Still On My Brain by JustinsGurl83



Summary: Jen and Justin dated in high school but broke up when he joined NSYNC. But now seven years later they run into each other agian. Will they start a realtionship agian or just stay friends?
Rating: PG starstarstarstar
Categories: Long Stories
Characters: Justin Timberlake
Genres: Romance
Warnings: sexual situations
Challenges: None
Series: None
Published: 11/03/04
Updated: 04/06/05


Index

Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Chapter 2: Chapter 2
Chapter 3: Chapter 3
Chapter 4: Chapter 4
Chapter 5: Chapter 5
Chapter 6: Chapter 6
Chapter 7: Chapter 7
Chapter 8: Chapter 8
Chapter 9: Chapter 9
Chapter 10: Chapter 10
Chapter 11: Chapter 11
Chapter 12: author's note
Chapter 13: Chapter 12
Chapter 14: Chapter 13
Chapter 15: Chapter 14
Chapter 16: Chapter 15
Chapter 17: Chapter 16
Chapter 18: Chapter 17
Chapter 19: authors note
Chapter 20: Chapter 18
Chapter 21: Chapter 19


Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Jen stood at her locker after school. She was putting away her math book and getting her history book. Of all classes to have homework in it had to be history! Did these people not realize she had stuff to do on weekends? Like hang out with friends and go shopping. Zipping up her bag, Jen slammed her locker shut and walked down the hall.

As usual Jen was not watching where she was going and bumped into someone who looked hot.

" I'm sorry"

" It's alright" he said similing

" I was not watching where i was going ethier My name is Justin" he said reaching out to shake her hand.

" Jen"

" So Jen what year are you I am a Junior"

" Cool so am I I just transferred here a week ago and so far I like it here'

" You will like it here it's not wild like other schools and people here are nice"

" Yeah but I have not made any friends yet"

" You can always hangout with me" he said as he got into his car.

" Cool I guess I will see you at lunch tommrow then"

" Yep bye Jen"

" Bye Justin" she said as he drove away.

A couple months later Jen became friends with two girls named Alyssa and Kara.

While Justin was driving Jen home one day after school he says " Jen I was wondering will you out on a date with me tonight"

" Sure I would love to"

'' Great I will pick you up at 6"

When Jen got home she called her friends and they helped her get ready for date with Justin

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Chapter 2: Chapter 2

Chapter 2

It has been a year since Jen and Justin met and they are now

one of the most popular couples in school.


It is prom time and Jen and Justin are going to prom together.

After school one day Jen goes over to hang out with Alyssa and

Kara.

" I think I'm ready to have sex with Justin"

'' What Jen have you read up about it" Kara says

" Yes I love Justin very much"

" What if you get preagant" Alyssa says

" I won't I already started going on the pill anyway"

After Jen leaves the girls she goes over to Justin's house.

" Hey baby" he says as he anwers the door.

" Hi J" she says and kisses him

They up to his room and start making out but Jen interupts them

and says " I love J"

" I love you too"

" Justin can we get a hotel room on prom night"

" Jen are you sure"

" Yeah i wanna have sex with you"

A couple of weeks later it is prom night.

After the prom song Jen and Justin head up to the hotel room.

" Wow" Justin says as they sit down on the bed

Jen leans over and kisses him and they start to disrobe each other.

" Justin do you have protection"

" Yes Jen"

" I love you"

" I love you too"

They make love to each other the rest of the night.

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Chapter 3: Chapter 3

Chapter 3

The next morining Jen awakes in bed and finds Justin sleeping next to her.

Jen moved to get out of bed to take a shower Justin woke up.

"Where do think your going baby"

" In the shower" she said kissing him

After they both get dressed Justin says " I have something to

give now close your eyes and put one hand out"

Jen does as he says so and puts her hand out and feels an object

placed on her finger.

"Ok you can open your eyes now Jen"

" Justin it''s beautiful" she says looking at the ring

" It's a promise ring"

" Thank you baby I love you"

" I love you too"


A couple of weeks later at Jen's house Jen and Justin are doing

there homework.

