?" Justin asked.
" Sure, I guess. I'm short, fat, and ugly."
" Oh, well....."
" I'm kidding." I laughed." I'm 5'7" with dark hair, and brown eyes. I weight about 175, so I guess I am kinda fat, my ass is larger than life, and I have freckles."
" That doesn't sound to bad."
" You say that now."
" So, you don't have some boyfriend that's gonna wanna kill me for taking all your time are you?" he asked.
" No, Mr. Timberlake, I don't. I'm really not that good looking, plus my job."
" Please call me Justin. And I highly doubt your bad looking."
" Yeah, well when you can see you can be the judge then. Do you have a girlfriend?"
" You can Google me and find that out." he laughed.
" Yeah, well I haven't done that and I don't have time to do that, so why don't you just tell me."
" Well I've been seeing this girl, an actress. Everyone thinks that we're in love, but were not really even dating. It's more like, when were both in town, bored, and horny, we get together."
" I see." I laughed.
" So does my mom know?"
" She's on her way, she'll be here either late tonight or early in the morning, she'll be let in as soon as she gets here."
" Okay."
" You don't intend to hold my hand all night do you?" I asked.
" Yeah, I know it's kinda girly, but when you can't see...... why?"
" Umm, because I hate to break it to you, my arm is numb, your gonna have to let go." I replied, pulling my hand away from his.
" No, don't let go Please. Please!" He begged, as his hand frantically searched for mine. I
watched as all his vitals quickly climbed. I stood and walked over to his bed. I softly laid my hand on his chest.
" Calm down, I'm right here." I replied, as he frantically grabbed my hand.
" Don't do that again, please."
" This is gonna be a problem, we're gonna have to come up with a compromise." I said.
" Can't you move your cot thing over here?"
" No, I can't, fire code and I'm not gonna stand here all night."
" Lay down."
" I already said, my arm's asleep."
" No." Justin said, moving over." Lay down."
" You want me to sleep in bed with you?" I asked.
" Yeah, that way I know your here. Your arm won't fall asleep, and this bed has to be a little bit better than the cot."
" Yeah I guess your right." I sighed, as I gave in and slid into bed next to him.
Justin's POV:
I wrapped my arms around her and held her tightly to my chest. I don't know why she's so comforting to me or why I'm being such a big baby.
" I'm sorry." I whispered.
" For what?" she asked.
" For being a spoiled, whiny, pop star, whose acting like a baby."
" Your fine, I can't imagine what it must be like to open your eyes and see nothing but darkness, no matter what you do." She whispered.
" Can .... can I touch you?"
" You already are, most of our bodies are."
" Yeah, I guess your right, speaking of that, can you either relax your right knee or move it a little."
" Why?"
" Because your right knee is smashing my left nut." I laughed.
" I'm so sorry." she said, as she quickly moved her entire body.
" No, don't move, just relax or something." I said, holding her tight. " What I meant by touch you, is your face, I want to try and see what you look like."
" I guess, if it will help you feel better."
" It will." I said, as I softly ran my hands through her hair and then down her cheeks, and up her ears." You have two piercings."
" Three actually. I just don't have my bottom ear rings in." she laughed.
" Oh." I laughed, as I ran my hands back up her checks and brought them down her over her nose, and down to her lips, her soft lips. " Your lips are soft."
" Thanks I think." she whispered, as I continued exploring her face.
As I roamed over her cheeks, her tongue swiped out to wet her lips, hitting my fingers, causing a moan to escape my mouth.
" Sorry." she said, quickly.
" It's okay." I whispered, bringing my fingers back to her lips.
I leaned my head up and pressed my lips to hers. I kissed her softly, I don't know why I decided to kiss her, but I just wanted to taste her. She tasted a mix of sweetness and tobacco. I ran my tongue over her bottom lip as she relaxed against me. I pressed my lips to hers once more before pulling my lips back.
" I... I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that. I I don't know...." I started to say.
" Shh." she whispered, before pressing her lips back to mine, running her tongue along the seam of my lips, waiting for me to grant her access.
Justin's POV:
We got back to my room and I crawled back in bed, I knew that Doc was pacing around me. Not sure what to say or do.
" Hey Doc?" I asked
" Yeah Justin?"
" Just relax, everything will be fine."
" I don't know how you think that everything will be fine. The second your discharged my job is gone."
" What do you mean?"
" When you leave there will be no reason to keep me. The only reason I'm still here is you threatened them. The second your gone and not here to threaten them I'm gone."
" No you won't be, please just trust me doc."
" I'm trying Justin, but I just don't know how I'm gonna come out of this clean."
" Come here Doc." I said, holding my hand out to her.
" What?" she asked, taking my hand in hers.
" Everything will be fine I promise. Now, come lay with me before I decide to kiss your worries away."
" Why would you do that?"
" Why wouldn't I?"
" Well you don't really know me or anything about me. You have no idea what I look like, and your Justin Timberlake."
" I'd like to get to know you, I don't care what you look like, but I'm sure your beautiful. And so what if I'm Justin Timberlake. I'm just a normal person."
" No your not. I'm a normal person, your a star. You can have any one you want."
" Yes I can have anyone I want... and I want you. So get in this bed and lay with." I said, giving her arm a tug.
" Justin I just don't know if this is a good idea." Doc said, as she laid down beside me, allowing me to wrap my arms around her.
" I'm sorry that this is all causing you problems, but I'm not gonna let anything happen to you. Even after I'm released, I won't let them fire you."
" You can't stop them."
" Yes I can, like you said, I'm Justin Timberlake." I smiled.
" Justin when your discharged I'm going to be the last thing on your mind, trust me." Allena said.
" No, that's where your wrong. I'll never forget you."
Allena's POV:
I know that Justin thinks that everything is going to be all peachy, but I live in the real world and everything is not gonna be great. When he's gone, after I've already given him my heart, not only is my job going to be gone, so will my heart. This is a loose/loose situation for me, but he doesn't see that. All he sees is the way things are in his world. We live in two totally different worlds. Maybe if he gets better quick and gets out of here soon, I won't get my heart broken.... Not likely, but I can hope can't I?
" Are you okay?" Justin asked.
" Yes."
" Your lying, what's wrong?"
" Nothing is wrong, besides this whole thing."
" Doc, this isn't wrong. This couldn't be farther from wrong. This is so right, I can feel how right it is, I know deep down that you know it's right too."
" How can you say that?" I asked.
" Because, it just feels so right when your in my arms. I feel almost complete when your here with me. I haven't felt like this is so long that it's just so right, so perfect."
" Until you leave, then it won't be anything but disaster." I replied.
" You'll see Doc, there won't be any disaster."
" I just don't see a way out of this."
" See that's your problem Doc, your thinking to much. You have to just relax and trust me, trust us." Justin said, before he leaned over and pressed a kiss to my check before working his way to my lips.
I don't know what it is about him, but when he kisses me, it's like everything else in the world disappears. There are no problems when he kisses me. No boss, no over protective mother, no patient/ doctor issues. It's just us and everything is perfect. He softly caresses my cheek as he angles my head to kiss me deeper. His tongue gently coaxes mine to play with his. Stroke for stroke my tongue meets his. Dancing like we'd been doing this for years. I moan as he sucks gently on my bottom lip. His hands begin to gently move down my neck to my shoulders rubbing softly before continuing down my back. I'm lost, drowning. I hope that I never come back. If I were to die right now I would die happy. Justin intertwines my legs with his. My lungs begin to burn, but there is no way I can pull myself away from him. It wasn't until the door opened that he gently pulled his lips back.
" What the hell is going on here?" a man asked.
" Hey man what's up?" Justin asked, a huge grin spreading across his face.
" Not much, looks like a lots up with you."
" Come in come in." Justin said, motioning for the man to come sit.
" I'm gonna ahh go make a call." I replied, moving to get up.
" No, stay here Doc. This is Trace, my best friend. Trace, this is Doc." Justin introduced.
" Doc as in your doctor?" Trace asked.
" Yes Doc is my doctor, but there's more to it."
" I'm .. I'm gonna go make my call now." I said, pulling myself away from Justin's struggling arms and walked into the bathroom, shutting the door behind me.
Trace's POV:
I didn't know what to think when Justin introduced me to the woman he was making out with, as his doctor. He was making out with his fucking Doctor. What the hell is wrong with her. Is she taking advantage of his situation? Does he know what he's doing or is she forcing him.
" So what's up with that?" I asked, sitting down in the chair beside the bed.
" Where did she go? DOC!" Justin screamed.
" She went in the bathroom, now tell me what's going on here?"
" DOC!!! ALLENA!"
" J man, calm down and tell me what's going on." I said, as Justin began to panic even worse. " Justin, I'm right here, calm down. Everything is fine."
" ALLENA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Where are you!" he screamed, frantically searching for her with his hands.
" Hold on J I'll get her." I said, standing and quickly walking to the door she went in. I knocked on the door and waited.
" Yes?" she asked softly.
" Can you come out here please."
" Why?"
" Because your fucking patient is freaking out now get your ass out here and do your fucking job for a minute." I yelled, as Justin's screams continued to get worse.
" I do, do my job." she said, as she came out, tears freely flowing from her checks as she walked over and sat down on the side of the bed.
" Yeah just like you were doing your job when I walked in here right?"
" Shh, it's okay Justin, I'm right here. Calm down." she said softly, as she softly stroked his face.
" Where were you?" Justin asked, panic still present on his face.
" In the bathroom so you and your friend could talk." she whispered, as she continued calming him down.
" Don't leave, please. Don't leave."
" I want to know what's going on with this shit." I said, waiting for someone to explain to me why the doctor was making out with the patient.
" What do you mean?" She asked.
" I want to know what the fuck you were doing making out with your patient! Last time I knew fucking a patient isn't part of a doctor's bedside manners."
" I wasn't fucking him. I wouldn't do that." she said.
" Oh so you won't fuck him, but you'll shove your tongue down his throat?"
" Wait a minute, my tongue was down her throat not the other way around. I was the one who was kissing her." Justin said.
" She should know better."
" Okay, you know what Trace, I thought that you would be cool, but your gonna act just like my Mom so you can just leave right now."
" What?"
" You heard me leave."
" Justin you know she's gonna run to the press the second she gets out of her, telling them all about this shit."
" No she's not."
" How do you know? She's probably looking for her 15 minutes of fame."
" I've already had my 15 minutes plus." she spat.
" What's that mean?" I laughed.
" My brother is Jamie McMurray, Nascar driver, and this is North Carolina you dumb ass. So take your opinions of me and get the fuck out of Justin's room." she yelled.
" It's okay Doc, calm down." Justin said, gently caressing her cheek. " Trace, please leave and don't come back until you can be respectful and you can talk to and treat people with respect. What Doc and I do is none of your business."
Trace’s POV:
I have to admit so far Doc isn’t so bad. She’s taking really good care of Justin, even though I didn’t originally think so. She lets him be Justin. She doesn’t expect him to lay around and do nothing. She lets him do things for himself, even though she has to help him. She helps him into the bathroom, but then comes out and lets him do his thing on his own. He however doesn’t see it the same way. He follows Doc everywhere. I don’t think she’s got to pee in private since Justin was put in her care. He just follows her into the bathroom. I’m pretty sure that he sat in the bathroom while she was in the shower this morning too. She just takes it and goes on with her day. I think Justin is afraid because he can’t see her, that if he’s not with her she will disappear. She tried to get him to sleep in the guest room last night, but that didn’t work so well. He yelled, no make that screamed at the top of his lungs freaking out until Doc gave in and moved him. He gets so upset and she’s worried that when he gets that upset that he’s going to do more damage to his already fragile brain. She can barely walk out of a room without him stumbling behind her. The first thing Doc did when she got Justin home, was take him through the house and helped him count out the steps to the different places. Every once in awhile you’ll hear Justin curse as he’s lost count of his steps.
"Fuck." Justin yelled as if on cue.
"What’s wrong man?" I yelled out.
"I lost count. Where the fuck am I?" he yelled back.
"You in the hall way babe, where are you trying to go?" Allena asked.
"Where you are." He said softly.
"10 steps straight." She replied, as she continues making our lunch.
"Thanks." He mumbles, as he continues on his way.
Justin smiles so much when he’s around her. I think that he’s happier now that he’s with her and he has no sight, than he was when he had his sight and he didn’t know her. I just hope that Aunt Lynn can see that. If she only saw the way they are together she would, but I don’t think she wants to see that. She’s decided already that Allena is using J, and that she’s no good. Speaking of Aunt Lynn, she’s supposed to be here this afternoon. Justin has been clingier now than he has been since I’ve been around. I think he knows this isn’t going to be good.
"Did you get there okay man?" I asked, knowing that he probably had.
"Yes." Justin replied, before I heard Doc gasp, as Justin pushed her against the counter.
I’ve learned when I hear a noise like that, it means that Justin has her pushed against something and is currently trying to suck her lips off. For a man that can’t see what’s he’s aiming for, he sure as hell can kiss her lip a normal person who can see everything. I know nothing else is happening because after a few minutes of Justin attacking her, she pushed him off and gives him a chaste kiss, before going about what she was doing. I don’t think she understand that the way Justin works. He doesn’t really know how to express his feelings without being physical. Him sucking her face off is his way of telling her that he cares about her. I’ve seen it a million times. I know that I was really hard of Doc in the beginning, but I was just trying to make sure that she wasn’t taking advantage of my man. He’s like a brother to me and I don’t want to see him get hurt and I know now that if anyone does the hurting it’s going to be him, or rather Aunt Lynn.
Justin’s POV:
Yesterday Doc got me to her house and settled in. I’m sitting in the living room on the couch. I know that the fight isn’t over yet. My Mom is on the way, I’m not sure who she’s bringing with her, but I know she isn’t coming alone. I don’t know what to expect, but I know it won’t be good.
"Doc come here please." I said, reaching out for her, waiting for her to take my hand.
"What’s wrong?" She asked, me sitting beside me, allowing me to take it into my arms.
"I don’t know, but I have a bad feeling."
"What about?"
"My Mom."
"What do you think she’s gonna do?"
"I don’t know, but I want you to have mine and Trace’s cell numbers just in case she takes me away."
"Do you really think she’s going to?"
"I don’t know, but I don’t want to lose you no matter what."
"Okay." She replied, writing the numbers down.
I pulled her tighter against me as the door bell rang.
"Justin I have to get the door." She said, trying to get up.
"No, Trace please." I said, pulling her even closer.
"Yeah, I’ll get it." Trace said, going to the door.
"Promise me no matter what you’ll call me."
"You know I will."
"No, promise me."
"I promise Justin, I’m not going to abandon you even if she takes you away."
"Okay." I said turning and finding her lips with my fingers before replacing them with my lips. She kissed me back softly before pulling back.
"Oh Thank God your okay." Mom said, rushing in.
"I’m fine. Doc has been taking good care of me." I said, pulling Allena closer.
"I don’t know about that. Justin we need to talk."
"Okay, talk."
"Alone."
"Whatever you have to say you can say it in front of Doc."
"Justin, you’re coming home with me."
"No, I’m not."
"Yes you are, I’ve already made arrangements for the best neurologist in Tennessee to see you."
"I won’t go and you can’t make me."
"Actually Justin I can. I went this morning and got medical power of Attorney and Power of Attorney over you. You can’t make any decisions for yourself."
"You can’t do that. I’m not mentally incompetent."
"According to the judge you are."
"What did you do to make him think that?" I asked, clinging to Doc while she softly cried.
"All We had to do was let him about your little affair with your Doctor." Someone else said.
"Who the hell are you?" I demanded.
"My name is Kenneth Jackson, and I’m your Mothers lawyer." The voice said.
"You lying son of a bitch." Allena yelled, beside me.
"What?"
"That bastard is the hospital’s lawyer."Doc spat.
"Well I saw a case that needed special attention." Ken said.
"You saw a chance to get back at me for rejecting your nasty ass." Lena said, tears filling her voice. "I bet you didn’t tell that fucking judge that you’re a step from being my fucking stalker did you?"
"Why would I do something like that Sweet Cakes?"
"Don’t you ever fucking talk to my girl like that!" I yelled.
"Your WHAT?" Mom asked.
"My girl, my baby, my woman, my girlfriend." I said, smiling despite the tears I felt welling up in my eyes.
"Well she’s not anymore." Mom said."Trace go pack Justin’s things and get yours too if you want to see him again."
"You can’t make me go, I won’t go without Doc. I won’t." I screamed, as tears spilled down my cheeks.
"Shh, calm down J." Lena cooed in my ear, as she guided my face into her neck.
"How could she do this to me?" I asked Lena.
"I don’t know babe, I don’t know." She cried as she held me tight against her.
"I don’t want to go."
"I don’t know that you have a choice right now."
"I want to stay here with you. I want you to be the first person I see when I get my sight back."
"I know Justin, I know. I need you to calm down though, being this upset isn’t going to make anything better."
"Let’s go Justin."Mom said.
"NO!" I yelled.
"Justin don’t ake me do things the hard way."
"Shhh, please Justin calm down. The sooner you calm down and stay calm the dooner you will get your sight back. Trace has my number and I’m going to call you, but you have to stay calm." Doc whispered as she held me tight.
"What’s the hard way?" I asked.
"The police will come and arrest you little whore for obstruction of Justice."Mom sneered.
"Don’t Call her that." I sobbed, hugging her tight."I’m gonna find you, I’m gonna talk to you, I…. I promise."
"I know Justin, I know." I pulled back and found her lips before pressing mine to hers desperately. I want to show her how much I care for her. Our tears combine to give our kiss a salty bitter taste.
"What’s it gonna be Justin?" Mom asked.
"I’m coming, but let me tell you something LYNN, I will NEVER forgive you for this. I HATE you." I seethed.
"You will thank me one day."
"I will never thank you for this, ever. Now I know why DAD left you." I spat pulling Lena back to me and pressing my lips to her again. " I’ll find you, I promise."
"I know." She sobbed.
I stood and allowed Trace to lead me out the door as I sobbed hysterically. Mom put her hand on my back. "Don’t fucking touch me." I barked, as we got in the car. I fucking Hate you."
I will never forgive her.
Allena’s POV:
It’s been 2 months since I watched Justin walked, sobbing out of my house. Trace calls me to tell me how Justin’s doing, although he’s not allowed to see him much. Lynn took his phone away and put him in a fucking nursing home. I’m getting ready to go to court. That’s right, she did as she said, she filed a malpractice suit against me, on Justin’s behalf. I try not to cry again, as I think about Justin rotting with the old people. The court room door opened and Lynn and Ken walked in. They sat down across from me and my lawyer. I feel my brother put his hand on my shoulder. The hospital fired me, so the guys got me a job as the Tour doctor for Nascar. I turned and saw the seats behind me filled with drivers and team owners. I see Trace walk in and sit behind Lynn. He looks at me with a sad look and nods his head.
"Are you okay Sissy?" Jamie asked softly.
I turned and looked at him before the Judge comes in. Before I know it Ken calls his first witness. Justin.
My heart dropped when I saw a nurse wheel a pale, thin Justin in. The bailiff swears him in.
"Can you state your name for the record?" Ken asked.
"Justin Timberlake."He said softly.
My tears fall as I look at him.
"What kind….." Ken starts, but Justin cuts him off.
"DOC!" He yelled.
"I’m here Justin." I replied.
"DOC HELP ME PLEASE!" He begged as he began to sob. "HELP ME! GET ME AWAY FROM THEM! PLEASE!"
"I….I… can’t." I said, before openly sobbing.
"JUSTIN!" Lynn scolds.
"LENA PLEASE."
"ORDER! ORDER IN THE COURT!" The judge yelled. " What the hell is going on here?"
"She took my rights away!" He sobbed.
"I know Mr. Timberlake, I’m the one who ordered it."
"She took me away from Doc! She took my away and dumped me in some nursing home."
"It’s a very nice care home." Lynn defended.
"She took my independence! She took my girl, the only thing she didn’t take was my ability to breath." He sobbed."I just want Doc."
A sob tore from my throat when I heard him say that.
"Mr.Timberlake, I would like to speak with you in my chambers, alone. We will reconvene in 20 minutes. Court is adjourned." The judge said, standing and pushing Justin out of the court room.
I buried my head in my hands and sobbed. I sobbed until the Judge came back. I tried to control my tears, but it wasn’t working very well.
"Dr.McMurray do you need a minute to compose yourself?" the judge asked.
"No."I sobbed.
"Are you sure?"
"No amount of time is going to take my pain away."
"Okay."
"I’m sorry Your Honor, I’ll try to control myself." I cried.
"Your Honor with all do respect we are not here to discuss Dr. McMurray’s pain, but the treatment that Mr. Timberlake received, while in her care."
