Summary: Hello. Welcome to my diary. Inside you'll find the one thing that can't be made up - my life. Who am I, you ask? I'm Sam. Just plain Sam.
Come with me as I make new friends, fall in love (a few times!) and live my life. My wild and crazy life. Read if you dare!
Rated: R
Categories: In Progress Het Stories Characters: Group,
JC Chasez,
Lance Bass
Awards: None
Genres: Alternate Universe,
Angst,
Drama,
General,
Humor,
Romance
Series: None
Chapters: 84
Completed: No
Word count: 82206
Read: 261465
Published: Jun 15, 2010
Updated: Jun 25, 2012
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Story Notes:
This is an AU where the guys became famous a little later than they really did, and they don't become as big as they were either.
1. March 1998 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 4] (289 words)
Scott.
2. April 1998 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (191 words)
The Guys
3. May 1998 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (236 words)
A surprise.
4. December 22, 1998 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (200 words)
Celine.
5. December 31, 1998 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (171 words)
An introduction.
6. February 1999 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (182 words)
Goodbye.
7. April 1999 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (408 words)
Guys = trouble.
8. October 6, 1999 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (98 words)
Lance.
9. November 3, 1999 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (187 words)
Scottie.
10. December 1999 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (302 words)
Restraint
11. February 2000 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (150 words)
Valentine's Day.
12. March 24, 2000 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (184 words)
A surprise.
13. July 15, 2000 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (295 words)
Something New.
14. September 2000 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (287 words)
A list.
15. October 2000 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (228 words)
Announcement.
16. December 24, 2000 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (659 words)
A beginning?
17. April 12, 2001 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (481 words)
Aydin & Aurora
18. August 2001 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (1748 words)
The end of an era.
19. September 2001 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (2230 words)
Josh.
20. October 2001 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (1673 words)
Weekend away.
21. Late October 2001 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (550 words)
A scare, a decision.
22. November 29, 2001 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (280 words)
Coming clean.
23. December 1, 2001 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (415 words)
Getting ready.
24. December 25, 2001 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (451 words)
Christmas.
25. January 2002 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (560 words)
Court date.
26. January 26, 2002 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (579 words)
Joe's Birthday
27. February 14, 2002 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (272 words)
Valentine's Day
28. April 13, 2002 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (647 words)
First Birthday
29. July 28, 2002 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (268 words)
Twenty-two
30. August 8, 2002 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (378 words)
Twenty-six.
31. August 10, 2002 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (377 words)
Josh's entry
32. August 26, 2002 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (564 words)
Zara
33. September 2, 2002 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (411 words)
A walk.
34. September 28, 2002 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (964 words)
Anniversary
35. April 13, 2003 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (302 words)
Easter
36. May 2003 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (1183 words)
Graduation.
37. June 2003 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (222 words)
Surprise!
38. August 8, 2003 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (513 words)
Twenty-seven.
39. September 2003 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (90 words)
A late night conversation.
40. September 28, 2003 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (335 words)
Two years.
41. January 14, 2004 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (822 words)
Olivia.
42. February 2004 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (948 words)
Schizophrenic
43. August 8, 2004 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (324 words)
Twenty-Eight
44. September-October 2004 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (1750 words)
Gabby.
45. July 28, 2005 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (553 words)
Twenty-Five
46. August 8, 2005 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (2670 words)
Twenty-Nine.
47. September 11, 2005 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (373 words)
Sidetracked.
48. September 28, 2005 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (409 words)
Four Years.
49. November 30, 2005 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (660 words)
News from home.
50. December 22, 2005 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (1287 words)
Celine's Seventh Birthday.
51. December 31, 2005 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (1083 words)
New Year's Eve
52. January 9, 2006 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (859 words)
Seven?
53. January 20, 2006 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (377 words)
Letter to Karen
54. Early February 2006 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (1378 words)
Dad.
55. Late February 2006 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (597 words)
Revelations.
56. May 28, 2006 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (561 words)
Memorial Day
57. August 11, 2006 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (1369 words)
Harry.
58. August 26, 2006 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (777 words)
Zara's fourth.
59. September 28, 2006 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (2735 words)
Fifth Anniversary.
60. October 11, 2006 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (2106 words)
Homecoming.
61. November 2006 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (769 words)
New skill, family ties.
62. March 2007 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (2282 words)
Hard Times
63. April 2007 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 1] (850 words)
Exposing truth
64. May 2007 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (793 words)
Summer Plans
65. July 2007 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (550 words)
Josh's new job.
66. August 11, 2007 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 1] (1512 words)
Harry's First
67. September 28, 2007 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 1] (1615 words)
Sixth Anniversary.
68. December 2007 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 1] (2750 words)
Christmas.
69. February 2008 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (1103 words)
Issues.
70. March 2008 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (551 words)
Making Plans.
71. April 2008 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (724 words)
Getting down to it.
72. June 2008 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (4047 words)
Road Trip.
73. July 22, 2008 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (761 words)
Out of the blue.
74. Early September 2008 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (4315 words)
Grandma
75. Late September 2008 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (4085 words)
Seventh Annivesary
76. December 22, 2008 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (831 words)
Celine's tenth.
77. March 2009 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (4755 words)
Issues.
78. April 12, 2009 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (1704 words)
Aydin & Aurora's Eighth // Easter
79. Late April 2009 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (1384 words)
First Time
80. June 2009 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (1656 words)
Moving Forward
81. August 2009 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 1] (415 words)
Something Different
82. September 12, 2009 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (1354 words)
Crossroads
83. September 28, 2009 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (1627 words)
Eight Years.
84. December 2009 by Lady Morgana [Comments - 0] (575 words)
Taxes.