ugh...be still my heart. he did that just for her, not for himself. my gosh the intense, honest, deep love he has for that girl just makes my heart flutter. haha.  he just wants her to believe she is beautiful and to feel comfortable with her body, and that he thinks she's still as sexy as ever and gosh...i want him. lol i just can't get over the sweetness. the little NERD/cool kid part was so cute. i really hope that this is the start of continuous forward steps in the rekindling of their relationship. hope sash doesn't get weird on him when she wakes up.  i'm so glad that she finally was able to tell him that one day she'd like to be married to him. glad he finally heard it so he wouldn't go on believing he was rejected. with this wonderful chapter i'm worried that my happy bubble will be burst very soon with the upcoming shower. i cringe thinking about all the possibilites of terrible things thanks to ignorant people it could produce. lol ok now that that's done...OHMYGOSH! i can NOT believe it took me this freaking long to read this update! you know how much i love this story and i thought about it multiple times knowing i needed to read the latest chapter, but girl...life. and i wish it was the i'm-having-so-much-fun-i-don't-have-time-for-internet life, but unfortunately that isn't the case. lol so i've been spending the last few days trying to catch up on my reading before my little holiday break is over. lucky for me i only had to read one chapter, so now that i've caught up you have the green light to post the next update. lol hope you're doing alright and i wish you a very Happy New Year!! :o)