"I think that Mr. Timberlake’s care over all needs to be looked at. I must say Mrs. Harless, when you came to me 2 months ago the portrait that you painted of the care Dr. McMurray gave your son is nothing compared to what Mr. Timberlake just told me about. When I awarded you Power of Attorney over him, it was not to take him away from his girlfriend and dump him in a nursing home. Mrs. Harless do you know that your son only eats about once a week and that’s only because they force it down his throat?"
"No I didn’t."
Again, this drew a sob from my throat. I looked up and gave the Judge an apologetic look.
"Counsel, did you forget that making a witness perjure themselves is still illegal in all 50 states?"
"I never once told him….."
"Save it, Mr. Timberlake told me everything. Based on that alone, this case is dismissed."
I sighed with relief.
"Not only am I dismissing this case, I’m revoking the Power of Attorneys that I ordered two months ago. After talking with Mr. Timberlake I’ve realized that he is very much mentally sound. The only problem that he has as the blindness and a very very deep case of depression mixed with a broken heart."
The tears once again poured down my cheeks.
"Dr. McMurray, Mr. Timberlake has requested to see you. If you would like He is in a conference room down the hall, Mr. Ayala can go with you. As for the rest Mrs. Harless and Mr. Jackson I want to have a word with you." The Judge said, before nodding at me.
I stood quickly, as did Trace. He walked over and hugged me before we took off down the hall. I whipped open a door and saw Justin sitting there.
"I won’t testify against her. You can’t make me. I won’t talk at all." Justin said.
"You don’t have to baby." I whispered, as tears poured down my cheeks.
"Doc?"
"Yeah, it’s me. I brought Trace with me."
"Come here." He whispered, as tears started down his cheeks again.
"I’m gonna give you some time alone." Trace said, patting Justin’s back before walking out.
I knelled down in front of him and put my hands on his legs."I missed you so much."
"I missed you too. Let me see you."
I closed my eyes as his hands softly caressed and explored my face. He brushed my tears away, before brushing his fingers across my lips. He watched him lean forward, as I too moved towards him. I pressed my lips to his. He framed my face with his hands, as he titled my head to kiss me deeper. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled myself closer to his body.
"I missed you so much." He whispered against my lips.
"I missed you too baby. Are you okay? Why haven’t you been eating?"
"I’m okay. I don’t eat cuz I don’t want to."
"Baby you have to eat."
"What’s happening in there?" Justin asked, pulling me into his lap.
"The judge dropped the suit against me."
"That’s good."
"He um, also reversed her decision from 2 months ago."
"What?"
"He gave you your rights back."
"Seriously?"
"Yeah."
"Can…. I … I … um."
"What baby?"
"I want to come home."
"Where is home?" I asked.
"Wherever you are." He said, pulling me tighter against him.
"How about when we’re done here, we go to that horrible place where you’ve been living, get your stuff and bring you home?"
"That sounds amazing."
"But first you have to eat. Why are you in this thing?"
"They don’t let me walk."
"Well baby, if you’re going to be with me, you’re gonna have to walk. I’m the new Tour Doctor for Nascar."
"Really?"
"Yeah."
"I bet you love that don’t you?"
"I do, I have my own coach." I smiled.
"Like a tour bus?"
"Yeah kinda."
"That’s cool."
"There’s room for you and Trace."
"Trace can come sometime, but right now I just want you." He said, kissing any skin he could find.
"Trace tried to keep me up to date as much as he could."
"I know, he gave me your messages."
"Good, I’m glad."
"I missed you so much Lena, I never want to be away from you again."
"Me either, I … I.."
"What Doc?" He asked, caressing my cheek.
"I love you Justin." I whispered.
"I love you too Lena." He said with a huge smile. " Kiss me."
"Gladly." I smiled, before pressing my lips and body against his.
Justin's POV:
I just felt so relieved when Doc sat down on my lap and wrapped her arms around me. I wanted to cry as I pulled her against me. I never want to be away from her like that again. She said she loves me.
"When can we get out of here?" I asked as buried my face in her hair, taking in her scent.
"I don't know, when the Judge gets back I guess." She whispered.
"You're taking me with you aren't you?"
"Of course I am. I'm sure not leaving you here." she giggled.
"Okay, what is keeping him?"
"Your Mom and Ken are getting yelled at."
"What for?"
"For trying to make you purge yourself."
"Oh, I wasn't going to do that. I wasn't going to lie and get you in trouble. I swear. I wasn't. The only reeason I agreed with them was so they'd bring me here. So I could talk to you, to be near you." I said, hoping she wasn't mad at me.
"I know baby, it's okay, I'm right here and I'm not going anywhere. I love you."
"I love you too Allena." I smiled.
"Can I come in now?" Trace asked softly.
"Of Course." Doc said, snuggling herseld into my arms more.
"Are you okay J?"
"Never better." I smiled, kissing the top of Doc's head.
"Good."
"How much ass chewing do you think he's gonna do?" I asked.
"I don't know he was pretty pissed." Doc laughed.
"Doc, can you do something for me?"
"Sure, what do you need?"
"I want to walk out of here."
"I think we can make that happen."
"Knock Knock." Someone said, opening the door.
"Who is it?" I spat.
"Justin it's okay, calm down." Doc whispered. " It's okay Jame, come in."
"The guys want to know if you're ready to go they want to go out to celebrate your win." The voice said.
"Um, I can't, I have Justin. He's coming with me and we have to get his stuff and go to Tennessee." Lena said.
"We don't have to go today, I have enough clothes here, go celebrate with your friends." I said.
"I still can't, I won't leave Justin."
" He can come, besides we all want to MEET him. His friend too."
I didn't know how to take that comment.
"Oh, I'm so sorry. Jamie, this is Justin, J this is my brother Jamie." She introduced. " Oh yeah and that's Trace, Justin's best friend."
"Nice to meet y'all. I've heard so much about you." Jamie said, as he shook my hand.
"Lies, Lies, all lies I swear."I laughed.
"It's good to have J back." Trace laughed.
"Yeah, it is." Doc said, carressing my face.
"It's good to have you back Doc." I whispered, as I gound her lips and kissed her deeply.
Trace's POV:
"Damn, are you sure he can't see?" Jamie asked, as we watched Justin and Lena making out.
"Yeah, for someone who can't see he sure manages to get his tongue down her throat." I laughed.
"Hey, I didn't hear her complain." Justin smirked.
Yup my best friend is definitely back.
"You also didn't see her almost gag either."
"I did NOT almost gag, you troll. I love kissing my man." Lena said.
"Hey, I'm not much shorter than Jamie is."
"Hey now, being short makes me fit better in race cars." Jamie laughed.
"So aer we out of here or what?"
"Please get me the hell out of here. I would love nothing more." Justin said.
"So are we cool going out?" Jamie asked.
"Can I take a shower and change first?" Justin asked.
"Sure. Let's go."
"Trace can you go to the hotel and get my stuff and meet us at Doc's?"
"Sure, not a problem.
"Okay, see ya there."
Doc helped Justin stand and lead him out of the room. Justin had a huge smiled on his face as he walked for the first time in just about 2 months. Doc lead him out of the court house and down the steps and media waited to jump all over him. Justin's body guards stepped up to block us as we made our way to the cars. We got him in Jamie's truck and I headed for the hotel, hoping that the Judge was still yelling at Lynn.
"How could you Trace?" Lynn asked, when I walked into the room.
"How could I what?" I asked, packing Justin's stuff up.
"How could you help her take him away?"
" I didn't do anything. And if I did, I all did was help him be happy again. You are so wrapped up in yourself you didn't see him not eat but like 8 times in 2 months. You don't see the way he smiles when Doc's near him. He's fucking happy, and as his mother you should be happy about that, but your not. You took him away and made him miserable and depressed."
"She's just using him."
"Did you not see her sobbing? Did you not see the way she looks at him?"
"Yeah she looks at him like a meal ticket."
"She doesn't need his money, she doesn't need his fame."
"Why the hell not?"
"Because her brother and all those men behind her in court today they are all in Nascar. Hell in this area of the country, she's more of a celebrity than Justin is. She's the new Tour doctor for Nascar. She has all the money and fame she needs, not that she wants it."
"That is my son and I lost him because of her."
"No Lynn you lost him, because of you. He's an adult and instead of treating him like one, you treated him like a child, then you took his rights away and took him away from his girlfriend, you have no one to blame but yourself." I said, " No if you excuse me, I have to take this stuff to Justin and get ready to go out. We're celebrating Doc and Justin's Wins." I replied, walking out before she could say anything else.
The whole way to Doc's I was thinking about if I should tell them about what Lynn said. I think I'm going to have to. I mean I never keep things from J. It's not like Lynn can hurt them so to speak. What is she gonna do go to the press, so what. Doc hasn't done anything wrong. She didn't treat Justin wrong. She been the best thing to happen to him. So what he still can't see, but he was taken away from her for 2 month, it doesn't matter to him if he can see or not, he's happy. I know that when she took him away, Lynn was pushing Jessica in his face again. Not that it worked or anything. I pulled in the drive and took a deep breath. I walked up and rang the bell. Jamie let me in before signalling me to be quiet.
I looked in the livingroom to see Justin and Doc on the couch all wrapped up in each others arms and legs. Doc as sleeping peacefully, and Justin looked like he was sleeping, but he wasn't.
"They've been asleep for awhile. I know that Sissy needed it." Jamie said.
"Yeah, they're cute." I laughed, taking my camera phone out and snapping a picture of it, before walking into the room.
"What are you doing?" Jamie asked, following me.
"J, I'm back." I said softly.
"Don't wake them." Jamie growled.
"You had a run in with Lynn didn't you?" Justin asked softly, turning his head towards our voices.
"I didn't wake him, he wasn't alseep. I he just looked like he was." I said, so Jamie would stop giving me dirty looks." And yes J, I had a run in with Lynn."
"What did she say?"
"How could I help her take you away? How could I help someone who was just using you. She called you Lena's Meal Ticket. She said all Lena wanted you for was money and fame."
"That's bullshit! Everyone around here knows it."
"Yeah I told her that too. I told her that all I did was help you be happy again and it's her fault she can't see that."
"I bet that went over well."
"Not really, she started crying telling me that I help Lena take her son away from her."
"That's a joke, she did it herself."
"That's what I told her." I said, as Jamie went to answer that door again.
"Hey Justin, why don't you let Junior hold her and Trace can help you go get your shower?" Jamie asked as he walked back in with a red head behind him.
"No." Justin growled, wrapping his arms tighter around Doc's sleeping body. "No one but me is gonna hold Doc."
"Woh woh woh... Chill out man, don't go all possesive and controling." The red head said.
"Fuck you." Justin hissed.
"Okay okay okay. Everyone just chill out. J no one's gonna take Doc from you. Whoever you are, don't go making things worse." I said, putting my hand on Jusitn's shoulder.
"Oh my bad, Justin and Trace, this is Dale Earnhardt Junior, Junior this is Trace and Justin."
"Nice to meet you I said shaking his hand when he held it out."
"Nice too meet you too Trace." Junior said, before holding his hand out to Justin, who appeared to be looking at him." Although I guess I can't say the same for pop star there. What are you too good to shake a redneck's hand?"
"What?" Justin asked.
"Oh shit." Jamie sighed." Junior, he didn't shake your hand, because he didn't know you were holding it out to him."
"What the hell are you talking about he's looking right at me."
"Justin fell and hit his head off a cement block, he has a brain injury which has caused swelling or something that made him loose his sight right now. He can't see you, he had no clue that you were trying to shake his hand."
"Oh, sorry man." Junior said.
"It's okay, the accident was kept as quiet as possible." Justin said, before reaching his hand out to shake Juniors.
"Mmm J." Doc moaned, rubbing her face in Justin's neck.
"Are you awake baby girl?" Justin asked.
"No." she pouted.
"Then why are you talking?"
"I don't know, I don't want to move."
"Well, you're gonna have to in a minute. I have to pee." Justin laughed.
"No you don't, you just think you do."
"No, I really do."
"Okay." she sighed, kissing his neck and moving her body so Justin could stand. "I didn't move anything."
"Okay." he said, as he started towards the hall.
"Do you need some help man?" Junior asked.
"No." Justin replied, as he started down the hall and into the bathroom, shutting the door behind him.
"J are you sure?" Lena asked, following him down the hall.
"No, can you help me with this belt?" He asked, opening the door.
"Sure, is that all you need?"
"Till I have to button the pants again." he laughed.
Allena's POV:
I couldn't help but smile, as I watched Justin interact with the guys. The shower, now that was fun. Justin talked me into showering with him, and damn am I glad I did. I was in heaven when he ran his hands up and down my body, touching and caressing every part of me. The heavy make out session didn't hurt anything either.
"What'cha thinking about Doc?" Elliot Sadler said, sitting down beside me.
"My man over there." I laughed, watching Justin's head bob to the music in the club, as he talked to the guys about different things. He and Reed had gone back and forth about snow boarding for almost an hour.
"I'm glad to see you happy." El smiled.
"I'm glad to be happy."
"Hey baby, come here." Justin called out.
"What?" I asked, as I kissing his cheek.
"Let's dance."
"I can't dance."
"I'll teach you."
"J, I just....."
"Come on." Justin said, standing and pulling me to the dance floor.
"J how are you gonna dance when you can't see what's around you?" Jamie asked.
"Come see." Justin smirked, as he pulled me to the dance floor.
He turned me so I faced away from him as he put his hands on my hips. He began to sway and move my hips to the beat of the music as he did the same right behind me. I could feel him rub against my ass. He was started to get turned on and so was I. They guys were hooting and hollaring from the side of the dance floor, but suddenly I saw nothing when I turned my body and looking into Justin's eyes. I seemed like he was staring back at me.
"You are so beautiful." He whispered.
"What?"
"Why didn't you tell me you were so gorgeous."
"Justin what are you talking about?" I asked, as tears filled my eyes.
"Don't cry baby." He whispered, kissing my eye.
"I'm not crying."
"No, but you were gonna."
"How...How do you know?"
"I can see your tears." He whispered, before leaning down and pressing a deep passionate kiss to my lips.
"What?" I gasped, as he pulled back.
"I can see you."
"What color is my shirt?"
"Red, it draws out the red highlights in your hair." He smiled.
"Oh my God." I whispered.
"I love you." Justin whispered, as he pulled my into a hug. " I love you so much. You are so beautiful both on the inside and out."
"You really think that even now, now that you can see me?"
"Hell yes. I'm even more conviced now. I was pretty sure that you were gorgeous, then Trace to me you were, and now I know I was right. I really do love you."
"I love you to Justin."
"Who are all those people staring at us?"
"The people you've been talking to and getting to know all night."
"Do you think they'd get pissed if we went home and celebrated in private?" Justin asked with a smiled.
"Right now I don't care if they do, let's get out of here." I said, taking his hand and starting towards the door. Justin ran up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist as we left and got in my car. I couldn't wait to get him home.
Justin's POV:
This car is so not moving fast enough. We got to the parking lot and realized that Lena didn't drive. We had to call a cab and wait for it. I wrapped my arm around her, holding her against my side, as we drove slowly towards her house. I don't know why or how I got my sight back, but I'm glad I did. Doc is so beautiful, she took my breath away when I opened my eyes and there she was. I know she lost weight while I was away, I could feel it. She's so gorgeous, but I don't think she needed to loose anything.
"Are you okay?" Allena asked.
"I've never been better, you are so gorgeous. I knew before that you were, but I when I saw you, you took my breath away. I do love you so much Doc."
"I love you too, but I don't see what you see."
"That's okay, baby. I'm gonna tell you it until you believe me." I whispered, leaning in and pressing a deep kiss on her lips.
She moaned, pressing herself against me. I slowely ended the kiss, not wanting to start anything in the back of a cab. I want to do this right.
We finally got back to Doc's house. She led us in and up to her room.
"I'm going to go change, I'll be right back." she smiled, walking into the bathroom.
I grabbed a lighter and lit all the candles in her room, before cralwing on the bed. I've done this a million times, but I'm actually nervous. I want this to be perfect. I looked up as the bathroom door opened. Doc walked out in a black slik nightie. My jaw fell open as I looked over her body.
"Come here." I whispered.
"Do you like?" she asked, as she crawled on the bed.
"I more than like. I love." I whisepred, as I pulled her into my arms.
"I was hoping you would."
"You bought this for me?"
"Yeah, after your Mom took you away, I did some shopping therepy. I bought this for your homecoming." she smiled.
"Well welcome home to me." I laughed, before pressing my lips to hers in a deep kiss.
"Yeah, welcome home baby." She said, before rolling us over so she was on top of me.
She pressed her lips to mine, as she began to pull my shirt up my body. I wrapped my arms around her and began carressing anything that I could touch. She pulled back and I raised my arms, allowing her to pull the shirt over my head. She qucikly attacked my lips again, as she ran her hands up and down my chest, before starting on my belt and jeans. She starts kissing down my chest as she pushed my jeans and boxers down my legs, I lifted my hips to help her.
"MMM Lena." I moaned, as she licked her tongue over my nipples.
"What baby?" she teased, before starting down my chest again.
"That feels so good." I groaned, as she licked the patch of hair leading down to my hard cock.
"Good it's supposed to." she replied, before licking the head of my cock, causing me to jerk.
She sucked the mushroom head into her mouth, licking the slit, as I threw my head back against the pillows behind my head.
"God Le." I moaned, as she began bobing her head, taking more of me in.
She lightly dragged her teeth on the way up, driving me crazy. She picked up the pace, as she sucked harder, pushing me closer and closer to the edge. I reached down threaded my fingers in her hair, massaging her scalp as the pleasure rushed through my body. I don't think I've ever felt pleasure like this before.
"So close doc. So fucking close." I groaned, as my eyes closed and my orgasm began to flow through me. " Fuck Lena." I groaned, as I filled her mouth with my cum.
She smiled, as she kissed back up my body, as my heart continued to race, and I gasped for air. " I love you."
"I love you too babygirl." I whispered, pulling her into my arms, pressing my lips to hers, as I rolled us over, pinning her under me.
Allena's POV:
Justin pressed his body against mine, as he kissed me deeply. His heart was still racing from his orgasm, as he began kissing down my neck, telling me how beautiful I was. I just want to rip my clothes off and beg him to fuck me. He lit all the candles in my room, causing his body to glow. He was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen been. I moaned, as he hit my soft spot on my neck, pleasure racing through my body. He grabbed the hem of my nightie and pulled it up over my head.
"No panites, God you're naughty." He whispered, as he kissed down to my nipples.
"Shit J." I moaned, as he sucked hard, nibbling occasionally.
"What, tell me what you want?" he asked, as he switched to my other nipple.
"Anything." I moaned, enjoying the sparks that went directly from my nipple and spread around my body.
"Do you want my fingers, my mouth, what?"
"Mouth." I whimpered, when he pulled away.
"Where?" He teased.
"Justin." I complained.
"Where baby, I want to please you."
"Everywhere."
"Where exactly."
"Down."
"Down?" he asked, kissing and sucking on my stomach.
"Further." I complained.
He kissed down a little further, still not where I needed him. " Damn it Justin further. You know where I need you."
"Do I?"
"Yes."
"Okay, I do." He whispered, before kissing the rest of the way down, settling himself between my legs.
He kissing the outside of my lips before spreading me open and running his tongue from my opening up to my clit. I screamed out as his tongue hit that bundle of nerves that had been neglected for so long. He hummed his approval before centering in on my clit. He sucked and licked before I felt something vibrate through body. I looked down but couldn't see anything. My legs began to shake as the vibration and noise continue.
"J... so .... close." I moaned, as I threw my head back. I've never left anything like this before. He continued doing whatever he was doing, as my walls began to tighten before I screamed out my release, he moved his mouth to catch my sweet offering in his mouth. I saw stars as my orgasm continued. "Fuck."
When my walls stopped contracting he began his way back up my body, kissing and sucking every inch, before taking my lips with his. I could taste myself of his lips, as he earlier had tasted himself. He slowly pushed his hard cock into me. Entering me slowly, inch by inch.
"MMM." We both moaned, when he was fully inside me.
"I love you Doc." He whispered, as he slowly pulled back.
"I love you too." I whispered, as I wrapped my arms and legs around his body, pulling him as closely as I could.
Justin leaned down and pressed his lips to mine in a passionate kiss, as he slowly thrust in and out of me. His deep thrusts hitting that magic spot deep inside me that began my next trip to heaven.
"You are so beautiful." I moaned, as I looked deep in his eyes.
"No baby, you're the one that's beautiful." He whispered as he picked up his pace. "I'm so glad you're mine."
"I'm glad you're mine too." I moaned, as I could feel my orgasm building in my stomach and spread through out my body."So close."
"Me too baby, me too, just wait for me." He whispered, picking up the pace again.
Justin's POV:
I'm so close, but I want to make this last as long as I can. The feelings that are going through my body are the most amaizing feelings ever. This is the most amazing I've ever had. I grit my teeth as I picked up my pace, I can feel her walls starting to contract around me.