" Jen there's something I have to tell you"

" Sure what is it"

" Remember the group I told you about that I tried out for"

" Yea"

" Will I made it"

" Oh J I'm happy for you"

" But I leave tommrow night and I am moving to Flordia"

" What but that means i'll never see agian"

" Jen I'm sorry but i just found this afternoon"

" Justin I love you and all but I wanna break up"

" But I love you"

" I know but I think it's for the best"

" Fine but can we at least keep in touch"

" Sure but can you please leave now'

" Ok bye Jen I will miss you"

After Justin leaves Jen goes to Kara's house

" Hi Jen why are you crying"

" Justin and I just broke up"

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Chapter 4: Chapter 4

Chapter 4


Los Angeles 2003


Both Justin and Jen had moved on and now Justin is dateing

Cameron Diaz.

One day when Jen was walking down the street she tripped over

someone.

" I'm sorry"

" That's okay" the person said

Justin looked up at Jen and said " Do I know you from

somewhere"

" No I don't think so"

" Yes I do"

" Wait are you Justin Timberlake"

" Yes wait a minute are you Jen Holden"

" Yes oh my god J how are you"

" I'm doing great you?"

" Good I live out here now "

" How's Alyssa and Kara doing?"

" Good were all still great friends"

" So you have a boyfriend"

" No I just broke up with mine because he was cheating on me"

" Well Jen is was nice seeing you agian but I have to go now but

here's my cell number and phone number and call me we will get

together and catch up"

" Ok bye Justin"

" Bye Jen"

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Chapter 5: Chapter 5

Chapter 5


Two days later Jen and Justin have a picnic in the park.

"So Jen how long have you been here in Cali?"

"five years"

" Wow I just brought a house here two years ago"

" How was your world tour"

" It was great espically seeing Christina Aguilera for three months"

" I caught both of your shows at Staples Center one night and

I loved it"

" Thanks Jen"

" So how is your realtionship with Cameron going?"

" It's not that serious yet we have only been dating fo four months"

" Oh my last realtionship lasted 8 months"

" Jen your beautiful and loving person" he said

" Thanks J" she said blushing

'' All the guys that broke up with you are crazy Jen"

" And Britney Spears is crazy for cheating on you"

There was a slience between the two.

" Well J I have to go but call me ok" she said walking out the door

" Ok bye Jen" he said watching her get in her car.

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Chapter 6: Chapter 6

Chapter 6

Three months later

Cameron says to Justin one day you have to stop seeing Jen

"Why" he says

" Because you always spend time with her"

" I will not stop seeing her "

" Why because you are in love with her"

" What"

" I said are you in love with her"

Justin stood there silent

" That's what I thought Justin"

" Fine you want the truth Cam I am in love with her I have been

in love with her ever since I ran back into her okay"

" Fine then were over goodbye Justin" she says and kisses him

on the cheek.

" Go get the woman you love"

" Thanks Cameron" he says as he drives away to Jen's apartment

When he gets there Jen answers the door.

"Hi J"

" Hi Jen"

" What's the matter J"

" Cam and I broke up"

" Why I thought things were going great"

" Well I fell in love with another girl"

" oh who is she"?

" Um well it's you"

" What"

" I'm In love with you Jen"

" Justin I" she says and he leans in to her and kisses her

" Justin I get out"

" What"

" I said get out"

" Fine he says yelling at her and walking out the door.

Later on Kara comes in and says

" What's wrong Jen?"

" Justin's in love with me"

" And what did you say"

" nothing i told him to get out"

" Jen why did you say that"

" Because I was confused"

" Are you still"

" No I I'm in love with him"

" Then go to him and tell him"

" I will" she said waking out the door and driving to Justin's house

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Chapter 7: Chapter 7

Chapter 7

When Jen got to Justin's house she knocked on the door. When

Justin answered she threw her arms and kissed him passionatley.

" What was that for?"

" I love you Justin"

" What made you change your mind"

" I don't know my inctinsts"

" Well your instints told you the right choice" he says and kisses

her

" Well Jen will you become my girlfriend"

" Oh no sorry see a guy I used to date in high school asked me

already"

" Well whoever he is he's lucky"

" Shut up J of course I will be your girlfriend"

" So girlfriend what do you want to do?"

" I do not know boyfriend um make out"

" I agree with that" he says and they go in the house and make

out on the couch.

A half and hour later

Jen says " oh god I missed you J"

" I missed you too"

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Chapter 8: Chapter 8

Chapter 8

Eight months later

Jen and Justin's realtionship has been going great. They went to

Tennesse to visit there families. They also went on a trip to

London England together. Now Justin has a question to ask Jen.

