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 ***ON HIATUS***

JC Chasez has fallen into a depression after his career has gone downhill. Then life decides to throw in an ultimate cruel twist of fate, which causes him to question his identity and purpose. A character from his past returns and tries to lift his spirits. Will he find the strength to fight back?

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Rated: PG-13
Categories: In Progress Het Stories Characters: JC Chasez
Awards: Season 7
Genres: Drama
Series: None
Chapters: 29 Completed: No
Word count: 71015 Read: 36474
Published: Sep 17, 2012 Updated: Mar 06, 2016
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1. Chapter 1 by acciolovesong [Comments - 11] (1172 words)

Only thing I own is my original characters: Jenna and Kent Timbrook. This story is for entertainment purposes only.

I used a lyric from Until Yesterday in the last paragraph. JC said something about this in an interview  and I got the idea from that. 

2. Chapter 2 by acciolovesong [Comments - 2] (1129 words)

 This story is for entertainment purposes only. 

Thank you to everyone who has read the story :) It means a lot to me. I'm basing this somewhat on my own battle with depression and if I can lift the stigma even a little bit, I'm satisfied. 

I originally had this chapter going in a slightly different direction but that material's been moved to chapter 3. I hope you all like this. Comments and constructive criticism are welcome! 

3. Chapter 3 by acciolovesong [Comments - 2] (1828 words)

Only characters I own are original ones such as Jenna Timbrook and Damon Fouty. This story is for entertainment purposes only. 

This chapter frustrated me to end for some reason. I have no idea why. It didn't seem to end. I hope you all like it :D Constructive criticism and comments are always welcome! Thank you all so much for reading this. I hope you are enjoying it so far. 

4. Chapter 4 by acciolovesong [Comments - 2] (1398 words)

Story is for entertainment only. I only own original characters.

Thank you for your patience on this chapter. I've been busy this month with stuff. I hope you all like it.

There's a nice visual of JC near the end of the chapter. You're welcome. Anyway, enjoy reading.  

5. Chapter 5 by acciolovesong [Comments - 4] half-star (1346 words)

Story is for entertainment only and I own only original characters. 

The plot thickens in this installment. I hope you all like it.  I appreciate everyone who's taken time to read it. It means so much to me.  

6. Chapter 6 by acciolovesong [Comments - 1] (2662 words)

Original characters are mine. Story is fiction. 

I had a huge burst of inspiration for this story this week.  So I decided to go ahead and update. A lot longer than usual, but I didn't want move where it ended. 

Please, don't hate me too much after this chapter. It all has a purpose in the story.

 

7. Chapter 7 by acciolovesong [Comments - 6] (1543 words)

Story is for entertainment only and I own only original characters. 

Thank you all for reading this story and reviewing. It's been a good outlet for me and it makes me happy y'all are taking time to read it.  

8. Chapter 8 by acciolovesong [Comments - 5] (1494 words)

Story is fiction and I only own original characters.

I hope y'all like this. JC has to break the news now; including one surprise person. Feedback is always appreciated :)  

9. Chapter 9 by acciolovesong [Comments - 6] (2310 words)

Story is fiction and I only own original characters. 

I really enjoyed writing this chapter. You'll get to find out a little more abojut Jenna. I like writing them. It's fun (and makes me wish I wasn't single :P) Anyway, enjoy.  

10. Chapter 10 by acciolovesong [Comments - 5] (2129 words)

Story is fiction. I only own originals. 

Sorry about the first upload! I didn't think it would be so screwy. But it's in the correct format now.

11. Chapter 11 by acciolovesong [Comments - 5] (2207 words)

Story is fiction. Original characters are mine.

I hope you all like this chapter. Certain parts of this installment were theraputic to me. It was like the character was talking to me instead of the story! 

12. Chapter 12 by acciolovesong [Comments - 3] (1974 words)

Story is fiction; original characters are mine. 

 I've got the rest of this story pretty much outlined. Rest assured, it's not going to end any time soon.  Hope you all like this chapter. Thank you so much for reading. It means a lot. 

13. Chapter 13 by acciolovesong [Comments - 2] (2394 words)

14. Chapter 14 by acciolovesong [Comments - 4] (2117 words)

Stoiry is fiction; original characters are mine. 

I'm up for 4 awards if y'all would like to check that out. I appreciate your support SO MUCH! It keeps me going in writing this story. I did some more outlining today (more ideas keep coming!) So I hope you all like this installment. Please enjoy and feel free to leave feedback. 

15. Chapter 15 by acciolovesong [Comments - 3] (2658 words)

Story is fiction; I only own original characters.

Hi all! I hit a wall with this chapter. However, I'm really happy with the end result. I hope you are too. Today is the last voting day; I'd be honored if you considered me in your voting. Thank you again for the support! Much love to you all. 