"So Close Justin." she moaned, as she pulled my head down and pressed a deep kiss on my lips.
"Me too baby, me too." I whispered, as I kissed down her neck again, sitting that spot by her ear.
"FUCK JUSTIN!" She screamed, as her walls crashed around me.
"Mmmm baby, shut yes Allena." I groaned, as I lost myself in her body, thrusting as quickly as possible, before burying myself deep inside her and coating her walls with my release.
"Mmm Justin." she whispered, as she pulled me down to rest on top of her.
"That was amazing baby. The best I've ever had." I said softly, as I gently kissed her.
"Me too. I love you Justin."
" I love you too Allena."
"Do you regret me making you wait until you got your sight back?" she asked several minutes later.
"No. I mean it still would have been amazing, but waiting and being in love with you whole heartedly made making love to you so much better than it ever could have been."
"Do you really mean that or are you just saying that becuase that's what you think I want to hear?"
"No, I mean it. Lena I will never tell you what I think you want to hear?"
"I really do love you Justin, I mean I love you for you, not for anything else."
"I know that baby, I love you for that too. I know that I can trust you for with everything and that's a big deal for me. I love being with you."
" I love being with you too, I'm so glad you here with me where you belong."
"I'm glad I'm here too. You're right, I do belong here. I belong wherever you are."
"I'm glad you feel that way, because tomorrow we have to head out to the track."
"That's fine, I don't care. What exactly do we have to do?"
"Well we just have to pack our stuff and get to the airport to catch the Roush plane. We fly with them and then we go to our coach and chill until Friday, then I work with the local doctors at the care center." She explained.
"Where is the track?"
"Bristol Tennessee." she whispered.
"Okay, so does that mean after the race we go get my stuff?"
"Yeah, if you want to, that's fine."
" I don't care, as long as I'm with you that's all that matters to me."
"You know that AJ's gonna freak when he sees you don't you?" she laughed.
"Who is AJ and why are they gonna freak?" I asked, as we laid snuggled together.
"AJ is a driver and he loves the song sexy back. He says he's bringing sexy back and is just all about that song." she giggled.
"Really, well that should be interesting."
"Yeah it should. I can't wait to see it." She laughed.
"You're going to protect you aren't you?"
"Of course, I won't let little AJ hurt you." she teased.
Allena's POV:
The night with Justin was amazing, but ever since we slept together he's been whining about my friends. Every time the guys come over he throws a fit. I owe a lot to the guys. They got me my job and they picked me up when I was crushed after Justin was forced to leave. I love having them around. We're on the plane to the track now, and Justin is sitting beside me holding my hand as if he's trying to tell everyone on the plane that I'm his. Don't get me wrong, when he first did this cave man, she's mine thing it was cute. But now it's getting annoying. After we leave the track on Sunday we're going to get his stuff from the "care center" as Lynn calls it, then we're going to his house for a day or two, before we go back to Charlotte.
"So y'all are staying the Tennessee for a few days?" Jamie asked.
"Yeah, we're gonna go get my stuff and then spend a few days at my house here."
"How many houses do you have?"
"I have one in Orlando, one in Tennessee, and one in LA. Plus I have a town house in New York" Justin replied.
"Damn dude, what the hell do you need with three houses and a town house?" Carl Edwards said.
"Well they are the places that I spend the most time, so instead of having to stay at a hotel or with my mom I wanted to have a place that I can call my own, where I can be comfortable and not have to worry about other people."
"Must be nice to have money like that." Carl grumbled.
"Quit whining Mr. Ed, you have a house in Missouri and in Charlotte." I grumbled.
He just rubs me the wrong way. He gets on my nerves. Every weekend I'm tempted to give him something to knock him out so I don't have to listen to the Poor Carl speeches. He makes more money than most of my brother's team mates and he still complains.
"So is this your first time at a Nascar race?" Matt asked.
"Yeah, I mean I've seen a few on TV, but this is my first time actually being here."
"Oh well you picked a good place to be your first." Jamie laughed.
"Why is that?"
"Racing at Bristol is crazy. It's always sold out no matter when we come, the racing is just that wild." Matt laughed.
" Cool. Well I can't wait to see it." Justin smiled.
Justin's POV:
We arrived at the track and Doc led me to her bus. I just took everything in as I held her hand.
"Come on we can explore later." Doc said, ushering me towards a huge black and red bus.
"Is this it?"
" Yup."
I wasn't expecting what I saw. She has a big screen TV, a huge comfy looking couch and a full kitchen.
"Damn Doc, you cruse in more style that I do."
"Well yours is made to move, mine is meant to stay more. Wait till you see the bedroom."
"Oh belive me, I can't wait." I smiled, wrapping my arms around her and kissing her neck.
"Well that might have to wait. The guys will be over to go to dinner in a few minutes."
"Do you have to go?"
"Yes, we have to do."
"What if I don't want to go?"
"Then you don't go and you sleep on the couch." She snapped.
"Oh it's gonna be like that?"
"Yeah it's gonna be like that."
"Enjoy the guys." I replied, going back to the bedrom and getting my bags, before going into the bathroom.
I heard the door slam as I got in the shower. I don't understand, she's been with the guys the past 2 months while I was locked away in that hell hole and she'd rather spend time with them than with me. They are at her house like every day. A few of the are constently flirting with her and it's like she's flirting back.
I finished my shower and carried my stuff out to the living room. I grabbed the blankey off the back of the couch and curled up, tears filling my eyes, " I love you Lena." I whispered, before falling asleep.
Allena's POV:
We were all sitting around a table in a bar having a good time.
"So where is Pop star?" Junior asked.
"At the track being a jack ass." I replied.
"You can do so much better, what's stuck up his ass?"
"I don't know. He threw a fit when he found out about coming here."
"Well baby, we're glad yo uleft his ass home." Junior drawled." Let's dance."
"You bet." I grinned, taking his hand and following him to the dance floor.
I began grinding against him. Before I knew it his hands were wondering and Kasey was grinding behind me. Screw Justin, its better that he stayed at the track. He would have just been a stick in the mud. He's been complaining about my friends since the night we slept together. I ran my hands over Juniors body as he leanded down and nipped at my neck.
"Mmm Junior." I moaned, settling my hands on his ass.
"You like that don'tcha Lena? I bet Pop star doesn't make you moan like that."
"Mmm." I groaned as Kasey ran his hands down my body. I threw my head back on Kasey's shoulder, as he massaged my breasts before continuing down my body.
I could feel someone watching me, but I didn't care. I was having a good time and that's all that mattered.
Dale ran his hands down and ticked my tighes.
"Junior." I moaned.
"ALLENA JANICE MCMURRAY GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE NOW!" Jamie yelled.
I turned and looked at him, seeing the fire in his eyes. " I'll be right back boys." I said, walking over to him.
Jamie grabbed my arm and pulled me outside.
"What the hell Jamie?" I asked.
"What the hell was that?"
"What?"
"You in there acting like a whore when you have a boyfriend at him that you're supposed to love."
"I wasn't acting like a whore and Justin could have come but he choose not to."
"If you weren't acting like a whore what the hell do you call letting 2 guys feel all over you; kissing and biting your neck? How are you going ot explain the bite mark on you neck? I don't blame him for not coming the way you've been acting."
"June left a mark?" I asked, reaching up to touch my neck.
"Yeah he did. I can't beleive you would do this to Justin."
"All he's been doing is complaining about my friends."
"After what I just saw I don't blame him. You're gonna be lucky if he doesn't leave your ass for this."
"I'll just tell him I told June to bite me and he did."
"You're going to lie to him?! That's great. I don't know who the hell you are, but your not the sister that I know. When my sister comes back call me. I suggest you get your ass home and try to fix your relationship before you loose a great by for a play boy who will fuck you and dump you." Jamie yelled before walking away.
I haileda cab and went back to the track. Tears filled my eyes when I walked in to see Justin curled up on the couch, dried tears stains on his cheeks.
"Oh Justin I'm so sorry." I sobbed, as I dropped to my knees beside the couch.
Justin's POV:
I woke up when Lena sobbed her apology.
"What's wrong?" I mumbled, rolling over.
"I'm so sorry. I I I ....." She sobbed.
"You what?"
"I screwed up."
"What do you mean you screwed up?" I asked, my heart sinking.
She pulled her hair a side to reveil a large bit mark.
"What... Did you..... Oh God."
"No no no. I didn't cheat. Junior and I were dancing and things got out of hand."
"What do you mean out of hand?"
"His hands and mine started wondering and he bit my neck and Kasey started dancing behind me and his hands wondered and Jamie's mad at me, he's not talking to me."
"Well that makes 2 of us. You should go to bed." I replied, rolling over so she couldn't seeme cry.
"Please Justin, I'm so sorry please. I love you." She sobbed.
"If you love me so much were you thinking about me while you were grabbing all over them and letting them touch you? We're you thinking about me wehn you were letting him suck on your neck?"
"I was mad at you! I didn't mean to I'm sorry."
"You were mad at me?!"
"Yes, all you've done since we slept together is complain about them."
"You've spend 2 months with them while I was locked away in hell. When I come home you say you love me and we make love and the next day I have to sit and watch your 'friends' firt with you while you flirt back! All I watned to do was spend some time alone with the woman I klove, with the woman who I htough loved me, but all she wants to do is flirt with other men and then she runs off and plays grab hand with them letting them suck and bite on her fucking neck while I sat here questioning if she loves me at all!"
"I don't flirt with June. I do love you."
"You don't flirt with? You've touched him more than you have me! 'Oh June you're sooo funny. Aw June that's cute. June that's so sweet.' as you kiss and rub on him!"
"No Justin ...."
"Yes Allena! You know what, I'm gonna go see if Jamie's home, maybe I can crash there until I figure out what the hell I'm gonna do."I said, standing up.
"NO PLEASE Justin! Please don't go." She sobbed, wrapping her body around my leg.
"Get off me. It's best if I go somewhere else. I can't even look at you right now."
"I'm so sorry. Please believe me. I love you Justin. I love you not him."
"Well Allena I guess you're going to have to prove that to me. Now let go. You have some decisions to make. Good night." I said, prying her off my leg and walking out.
"Hey man, I figured you'd be over here. I made the couch for ya." Jamie said, opening the door and letting me in.
"Yeah, thanks I apprecitate it."
"I'm sorry man."
"Hey you didn't feel her up and suck her neck."
"No I didn't, but she had no right to do that. God Justin, I've never been so embarresed to have her as my sister as I was tonight. She looked like a fucking whore." Jamie sighed.
"Yeah so I heard."
"Did she tell you everything?"
"What do you mean everything?"
"Did she tell you about the bite, or did she tell you she told him bite me and he did?"
"She told me about the dance floor and shit."
"Good so she decided not to lie after all."
"She was gonna lie to me to?"
"Yeah, she told me that she would just tell you that she told Junior bite me and he did."
"Yeah well that's not what she told me so...."
"I really am sorry about all this. You're a good guy Justin and I told her so."
"Thanks Jamie." I sighed, as I settled on his couch.
Allena's POV:
I sat on the floor sobbing as Justin grabbed his stuff and walked out. I begged him not to go. I know that I screwed up. There was a knock on the door and I hurried to answer it, hopping Justin had changed his mind.
I jumped up and ran to the door throwing it open, only to see Junior standing there.
"Hey you, I never thought you would be that excited to see me." Junior smirked.
"Oh it's you." I said, fresh tears filling my eyes, as I turned and went to the couch, grabbing the blanket Justin had used and pulling it over me like a sheild.
"Where's popstar?"
"Gone, either at Jamie's or on a plane away from here."
"Good." He smirked, starting towards me.
"No it's not good. I'm gonna loose the first man I've loved in so long because I was an idiot and I let you do things that I shouldn't have."
"That should tell you something." He said, leaning in to kiss me.
"No it shouldn't. I love him not you. I don't want you Junior. I want Jusitn and he's gone because I let you go to far. I screwed up and I might have lost Justin becuase of this."
"Baby come on, you deserve better than him."
"And who's better than him?"
"Me."
"You know Justin told me that you've been flirting with me and that I was flirting back and I didn't believe him and now I lost him and I have no one to blame but myself. I lost the man I love because you blinded me with lies." I sobbed." He said he was going to Jamie's to think about what he was gonna do. He's probably on the phone booking a plane ticket as far away from my whoring ass as he can, if he's even still here. He took all his stuff with him."
"I never said I was leaving." A soft voice said behind Junior.
I stood up to see Justin standing there." I.... I'm so sorry Justin.... I see now I'm so sorry."
"Don't apologize to popstar, you did nothing wrong."
"I did do something wrong. I did a lot wrong. I did a lot wrong because of you. Jamie was right you are just a play boy and once you got what you wanted and I ruined my life you would have just dumped me like you do to every girl dumb enough to fall into your bed. Well it's not gonna work. You need to leave. You've already helped me loose him. I think you need to leave now. I don't want to be around you."
"You don't mean that."
"I do Junior. You need to leave me alone and just stay away from me now." I said, walking around Justin and throwing the door open.
"You will regret this. You have the chance to do what millions of girls would love to do and you're throwing it away for a washed up popstar."
"He's not washed up, he makes more money a week than you do a month. So get the hell over yourself and go find a pit lizard. I love him not you. I want him not you get over it." I yelled, slaming the door after he walked out.
"I never said I was leaving." Justin repeated, causing me to turn around.
"You didn't have to." I whispered.
"What do you mean?"
"You took your stuff and said that you had to figure out what you were gonna do next, that you couldn't look at me."
"But I never said that I didn't want to be with you or that I was leaving."
"Justin you don't have to say it, it was implied."
"Allena you hurt me. If I hadn't gotten my sight back and been able to see the bite mark would you have told me about what happened?"
"Yes I would have."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes Justin, I know that you don't believe me, but I do love you."
"I do believe you. I heard what you said to him."
"I know but still I was a whore and I hurt you. And I screwed up."
"Don't call yourself a whore. It's gonna take time for the hurt to go away, but I still love you, it's just gonna take time."
"Okay." I nodded, trying not to cry again." What are you doing here?"
"I ah, I couldn't sleep. I just needed to talk to you."
Justin's POV:
I hated telling her that I missed her. I'm not coming back to stay, I just needed to talk to her. It made feel good to her admit it was wrong and that she didn't want him, that he needed to leave and leave her alone. That still doesn't change what happened.
"So are you back to stay?" she asked.
"No, I want to talk, but then I'm going back to Jamie's."
"Oh."
"You can't blame me Allena, you pretty much cheated on me."
"I didn't cheat on you."
"Lena you let other MEN feel you up and suck on your neck."
"I didn't sleep with or kiss them."
"So I can go out and feel women up and let them suck and kiss on my neck and that would be okay?"
"No." she whispered.
"So it's okay for you to do that, but it's wrong for me to?" I asked.
"No."
"But you didn't pretty much cheat on me."
"Justin, please I didn't do anything but grab June's ass."
"No, not that grabbing is ass is okay, but it's what you allowed them to do to you. I shouldn't have come back, I should have just stayed at Jamie's." I replied, turning for the door.
"Please don't leave Justin please. I'm sorry. I won't let it happen again."
"How can you not let soemthing happen if you can't even admit what you did?"
"Justin , I don't want to loose you. I love you so much. I'm so sorry." She said, as she began to sob again.
"I love you Lena, but I don't know if I can trust you anymore. You really don't see anything wrong with what you did. the only reason you're upset is because Jamie and I see it as wrong."
"No Justin that's not true. I know I shouldn't have done and let what happened, happen. I know and admit that I mess up and that I should have put a stop to it but I can't go back and change it."
"I know you can't go back, but damn it, it fucking hurts to know that instead of spending time with me after I was gone, you would rather be with your friends who obviously don't respect you or our relationship. I'm leaving now. I'll come find you when I'm ready to see you, have a good night." I replied.
"I do want to spend time with you. Stay here and we'll spend time together now." She pleaded.
"To little to late. Good night." I walked out for the second time .
My heart ached more now than it did the first time. I curled up on the couch and allowed my tears to fall as I slipped off to sleep, my dreams full of images of Allena and Junior.
Jamie woke me up and told me he was gonna head to the garage, that I should come with him. I got up and showered, before heading out. I looked around with wide eyes, I would never have imagined it would be crazy like this. Jamie took me to his garge and introduced me to all his crew guys. They even let me help work on the car. I couldn't believe how much fun I was having.
"So are you gonna go talk to her?" Jamie asked, as we sat on a stack of tires in his garage.
"I went back last night."
"Oh? How did that go?"
"Junior was there."
"Are you kidding me?"
"Nope. He was trying to get in her pants."
"Is my sister that dumb?"
"No, she told him to leave before she even knew I was there."
"Well that's good atleast."
"She doesn't see what she did as cheating. She said she didn't kiss or fuck him so she didn't cheat. So I said that I could g oout and feel up on girls and suck and kiss on their neck and that would be okay, she said no."
"What?! So it was okay for her, but it wouldn't be okay for you to?"
"She said she screwed up, but she wasn't cheating. I was more upset after leaving the second time than I was the first."
"That sucks, I don't know what the hell she's thinking."
"Me either."
I was walking towards where Jamie's hauler is. I'm watching practice from on there. I was taking in everything around me when I felt someone walk into me, pushing me over backwards. I saw a flash of green and blue before my world when balck.
Justin's POV:
I watched Junior glare at me before storming out. Lena's words kept running through my mind. I watched as she swiped her tears away.
"Can I have a kiss good bye?"
I walked over and cupped her face in my hands. I pressed my lips to hers in a deep passionate kiss. I put all my feelings into this one kiss. I knew I could never let her go. I pulled her closer to me and changed the angle of our kissing, tasting her deeper. When we separated we both were left breathless.
"That...... That was a hell of a kiss good bye. I'm going to miss you. I love you Justin Randall."
"That wasn't a kiss good bye. I love you Lea. I love you and I'm not going anywhere."
"Wha...what changed your mind?"
"I listened to you. I listened to what you just said. I love you and I know that I can't let you go. Yes I can forgive you and with time I'll trust you again. We're worth fighting for."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes. I've lived without and I don't want to do that again."
"Things are different now."
"No they're not. I'd still have to do everything without seeing you. I don't want to do that again."
"You're going to have to. Eventually you’re going to go back to work and well this is my job."
"I know, but we can make it work. I love you and I don't want to be without you. I don't want to wake up every morning and know that I don't have you. As long as you're my girl I don't care."
"Are you sure you can forgive and forget what I did?" She asked, looking at the floor.
"Don't look at the floor."
"I cheated on you Justin. I don't deserve to look at you."
"Baby, look at me." I said, lifting her chin with my finger. "I forgive you and I love you."
"I love you too. I promise I won't ever ever let something like that happen again."
"I believe you."
"I swear."
"I know baby."
"It wasn't supposed to be this way. This weekend was supposed to be great. We were supposed to make love and run around the track having fun. I wasn't supposed to leave you home and cheat on you. I fucked this all up."
"Baby, it's only Friday, the weekend isn't even half over. We can still turn it around. Well I don't know about the making love thing... I don't know if I can do that right now, not that I don't love you."
"I... I.. kn..."
"Who the hell am I kidding; I do know about the making love thing...."
"Justin I understand. I wouldn't want to fuck me either, not after what I did."
"That's good, because I'm not talking about fucking you.... I've never fucked you and I don't plan on it either, I'm talking about making love to you and I know for damn sure that I can do that. I'd do it right now if there wasn't this creepy nurse out there."
"God you're such a dork sometimes. I love you." She smiled, leaning up and pressing her lips to mine, as she wrapped her arms around my neck.
I kissed her back, wrapping my arms around her waist and pulling her tightly against my body.
"Doctor McMurray...." The nurse cooed, throwing open the door.
Allena's POV:
"She scares me." Justin whispered in my ear, before sucking my lobe in his mouth.
"What?" I asked trying not to giggle.
"Oh you're awake." She said sounding kind of upset about that.
"Yes, now what do you want?"
"Nothing really. I was just coming to check on the patient." She smiled, looking at Justin's ass.
"I know his ass looks good in those jeans, but you better stop staring at my man’s ass right now."I growled.
"I... I can't help it... He's like walking, talking, sex."
"Yeah well he's my walking, talking, sex and you need to stop looking at him or there will be some problems here. You are on probation with Nascar for the whole Kyle Busch thing, I don't think that Mr. Helton would like to hear about this, do you?"
"Well I don't think Mr. Helton would like you being in bed with a patient." she smiled.
"That patient was my boyfriend who was knocked unconscious following a severe head trauma, I was a little worried. I think he'd understand."
"Baby, I'll talk to him if I have to. I'll tell him that I put you in that bed, which I did. I picked you up and laid you down with me." Justin said, wrapping his arms around me.