While they are sitting looking at pictures of when they were

younger on the couch.

" Jen can I ask you something?"

" Sure"

" Well will you move in with me?"

Jen thought for a moment and finally came out with an answer.

" Yes I will" she said and kisses him.

Just then there is a knock on the door. Justin answers it and it's

Cameron.

" Cameron what are you doing here"

" I have something to tell you J"

" Well what is it?"

" I'm peregant"

" What are you sure" he says

"Yea and it's yours"

Just then Jen walks in and says to Justin

" It's over for good this time goodbye" she says and leaves

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Chapter 9: Chapter 9

Chapter 9


"So Cameron how far along are you?"

" I'm about two months"

" So when did you find out?"

" Last month"

" Are you sure it's mine?'

" Yes J it is"

" I will support you and our baby"

When Jen gets back to her apartment she calls Kara sobbing.

" Hey what's wrong"

" Justin and I broke up"

" What why what happened"

" Cameron is pregant with his child"

" Oh Jen i'm sorry"

" Yeah but before Cameron came he asked to move in with him

and I said yes"

" Jen you guys would have been so happy"

" Anyways I have a ticket to his concert do you want to go"

" Sure I love his music anyway"

" Listen I have to go I have another call coming in"

" Ok bye Jen" she said hanging up the phone.

" Hello"

" Jen it's Renne"

Renne was Jen's boss.

" Hi Renne what's up"

" Remember that job i told you about in Boston"

" Yeah will I have been so impressed with your work I was

wondering if you would like the job and live in Boston?"

" I would love too"

Three weeks later

While Jen is packing her clothes into suitcases there is a knock

at her door.

Jen goes to answer it and it's Justin.

" Justin "

" Jen before you kick me out I wanna say something"

" Fine talk"

" Well I love you and I miss you"

" J I don't love you anymore"

" Jen I need you"

" J you know what go home to your girlfriend"

" Jen what's with all your stuff packed?"

" Because I got a job offer in Boston and I am moving there for

good"

When Justin gets home he finds Cameron sitting on the couch.

" J what's the matter"

" Nothing"

" Oh anyways I figure since we do not want to know the sex of

the baby I think we paint the baby's room yellow"

" Whatever"

Two weeks later

" Justin there's something I have have to you"

" What is it Cam?"

" Well I'm not pregant"

" What why did you do this to me?"

'' Because I wanted you back"

" But I loved Jen and were happy"

" I know I'm sorry I hurt you"

" Goodbye Cameron"

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Chapter 10: Chapter 10

Chapter 10
When Cameron leaves Justin goes over to see Jen But when he

gets to her apartment she has already left for the airport.

When Jen is online to board her plane to Boston she is already

thinking about missing Justin.

" Jen what's wrong" Kara asks

" Nothing I'm gonna miss you and this place"

" Jen I will miss you too"

While Justin is driving to the airport he can't stop thinking about

Jen.

When he arrives there he says to one of the lady's at the desk "

What gate is flight to Boston boarding?''

" Gate 5B"

" Thank You"

When Justin reaches the gate he starts calling Jen's name.

" Oh my god Jen he's here" Kara says

When Jen sees Justin she walks over to him and says

" Justin what are you doing here?"

" Jen you can't get on that plane"

" Why not?"

" Because I love you and I can't lose you again"

" Justin I don't know what to say"

" Jen please stay and live with me I love you"

" I guess I have to call my boss and tell her that I chose to stay"

" You mean that' s a yes Jen"

" Yes Justin I love you" she and kisses him.

" C'mon we have to get your luggage"

" Okay" she says and leans in and gives him another kiss.

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Chapter 11: Chapter 11

Chapter 11

Later that night in bed Jen and Justin are just enjoying

eachother's company.

" I'm never letting you go agian Jen" he says while he has his

arms around her.

" Well don't let me go J"

" Jen you're coming to see my family with me next week right"

" Yes I am"

Next week

" Hi mom" Justin says

" Hi sweetie how are you"

" I'm great"

" Hi Lynn" Jen says and gives her a hug

'' So now your back together for good"

" Yes we are" Justin says

" So Jen how's your job going?"

" it's going great"

A couple of days later while Jen is sitting in her office the phone

rings.

" Hi Kara what's up

" Want to meet me for lunch?"

