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Summary:

Everyone has their problems.  He just never thought his would be this big.


Rated: R
Categories: In Progress Het Stories Characters: JC Chasez, Justin Timberlake
Awards: Season 6
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama
Series: None
Chapters: 17 Completed: No
Word count: 51209 Read: 42996
Published: Sep 11, 2009 Updated: Aug 15, 2011
Send To: Printer or Microsoft Word
Story Notes:

 

For Lauren.
Our muse loves you.

 I also wanna put it out there that I am, by NO means a person with any type of knowledge on medications that treat this disease.  A couple years back, I read 'My Sister's Keeper' (way before Cameron Diaz ruined the movie) and I wanted to write something like that.  Of course, no one really knows what a person goes through unless they are the person or the doctor themselves - no character, no bystander really can understand.  My terminology may be off and my diagnosis may be, too; I'm not getting help from anyone writing this.  Totally winging this.  :)

1. Introduction by Bobbilynn [Comments - 6] (1704 words)
Please don't hurt me/bust out the torches/throw stones ... I bruise just like a Georgia peach, if not easier!  <3

2. "I didn't know who else to call ..." by Bobbilynn [Comments - 4] (2418 words)
Finally.  The muse has re-entered.  Reunited, and it feels so good!  :)  I'm actually off of work for a week, so who knows, you guys might get a few updates between this one and the end of the week! 

3. "I'm glad you called me." by Bobbilynn [Comments - 4] (2889 words)
:)  Told you I'd update a few times!  But now ... work on another story!  :)

4. "Over my dead body." by Bobbilynn [Comments - 5] (3093 words)

Please pardon the errors.  Writing and posting after 2am should be banned for me because my attention sometimes shifts.  Blame the JuC love I wrote, haha

5. "I'd like to think of this as another Lou Pearlman." by Bobbilynn [Comments - 6] (2847 words)
Pretty dialogue heavy; trying to weed through a pretty rough first treatment can do that to someone :)

Thank you so much to everyone who has reviewed.  I'm glad you like it - it's pretty tough to write, but I'm trying to get it up to where (I hope) it gets a lot more dramatic.  :)

6. "I don't know if I can do this." by Bobbilynn [Comments - 5] (2560 words)
Posting kind of quick.  Just finished it and now running to the dentist.  Excuse errors/typos - I'll fix them when I come back :)

7. "I'm okay." by Bobbilynn [Comments - 3] (3201 words)
Much thanks to all the reviews I've gotten - I will respond ASAP :) (after bedtime, that is!) Posting at 5:30AM on no sleep yet.  Please excuse all errors until my tired eyes go back and fix them!  :) :)

8. "I'm not so sure about much anymore." by Bobbilynn [Comments - 3] (3369 words)
Sorry for the delay!  Pretty chatty - I promise better in-depth chapters to come :)

9. "We're all gonna get in line and ride that f*cker ..." by Bobbilynn [Comments - 6] (3573 words)
Sorry for the delay, love, love, love you guys!  Mucho thanks for the reviews - I love each and every one of them.  I WILL get around to responding to each and every one of them.  Promise!!!

10. "I don't want to die ..." by Bobbilynn [Comments - 5] (2726 words)
So apparently, I suck at updating.  I'm sorry.  This is typed up and posted without any spell-check or anything so please excuse any grammar errors/typos.  I wanted to get this up before I go on vacation ...

If you want, I tend to update a bit about my writing on twitter, so if you have an account, follow me there:  www.twitter.com/bobbilynn_NF

11. "Define normal." by Bobbilynn [Comments - 5] (3391 words)
Ah, another update.  I think this'll be it until I come back in a week ... I'll be going to the beach to spend my birthday ... woot!  Of course, I'm not as happy to be turning 25, but that's all right.  Have a great week, guys!

12. "The only good thing about hospitals is knowing that you are there." by Bobbilynn [Comments - 9] (4245 words)
If you follow me on either of my twitter accounts, you know that there had beena recent passing in my circle of friends.  My best friend from high school lost her mother last Tuesday after a short, courageous battle with Endocrine Cancer and Cushing's Disease.  While it is not AML, it still is in the same family and is a very devastating disease that took an amazing woman from her husband of 26 years and two amazing daughters.  If you pray, please pray for their family to find peace and comfort; pray for other families who have gone through the same thing.  If you don't pray, please send good thoughts ... they need it. 

Sorry for any typos.  It's been a rough one to write.

13. "Salute me and I'm putting my foot up your ass." by Bobbilynn [Comments - 5] (3343 words)

An update for Cheryl :)

14. "I’ll expect my doggie treat the next time you come in here." by Bobbilynn [Comments - 4] (2860 words)
I love, love, love you all.  I suck at responding to reviews, but know I love, love, love every. single. one. of. them.  <3  You guys are the reason I write more.

15. "It better be a woman." by Bobbilynn [Comments - 5] (3007 words)
I'll say it again: I love you guys.  I love your reviews, I love your mentions on twitter ... I just love you all :)  As a side note, I changed a date around ... it's a pretty big, memorable date ... but to work with this story, it had to be changed.  Doesn't change the fact that this memorable date changed a lot of fans.  Maybe not so much JC/Justin/NSYNC fans, but you'll understand when you get to it. 

16. "He's my brother. You do anything for family." by Bobbilynn [Comments - 8] (2572 words)
Hello, my babies!  Long time no see!  After many, many, mannnnny weeks of not updating, well, anything ... and many, many pokes and messages via-twitter to update at least SOMETHING, I felt I had to dust off the stories and update them.  I can't guarantee regular, weekly updates but I'm going to try and update as often as I can!  Feel free to bother me on twitter about it if I start to slack ") (twitter.com/bobbilynn.nf). 

And please excuse all typos or grammatical errors.  Very little sleep waiting for updates on my best friend popping out her (handsome!) baby boy has me pretty deprived of precious sleep ;)

Love you allllll!

17. “I want a toothbrush. I want toothpaste. I want a bottle of Jack and I want a shot gun.” by Bobbilynn [Comments - 8] (3411 words)
Many, many apologies for the delay!  It has been five months and now a few short hours into a day that I haven't updated this story - and you all know how much this story has become my baby!  I am also quite upset I missed being able to submit for Awesome August, but I know you all had amazing contributions and I can't wait to sit down and catch up and read them as the month goes on! 

ALSO!  Thank you all so, so, so much for voting for this story (and it winning!) for Extraordinary Alternate Universe!  You guys blow my mind and I love each and every one of you <3   

As a side note: my word processor apparently hates me today so spacing is off.  I am going to go back and check it after it posts to make sure it's all okay but if you find anything, let me know!  :)