"That's not necessary Justin. However, I'm going to release you, I'm sure my brother is looking for you by now."
"ALLENA!" Jamie screamed from outside.
"What Jame?" I asked, walking out.
"Justin's gone."
"What?"
"He was supposed to meet my guys over at the hauler and he never showed up, no one's seen him. I lost your boyfriend, or at least I think he's still your boyfriend."
"BABY! Get this crazy ass woman away from me!" Justin yelled, running out of the room and wrapping his arms around me again, putting me between him and the nurse.
"What's going on?"
"She's trying to give a sponge bath or something."
"I just told him that I should examine him before he goes." She smiled.
"That's it. I'm calling Helton right now." I screamed, marching over to the phone and calling him.
"What happened to you?" Jamie asked Justin.
"Junior pushed and I hit my head and lost consciousness for like 2 seconds and my security drug me here and I've been here with Lena ever since."
"Did you guess get things worked out?"
"Yeah we did. We're gonna be fine."
"Good, because there's this hottie that I'm taking to dinner tonight."
"James what did I tell you about those pit lizards?" I asked, walking back to the group. "Helton is on his way."
"To leave them alone... If Helton's coming this way I'm outta here. Love ya sis." Jamie said, quickly walking out the door.
"What's the deal with Helton?" Justin asked.
"He's my boss and well Jamie's boss' boss kinda." I laughed. "He’s one of the big wigs of Nascar."
"Oh, Jamie's afraid of him?"
"Jamie's had to give him lots of money." I laughed.
"What? Why?"
"Fines for breaking the rules."
"Oh. Okay." He smiled. "Is he gonna take care of creepy girl?"
"I hope so." I sighed.
Justin's POV:
I leaned down and pressed my lips to hers in a soft kiss. "I love you."
"I love you." She smiled, before leaning up and pressing her lips to mine again.
"Mr. Helton, she had no reason to call you. Do you see what she's doing? That's a patient."
"Dr. McMurray, can you explain yourself?" Mike Helton asked.
"Mr. Helton, hi. Um this is Justin Timberlake, Justin this is Mr. Helton."
"Nice to meet you, but that doesn't explain why you’re making out with a patient."
"He's my boyfriend. And technically he's not a patient, seeing at Lorrie over there never admitted him to the clinic or did any paper work on him.... IE she didn't do her job."
"Is this true?"
"Well Allena never told me to." Lorrie defended.
"She shouldn't have to tell you to do your job."
"Not to mention that she conducted herself unprofessionally, she tried to give him a sponge bath and she was ludely looking at him."
"Is this true Mr. Timberlake?"
"Yes sir." I smiled shyly. "She kinda creeps me out."
"Very well then. Lorrie, your fired, give me your hard card, get your things and leave. You will be escorted by security."
"Thank God." I sighed.
"As for your behavior today Dr. I don't think it's appropriate for you to be sleeping on shift."
"I know I'm sorry, it's just that I didn't get any sleep last night there were some issues and I didn't sleep. I promise it won't happen again."
"Very well, Take the rest of the day off, there is a doctor coming in, in a few minutes anyway."
"Thank you Sir and I promise this will never happen again."
"Good. Please just stay until the other Doctor gets here please."
"No problem."
"Good. It was nice meeting you Mr. Timberlake and I hope you enjoy Nascar."
"Well so far I have for the most part." I smiled.
"Good, Have a good day." He said, before walking out.
"So what are we gonna do today?" I asked, walking hand in hand with her back to her coach as they call them.... To me it's a bus.
"Well nothing is really happening until Qualifying later. So we can just hang out and spend some time together."
"That sounds perfect to me." I smiled, leaning down and pressing a kiss to her lips.
"Get a room you WHORE!" Junior yelled.
Allena's POV:
We spent the after noon sitting on the couch talking and kissing. I'm so glad that he forgave me. I don't even want to think about what my life would be like without him. I smiled, as I grabbed his hand and led him down pit road.
"This all is so amazing." Justin said in awe, as he looked around.
"I know, it's kind of overwhelming sometimes."
"I just can't get over the amount of people that are here."
"Justin Timberlake.... Oh My God! Justin can I have your autograph? Can I get a quick picture?" A girl said, as she came running over to us.
"Sure." Justin smiled, doing as she asked.
When he grabbed my hand again he was blinking weird. "Are you okay baby?"
"My eyes are being funny."
"Your eyes probably aren't ready to deal with the camera flashes yet. Here, put these on." I said, gently putting my sunglasses over his eyes. "These should protect you from all the flashes."
"Why would they bother me though?"
"Because Justin, you've only had your sight back for a few days and you've spent them inside mostly."
"Oh, okay." He smiled, leaning down and kissing my cheek.
"If it's still bothering you in a week tell me though okay?"
"I will, don't worry."
"Let's go find Jamie." I smiled, leading him farther down pit road.
"Looky looky who it is, Nascar's newest slut and her pop star boy toy." Junior sneered as we walked by.
"Your just jealous that she won't get with you." Justin smiled, slapping my ass as we walked by.
"How do you know I ain't already tapped that?" He yelled out.
"Because she wouldn't touch you with a 10 foot pole."
"Yet I'm the one who gave her the hickey on her neck?" He smirked.
"Junior shut the fuck up. We already know that your a fucking play boy so just leave them alone." Elliot said, walking towards us.
"Hey you." He smiled, hugging me. "How are you doing Mr. Timberlake?"
"I'm good, Elliot right?" Justin smiled.
"Yeah that's right. I'm sorry that knuckle head is causing problems."
"It's okay, it's my fault anyway. I let him get way closer to me than I should have."
"Yeah. Well that don't give him a right to talk about you two like that. He's just jealous that you won't be another notch in his bed post."
"It's bad enough that I fell for Kasey's shit before and then the way I acted the other night, I'm so ashamed. I'm stupid too, I almost lost Justin over them and I know and have known that they weren't worth it."
"I already forgave you baby and I'm right here and that's all that matters." Justin said, wrapping me up in his arms.
"I know.
"Hey Justin, some of us are planning a snow boarding trip at the end of the year, you should come with." Reed said, as he walked by.
"I really like that kid, what's his place here?" Justin whispered.
"That's Reed Sorenson, he's a good kid. He drives the 41 Target Dodge for Chip Ganassi. He was my brother's team mate for a year before Jame went to Roush."
"Yeah let me know dates and places. I'd love to go." he smiled, shaking hands with him, before Reed continued down to his car.
"You got it man."
"How much of a kid is he?" Justin whispered.
"He's 22."
"Okay, so we can get drunk while we're snow boarding and I don't have to worry about it?"
"Yeah." I laughed.
"Good." He smiled.
Justin's POV:
I really like some of these guys, but I also there a two that I could go the rest of my life without seeing again, and one of them is coming towards us, Jamie by his side. I can't help but wonder if Jamie wouldn't rather his sister be with his best friend. I sighed, as I watched them come towards us.
"What's going through your mind Mr. Sexy back?" Lena asked.
"Nothing."
"Remember that conversation about being honest we had earlier? It goes both ways."
"I'm sorry. It's stupid."
"If it's bothering you it's not stupid."
"I was just wondering if Jamie wouldn't rather have you with his friend."
"I don't care what Jamie would prefer. I love you and I'm with you. I've been down that road and I got my heart stomped on. I don't want to be with Kasey or anyone else besides you."
"I know baby." I sighed.
"Hey J, what's up?" Jamie asked, coming to stand in front of us with Kasey.
"Not much, just taking things in with Lena."
"Yeah, this place is something else."
"Yeah it is."
"Hey Lena, how are you today?" Kasey smiled.
"I'm fine." she replied, leaning back against me as I wrapped my arms around her waist.
"I had fun last night, did you?"
"No I didn't. I made a huge mistake last night. I should have stayed home with my boyfriend last night."
"It's okay baby, there is no need to go back there."
"Did she tell you what happened?" Kasey asked, looking back up.
"Yes she did and we dealt with it."
"She's pretty good in bed huh?" He smiled.
"I'm not going to talk to you about my girlfriend like that."
"Kasey knock it off. You had a chance and you broke her heart. Don't make me give you more black eyes." Jamie growled.
"It's okay Jamie, I can handle it." Lena said, lifting her head high. "I screwed up and I can deal with the repercussions."
"Just because you can handle it doesn't mean you have to baby. It's been dealt with there is no reason to continue punishing yourself over it."
"How can you walk around with her like that when she's got a hickey on her neck from someone else?" Kasey asked, looking disgusted.
"From what I heard Mr. Kahne you have no reason to be throwing stones at anyone. What I choose to do has nothing to do with you, plus it's none of your business." I said, leaning down and sucking on Lena's neck.
She moaned softly, as her body melted against mine. I didn't move back until the mark Junior had left the night before was now a dark purple, shining with my saliva. I flicked my tongue over it once more before pulling back to look at Kasey.
"Now, that's my hickey get over it." I replied, before taking her hand and leading her farther down pit road.
"Justin wait up." Jamie yelled, running after us.
"What?" I growled, losing my patience with all this crap.
"I'm sorry. Kasey's just being an ass."
"It's not your fault, but I'm tired of having to defend my relationship to those dickheads."
"I know and you shouldn't have. The ones giving you shit are the ones who are jealous."
"Yeah, well they are pushing there luck with me."
"So Reed told me that you're going to go snow boarding with him at the end of the year huh?" Jamie asked, as we leaned against his car.
"That's the plan. I really like him, I think he's pretty cool."
"Yeah he's a good guy. I like spending time with him. He's one of the guys around here who is real. We can talk about racing, but we can also talk about normal every day stuff too. He's cool."
"Yeah. I'm looking forward to going snow boarding."
"So what else do you do besides snow boarding and making women lose their panties?"
"I don't make women lose their panties...... wet them maybe." I laughed.
"JUSTIN RANDALL!" Allena scolded.
"I'm sorry baby, that was a dirty joke, true but dirty."
"Hey truth is truth."
"Truth is that half of Nascar thinks Jamie is gay." Lena laughed.
"But we all know that's not true." Jamie smiled, as he appreciated a scantily clad woman walking by.
"Is that Justin Timberlake?" I heard them whisper between themselves.
"Joy. I get to share my boyfriend again." Allena complained.
"It's part of being with me, is that a problem?" I asked.
"No. I just didn't think that Nascar rednecks were going to be Justin Timberlake fans."
"Baby, you're gonna have to deal with sharing me just about everywhere we go."
"I know." she pouted.
"Aw don't pout baby, at the end of the day no matter what, you have my heart."
Allena's POV:
I know that Justin is famous and that I have to share him with his fans, but after everything that's happened forgive me if I'm just a little insecure. Some of those girls are barely dressed and if his Mom took him away what's stopping him from leaving me for one of those girls? I mean eventually he's going to go back to LA and that's where Jessica is and she wasn't happy about him dumping her or whatever. You can't blame me for that, I mean come on he's incredibly sexy and sweet and perfect of course other woman are going to want him, but what's keeping him with me? I'm just a nerdy doctor.
"Oh my God how cool is this, we get to meet all the hot drivers and Justin Timberlake.... he's soo hot." A small blond with her breasts hanging out squealed.
I rolled my eyes as I walked towards Jamie.
"How are you ladies doing today?" Justin asked.
"Great you?"
"I'm fabulous."
"So what brings you to the track?"
"I'm just spending some time recovering with my girlfriend and her brother."
"Oh, who's that?"
"Baby, come here." Justin said, reaching out for me.
"What?" I asked, trying not to let my displeasure show.
"Come here." He smiled, pulling me over and into his arms. "This is my girlfriend Lena McMurray."
"McMurray?"
"Yes." I said, shooting her a nasty look.
"You're Jamie's sister?"
"Yes I am."
"Oh my GOD!! I have a date with Jamie tonight, we should so double date."
"Why so you can flirt with both my brother and my boyfriend? No thanks." I smiled.
"ALLENA!" Justin scolded.
"What?"
"Knock it off." He said, between clinched teeth.
"Whatever." I said, pulling away from him and walking down to Reed's car.
Justin's POV:
"Well she isn't very nice. You could do soo much better." The girl said, rubbing my arm, as I watched Lena walk away.
"What is your name?"
"Denise."
"Well it was nice to meet you Denise maybe I'll see you later." I smiled.
"Sure. I'll talk to Jamie about it." She smiled.
"You do that." I said, before walking down to where Lena was standing.
"Hey Reed, can I steal my girl for a few?"
"Of course." Reed smiled.
"That's not necessary, Reed and I were in the middle of a conversation."
"No it is necessary and Reed said it was fine." I said, before pulling her away.
"All done with the Pit Lizard?" she asked.
"I don't know what your problem is but the way you just treated my fan was wrong on so many levels. After you stormed off do you know what she told me?"
"Nope."
"That I could do so much better than you and that you're not nice."
"Do you know what she meant by doing so much better? Do you Justin? Because I do." she spat.
"With the way you acted...."
"She meant herself! Open your fucking eyes. They are called Pit Lizards for a damn reason. They will do anything to get into anyone famous' pants, usually drivers, but I'm sure you'll do."
"You don't know that. She seemed very nice."
"Well then why don't you go to fucking dinner with her and my brother, have a good time. Maybe you'll find someone so much better too." She spat before she took off running.
DAMN! Why does she have to be so difficult? Denise seemed so nice and she was much nicer than Lena was. Maybe I should just give her some space for awhile.
"Hey man, where'd Lena go?" Jamie asked, wrapping his arm around Denise.
"We didn't see eye to eye on something, I think she just need some time to cool off."
"Well Denise said something about double dating, I'm up for it."
"Well I don't think that Lena is going to go anywhere tonight."
"Well you're still welcomed to come if you want." Jamie smiled, as we watched Reed take the track.
"Thanks I think I will." I sighed, wondering if this was a good idea.
Jamie, Denise, and I were sitting talking while waiting for our food. I haven't talked to Lena at all and I'm feeling really bad about that. I sighed.
"What's wrong Justin?" Denise asked.
"I'm just thinking about Lena."
"Does Lena even know that you're here with us?"
"No."
"Why are you with her, she's a bitch. You could do so so so much better." Denise smiled, leaning over and running her hand up and down my arm.
"That is my sister. She's not a bitch."
"She kinda acted like one towards Denise."
"So now my sister is a bitch?" Jamie asked.
"No. She just wasn't very nice and when I tried to talk to her about it, she called Denise a pit lizard and some other nasty stuff before she ran off."
"Something tells me that whatever you said to her wasn't very great either, because when she ran by me she was crying."
"She called me a Pit Lizard? And just what the hell is she a fucking groupie?" Denise spat.
"No she's not a groupie and she's not a pit lizard either." Jamie growled.
"Then what's she doing here?"
"She's the tour doctor that's what she's doing her."
"She's still a bitch. I bet she put out on the first date too."
"No she didn't actually we were together for 3 months before she made love. Unlike you I bet you're going to be working on Jamie before you even get back to the track. I have to get out of here, Lena was right."
"What do you mean she was right?"
"You are nothing but a pit lizard. She also said she wouldn't come because you would spend the night trying to get with both Jamie and me and you've done just that. So have a good night Jamie and make sure your wrap up good so you don't get anything." I said, standing up, shaking Jamie's hand, and walking out.
I ran through the drivers lot back to the bus. I hope that she's not to upset with me. I'm an idiot. How could not see it when she flat out told me? I've been in the business most of my life and I missed the groupie vibe. I ran inside to see the living room empty, I looked back to see the bedroom door shut but the lamp was on. I slowly opened the door to see Lena laying on the bed, her face buried in my pillow. I carefully sat on the side of the bed, causing her to move away, her face covered in un-dried tears.
Allena's POV:
I woke up to someone touching my face. I looked up to see Justin standing there. I pulled away from him and moved as far away from him as I could.
"What do you want?"
"Baby, please come here."
"No."
"Please honey."
"The last time I was told to come here, I was told I'm not good enough for you and that I'm not nice. So I'll stay right here."
"Baby please. I'm sorry. I was wrong and I should have listened to you. You were right. She's nothing but a pit lizard and she tried to flirt with me all through dinner."
"And that's supposed to make me feel better? Considering I didn't even know you went with them, that just gives me warm and fuzzy feelings."
"I know, I should have told you and I should have listened to you. I love you and you're prefect for me. I don't want her or anyone else."
"Which is why you went to dinner with her?"
"I went with Jamie, he's the one who asked me. I didn't even stay to eat." Justin said, coming towards me.
"Oh like that makes things so much better."
"I know I was wrong and stupid and I'm sorry."
"And that makes everything perfect right?"
"No baby it doesn't but I don't know what else you want me to say. I love you, I love you, I love only you Allena. I'm sorry about what I said today. There is no one else that is more perfect for me than you. I can see myself spending the rest of my life with you, not with her or anyone else. Only you." Justin said, reaching out and pulling me into his arms.
"How am I supposed to believe that?" I sobbed, burring my head in his chest.
"Because it's true baby. I'm sorry I was unfair to you today. I love you and you make me happy. You are perfect for me."
"You hurt me."
"I know I did and I'm so sorry baby. I never meant to hurt you. I should have never said what I said, and I should have told her off long before I did and I'm sorry. I never want to hurt you. It kills me to see you crying and knowing that I caused your pain. I love you and I'll never ever let this happen again."
"You promise?" I asked, looking up.
"Yes. I promise promise promise."
"I forgive you." I said, leaning up and kissing his lips softly.
"I love you Allena."
"I love you too Justin."
Allena's POV:
I couldn't help but smile, as Justin kissed me good bye to go work on my surprise again, as if the flowers, candy, and teddy bear weren't enough. Marci stood to the side, giving me pathetic looks.
"What?"
"I hate you right now." She laughed.
"You can have my brother. Please take him." I laughed.
"I can't."
"Why not?"
"Because he doesn't know I'm alive and kidnapping is still illegal in all 50 states."
"You'll meet him I promise." I laughed, as the door flew open.
"What's up asshole." I said, looking at my brother.
"Don't be mad at me. I didn't do anything wrong."
"You couldn't have called and told me that my man was with you last night?"
"I didn't know he didn't call."
"Did you bother asking him?"
"Yes...."
"Right before he came home?"
"Sorta."
"Ready for your STD test?"
"No."
"Going to wait a few days?"
"No. I don't need one thank you very much."
"Just because you wrapped it doesn't mean anything brother."
"I didn't sleep with her."
"Wow, I'm proud of you."
"Gee thanks."
"Well since you were a good boy last night, I have a treat for you."
"Oh?"
"James, meet my new nurse Marci. Marci, meet Jamie. Go screw like bunnies in the lounge." I laughed, as they both shot me dirty looks.
"That's so not funny." Jamie scowled.
"No kidding! I'm not a pit lizard." Marci pouted.
"Oh well then I'm sorry you're not his type." I snickered.
"ALLENA!" Jamie growled.
"I'm kidding I'm kidding, go talk or something, your killing my romantic mood."
"You're in a romantic mood after last night?"
"Yes I am. Justin bought me flowers, candy, and a teddy bear. Plus he's working on a surprise for me tonight." I grinned.
"Damn I'm gonna have to get ass kissing tips from him."
"No you don't. He doesn't kiss ass anyway."
"Sure he doesn't. What do you call all this?" Jamie asked pointing to the flowers.
"Knowing how to make my girl happy." Justin said, walking in the door.
"What are you doing here?" I smiled, as he wrapped his arms around me.
"Finished everything I could for your surprise, so I decided to come back and spend some time with you. Hey Jamie, here for your STD test?"
"Ha fucking ha. Don't you think you're so funny."
"Well hell man she was about to suck your dick in that fucking restaurant."
"Yeah right after she sucked yours. After you left all she wanted to talk about is you and how big of a bitch my sister is. I left her ass at the resturant with the bill." Jamie laughed.
"You need to leave them whores alone."
"I'm going to, besides my sister just told me to go mate with her nurse."
"Way to go baby." Justin laughed, leaning down and pressing a deep kiss on my lips.
I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him closer to mine as I chased his tongue with mine. He moaned when I sucked lightly on his tongue, pushing my hips against his.
"Damn, get a room you too." Jamie yelled.
"We can't, I'm at work." I grinned. "But feel free you two."
"Gees, is anyone else getting the feeling that she's pushing us together?" Jamie laughed, looking at Marci.
"No, not at all." Justin laughed.
Justin's POV:
I left the care center to finish up dinner and get the candles lit. She should be coming very soon. I began pacing as I waited for her. Just when I thought I would go crazy the door opened.
"Justin?" She called.
I fixed my tie before walking into her view.
"Oh my God Justin. This is..... this is ...... Wow." she stuttered, as she looked around.
"Is that a good Wow?"
"Very good. This is amazing. No one has ever done something like this for me."
"Well they should have, I should have before this. I should have been doing this last night instead of what I did do."
