INTRODUCTION. 

I wanted nothing to do with love anymore.  I had tried so many times and failed just as many…it wasn’t worth the pain anymore.  It was easy enough for me to get my physical needs taken care of, I mean, there was never a lack of girls around for me to fuck.  I found a better companion in booze than in women, so I stuck to the bottle and gave up trying to find anyone to love.  I had my mom, my friends, and my career, I didn’t need anything else.  Or at least that’s what I’d convinced myself. 

I had become pretty content with the idea that I was going to be a bachelor for the remainder of my life.  I didn’t have to answer to anyone but myself.  That’s the best thing about being alone, you do what you want and don’t have to worry about what anyone else thinks.  I figured it was a pretty good deal, myself.  Others didn’t agree as much.  Trace thought it was a great thing because he was always encouraging me to get some ass, hell, he was often the one that set it all up for me.  I didn’t have to do anything, all I had to do was show up and fuck the girl.  It worked out well. 

My Momma, on the other hand, she thought that I needed to find a nice girl and settle down.  I’m of the opinion that she just wanted some grandbabies to spoil, but she says it’s because she cares about my well being.  She’s got it in her head that I won’t be truly happy until I’ve found the right girl to be the other half to my whole. 

I think its all bullshit.  At least…that’s what I used to think.  I was pretty convinced I was right too. 

Until I met Jayme.   

I thought that I had balls and a mind of my own until this girl walked into my life and made me question everything.  She brought out the hopeless romantic in me again and it scared the shit out of me, if you want me to be honest.  She had me thinking about her and missing her and I felt like a damn pussy.  Trace said I felt like a pussy because I’d turned into one.  I’m starting to think he’s right. 

She’s changed me.  I was an ass to her for the first month we were hanging out, my mind focused on getting her into bed and adding another notch to my belt.  She quickly changed my mind about all of that.  I don’t know how she did it either. 

I guess this is the story of my taming.  How a girl finally managed to pull my head out of my ass and get me to stop thinking with my dick.  Well, most of the time, anyway.   

Damned if I know how it happened.

Well I'm shameless when it comes to loving you
I'll do anything you want me to
I'll do anything at all

And I'm standing here for all the world to see
Oh baby that's what's left of me
Don't have very far to fall

You know now I'm not a man who's ever been
Insecure about the world I've been livin' in
I don't break easy I have my pride
But if you need to be satisfied

I'm shameless, oh honey I don't have a prayer
Every time I see you standin' there
I go down upon my knees

And I'm changin' swore I'd never compromise
Oh but you convinced me otherwise
I'll do anything you please

You see in all my life I've never found
What I couldn't resist what I couldn't turn down
I could walk away from anyone I ever knew
But I can't walk away from you

I have never let anything have this much control over me
I work too hard to call my life my own
And I've made myself a world and it's worked so perfectly
But it's your world now I can't refuse
I've never had so much to lose
Oh I'm shameless

You know it should be easy for a man who's strong
To say he's sorry or admit when he's wrong
I've never lost anything I've ever missed
But I've never been in love like this

It's out of my hands
I'm shameless, I don't have the power now
I don't want it anyhow
So I got to let it go

Oh I'm shameless, shameless as a man can be
You make a total fool of me
I just wanted to you to know

Oh I'm shameless