16. Chapter 16 by acciolovesong [Comments - 3] (2631 words)

Story is fiction; original characters are mine. 

Hey all! My muse has been really chatty recently and I got inspired. I'm really happy with this chapter. Everything came together well. There's more language than usual in this chapter because of content. Just a warning. I hope y'all enjoy it.

17. Chapter 17 by acciolovesong [Comments - 1] (3291 words)

Original characters are mine; story is fiction.

The chapters might be longer from now on. With all the content I have planned, I wouldn't be surprised. Things are shifting for JC. I hope y'all enjoy and thanks for your support as always.

*Includes paraphrase from Beneath Your Beautiful by Labrinth and Emeli Sande.*

18. Chapter 18 by acciolovesong [Comments - 2] (2301 words)

Thank you so much for your support! For those of you who may not know, I started a full time job at the end of November. The past few months have been nuts with getting hired, moving and getting settled. So, updates may be a little more infrequent. But I won't give up on this story. I love writing it so much and I hope you all enjoy reading it as much. All my love to you all.

19. Chapter 19 by acciolovesong [Comments - 2] (2366 words)

Story is fiction; original characters are mine.

I apologize in advance if this chapter makes anyone cry. There was a moment while I wrote this that I thought, "Wow. This is powerful." Thank you all for reading this story; it means the world.

20. Chapter 20 by acciolovesong [Comments - 3] (3218 words)

Story is fiction; original characters are mine!

Finally! After nine weeks, an update is here.  Hopefully it won't take that long for the next one with the ending of this chapter the way it is.  Let's just say I'm prepared to hear a few "How could YOU?" after this.

Trigger warning: Intense suicidal thoughts in the first four paragraphs of this chapter. Feel free to ignore that section if that kind of content troubles you.  

21. Chapter 21 by acciolovesong [Comments - 3] (3029 words)

 Story is fiction; original characters are mine.

And another two months goes by. I'm sorry it takes so long to get these updates out, all. Life gets busy and it takes a lot out of me to write the content because it's so personal in a lot of ways. Anyway, that's not what you came here for!

This story has passed 10,000 reads. This is UNREAL, y'all. Thank you a million times over for reading and supporting. It truly does mean the world to me. Thank you for your responses... just thank you.

Anyway, hope you enjoy!  

22. Chapter 22 by acciolovesong [Comments - 3] (2930 words)

Every two months seems to be the trend, doesn't it? Again, I'm sorry these take so long. I hope you all think this is worth the wait. Sorry if the opening line seems so stark... I couldn't think of anything else to transition into it. Thank you again so much for reading! Enjoy this update and I'll talk to you next time :)

K  

23. Chapter 23 by acciolovesong [Comments - 1] (3272 words)

So, what did Jenna mean by 'we'? You'll find out that and so much more in this chapter. It's nice to write light and fluffy things compared to what the rest of the story's like. The story's up to page 90 in Word! We'll reach 100 soon :D I hope you all enjoy and thank you for your support.

K

24. Chapter 24 by acciolovesong [Comments - 2] (3076 words)

Story is fiction. Original characters are mine.

Hey all! Sorry the updating is so sporadic.  Thank you for giving this little story the time of day. It warms my heart more than you know.

Hope you all enjoy and have a great Christmas! :)0 -K

 

25. Chapter 25 by acciolovesong [Comments - 1] (3857 words)

Hey all! :) THANK YOU for getting this story past 15,000 reads this week. It means so much to me. It truly does. Thank you for sticking around even with the sporadic updates.

Song lyrics at end of chapter are from "Tomorrow" by Avril Lavinge. Credit belongs to the orginal writers.

Without further ado, enjoy the update and I'll talk to you guys later. 

26. Chapter 26 by acciolovesong [Comments - 1] (3153 words)
This chapter was one of those 'hit a wall' types. Nonetheless, it is done and ready for you all to enjoy. I say it every time, but truly: thank you for taking the time to read this. it is my heart and soul.

27. Chapter 27 by acciolovesong [Comments - 1] (3138 words)

The first three/four paragraphsare not what it seems. Again, it's not what it seems. Possible triggering content.

I hope you all enjoy and thank you for reading! :) 

28. Chapter 28 by acciolovesong [Comments - 1] (3244 words)

Real life got in the way this time around. A major medical issue was discovered in July. It was corrected with surgery a week and a half ago. Estimated recovery time is 3 months.

Thank you all so much for your patience and still coming back to read despite the sporadic updating. I appreciate you all. Truly. I hope you all enjoy this update :) -K 

29. Chapter 29 by acciolovesong [Comments - 1] (3148 words)

Long time, no talk all. I'm sorry this took so long. Real life happened. I worked on this when I could but it didn't come together unil the last few days. I orignally had a different ending for this chapter but I like this better. Hope you all do too. :)