"It doesn't matter now. I love this." She said, kissing my lips.
"Here, why don't you go put this on, while I finish dinner." I said, handing her a silky knee length nightie.
"Okay." She smiled, walked back to the bathroom.
I was sitting the last dish on the table when she walked out. I couldn't help but smirk as I looked at her. She turned around in a circle modeling it for me.
"You look amazing."
"Thank you, and just in case I didn't tell you, you look handsome." She smiled, as I pulled out the chair for her.
"Thank you."
"This looks great."
"I hope it tastes good, it's one of the few things I know how to make."
"It doesn't matter how it tastes as long as it's fuel for later." She teased, slowly running her foot up my leg.
"If you keep doing that there will be no fuel." I growled.
"Okay, I'll play nice."
I was putting the last of the food away. Lena was behind me, her arms around my waist, kissing and sucking on my neck.
"I thought you were going to play nice?"
"I did, during dinner."
"I have to clean this up."
"Leave it, it will still be here in the morning."
"Okay, go to the bedroom, I'll meet you there. Just let me blow the candles out and lock up."
"Don't be long." she whispered, kissing my lips and heading back to the bedroom.
I don't think I've ever moved this fast in my entire life. I think I set a world record for locking up before getting laid, strike that, making love. I slowed down as I reached the door. I took a deep breath before opening the door. I gasped as I saw Lena laying across the bed naked.
"Are you going to stare or join me?"
"Both." I whimpered, licking my suddenly dry lips.
"Can you do them a little faster?"
"Yes Ma'am." I said, crawling up the bed and her body
"You're breaking the rule."
"What rule?"
"The no clothes in bed rule." She smirked.
"Oh well, we can't have me breaking the rules." I laughed, getting up and quickly pulling my clothes off.
"No we can't."
I crawled over her body and softly kissed her lips. I allowed her to control the kiss and to move things along as she wished. She pushed me over and laid on top of me, thrusting her tongue deep into my mouth. I moaned, as her wetness slide over my stomach.
"Do you want me Justin?" She whispered, as she kissed my neck.
"God, more than you know!"
"Are you sure?"
"Yes. I want you so much." I moaned, wrapping my arms around her, pulling her closer to me.
"I want you too."
"Then what are you waiting for?"
"The right time?" She whispered, before lowering her wet, tight, waiting hole down on my hard cock.
"Fuck." We both moaned as she held herself still, allowing her to adjust to my size.
"You feel so amazing baby."
"Mmm." She moaned, as she slowly began to lift her hips, before sliding just as slowly back down.
"You're killing me."
"You're killing me too. You've had me so wet all day." She whispered, picking up the pace of her thrusts.
"Mmm, you always have me turned on." I groaned, rolling my hips against hers.
"God I love you Justin."
"I love you so much more."
We didn't say another word, we didn't need to. We just looked deep in each other's eyes. All the feelings, love, emotions were written in our eyes. The only sounds were whimpers and the slapping of our skin as we pushed each other toward our pleasure.
"Fuck so close." She moaned, as I rolled us, rolling my hips against hers as she thrust against me.
"Me too baby, just hold on." I whispered thrusting harder and deeper into her.
"Harder Justin." She moaned against my ear, as I pounded into her as Hard as I could.
"Fuck baby girl. So tight."
"Just a little... more... uhhhhhh." she moaned, as her walls began to contract around me.
"So close." I moaned, leaning down and kissing her lips.
"Fuck Justin." She screamed, as her walls crashed around me, pushing over the edge as I called her name over and over.
I slumped down, resting my head on her shoulder as we tried to catch our breath.
"That was... amazing Justin." she panted, running her hands up and down my back.
"You are amazing."
"No I'm not, you are. Today has just been amazing."
"I'm glad you liked it. I love you."
"I love you too J."
Allena's POV:
I woke up wrapped tightly in Justin's arms. I love the feel of his skin against mine. I think I might have to make the no clothes thing a permanent rule everywhere. I love how he can make me feel loved, cherished, and safe without really doing anything. I could feel him looking at me as I began softly tracing shapes on his stomach.
"Good morning." He whispered, kissing the top of my head.
"Mmm it sure is." I mumbled, snuggling closer.
"Did you sleep good?"
"Fantastic." I smiled, looking up at him, "You?"
"I slept great, you wore me out last night."
"I think it was a joint effort."
"You're right, it was. So what's the schedule today?"
"Well the Cup race is today so if you want to hang out with Jamie until race time, you can sit on his pit box."
"Sounds like fun. Where will you be?"
"The care center. Speaking of which I need to get a shower and head off to work, then the next 4 days I'm all yours." I smiled, leaning up to give him a soft kiss.
"I like that sound of that."
"I thought you would. So are we still going to get your stuff?"
"Yeah, if you um don't mind I want to go see my grand parents before we leave Tennessee is that okay?"
"Whatever you want to do baby, I'm along for the ride unless it involves your Mom."
"I don't have a Mom, so there is no way it could involve that."
"J, I can see how much it kills you not talking to her....."
"No, she made the choice to dump in that fucking nursing home and let me rot. I know eventually we will work things out, but until then I want nothing to do with her not after how she treated both of us."
"Justin, I'm an adult I can handle whatever she dishes out, it's you that I'm worried about."
"I'm with you again, I'm great." He smiled.
"I love you Justin."
"I love you too Lena. Go get in the shower before I make you late for work." He whispered, leaning down and pressing a deep kiss on my lips.
"Okay okay, I'm going." I groaned, getting out of bed.
"Oww oww shake them hips baby." Justin called from the bed.
I couldn't stop the blush from climbing my neck to cover my cheeks as I ducked into the bathroom.
Justin's POV:
God I love that woman! I can't get over how cute she is sometimes. I mean we spent the whole night making love and this morning she blushes when I watched her run naked to the bathroom. I know my grandparents are going to love her even if my Mom doesn't. I know it was a risk asking her to go see them with me and I hope that it goes well.
I rushed around getting dressed to go meet up with Jamie. He's going to show me the ropes of race day. I'm even getting to go to the drivers meeting. I can't wait to see what that's about. I walked outside to see Jamie sitting on a golf cart with his PR girl. I met her earlier this weekend, she seems nice... Not Allena's biggest fan for some reason. I crawled on the back with Jamie and off we went.
"So are you ready for this?" Jamie asked.
"I can wait. I'm really starting to like this sport."
"Awesome, tell all your celebrity friends." Jamie laughed.
"From what I've heard some of them already watch and come to races."
"Yeah, but they don't really act like Nascar fans. They act like... well like what we kinda expected you to act like."
"What did you expect me to act like?"
"Like you're better than us."
"Man, I'm just a southern boy like most of you are."
"I know, you're really cool actually. I'm glad my sister found a good one finally."
"Well thanks, I'm glad you like me, because I really love your sister."
"I know you do. I can see it. I'm glad you got everything worked out."
"Me too. It's going to be hard to go back and finish my tour though. I've gotten used to being with her."
"Yeah but you also got used to being without her too, so just focus and do what you love to do, I'm sure she'll come see you on tour besides that's not for awhile yet right?"
"I don't know. I haven't talked to my manager since the accident."
"Well then, don't worry about it until it's here. Just enjoy spending time together now and worry about all that shit when it happens."
"You're right." I laughed, as we walked into the drivers meeting. "How did you get so smart? I mean with the blond hair and all."
"Hey hey hey leave the hair alone." Jamie groaned.
"Okay I know a touchy subject when I hear one." I laughed.
I can't believe how crazy it is. I know I've said that before this weekend but that was nothing compared to today. There are twice as many people around today and I think that I've signed more autographs than Jamie has, but it's so much fun. The race is almost over and Jamie isn't doing to bad, much to my happiness Junior isn't either. He's doing horrible and yet I can't stop smiling at that thought. I know it sounds horrible but with all the trouble he's caused this weekend. Speaking of which I'm so excited to go see my Grandma and Granddaddy. We're leaving right after the race to go.
I looked up to see the checkered flag coming out. I don't know who won, but I don't think the crowd is happy about it. I got down and headed to the care center. I nodded at the person standing guard. I have no idea who they are but they seem to know who I am, as I walked in and saw Lena leaning against the counter doing some paperwork.
"Hey beautiful." I said, wrapping my arms around her.
"Hey, how'd you like it?"
"It was great. Jamie didn't do to bad and Junior sucked ass." I laughed.
"Yeah I saw. I figured you'd be happy about that."
"Does that make me petty?"
"No. Are you ready to head out?"
"Whenever you are."
"I just have to finish this report and we're done." She said, going back to her paper work.
"Okay, hey Marci." I greeted, as she walked in the room.
"Hey JT." She snickered.
"Let me guess, there was some show and tell this morning?"
"No showing, just telling." Marci laughed.
"Figures."
"Hey all I did was ask her why she was walking like she spent the night riding a horse."
"I told her I did." Lena laughed, as she continued working.
"Well damn baby, you don't have to lie to the girl."
"I wasn't." She laughed.
"Okay, new topic." I said, blushing lightly as the door opened and Jamie walked in with Kasey Kahne.
I quickly wrapped my arms around Lena claiming what's mine, ready to protect her if needed.
"You don't have to worry Justin, he's not here to cause trouble." Jamie said.
"Right." I rolled my eyes not moving.
"What can I do for you Kasey?" Lena asked.
"I just need something for my back, it's bothering me again." Kasey said.
"Why don't you...."
"Justin be quiet." Lena scolded, leading Kasey into one of the exam rooms and shutting the door.
Allena's POV:
I started checking Kasey's back. I know that Justin is probably going to throw a fit about this, but it's my job and no matter what I have to do it.
"You sure you're happy with him?" Kasey asked.
"Very much so, why?"
"Because he's kind of possessive don't you think?"
"No."
"Did you not see how he just acted. If he could he would have pissed on you to mark you as his."
"He's been hurt in the past and we've been apart for 2 months. He just doesn't want to lose me and he tries to protect me."
"You used to be mine, why would I want to hurt you?"
"Because you did the other day."
"What do you mean?"
"When we were on pit road for qualifying."
"What did I do?"
"All the comments about the thing with Junior."
"I'm just being honest. I think that you are better with Junior than with pop star. I think you are even better off with me than with Junior."
"That ship sailed. Kasey you lost your chance when you did what you did and treated me the way you treated me. I am happy with Justin. I don't want Junior, I never have. What do you guys have against Justin? Why do you call him pop star?"
"Because he is one. He's not right for you. You a southern girl and you don't like flashy things. You're not one for being in the spot light."
"He's a southern guy first and foremost. He treats me better than anyone ever has, a ton better than you treated me. He loves me and besides being with you guys would put me in the spot light too. So if I'm going to be in the spot light I'm going to be in it with someone who loves me and who I love. He's not going anywhere so you might as well get used to it. Hell Jamie likes him." I said.
"I just don't think he's right for you."
"Well that's not you're choice. I'm going to give you a mild muscle relaxer to get you home and then you should go to a chiropractor or massage therapist."
"Lena don't change the subject...." Kasey started.
"I'm not changing the subject, I'm done talking. You came to have me look at your back and that's what I did. I'll have my nurse bring you the medicine and you're free to leave after that. Have a good week and I hope you're back feels better." I said, turning and walking out.
"Marci, Kasey needs a muscle relaxer, here is what I want him to have and the dose and then he's good to go." I said, walking towards Justin who was very un-happy
I walked around Justin and wrapped my arms around his waist, "Listen to me Justin, I love you and only you. I don't want to be with Kasey no matter what I let him do Thursday night. I know that you're not over what I did and I'm sorry, but I have been with Kasey before and he hurt me so bad and I don't ever want to be with him again. We are not good friends and I generally don't spend time with him. This is my job and he came here because his back was hurting and it's my job to help him feel better. That's all there is too it. You have nothing to worry about the only person I want is you."
"I just want to protect you." He grumbled.
"And I love that about you. I know that you want to protect me and there are times when I want you and welcome you to protect me, but I don't always need to be protected. I can take care of my self too Justin. I love you and I don't want you to be upset with me."
"I'm not upset with you. I just don't like him."
"And I don't like you either Pop star." Kasey said, walking out.
"Good then stay away from Lena unless you have a medical problem."
"Justin, calm down baby. I love you not him and what happened Thursday will never happened again."
"I know. I trust you, it's him I don't trust."
"Well then trust me and trust that I won't let him do anything to me. Now I'm going to finish my paper work so we can head to you're Grandparents and spend some time relaxing and enjoying just being together okay?" I said, leaning up and pressing my lips to his.
"Okay, I'm sorry. I know you can handle things. I love you Lena."
"I love you too and that's okay."
Justin's POV:
I watched her pace back and forth as we waited for our car to arrive. She was calm all through the short flight, but as soon as we arrived at Memphis, she freaked. I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her close to my body.
"Relax, they're going to love you I promise."
"You said that you're mom would too and we all know how that turned out."
"I know, but my Grandparents aren't like that. They don't judge people."
"Yeah but I bet your Mom has told them all about how evil I am, how I stole her baby boy from her, how I'm a gold digging whore."
"Allena! You are none of those things and you know it. I love you and so will they."
"What if they don't? Then what. You've always said that you're family is the most important thing to you. So what happens if they don't like me, what if they hate me just like your Mom does?"
"Nothing. Yeah my family is important to me, but I LOVE YOU! I have experienced being away from you and I hate it. Nothing is going to change the way I feel about you. I promise." I said, softly kissing her lips.
"Swear on the most important thing in the world to you."
"I swear on my baby brothers' heads." He said, looking her in the eyes.
"Okay." She whispered.
"It's okay to be nervous. I don't blame you. I'd be nervous too after the way things went with my Mom, but trust me they will be different."
"I do."
"Good, there's our car, let's go." I smiled, as I lead her out the door of the air port.
"We're here!!" I exclaimed, all but bouncing in the passenger seat.
"Okay." she said, pulling into the driveway and shutting the car off.
"Don't worry." I laughed seeing her death grip on the steering wheel.
"That's a big request."
"I know, but you're stressing yourself out over nothing."
"I hope you're right Justin, but forgive me for not being as assured as you are."
"I know you're worried and I don't blame you at all, but I want you to have a good time."
"I want to have a good time too."
"Okay, let's go." I said, jumping out and rushing around to help her out of the car and lead her to the door.
"Hi Grandma!" I smiled, as she opened the door.
"Oh Grandbaby!" She squealed, wrapping me in her arms. "Wait, you can see me?"
"Yeah." I smiled.
"Oh that's great! You're Momma will be so happy to hear that."
"Right. Grandma this is my girlfriend Allena, Lena this is my Grandma Sadie." I smiled.
"It's nice to meet you." She said, holding her hand out to shake Granny's
"I've heard all about you." Granny snorted.
"I'm sure you have." She said, her smile falling, as she retracted her hand.
"Granny be nice. She's the reason I got my sight back."
"What do you mean?"
"It wasn't until I got to go back and live with her that I got my sight back." I said, wrapping my arm Lena.
"How long are you here for?"
"I don't know, Lena has to be to work on Thursday..."
"You can stay as long as you'd like Justin. You don't have to go to the track with me. I'm... I'm going to go get something from the car I forgot." She said, quickly walking to the car.
"Granny!" I exclaimed, before turning to go after Lena. "Baby wait!"
"No Justin, let me." Grandma said, starting after her.
"No, I think the woman in this family have done enough Grandma."
"Justin, I'm just going to talk to her."
"Yeah, I saw the way Mom talked to her and the way you treated her when I introduced you, I didn't know you could be that rude."
"I'm sorry Justin. You're Mom came here after court the other day and I saw how upset and hurt she was."
"Did you bother finding out why? Because the Judge threatened to file charges against her. She lied to him to control of me. She lied to him to take my life away, to take me away from the one person who made me feel safe."
"She didn't tell me that."
"I don't imagine she did."
"Just let me go apologize to her and you go say hi to your Granddaddy."
"But...."
"Don't worry. I'm not going to chase her away." Grandma said, as she headed towards the car. "Go on get in the house boy."
"Yes Ma'am." I said, slowly walking inside.
Allena's POV:
I was trying to control my tears as I sat in the car. I've never been so embarrassed in my life. I've never gone to shake someone's hand and have them not return it. I was trying to be polite and she wanted nothing to do with it. She judged me just like I was afraid she would. What do I do? Do I let Justin go or make him choose between me and his family, would he even choose me over his family? I've heard people say that if his Momma and Grandma don't approve he doesn't date them. I think they've made it very clear that they don't approve of me. The tears began to fall no matter how hard I tried to stop them.
I jumped when I heard a tap on the window. I looked up to see Justin's Grandma standing there. He probably already made his choice and sent his Grandma to get his stuff and send me on my way. I rolled down the window slowly.
"Yes?" I asked, trying to control my voice.
"I was wondering if we could talk for a minute?"
"Just say what you came to say so I can be on my way, you know what I'll save you your breath and just get his stuff for you." I said, popping the trunk and getting out.
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be. I knew that you wouldn't like me and he wouldn't choose me over you." I replied, as I started pulling his bags out.
"I think there has been a misunderstanding here. What choice was he supposed to have made?"
"The choice to break up with me. I already know so you don't have to worry about breaking it to me easy." I replied, as I started stacking his bags on the drive.
"He didn't say anything to me about breaking up with you."
"He didn't?"
"No. I came to apologize to you for being so rude to you. I judged you off what my daughter told me and my grandson quickly set me straight on what his Momma has done. I'm very sorry that I treated you the way I did. I shouldn't have judged you and I don't know why I did, I don't usually do that, I guess I just bought into what Lynn told me."
"Oh." I said looking at her.
The front door flew open and someone ran out. "What did you do Granny?!" Justin demanded as he rushed towards me.
"We had a misunderstanding that's all." Sadie said.
"Then why is she stacking my luggage on the ground?"
"She's right Justin, it was just a misunderstanding." I whispered
"Are you okay?"
"I don't know." I sighed.
"Are you crying?" He whispered, pulling me into his arms.
"I just thought that she was coming to get your stuff and break up with me for you."
"I told you that I wasn't going to break up with you no matter what."
"I know. I'm just being stupid."
"You are not stupid. I know you were thinking the worst after the way she acted when we got here."
"I know but I should have had more faith in you or trust."
"It's okay. I promised you that she wouldn't judge you like that and she did. I'm sure you were thinking the worst."
"I really am sorry about the way I acted. Please come inside and let's start over."
"Come on baby, it will be okay. Let's go inside." Justin said softly, putting his bags back in the car, before leading me inside.
"Allena, this is my Granddaddy Bill, Gramps, this this Lena." Justin introduce.
I learned last time and didn't stick my hand out or say anything.
"It's nice to meet you Miss McMurray." Bill smiled, reaching out to shake my hand.
"It's nice to meet you too Mr......."
"It's Bomar." Justin whispered.
"Please just call me Bill." He smiled.
"Then call me Lena please."
"Okay. So what do you do for a living?"
"I'm the tour doctor for Nascar."
"She's a Doctor!" Sadie smiled.
"Yeah, she the one from the law suit."
"Oh, that's right, I'm trying to forget everything that your Mother told me."
"That's great Grandma." He smiled.
Justin's POV:
We were have a good time once my Grandma forgot what Mom had told her about Lena. We were just sitting around talking about old times, anything that came to mind. Granddaddy had Lena laughing so hard she started crying.
"Momma!" Someone yelled, coming in the back door.
I looked over to see Lena tense up. I wrapped my arm around her and pulled her over onto my lap. This is one of the times that I'm going to protect her.
"Lynn, what are you doing here?" Granny asked, standing up and walking towards my Mom.
"I saw the strange car in the drive and got worried. I was afraid that someone was robbing you or something...." She said, walking in the room. "Looks like I was right."
"Lynn! You will not talk like that in my house." Granddaddy scolded.
"Daddy you don't know what she's capable of....."
"I didn't know what my daughter was capable of either, but your son let me know what you did and the only thing to I have to say to you I've never been this ashamed of you."
"What.. what are you talking about?" Mom asked, her skin turning pail.
"Justin told me what the judge threatened to do and what you did to get that Power of Attorney for him."
"But daddy, you don't know what she did...."
"She makes him happy! I have never seen Justin smile this much. By the way his sight came back when he moved back in with her." Gramps said.
"Oh baby, I'm so glad you got your sight back." Mom said, starting towards me.
"Don't bother sucking up. I don't want to talk to you. You used to be my best friend the one person I could turn to no matter what, but then you did this and I don't even want to look at you. I never thought that my own mother could be that cruel and that you would ever do anything to hurt me, but I was wrong. I'm not leaving Lena no matter what you say and if you're staying then we'll leave." I said, standing Lena up and standing up.
"Justin wait!" Mom said.
"No. You had your chance to do the right thing and you didn't do it. You tried to make me lie to have my girlfriend's medical license pulled."