" Sure"

At the resteraunt

" So how are things with Justin going"

" great"

" How's the sex"

" Kara how dare you aske me that"

" What it's just a question"

'' Okay fine we've done it in every room of the house"

" really Justin must be happy"

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Chapter 12: author's note

anybody here still intrested in this story.

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Chapter 13: Chapter 12

Chapter 12

Valentines Day 2004

Jen and Justin have been dating for for a year and a half now.

While Jen is working in her office Kara walks in with a vase of

roses.

" Who are they from"

" Justin"

" What's the card say?"

" Jen I love you can't wait for tonight. I love you happy valentines

day love Justin .

" Aw what do you gus have planned for tonight?"

" I have no clue"

Later on after work when Jen comes home she goes upstairs and

changes into her red dress she picked out for this day.


When Justin comes home from the studio Jen says

" Hi baby" she and kisses him

" Hi Jen I have to change I'll be right back"

" Okay i will be in the kitchen"

When Jen walks into the kitchen she sees rose petals all over

kitchen tablev and a candlelight dinner for two.

A couple mintues later Justin comes down in a suit and tie.

" So Jen what do you think of what I did"

" I love it Justin thank you"

" Happy Valentien's Day Jen I love you"

" I love you too" she says and kisses him.

After they finish dinner Justin says " Jen I love you"

" I love you too J"

Then he gets down on one knee and pulls out a black and grabs

one of her hands and says

" Jen will you marry me?"

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Chapter 14: Chapter 13

Chapter 13

Jen just looked at him and shock.

" What"?

" marry me Jen" he says and opens the box and shows her the

ring.

" Yes Justin I will marry you" she says and kisses him

" I love you Jen" he says as he slips the ring on her ring finger.

" I love you too Justin" as she says this Justin picks her up and

starts to carry upstaris into there bedroom.

" Justin what are you doing"

" taking my future wife upstairs to make love to her"

After they finish making love Jen says rolls over and lays her head

on Justin's bare chest and says " I love you"

" I love too" he says and kisses her

" J do you think it was love at first sight when we met?"

" Yes I do because if I didn't bump into you in high school I would

have never met my soulmate"

The next day at work Jen is sitting in her office working then

Kara comes in

" So Jen how was your Valentines Day"

" Fine Justin and I had dinner and made love all night"

" Aww that's so romantic"

" Yea my best Valentines ever"

" Jen why are you hiding your other hand?"

" I'm not "

Then Kara grabs her hand from behind her desk and sees the

ring.

" Jen what is this ring on your finger"

" It's nothing really" she said and tries to take her hand back

" Jen oh my god Justin proposed to you"

" Yes we are getting married"

" Congarts Jen" she says and gives her a hug

" Thanks we have not set a date yet"

A couple of days later Jen has been throwing up alot and goes to

the doctor.

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Chapter 15: Chapter 14

Chapter 14

When Jen gets to the doctor's office they call in right away. After

the nurse takes down information Jen puts on a paper gown and

lays down on the table. Then a woman comes in called Dr.

Lockheart.

" Hello Jennifer what seems to be the problem?"

" Well I missed my last period and have been throwing up the

last couple of days"

" Okay you could be pregant but we you have to take the test"

After Jen takes the test Dr. Lockheart comes back in a half hour

later.

" Well Jen I got your test results and you are pregant"

Jen felt nervous at first but then was very happy"

" I had feeling I was"

" Congratutions Jen I would like to see you back in a couple of

weeks"

" Okay thank you Dr. Lockheart"

When Jen gets home the first thing she thinks is what will Justin

think.

When he gets home he says " how was the doctor"

" fine"

" what are you sick with the flu?"

" I'm Pregant"

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Chapter 16: Chapter 15

Chapter 15

Justin just looked at her in awe.

" Say something" Jen says

Justin leans over and kisses her on the lips.

" I take it that your happy"

" Of course I am Jen you're having my first child"

" you better be"

" So when is the baby due?"

" Sometime in November"

Later on Jen calls Kara tell her the news

" Hi Jen how was the doctor" she asked anwering the phone.

" Fine I'm preagent"

" Congraltions when is is the baby due?"

" around thanksgiving"

'' So your pregant and enaged in more than week"

" I know I can't belivie it"

After she hangs up the phone talking to Kara she says

" J can I talk to you"

" Sure baby what's up?"