"I'm sorry Justin! Please just talk to me."
"Tell Lena you're sorry, she deserves it more." I said, before heading to hug my grandparents.
"Justin please just give me a chance please."
"I said apologize to Lena."
"NO! I'm apologizing to you."
"Well that's to bad, that's not good enough. Until you can apologize and stop judging Lena I don't want to hear anything you have to say. We'll come back tomorrow sometime. I'll call to make sure she isn't here. I love you both." I said, hugging my grandparents before leading Lena to the door.
"Do you see what she's done to my son? Do you see how she's brain washed him?" Mom cried.
"She's done nothing of the sort. We used to tell you the when you found the person you're supposed to be with you will do whatever you have to, to be with them and that's what he's doing. We'll see you tomorrow." Granny said, before walking us to the car.
Allena's POV:
We got in the car, with Justin driving, "Where are we going to stay?"
"What do you mean?"
"I thought we were staying with your Grandparents."
"No, we're staying at my house. I said I wanted to spend some time alone with you and that wouldn't happen at their house, not to mention we'd be sleeping in separate bedrooms."
"Okay. I just wasn't sure. Thank you for protecting me from your Mom."
"Like I told you earlier, that's all I want to do, protect you and love you."
"I love you so much Justin, you were right, your Grandparents are amazing."
"I know, I'm just glad that Granny gave you a chance and got to know you a little."
"Me too. I had a great time."
"Me too, until Mom showed up, but I know I'll have a great time when we get to my house." he smiled, as I pulling down a long drive that lead to a rather large house.
"This is amazing." I said in awe.
"If you think this is amazing, you should see my other ones, this is the smallest."
"Oh my God, are you kidding?"
"No."
"So what do you have planned for our evening?"
"I was thinking we could curl up on the couch and watch a movie, before we go upstairs and make love until we fall asleep." He said, leaning over and pressing his lips to mine in a soft kiss before getting out and leading me inside.
"Oh you think?"
"Yeah, it sounded like a great plan to me." He grinned, "By the way, I have a stricked no clothes in bed rule."
"Oh do you now? Well I guess I'll just have to suck it up and deal with it huh?" I teased.
"Yeah sorry baby girl, I can't change the rules for you." He laughed.
"Oh no, there will be no rule bending here. I wouldn't want you to compromise your morals for me."
"Oh no there will be no compromising my morals even for you." He chuckled.
I couldn't help but laugh as we curled up on the couch and found a movie to watch. He makes me so happy! I never thought that I would get to be this happy, I thought it wasn't in the books for me.
"What are you thinking about?" He whispered, kissing my cheek.
"How amazing you are and how happy you make me."
"I'm not amazing, but I'm glad I make you happy. I just hope I make you as happy as you make me." He smiled, before giving me a soft kiss.
"Do you mean that or are you just saying that?" A voice behind us asked.
I turned to see Lynn standing in the door way.
"I thought I told you to stay away until you were ready to be nice, apologize, and stop judging her?" Justin asked.
"Please just answer my question and then I will tell you what I'm here for." Lynn said.
"Yes I mean that. I love her and She loves me. I make her happy and she makes me so fucking happy I can't even put it into words. I've never had a better time than I did this weekend."
"I'm glad you found that Justin. All I've ever wanted was to see you happy and I thought the only reason you wanted to be with her is because she was there when you were blind. I thought that Jessica made you happy. I thought that you were just using her for a security blanket of sorts."
"I was never really with Jessica. She was a fuck buddy mom. I didn't know her enough to love her, and She didn't make me all that happy."
"I'm sorry that I pushed her on you and that I took you away from the person that made you happy."
"Like I said before, apologize to her not me."
"I'm getting there Justin. I have a lot of apologies to give out."
"You got that right." I scoffed.
"Allena, be nice." Justin scolded.
"You want me to be nice to her when she has been nothing but horrible to me? She tried to take everything from me! She took you away, she got me fired, she tried to take my medical license away! See you can still do what you love to do no matter what, but if I lose my license that's it, I'm done. I can't practice medicine. I can't do what I love to do and you want me to be nice? I don't think so." I said, standing up and walking out of the room.
"Lena!" Justin yelled behind me, as I walked out the front door and slammed it shut behind me.
Justin's POV:
I watched her walk out after being so rude to my mother when she was trying to apologize. I looked up to see my Mom looking at the front door as it slammed shut.
"I'm sorry, she's never acted like that before." I said, embarrassed that my girlfriend had acted like that.
"You don't owe me an apology."
"You're right, Lena does."
"No she doesn't."
"The hell she doesn't. This whole thing is about how you acted, treated people, and what you did and then she treats you like that."
"Justin everything she said is true. I tried to take everything from her in hopes that she would just leave you alone. She has every right to be angry with me."
"That doesn't give her a right to say that stuff and to talk to you like that."
"Does she know where anything is around here?"
"No."
"So she just stormed out of here with no idea where she is or where she's going?"
"Yup."
"Don't you think you should go after her?"
"Not after how she acted."
"Justin Randall Timberlake I raised you better than that. She has a right to act like that and the fact that you acted like she didn't doesn't help anything. She's probably feeling betrayed by that. I know that you don't want to lose her and you would never forgive yourself if something happened to her." Mom said.
"She's probably just sitting outside."
"And if she's not?"
"I don't know."
"You will never forgive yourself. Go after her, don't be stupid. Don't lose her because she's expressing how upset and mad she is at me for trying to take everything from her."
"You're right." I said, getting up and going outside. To my relief she was just starting down the driveway.
"Lena wait!" I yelled, running to catch up with her.
"Just leave me alone, you made your feelings know inside." She said, continuing on her path.
"Baby stop please?"
"Don't call me baby." She sobbed.
"Don't cry? Why are you crying darlin?"
"Gee I wonder? Could it be because you lied to me? Could it be because you betrayed me?"
"I didn't lie or betray you."
"You said you would protect me and when I stand up for myself and call her on what she did to me, you yell at me." She sobbed, burring her head in her hands.
"She's trying to apologize and make things right and you were rude to her."
"Well excuse me for expressing my feelings. I won't ever let that happen again. I'm going to go get my stuff and head back to Charlotte. If you decide you want to be with ME you know where to find me." She said, before turning back for the house.
"So that's it? You're going to give up and leave after all the shit we've been through?"
"Why should I stay where I'm not wanted?"
"I fucking want you here!"
"Is that why you yelled at me? Why it took you over 10 minutes to come after me? Why I'm not allowed to express myself? Because I'm wanted here?"
"I was talking to my Mom damn it! I never said you couldn't express yourself, but you don't need to be rude to her when she's trying to make it right. Give her a fucking chance and see what's going to happen. Whether you like it or not, she's my Mom and nothing is going to change that, so get used to it."
Allena's POV:
"My how your opinion changes quick when she's here." I said, before walking in the house.
"What the hell is that supposed to mean?" He yelled, following me.
"I'm sorry for being a rude bitch. Please forgive me. I won't let it happen again. If you would please excuse me, I'm going to bed now. Good night." I said, as he walked in the front door.
"Allena wait." Lynn said, as I started up the stairs.
"No, it's okay. I was out of line and I'm sorry. I promise it won't happen again." I replied, before continuing up the stairs.
"LENA!" Justin yelled, following me.
"I apologized to her so just leave me alone." I said, before grabbing my bag and heading into the bathroom, shutting the door behind me.
I changed, before peaking my head out to see if he was in the bedroom still, he wasn't. Well I guess that tells me everything I need to know. I slipped out, before climbing into bed and pulling the covers up to my head. I could hear Lynn downstairs yelling, as the tears once again started down my cheeks. I sobbed as the front door went shut, should I go to one of the other rooms? Before I could decide, the bedroom door opened.
"Lena?" Justin asked.
I sucked in a deep breath, stopping the tears. No feelings. He doesn't want me to express feelings, no crying.
"Yes?" I asked, trying to sound as pleasant and normal as I could.
The light came on and I quickly moved to wipe the tears from my cheeks, before blinking to stop anymore from falling.
"Don't cry, please." He said softly.
"I'm not crying. I express no feelings remember, I don't cry."
"I didn't say that you shouldn't have feelings. I'm sorry that I yelled at you."
"No no it's fine. I was out of line. I'm sorry."
"Lena stop please."
"Stop what? I'm just doing what you told me to do in the drive."
"No. Please forget everything I said out there."
"No you were right Justin. I will never talk to your Mom or anyone else like that again."
"You had every right to talk to mom like that. I love you and I'm sorry that I yelled at you and that I treated you like that." He whispered, crawling into bed and spooning me.
"I'm fine, it's okay."
"You're not fine, you're hurt and you have every right to be."
"I'm not hurt, why would you think that?"
"Because I heard you sobbing. I heard your pain all the way downstairs. I know that you're hurting because I love you so much, I can feel your pain deep in my heart. Please forgive me and don't change who you are."
"Why?" I sobbed, burring my head in the pillow.
"Because I'm an idiot and I fucked up. You have a right to express how what she did makes you feel and to make her own up to what she did to you."
"That's not what you said...."
"I know. But I was mad at myself for not seeing how much it hurt you too. I was to busy with how it made me feel to see how much you had to loose, that you were willing to give up to be with me."
"I never thought twice about it."
"I know and that's what makes up what I love about you. I'm sorry I'm an idiot, do you forgive me?"
"Yes."
"I love you." He whispered, kissing my tears off my cheeks.
"I love you."
"Mom is coming in the morning she wants to apologize and try to get to know you, if that's okay?"
"That's fine."
"I'm going to try not be an idiot anymore."
"Okay." I whispered.
"Get some sleep angel."
"Good night."
"Sweet dreams." He whispered, humming softly until I fell asleep.
Justin's POV:
I woke up early and watched Lena sleep. I'm really glad that my Mom has decided to give Lena a chance. I really do love her and I know that I said I'd pick her over my family, but I don't know if I could really do that. I mean my family has been there my whole life, Lena's only been in my life for 6 months and granted I do love her and she makes me so happy, I love my family too. Lena mumbled something, nuzzling closer to me. I know that the things I said and the way I acted last night towards Lena wasn't right, and I really do regret saying it. I didn't realize how much what my Mom did really hurt her. I was to worried about how it felt to have my Mom do what she did to think about how it affected Lena. I looked at the clock and saw that my Mom would be here soon, so I carefully adjusted Lena before sliding out of bed and heading for a shower.
I was coming down the stairs when the door bell rang. I quickly rushed over and opened the door before the bell could wake Lena.
"Good morning." she smiled, as she walked in the house.
"Good morning."
"It's quiet."
"Lena's still sleeping." I said, leading her into the kitchen.
"Did you do what I told you to?"
"I did. After you left I went upstairs and she was trying to pretend that she wasn't crying or upset."
"We could hear her down here."
"I know. I told her that. God Mom it ripped my heart out to see her so upset. I didn't realize how much what you did really hurt her."
"I know. I'm so sorry about what I did. I didn't even try to get to know her and then I tried to take her medical license from her, I just... I'm so ashamed of myself."
"You're making it right now Mom, that's all we can ask right now. Please don't take it personally if she is cold, standoffish, or rude."
"Justin, I won't take anything she does personal unless it's something she does wrong to you."
"You don't have to worry about that Mom, she treats me so good, better than I deserve sometimes."
"I don't think that's true Justin. I think that you both make mistakes, but you really do love each other."
"How do you know that?"
"Because I've been there and done that with Paul."
"Yeah?"
"It's part of being in a loving relationship. No one is perfect and no relationship is perfect and I'm sure I haven't helped you're relationship. Speaking of Paul, he's going to stop by in a little bit to meet her and see you, is that okay?"
"Do you even have to ask that? I haven't seen Dad if like forever."
"Justin?" Lena asked softly, as she wondered half asleep into the kitchen.
"I'm right here baby girl." I said, scooting back the bar stool I was sitting on to wrap my arms around her.
"Mmm hmmm." She mumbled, burring her head in my neck.
"Not awake yet?" Mom asked softly.
"Nope, she doesn't want to be awake either." I laughed, as I lifted her up onto my lap, allowing her to her to nuzzle deeper into my arms.
"I get the feeling that I'm going to be making breakfast by myself this morning."
"Well I can take her back upstairs, but she probably won't stay there, she'll come right back down."
"Well then just leave her alone. I'll be happy to cook."
"Good, because I don't know if I helped if it would be edible."
"Still not a great cook?"
"No."
"Well then I hope you're girl there can cook." Mom laughed.
"Oh Mom you have no idea how good of a cook she is."
"That's good."
"She cooks Southern food too." I grinned.
"She's southern?"
"She's from Missouri, so yes."
"Midwestern/Southern." Mom laughed.
"Yeah, it's a good combo though."
"I'll bet."
"Her brother is awesome. I had so much fun with him."
"Oh? Who is he?"
"His name is Jamie McMurray, he's a Nascar driver."
"Oh, that's right. I think I heard that."
"Yeah, it was a fun weekend for the most part."
"Oh?"
"Yeah, we both made some mistakes, but that's in the past so I'm not even going to talk about it."
"Okay then."
"Justin?" Lena whimpered.
"I'm right here baby, its okay." I whispered, kissing the top of her head softly.
"What's going on?"
"I'm just sitting here talking to Mom, while she makes breakfast."
"I... I should help." She muttered, trying to sit up.
"No you shouldn't, you'll probably cut your finger off or burn yourself if you try."
"No, I should help."
"You're fine Sweetie, just relax and take your time waking up."
"Are you sure?" She mumbled.
"Yes I'm sure. Besides you look comfortable lying on Justin." Mom laughed.
"Oh." She said, starting to move.
"No, stay where you are, you're fine there baby." I said, shifting her head back into my neck.
"Are you sure?"
"Very. I love holding you."
"I love you holding me."
"Good, because I'm going to be doing this for a long time to come." I whispered, as the door bell rang. "Looks like we're going on the move baby hold on." I laughed, standing up and walking towards the front door.
"Don't hurt yourself carrying me."
"I'm fine."
I opened the door and saw my Dad standing there. "Hey Dad, come on in."
"Who is that you're carrying?" Dad asked.
"This is Allena. Lena can you say hi to my Step dad Paul?" I asked, as we walked back towards the kitchen.
Dad laughed, when Lena raised her hand and waved, not even pulling her head of my neck.
Allena's POV:
Justin sat back down as his dad sat beside him.
"Aren't they so cute Paul?" Lynn asked, as she continued making breakfast.
"They sure are. I'm just hoping to get to actually talk to her." Paul laughed.
"Oh, leave her be. She just got up."
"Yeah Dad, leave her alone." Justin laughed. "Are you going to wake up anytime soon baby?"
"When there's food." I grumbled.
"Food will be done soon. Why don't you go upstairs and shower and get dressed. By the time you're done Grub will be done."
"No. I don't want to."
"Why not?"
"I'm comfy."
"Well you're giving my dad quit the view of your boobs." He whispered. "I love my Dad but they're mine and no one else's."
"Fine." I groaned, standing up and climbing off his lap and starting towards the stairs.
"Hey you, come back here." Justin complained.
"What?"
"Give me a kiss."
"Fine." I grumbled, "Even though I don't like you much right now."
"Why not?" He pouted.
"You made me move." I pouted back.
"Well come here, I'll make it up to you." He said, pulling me between his legs and pressing his lips to mine in a soft lingering kiss.
"AWW! Look at them Paul." Lynn exclaimed as Justin pressed another sweet kiss on my lips.
"Go take a shower so Mom doesn't burn breakfast." Justin teased.
"I'm going." I grumbled, walking up the stairs.
"I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL!" He yelled up.
"Love you too." I yelled back, before shutting the bedroom door.
I showered and got dressed as quick as I could. It's really smelling good downstairs. I couldn't help but smile, as I walked downstairs hearing Justin and his family talking. Shame filled me as I thought about making him choose between us. I made him promised to pick me over his family. I can't believe I asked him to do that. I wouldn't do that with my family, how can I expect him to do it with his? I walked out the front door and sat on the swing. It wasn't long before the door opened and Justin sat down beside me.
"What's wrong baby?" He asked.
"I'm sorry." I whispered, trying to keep my emotions at bay.
"What are you sorry for?"
"I'm sorry for asking you to choose between your family and me. That was so wrong of me and I'm so sorry for that. I've never been more ashamed of myself than I am right now."
"Baby..."
"No. I had no right to ask you that. I mean they've been here your whole life and I've been here for like 4 months and I've already cheated on you. I wouldn't blame you for leaving me."
"Allena listen to me okay?" Justin said, taking my face in his hand.
"I was thinking about this when I woke up this morning. You're right, I could never leave my family no matter what and I'm sorry I know that must hurt, but...."
"No Justin don't apologize. It's the truth and I'm a horrible person for asking you to do that."
"No you're not Lena. You're not a horrible person. You just feel things more than most people do and there is nothing wrong with that. I know that my Mom hurt you and I know it's going to take time, but she's willing to try. I don't want to have to choose either and I should have been honest with you before and tell you that if I have to choose that I will choose my family."
"I know. I know you will." I whispered, as the tears fall down my cheeks.
"Don't cry Allena."
"I can't help it. After last night......."
"What about last night?"
"I wouldn't blame you for..."
"Stop right there. I know it has to hurt hearing me say I will choose my family over you, but I'm not choosing. I'm not. I hope that I never have to because God do I love you."
"I love you too."
"Don't cry. I'm not breaking up with you and as far as last night goes, I say we just scrap the whole night okay? I love you and I want to be with you and I am with you. So let's dry your tears, give me a hug and a kiss, and let’s go eat some grub and talk with my parents. Okay?" he said.
"Okay." I said, wrapping my arms around Justin's neck.
"I love you baby, please don't ever forget that. If I have to choose that will the worst day of my life."
"I don't want you to have to choose. If it ever gets to that point, I'll walk away." I cried.
"Shh, let's not even think about that okay? Let's just go see how things go."
"Okay. I really am sorry."
"Shh, it's okay. Just calm down baby girl, I'm right here and I'm with you and I love you." He whispered, kissing from the side of my head across my cheeks to my lips. "I love you."
"I love you too."
"Okay, so just relax and calm down."
"I'm trying."
"I know, you just worry about things that you don't have to worry about."
"I'm sorry I'm so dramatic."
"It's okay. It happens to the best of us."
"Is everything okay?" Lynn asked.
"Yeah, just give us a minute." Justin said, as he pulled me into his arms tighter.
"Okay, well breakfast is ready."
"We'll be in, in a minute."
"Okay."
"We should head in." I said, pulling back.
"We will in a minute. Are you okay now?"
"I'll be fine."
"Hey, just remember that I love you and that's not going to change, no matter what."
"I love you too Justin, I really do."
"I know you do. So lets go get some grub."
"Alright." I sniffed, as he wiped the last of my tears away.
"Everything will be okay." Justin smiled, before kissing me deeply.
Justin's POV:
We walked back inside to see my parents sitting at the table waiting for you.
"Good. You're here just in time, breakfast is done."
"Thank you Mrs. Harless." Allena said softly, as she sat down at the table.
"Please I thought we established that I'm Lynn."
"Sorry, I forgot."
"Is everything okay?" Mom asked.
"Um, yes. I... Everything is fine."
Dad gave me a disbelieving look. I sighed, as I watched Lena sit at the table and stare off at the wall like no one was even around her, the sadness in her over whelmed the room. I don't know what to do. I know that I told her I would pick my family over her after promising her that I wouldn't, but it's like she's given up.
"Are you sure everything is okay?" Dad asked
"Yes." She said, trying to force a smile.
"No everything is not okay. We had a huge fight last night and I told her today that I couldn't choose her over my family, even though before I promised her that I would. So now it's like she's just given up."
"Why would you have to choose either one? Why can't you have both?" Dad asked.
"Because of me." Mom said, plopping down in the chair next to Dad.
"No Mom...."
"No because of me. I'm sorry I've screwed up your family. I know how close you and Justin were and I'm sorry that I was the cause of that falling apart. I won't tear your family apart anymore." Lena said, tears falling down her cheeks again before she stood and ran from the room.
"Allena!" I called, starting to go after her.
"No, let me go Justin." Mom said standing and quickly following her.
I watched as Mom rushed out of the room. I'm not sure that is the best idea. I looked up at my Dad, before shaking my head and resting my head on the table.
"I know that you're thinking the worst right now." Dad said.
"How can I not?"
"I'm not blaming you. I don't approve of what you're mother did, but I know that she didn't do it to hurt you. She was trying to do what she thought was best for you."
"Does that make it right?"
"No and I'm not saying that it was. But I know where she was coming from."
"Dad she put me in a nursing home and took my girlfriend, my source of comfort away."
"I know you think that, but all she was trying to do was protect you. She didn't take you away from your girlfriend; she took you away from the doctor who was not helping you."
"She was my girlfriend! And she was helping me. You know nothing about what happened. Hell compare what Lena did to what Mom did."
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"Mom put me in a nursing home with old people where I couldn't do anything by myself. They put me in a wheel chair and left me. When I was at Lena's she took me through the house and helped me learn the steps to each room, she let me dress myself with little help. I was able to walk and do my own thing."
"What? Are you serious?"
"There are 46 steps from her living room to her bathroom. There are 26 steps to her upstairs. There are 57 steps from the living room to the kitchen."
"Wow."
"Yeah, she did a lot for me that Mom didn't come anywhere close to."
"Okay, but she's still your Mom and she doesn't want to hurt you."
"Dad if all you're going to do is preach at me, you can just stop now." I said standing and walking out.
"Justin get back here. I'm not preaching at you." Dad said.
"Do you not listen when you talk? All you're sitting there doing is telling my how great my mom is and how she wouldn't hurt me and blah blah blah. Well I hate to break it to you, open your damn eyes and see that she did hurt me! So just stop." I replied, before walking up stairs.
I walked in my bedroom to see Lena packing her things. "What the hell is going on here?" I asked.
"I'm doing what's best for you and your family." Lena sobbed.
"Lena, please don't go. I want you here."
"Justin, I'm just trying to save us both heart ache down the road."
"No. It's going to hurt worse if you give up without trying baby. I love you and I want to be with you."
"I've been trying to tell her that there is no reason for you to have to choose. That she doesn't have to leave." Mom said.
"Yeah well I don't know what kind of lies you told Dad, but he's down there lecturing me about how you were doing what's best for me and that you would never hurt me and that you were just trying to get me away from my doctor who wasn't helping me. Well I hate to break it to you Mom, but you did the opposite of all that. You didn't help me at all, Lena did. And whether you want to admit it or not you hurt me Mom and it's going to take time, but I don't want to loose Lena. I love her."
"I know that I hurt you and I'm sorry to both of you for that. I'm sorry that you're father was preaching at you. I promise I will set things straight with him. I'll let you two talk and I'll go try and warm breakfast. I'm sorry that I've caused so many problems with your relationship. I can see how much you love each other and I truly think you belong together."
"Thank you for saying that." Lena sniffled, as she sat down on the bed.
"I know that it's going to take some time, but I would really like to get to know you."
"That would be nice."
"I'll see you down stairs." Mom said, before standing and walking out.
Allena's POV:
I was looking at the floor when Justin picked me up and sat me on his lap, wrapping his arms around me tightly.
"I'm sorry if I made you think that we were pretty much through."
"Justin I'm nothing compared to your family."
"Yes you are. I love you and nothing is going to change that. I just want you to get along with my family."
"I just don't want to fall more and more in love with you and you break up with me because of your family." I whispered, as more tears fell.
"I know baby, I know. I fall more in love with you every second all I'm asking is that you try to get to know and get along with my family. That you try to be polite and just show them the wonderful, smart, beautiful woman I see every time I see you."
"But what if they don't like me?"
"They don't have to like you."
"But...."
"I know what I said and I know that I keep changing the rules on you and I'm sorry baby, but I don't want to loose you. At the end of the day I know that I can't live without you. I just want you all to be nice to each other. You don't have to like each other and I don't care if you secretly hate each other, just don't let it show. I love you so much, please don't leave."
"I love you too Justin and I don't want to leave. I don't want to loose you either."
"Good, then stay. In a few days we'll be back in Charlotte and it will just be us again." He whispered, before pressing his lips to mine.
"Okay." I whispered, before pressing my lips back to his.
"I love you and I promise promise promise that no matter what I'm going to find a way to make this work without losing you. I know that I've made a lot of promises that I haven't kept, but this one I'm going to. You make me so happy Lena."
"I love you too and you make me happy too Justin."
"Good, that's what I like to hear." He smiled, before leaning in and pressing a deep passionate kiss to my lips.
I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling myself closer to him, as he gently massaged my tongue with his. He pulled back to suck on my bottom lip, making me moan before thrusting his tongue back inside my mouth to dance with mine. He helped me move so I was straddling his lap, as we allowed our kiss to carry us away. I love kissing this man, it's like nothing I've ever experienced before. He knows what I like and he just automatically does it. We didn't realize we had company until someone behind us cleared their throat.
Justin kissed me softly, before pulling back to look at his parents standing in the door way. "Yes?" Justin asked.
"We just wanted to let you know that Breakfast is ready and I don't think I can reheat it again." Lynn smiled.
"We'll be right there."
"You're mother wants you to come now." Paul said firmly.
"Leave them alone Paul." Lynn scolded, pulling him away.
"What is his problem?"
"He has it in his head that Mom did nothing wrong and blah blah blah. He doesn't want to open his eyes and see that she did screw up and that all this is her fault."
"Oh." I said, looking away.
"Don't do that. I told you what I want. Let's go eat, I'm starving and I can't turn down my Momma's cooking. Then maybe we can get a round of making up in before we had to Grannies." He smiled, kissing me softly before helping me stand.
"I love you Justin."
"I love you too Allena." He smiled, taking my hand as we walked to the kitchen.
"There you are, please sit sit. Paul has something he wants to say to both of you." Lynn said, as she began to serve breakfast.
"I'm sorry." Paul said softly.
"Okay." Justin said.
"I apologized and all you have to say is okay?"
"That wasn't an apology."
"Yes it was...."
"No Paul it wasn't." Lynn said.
"What do you want me to do?"
"Apologize and mean it." Justin said, handing me the eggs.
"How do you expect me to apologize for something that I don't believe is wrong?"
"Well it doesn't matter if you believe it is wrong or not. I'm telling you Paul, I was wrong. I'm lucky that my son forgave me and that Lena is working on forgiving me. You have to look at the facts Paul. Justin was in my care for 2 months and he didn't get his sight back, the first night he was back with Lena he did. If you don't want to believe it then that's to bad, but you have to face the facts." Lynn said.
"Thank you for admitting you were wrong. I know that you were just trying to do what you thought was best for your son and I don't blame you for that." I said softly.
"No Lena I wasn't doing what was best for my son. I was being a jealous witch. I didn't want to share my son with anyone who I thought could possibly challenge my position in his life. I wanted him with Jessica because while I thought he was happy, I knew that she wouldn't challenge my place in his life, but I knew from the get go that you would."
"I'm never ever going to take your place in his life. I don't want to either. You are his Mother, you gave him life and helped him grow into the person he is today and for that I have to thank you."
"Oh Lena." Lynn said, standing and rushing around the table and pulling my into a hug. "I couldn't hand pick a better person for my son then you."
"Thank you for saying that. But I think I'm the lucky one to have him in my life."
"I think that we're both lucky to have each other." Justin grinned.
"That is very true son." Lynn smiled before taking her seat again.
Justin's POV:
Breakfast turned out to be really good, well except for my step dad staying silent most of the time.
"So what are you're plans for the day?" Mom asked, as she and Lena did the dishes.
"We're going to Grannies later, but I thought I'd show Lena around first." I smiled.
"That should be nice. Show her all the places you got in trouble at." Mom laughed.
"Hey, I didn't get into that much trouble." I pouted.
"Of course you didn't." Lena cooed, pressing a kiss to my pouted lips.
"I didn't."
"No Justin you were actually a rather good child." Mom said, patting my head.
"Okay, well we're going to head out and let you two get on with your day. I would love to see you two again before you leave." Mom said.
"How about we do dinner tomorrow night?" I asked.
"Sure. We'd love to." Mom smiled, before leading Dad out of the house.
"So, we're all alone in this big ol' house, what should we do?" I asked, as I slowly walked towards her.
"I don't know. How about we watch a movie?" She asked, starting towards the living room.
"Oh I have a much better idea than that."
"Like?"
"Like, we go upstairs and make love until we have to get ready to go to Grannies."
"Hmmm, I don't know. What kind of impression would that give?"
"Who are you trying to impress?"
"Your Grandparents."
"They won't know baby."
"Yes they will."
"No, they won't." I said, wrapping my arms around her waist and pressing a deep kiss to her lips.
"MMM, okay." She whispered.
"I'm glad you changed your mind." I whispered, sweeping her up into my arms and carrying her towards the stairs.
"Well you can be pretty convincing." She whispered, as she kissed my neck.
"Good, I'll have to remember that."
"Less talk, more moving."
"Yes Ma'am." I laughed, as I kicked the door shut and put her on the bed.
I crawled over her body, before crashing my lips against hers. I wrapped my arms around her and pressed her body as close to mine as I could. I slowly began kissing down her neck.
"I love you Allena." I whispered, as I pulled her shirt over her head.
"I love you too Justin, and I'm sorry about all the drama." Lena said, as she pulled my shirt over my head and tossed it over to where her shirt was now laying.
"Let's just forget all about that. I'm sorry that I promised you things and then backed out on them. I've changed the rules so many times on you and I'm really sorry about that, but I'm so glad that you are still here. I never want to lose you again."
"I don't want to lose you either." She smiled, as she wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me in for another deep, passionate kiss.
I unsnapped her bra as her tongue danced with mine, gently pulling the straps down her arms until it too joined the growing pile on the floor. I laid down, resting my weight on top of her, she moaned as her chest rubbed against mine.
We pulled away gasping for breath. I smiled, before leaning down and taking one of her breasts in my mouth. I kissed and sucked every inch of the mound before sucking her nipple into my mouth. Lena arched her back moaning loudly. I smiled, as I switched sides giving the twin the same attention.
"Please Justin." She whimpered.
"Please what?" I asked, kissing down her stomach till I reached her jeans.
"Please stop teasing, just make love to me. Please." She begged.
"I have every intention of making love to you."
"Now please, don't make me wait anymore."
"Okay baby, I'll move things along."
I quickly shed the rest of our clothing, before resting my weight back on her. I looked her deep in the eyes as I slowly thrust deep inside of her. I smiled as her eyes rolled back into her head as we both moaned.
"God I love you Allena." I whispered, as I leaned down and pressed a deep kiss to her lips.
She wrapped her arms around my neck, pulling me closer to her. I leaned back and rested my weight on my elbows before slowly pulling out of her. When just the tip of me was inside her I slowly pressed back in as deep as I could. God she feels so good. I can't even explain it.
"You feel so good Justin. I love you, I love the way you fill me up." She moaned.
"I love the way you feel around me baby. No one has ever felt as good as you and no one will ever feel as good as you."
I leaned down and buried my head in her neck as I let the feel of our love making take over. I love the way her walls grip me perfectly. I continued my slow deep thrusts, watching the way her body reacts to mine.
"Please J." she begs as her hips begin to thrust against mine.
"Just hold on baby, I promise this will be worth it." I whispered, as I continued my slow deep thrusts.
I can feel her walls begin to contract around me. I want this to last as long as possible.
"Mmm Justin, so good." She moans as her head thrashes from side to side as her body begins to succumb to pleasure.
"I love being this close to you baby. I love it when you're wrapped all around me." I whispered, as I sucked and kissed her neck.
"Oh GOD Justin!" She screamed as her walls crashed around me and her body began to spasm.
"Let it go Baby girl." I whispered, still thrusting slowly and deeply inside her.
"Damn Justin."
"Hold on baby, we're no where near done." I whispered, as I picked up the pace just enough to keep her on edge.
"No Justin, just just give me a minute." She begged.
"Not a chance Darlin' I promise you'll like this." I smiled.
I continued to thrust inside her as her body tried to recover from her last orgasm and began hurtling her towards her next one. I kissed down to her breasts and gently nibbled and sucked the soft skin there. I know that I'm not going to last much longer, but I'm going to do my best to get her there first.
"J, I can't.... I ... oh god." She moaned as I began the thrust faster and deeper.
"Yes you can baby. Come for me baby girl. I'm so close. Let me feel you squeeze around me baby." I groaned, trying to get her there before I loose the little control I have left.
"JUSTIN!" She screamed as her hold body jerked, and her walls crashed around me.
"Fuck baby girl." I moaned, as I lost it and filled her body with my pleasure.
"Mmm Justin." She purred, as her body slowly came down.
Allena's POV:
I don't think I've ever felt this amazing before. No one has ever been able to make me do that before. I can feel my body fighting sleep as Justin and I come down from our highs.
"I love you." Justin whispered, his head nestled in my neck.
"I love you too."
"Was it worth it?"
"Oh so worth it." I cooed.
"Good." He smiled, before leaning up and pressing a soft kiss on my lips before he started to pull out.
"No don't." I whimpered, wrapping my legs around his waist to keep him there.
"I'm to heavy."
"No you're not. I love having you laying on me like this. Please don't move."
"Okay." He yawned, as he settled back into my body, as we both drifted off to a peaceful sleep.
I woke up several hours later to Justin kissing my neck softly. "Good Morning gorgeous." He whispered.
"Good morning sexy." I smiled, as I stretched.
"Mmm, don't do that. We're supposed to go to my Grandparents."
"I know."
"Please don't move baby. I can't stand feeling you move around me."
"How about we go take a shower and take care of that issue." I smiled.
"Damn girl, didn't you get enough earlier?"
"I never get enough of you." I said, leaning up and pressing my lips to his in a teasing kiss.
"You have a deal then." He laughed, rolling us over and standing up with his hard cock still buried deep inside me.
I moaned, as I felt him move inside me with each step he took.
"You like that?" He teased, as he added and extra bounce to his step.
"Fuck Justin." I groaned, as I began to grind my hips against his.
"Damn baby, don't make me drop you."
"Then hurry up you're driving me crazy."
"Yes Ma'am." He smiled, as he deposited me on the sink and began the piston his hard cock deep inside before quickly pulling out and thrusting deep again.
"Fuck fuck fuck." I chanted as he hit that spot deep inside me that drove me crazy.
"That's it baby, tell me how much you like it."
"Fuck Justin right there don't stop." I gasped, as I thrust my hips against his as I barreled towards my release.
"God you're so wet and tight baby. That's it girl, roll them hips." Justin encouraged as he picked up his pace even more.
"Fuck Justin YES!" I screamed as my orgasm crashed through my body.
"Fuck Allena! God." Justin moaned, as he filled me with his release.
"God you're trying to kill me." Justin gasped as he tried to catch his breath before pulling out of me and helping me off the sink.
"No, I think you're trying to kill me." I said, holding onto the sink to keep my weak legs from collapsing underneath me.
"Damn girl did I fuck you so good you can't even stand?" He smirked.
"Maybe. Maybe not. I guess you'll never know."
"Oh, but I already do." He smiled, kissing me softly before helping me into the shower.
We finished our shower after a long make out session and getting to know each others bodies better. I smiled, as I got dressed, watching Justin shave and get dressed. It's so perfect. We're laughing as Justin dances us down the hall and through the house when the door bell rang.
"COMING!" Justin yells as he continues to dance us towards the door.
I can't stop giggling at how silly he's being when he opens the door to see Jessica standing there.
"What are you doing here?" Justin asked, straightening, letting go of me, and becoming serious again.
"You're dad called to let me know that you were here and you got your sight back. I thought I'd come check on you, but it seems the good Doctor here beat me to it. So what is she doing here?" Jessica said, glaring at me.
"I think I'm ahh, going to go um find something to do." I said, quickly excusing myself and leaving them standing in the hall way.
This is not how I wanted the rest of today to go.
Justin's POV:
I watched as Lena quickly walked away, not looking back as she started up the stairs.
"What the hell are you doing with her?" Jessica asked, walking in.
"Come in please." I said sarcastically, shutting the door behind her.
"Lena come here." I yelled.
"No I'm just going to stay here." She said, appearing at the top of the stairs.
"Please come here."
"Why?"
"Please baby." I pouted, as she started down the stairs.
"I was trying to give you some privacy."
"Well I don't want privacy with her. I want privacy with you." I said, taking her in my arms. "I'm sorry for the way I reacted when I opened the door. It's nothing against you and I hope you don't feel like I'm ashamed of you or anything like that."
"I just got the vibe like I'm the other woman."
"No baby, you are the only woman. So please come with me so I can get rid of her."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes. I don't want to be alone with her, plus we need to be heading out soon."
"Okay."
"Hey." I said, pulling her back as she walked towards the livingroom. " I love you."
"I love you too Justin." she whispered.
I leaned down and pressed a deep kiss to her lips. Before taking her hand and walking into the living room.
"So what exactly are you doing here?" I asked Jessica.
"I told you, I came to check on you and see how you're doing."
"Why would you do that? We're not together, we're not dating, hell we're not ever screwing."
"We were before your accident."
"Well this is now and even before the accident all we were doing was screwing."
"So, why do things have to change J? You know I screw you so good."
"Things have to change because I have a girlfriend now and you don't even compare to her at all."
"So you're screwing your doctor?"
"Lena and I were seeing each other before Mom forced me to come back here."
"How can you start seeing someone that quick? Besides you were blind you couldn't even see what she looked like."
"No I couldn't, but I could see how beautiful she was on the inside and when I got my sight back and I saw her for the first time she's the most beautiful woman I've ever seen."
"She's plain, normal. There's nothing special about her."
"Well at least I look like a woman." Lena laughed.
"Excuse me?"
"You're almost more of a man than Justin is." She giggled.
"How dare you....." Jessica started.
"Please do you even have breasts?"
"Yes I do and unlike you mine are natural."
"Well there's no doubt that yours are natural well maybe there is. Not that it's any of your business but mine are 100% God given."
"Sure they are... God given through a doctor maybe." Jessica laughed.
"Oh now they're all real trust me." I grinned, looking down the top of Lena's shirt, before I reached over and gave one a squeeze.
"JUSTIN!" Lena scolded, as she blushed.
"Don't worry baby, I love your ass too." I chuckled.
"Justin that is the most sexest thing I've ever heard you say." Jessica scolded.
"The only problem you have about what I said is that it wasn't about you."
"Baby, I hate to break this little reunion up, but we really need to get going." Lena said, looking at the clock.
"You're right we do."
"Where are you going?"
"To Justin's Grandparents." Lena said, before standing and fixing her skirt.
"Mmm we might be even later." I smirked, as I watched her hips swish as she walked by.
"Why?" Jessica asked.
"Because I'm thinking I'm going to have to fuck her brains out again before we get there." I said, licking my lips.
"You probably shouldn't I don't think she can afford to loose any more brain cells."
"Who the fuck are you talking about bitch? I graduated from High School and College along with Medical school. I'm a fucking doctor what the hell are you?" Allena said, standing in the door way with her hands on her hips. "That's right you're a no tallent, over paid, spoiled movie star." She laughed before walking back out.
"Well then, let's go it's time for you to leave Jessica. I'm fine and you now know that I'm in great hands so have a nice live Jessica." I said, leading her to the door.
"But Justin...."
"Have a great life." I smirked, slaming the door in her face.
"I can't believe you said that and then groped me in front of her." Lena said, standing behind me.
"I was just tellin the truth. I would love to find out what you have on under that skirt."
"Well maybe when we get home you'll get to find out. Let's go." She said, grabbing her purse and walking into the garage.
"Okay okay, you win baby." I laughed, following behind her.
Boy was I shocked, when I walked into the garage to see her sitting on one of my motorcycles, pulling her helmet on.
"What are you doing?"
"I thought since it was nice we could take this." She grinned.
"Fuck." I groaned, before getting on in front of her and starting the bike as she wiggled up against my back.
This is going to be bad.
Allena's POV:
I knew that it would turn him on to see me staddling the bike. To be honest that's the only reason I wanted to take it. Well that and I get to cuddle up to his back and wrap my arms around him. Although now I'm thinking this was a bad idea, as he drives down the road, the bike vibrating under us. I can feel my panties getting soaked. God maybe this was a mistake. Just when I thought I was going to lose it, he pulled into his Grandparents drive.
"After we leave here, we're taking a nice long ride." Justin whispered, as he helped me off the bike.
"Why?"
"Oh you'll see." He smirked, before leading me into the house.
I have never been more miserable in my life. I'm sitting on the love seat next to Justin. I'm so horny that I can't even stand it and his little touches every now and then aren't helping. The wicked look in his eyes tells me that he knows exactly what he's doing. It seemed like forever before Justin stretched and told his Grandparents that we needed to be on our way.
"It was so nice to get to know you." Sadie said, as she hugged me.
"It was nice to meet you too. I look forward to seeing you again." I smiled.
"Oh Me too. I hope you can come down and see us again soon."
"I'll try that's for sure."
Justin said his goodbyes too before taking my hand and leading me out. The Bomar's stood on the poarch and waved, as Justin helped me get on the bike without showing his family what I have underneath my clothes. He leaned down and pressed a deep kiss on my lips before putting his helmet on and getting on.
Before I knew it we were flying down a back road, Justin slowed down before pulling to the side of the road.
"What are you doing?" I asked.
"Get off."
"What? No! What are you going to do leave me here?"
"No baby, just get off please."