" Well do you want a long enagement"

" Yea but I think we should get married before our child comes"

" Oh I wanted to wait at least two years"

" Why Jen"

" Because Justin I want the perfect wedding and I do not want to

rush into marriage?"

" Jen are you having doubts about marrying me?"

" No of course not I love you"

" Then what's the problem?"

" I don't know"

" Well then when you figure it out tell me" he said and walked

out of the house.

That night Jen was lying in bed and was getting worried because

Justin had not returned ever since they had there fight.

A couple of hours later Jen heard the front door open

" Justin where have you've been"

" I was at trace's house"

" Well you could have called your future wife to let her know

where you were?"

" I'm sorry Jen alright"

" Ok goodnight then"

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Chapter 17: Chapter 16

Chapter 16

The next morinig Jen wakes up in bed and sees that Justin is still

sleeping. When Jen gets downstairs she eats breakfast and

sits down and watches T.V.

A hour later Justin comes down stairs and goes to eat breakfast.

After he finishes eating Jen says " we need to talk"

" Listen J i'm sorry i yelled at you yesterday"

" I love you Jen and I'm sorry i stormed out like that"

Then Jen kisses him.

" So J do you want to know the sex of our baby"

" Sure I would love too Jen"

A couple of weeks later Justin goes to the doctor with Jen.

When they get into the exam room Dr. Lockheart says " Hello Jen

how are you feeling?"

" Great this is my fiancee' Justin"

" Nice to meet you Justin " she said shaking his hand

After Dr. Lockheart gets the ultrasound machine on Jen's belly

she says " Jen would you like to know the sex?"

" Yes we would"

" Okay well you're going to have a baby boy"

" Wow I'm having my first son" Justin says

" I know I love you Justin"

" I love you Jen" he says and kisses her.

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Chapter 18: Chapter 17

Chapter 17

Couple of weeks later

Jen walks into her boss's office and says " Renne when am I on

matrenity leave?"

" three months before you are do"

" okay thanks Renne" she says and walks into her own office

At night in bed with Justin she says "J we have to pick out baby

names for our son"

" Okay how about JR"

" No way Justin I will not have a son named JR how about Tyler

Randall instead"

" Sure Tyler randall timberlake i love it Jen" he says and kisses her

then her stomach.

A couple of weeks later Jen is in the bathroom at work. She looks

down and sees blood on the floor and then faints.

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Chapter 19: authors note

Hey guys thanks for the reviews. I have not been updating because i have been sick. I also have spring break so i will try to update more.

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Chapter 20: Chapter 18

Chapter 18

In the Studio

While Justin is recording his cellphone rings.

" Hello"

" Justin it's Kara Jen's in the hosptial"

" Is she okay

" I don't know

" okay I am on my way"

When Justin gets to the hospital he sees a nurse at the desk and

she tells him where Jen is.

When he gets into Jen's room she is awake

" Justin thank god your'e here"

" I'm glad you're okay" he says and kisses her on the forehead.

" What happend"

" I fanited" she says as he grabs her hand.

A couple of minutes later Dr. Lockheart comes and says

" I have some bad news Jen"

" Oh god what is" Jen says

" Jen you had a miscarriage"

" What" Jen says dumbfolded

" You lost your baby i'm sorry" Dr Lockheart says and leaves the

room.

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Chapter 21: Chapter 19

Chapter 19

When Jen and Justin get home from the hospital a couple of days

later Jen goes into the extra spare bedroom and lies down while

Justin goes to check there phone messages.

A few hours later Justin comes in to check on Jen.

" Jen are you okay"

" No"

" what's the matter"

" I feel like this whole thing is my fault"

" Jen it's not your fault" he says holding her in his arms

" i know but I wanted a baby bad"

" I know you did but we can try once were married"

" Justin can we please not talk about marriage now"

" Fine" he says and walk out of the room.

" Justin I love you" she says as he walks out of the room.

Later that night Jen sneeks out of bed and writes a note and

leaves it right by Justin.

After she gathers her things she kisses Justin one last time and

then goes out the door.

The next morining Justin wakes up and finds the note Jen left.

It read

Dear J, I'm sorry but I cannot marry you. I have gone

somewhere where I will happier now. I love you with all my

heart.

Goodbye Forever,

Jen

After he finsihed reading it he found her enagemeant ring and

promise ring inside the envelope. He then cried himself back to

sleep.

THE END!!!!!!!!

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