I hesitated before getting off and standing there looking at him. He pulled his helmet off before helping me take mine off.
"What are you doing?" I asked, trying to step away when he runs his hands up my legs past my skirt.
"Shh, just trust me." He said, leaning down and dropping a soft kiss to my lips as he pulled my panties down my legs.
"Justin....." I started, before he kissed me again and stuffed my panties in his pocket.
"Come here." He smirked.
"What are you doing?"
"I want you to get on in front of me." He said, helping me on the bike infront of him.
"Why?"
"You'll see." He said, before firing the bike and starting down the road, his arms on the outside as I leaned against him.
When we got going at a normal pace, I felt his hand slowly slid up my leg, before disappearing under my skirt again. When he reached my upper thighs he pulled back, wrapping his arm around my waist pulling me back so my legs spread apart.
"Good girl, spread them legs for me." Justin whispered before his hand once again started up my leg again.
"Mmmm." I moaned when his fingers drug up my slit until he found my clit.
He ran his fingers back down to my opening, collecting my moisture on his fingers before going back to my clit. I groaned, as he began slowly circling my clit as we continued down the road. I don't know what was turning me on more, the fact that we were still moving on the bike or the fact that Justin was touching me.
"Mmm." I moaned, as he thrust his fingers deep inside me again.
"You like that huh?" He teased in my ear.
"Shit."
"You are a little exibitionist aren't you?"
"No."
"Really? Is that why I'm finger fucking you on a moving motorcycle in the middle of the day?"
"Fuck!" I screamed, as he pressed his thumb against my clit.
"Yeah you really like this don't you?"
"No."
"You're body is telling me different." He laughed.
"Justin...." I groaned, I don't want to like this, but my body just won't listen.
It's like I have no control when he's touching me or around me. This is so embaressing. If someone would see us. It's kind of making me feel like a slut.
"Nooooo." I groaned, as my orgasm crashed around me.
"That's a good girl." He smirked, as he slowly pulled his hand back before pulling over again.
I jumped off the bike and walked away. I don't know how to feel. Justin leaned down and pressed kisses along my neck as his hands came around to grab my breasts. I pushed him away and walked away again.
"Lena?"
"Can I have my panties back?" I asked, going to stand next to the bike.
"Why? I'm just going to take them off again."
"Just give me my panties."
"You really didn't like that did you?" He asked, as he handed my panties back to me.
I quickly pulled them back on before grabbing for my helmet.
"Baby?"
"No I didn't Justin. I told you I didn't."
"But....."
"It made me feel and look like a whore Justin. Is that what you want me to be a whore? Because if it is, then tell me now cuz that's not me."
"I'm sorry baby. I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you feel like a whore."
"You were fingering me on a moving bike in the middle of the day how do you think it would make me look?"
"Baby, no one is around here. We're in the middle of no where." He said, just as a truck drove by.
"No one's around huh?"
"Baby, I'm sorry." He said, wrapping his arms around me. "I didn't mean to make you look or feel like that. I guess I was just so turned on seeing you on my bike that I thought with the wrong head. I'm sorry."
Allena's POV:
We had a great time in Tennessee with Justin's family. I think Paul is starting to come around, but I'm not counting on it right now. I love his Mom and Granny though they are so wonderful. We are planning a shopping trip when we're in California latter this summer. I really hated to leave, but it's back to real life now. We're at the next track getting settled in for another race weekend. Justin is starting to really love racing and Nascar. He's like a kid in a candy store right now, waiting for Jamie and Reed to get here.
"Wow, so this is how you felt last weekend huh?"
"What are you talking about?"
"This is how you felt last weekend when I wanted to go out with the guys."
"I'm still not getting it?"
"Damn Justin, You're sitting here all excited waiting for Jamie and Reed to get here so you can go hang out and it's like Allena who?"
"Allena? Who's that?" Justin asked.
"Haha ha." I said, before turning and heading for the bedroom to change.
"Baby, don't get mad." Justin called.
"I'm not." I mumbled.
I've had him all weekend and I know that it's time to share him, but I don't want to. I'm so scared that what happened last weekend will happen again. That is the last thing I want to happen. God knows that I love him and I don't want to lose him, but how many weekends like the one we had last week can he deal with? I mean, I'm not sure if I were him, that I could have forgiven myself for what I did to him.
"Doc, what's wrong?" Justin asked, walking in.
"Nothing. I'm just changing."
"Babe, I was just joking with you out there. I know you're here and I'm glad that you're here."
"I know you were joking. I'm fine really."
"No you're not, I can tell. Tell me what's bothering you."
"I don't want this weekend to turn out like the last one did and it's starting the same way." I sighed, sitting on the bed.
"No it's not baby. It's not going to be like last week. Yeah the guys are coming over, but we're not going anywhere. We're just going to hang out here. We're going to order in and watch some movies."
"But you should be able to go out and have a good time with them."
"We'll have just as much fun here as we would going out somewhere. Besides if we go out we have to deal with fans and my guards need to go with and it's just a huge pain in the ass. So I'd rather stay right here with you and the guys and hang out."
"I'm sorry, but I know that last weekend was a bad weekend and I don't know how many more weekends we can handle like that."
"I know baby, but this weekend isn't going to be the same. I'm going to make sure. We're going to have fun tonight baby. It's just your brother and Reed. And after they leave we're going to go crawl in bed and do whatever you want. I'll even let you be on top." He laughed, causing me to smile.
"Wow, you really know how to romance a girl. You should use that in one of your songs." I laughed.
"I got you to smile and laugh and that's all I wanted to do. I love you."
"I love you too."
"Good, now lets go the guys should be here soon." Justin said, pulling me off the bed and to the front of the coach as someone knocked on the door.
Justin's POV:
We had a blast with Jamie and Reed. I know that Reed is a lot younger than me, but he's a really cool guy and I could see myself hanging out with him a lot. I can see him becoming one of my better friends. And you'd think that the guy who's sister I'm dating would be a little more cautious around me, but he's not. It's like no big deal.
"Baby?" Lena asked softly.
"What?"
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah, why?"
"I've been trying to talk to you for like 5 minutes."
"Oh, sorry. I was just thinking about how much fun last night was."
"Okay."
"What do you need?"
"I was just asking what you wanted to do before I have to go to work."
"What time do you have to be there?"
"Umm, in like an hour."
"Well we could just curl up on the couch and talk."
"Okay."
"Well come're." I smiled, holding my arms out for her.
"Are you sure you're okay?"
"Never better." I grinned, settling her on my lap.
"You've been really quiet this morning."
"I know and I'm sorry, but I promise there's nothing wrong. I'm just so content with my life right now. I don't think I've ever been this happy."
"Me too baby."
"That's good baby, I'm glad that you're happy. So what do you think the chances are that Marci and Jamie will get together?"
"I don't know, but I hope they do. Marci is a wonderful girl and Jamie needs to stop screwing around with the lizards and find a nice girl, someone who is going to treat him right and be with him for the right reasons."
"What are the right reasons?"
"For who he is, not what he does. For the real person, not the Nascar driver. You know what that's like. I'm sure you're family wants the same thing for you."
"I already have that. You know the past several years I've only dated other celebrities for that very reason. I know that they were with me for the right reason, not because of my name or job, but then I found you and you gave me everything that I've ever wanted, well almost."
"Why do you say that?"
"Because you haven't given me some of the things I want, but I can see you giving them to me in the future."
"And what do you want that you see me giving you?"
"A wife and family."
"You really think that?"
"Yeah I do. I can see us together when we're old and gray."
"I can see that too, but I was to scared to say something that would scare you away."
"Baby, you don't ever have to be scared to tell me something. I'm here for you no matter what. I love you and I want you to be able to talk to me about anything."
"Okay."
"I mean that baby, even if you don't think that I'll like it, I promise that I will do everything in my power to remain calm. I love you and I want to know what's going through your mind."
"I don't keep things from you on purpose."
"I know, but no more censoring yourself. You are the most amazing woman I've ever seen. I love you, you are intelligent and I love knowing what you think."
"You think I'm intelligent?"
"You're a doctor." I smiled, leaning in and pressing a soft kiss to her lips. "Like you told Jess, you went to college and med school."
"That was fun, telling her off." she smiled.
"I bet. I wish you would have punched her or something though, that would have been hot, seeing you beat her up."
"You are weird."
"Naw, I think you're hot no matter what you're doing."
"I think you're hot no matter what you do too Mr. Sexyback." She grinned up at me.
"Hey now, I thought we agreed you'd call me Mr. Sex God."
"I never said anything like that. I love you, but I don't want you to get a bigger head than you already have."
"But baby, all you have to do to make my head bigger is be here."I whispered, trying not to laugh.
"You are...AHHH get your head out of the gutter. You said, we were going to talk and cuddle not have sex until I have to go to work." She complained.
I couldn't hold back my laugh any more.
"Why are you laughing?"
"Cuz I couldn't hold in any longer."
"What?"
"I was kidding baby, besides we don't have time to make love before you go to work."
Allena's POV:
Justin came walking into the care center after the race, arguing with Jamie, about something that happened during the race.
"That's crap!" Justin complained.
"That's the way it is. There's nothing that can be done about it." Jamie said.
"Well that sucks."
"Yeah, but it's life."
"Hi honey, it's so nice to see you too." I grumbled.
"What?" Justin asked.
"I said, Hi honey, it's so nice to see you too."
"What's the matter?"
"She's grumpy." Marci said, coming out.
"Why?"
"Because she had to treat Junior and a few other of her less than favorite people."
"Are you okay sweetie?" Justin asked, wrapping his arms around my waist.
"Fine."
"Hey, don't shut me out."
"It's just hard to hear someone who was supposed to be your friend say that horrible stuff about you."
"What did he say?"
"I... it doesn't matter."
"Yes it does baby, please just tell me."
"He said that I was a slut and a whore and that I probably had a million STD's and that everyone in Nascar should stay away from me."
"Baby, all he said that for is because he's jealous. You're probably the first person to tell him no. He's not used to woman turning him down. He wants you and he can't have you so he's trying to make you feel so low that you don't feel like you deserve to be happy, because he's not happy."
"Yeah."
"Listen to me Doc, you are an amazing person and you are awesome at your job. You deserve all the happiness in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm not worthy of you."
"I love you Justin. Let's go home."
"I'll go anywhere with you." He smiled, kissing me softly before leading me out.
Justin's POV:
I've been avoiding Johnny for the past few days. I know that he wants me to go back to my tour, but I don't want to leave Lena. I know that I have to. I owe it to my fans and everyone who has supported me and put money into it. I really don't want to have to tell Lena that I'm leaving. It's been so perfect being here with her. My phone started ringing and I sighed, knowing who it was. I can't put it off any longer.
"Hello." I answered putting him on speaker phone so I wouldn't have to hold the phone.
"Hey man, I've been trying to get a hold of you the past few days."
"I know."
"Why haven't you called me back then?"
"Cuz I didn't want to. I wasn't ready to face reality."
"Where are you at?"
"Charlotte, North Carolina."
"What the hell have you been doing there?"
"Well I've actually spent more time touring with Nascar than actually here, but my girlfriend lives here when she's not with Nascar."
"What the hell are you doing with rednecks?"
"Who the hell are you calling Rednecks?!" Lena yelled from the bedroom door.
Shit I didn't realize she was home.
"Who was that J?" Johnny asked.
"That's my girlfriend Allena."
"Who the hell is he calling a Redneck Justin? I know he's not talking about me and my friends....."
"Actually I was. Show some class lady." Johnny fired back.
"I'll show you some class you dickhead. You think you are so much better than us."
"What does she do Justin, follow the drivers around half naked?" Johnny asked.
"No you dumb mother fucker, I'm the Tour Doctor for Nascar. Talk about me being a Redneck, you ignorant bastard." Allena screamed, before slamming the bathroom door.
"Great.... Thanks Johnny." I sighed.
"She's supposed to be a Doctor?" He laughed.
"Hey, she's a damn good doctor. She took care of me when I got hurt and was blind. Not only did you manage to insult her, but you single handedly insulted most of her family and all of her friends. Nice Job."
"What?"
"Her brother is Jamie McMurray, he drives the 26 Crown Royal Ford Fusion, for Rousch Racing. One of OUR good friends is Reed Sorenson, he drives the 41 Target Dodge for Chip Ganssi Racing with Felix Sabates.... You think he's a redneck Johnny the kid just turned 20 and has his own house and cars and all that shit."
"So....."
"So my well educated girlfriend is very pissed at you. You insulted her and her family and my friends."
"I'm sorry Justin, I didn't know.... I didn't think you were into Nascar."
"I wasn't until I met Lena. It's amazing though, watching and feeling those cars fly around that track."
"What are you going to do about your tour?"
"I'm going to finish it, but the rehearsals need to be here in Charlotte."
"Why?"
"Because I'm going to spend as much time with my girl as I can."
"Okay. So do you think you can be ready to go in 2 weeks?"
"No, give me 3 weeks." I sighed. "I'll bring Trace and some of the dancers to the track this weekend and well start practicing on Monday."
"You're going to waste another week?"
"It's my life Johnny I'm going to finish the tour, but I'm going to do it my way."
"Okay, I'll make it work." He sighed, before hanging up.
I walked over to the bathroom door and knocked softly. "Baby, open up."
"It's open." She called back.
I walked in to see her sitting the bath tub. I walked over and knelt down beside it.
"Is that what you think of us too?"
"What?"
"That were uneducated, no class, rednecks?"
"No." I smiled. "You are a Doctor babe, you are none of those things and the only one that I've met so far that I would call a Redneck is Dale Jr."
"Yeah, he's a redneck, but Jamie and Reed... and me?"
"None of you 3 are anything close to Rednecks."
"You mean that?"
"Yes, I love you."
"I love you too.... Who was that?"
"My Manager."
"Great."
"Don't worry, he had it coming to him." I smiled. "But I ah, need to talk to you about something."
"You have to leave."
"Yeah."
"I knew you would."
"Some of the dancers and Trace are going to come to the track this weekend and then we're going to start Rehearsals on Monday."
"How long?"
"3 weeks or so."
"Okay." she sighed, looking down into the bubble filled water.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing, I'm just going to miss you."
"You know that you can come see me during the week and I'll be at every race I possibly can."
"Really?"
"Yes. I'm hooked. I love you."
"Love you too J." she sighed, relaxing back into the water.
Allena's POV:
Justin is more excited right now than a kid on Christmas morning. He's all but bouncing around in his seat. His friends and Dancers are supposed to be meeting us at the air port in Alabama. I'm not nearly as excited. I'm afraid they won't like me. I mean, I have no idea what to expect. We pulled up to where our plane was waiting to see Jamie standing beside his car with Reed.
"Reed and Jamie are flying with us?"
"Yeah."
"Cool. I can't wait for them to meet Marty, Eva, Nick, and Michelle."
"Yeah." I sighed.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing." I smiled.
"That smile is so fake, I know... I'm the king of fake smiles."
"It's nothing. I'm just nervous that's all."
"Don't be they'll love you."
"Just like Johnny did?"
"He didn't know he was insulting you."
"Let's just not talk about this right now okay?"
"Okay. I promise everything will be fine." He smiled, kissing me softly before jumping out and going to the trunk.
"Hey guys." Justin greeted when Reed and Jamie walked towards us.
"Umm heads up, there are some people already on our plane."
"What do you mean?" I asked, turning to see that in fact Trace was standing at the door with several other people.
"Trace?" Justin asked, seeing his friend. "TRACE!" He yelled, running for the plane.
"Don't worry, I'll get all our bags." I grumbled.
"You okay Sis?"Jamie asked.
"Peachy."
"Here, I'll get those for you." Reed smiled, taking some of our bags.
"Thanks Reed. I appreciate it."
"No problem. I know you haven't been looking forward to this weekend."
"That is an understatement. I have no idea what this part of his world is like. I mean I know that it's there and I know that he was going back to it, but I just don't know how to feel about it or how I'm going to fit into it."
"Justin will help you fit. He loves you and he's not going to leave you behind like that."
"How do you know?"
"Because everyone can see how much he loves you when he looks at you."
"I hope you're right, Reed."
"I am, he's cool. Don't worry. I'm sure his friends will be cool."
"His manager wasn't."
"What do you mean?"
"He asked Justin what he was doing hanging out with Rednecks."
"Don't let that get to you sis, everyone who isn't a race fan thinks that we're rednecks. You can't let that bother you." Jamie smiled, wrapping his arm around me and hugging me tightly.
"Thanks Jame." I smiled.
"Come on, let's go meet your man's friends." He said, moving his arm to my waist and leading me towards the plane filled with the other side of Justin's life. "Besides you've already met Trace, you know that he's cool."
"Yeah you're right, I'm just worried over nothing. You're a great big brother." I smiled, kissing his cheek.
"Good, just remember that next time I piss you off." He laughed.
"I will. I love you Jamie."
"Love you too Lea."
Justin's POV:
I can't believe they're here! I've been waiting for this weekend so we can hook up and just hang out before we go back to work. I've been really excited for them meet Lena, Jamie, and Reed. I ran across the tarmac and up the steps, hugging Trace before greeting my friends.
"I'm so excited you're here!" I smiled. "I thought you were meeting us in Alabama?"
"We were, but we decided to meet you here instead. Is that okay?" Trace asked.
"Yeah it should be fine. It was just going to be me, Lena, Jamie, and Reed."
"Reed? What kind of a name is that?"
"That is the name of a future Champion that's what kind of name that is. Whatever you do, do not make any references to them being Rednecks."
"So is that the chic who's been taking up all your time J?" Ava asked, pointing to Lena who was still by the car looking less than thrilled.
"Yes, that's Lena." I smiled.
"Not bad J." Marty smiled, as she leaned over to pull a bag from the trunk.
"She's gorgeous, not to mention smart as hell."
"We'll just have to see about that."Michelle laughed.
"Hey J, I think racer boy down there is trying to steal your woman." Ava laughed.
"No he's not." I laughed.
"Yeah I'm pretty sure he is.... or is she cheating on you?"
"She's not cheating on me, especially with him."
"What makes you so sure?" Michelle asked, "They look really close."
"Oh they're close all right." I laughed. "So close they share DNA and a womb."
"What?"
"That my jealous friends, is Jamie McMurray......... Lena's brother." Trace laughed.
"Oh." Ava said, blushing.
"You know what they say about people who assume...."
"Yes J." Michelle laughed.
I watched as Jamie, Reed, and Lena slowing climbed up the steps to the plane.
"Come here Doc." I smiled, reaching out for her.
"Yes?"
"Hey everyone, I want to introduce you to Dr. Allena McMurray. Lena, this is Marty, Ava, Michelle, and Nick."
"Hello." Lena said softly.
"Doctor?" Ava asked. "What kind of doctor?"
"I was an ER doctor, but now I'm the tour doctor for Nascar."
"What is Nascar?" Nick asked.
"Nation Associate of Stock Car Auto Racing." Jamie, Lena, Reed, and I all answered at the same time.
"Well damn, talk about answering in surround sound."
"Hey Lena." Trace smiled, giving her a hug. "It's nice to see you again."
"Good to see you too Trace." Lena smiled, hugging him back.
"Hey Jamie, Reed."
"Hey Trace." they both answered.
"Oh sorry, guys this is Jamie Mcmurray, Lena's Brother. He's a driver. And that is Reed Sorenson, he's also a driver.... and one of our really good friends."
"Hello." Reed drawled softly.
"Where are you from?" Michelle asked.
"Peach Tree City, Georgia." He smiled.
"We're still on for snow boarding in the off season right?" I asked.
"If you're not all book up Pop Star." Reed laughed.
"I'm there."
"Where are Jamie and Lena from?" Nick asked.
"Joplin, Missouri." Jamie said.
"Well we need to get in our seats, I have to be at the clinic to check in by 5." Lena said.
"Bossy isn't she?" Ava smirked.
"Some of us have important jobs." Lena smirked back. "Ones that don't involve being half naked and crawling across a stage."
"Damn.... she burned you." Marty laughed.
"I bet I make a hell of a lot more for pretending to screw your man than you do playing doctor." Ava sneered back.
"Probably not. Justin yes, but not by much." Lena grinned, before taking the seat between me and Jamie.
"Bitch." Ava hissed.
"Whore." Lena laughed.
"You are having way more fun with this than you should be." I whispered.
"If you can't beat them, join 'em." She smirked, kissing my lips quickly.
"What do you mean?"
"She doesn't like me, and she wasn't making it a huge secret. So why the hell should I play nice if she's not going to. Yes I should probably show that I have more class than that, but I just don't wanna."
"I love you." I laughed, kissing her again quickly.
"Love you too Pop star."
"Ah isn't it bad enough that Reed and Jamie call me that?"
"You call me Doc...."
"I know, but Doc is a good thing to be called."
"How about I just call you mine?"
"I like that."
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