azchickadee (Signed) on Feb 09, 2010 09:18 pm (Start All Over)
uhm.....you....you forgot to post the rest of the damn chapter!!!  How can you leave it there?!?!  OMG.  I'm literally on the edge of my seat and my heart is beating out of my chest.  I need to know what happens next!!! 

Author's Response:

that is EXACTLY how i wanted it to be. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I am evillllllllllllllll. lol. That wasn't supposed to happen. At all. It's not how I planned it in my head but Madi kind of took over and was like...oh hey. I'm going to ruin your plan and SURPRISE JUSTIN!!!!! hahahahaha. Loves it.

Also, I legit had a 1500 word dialogue written in the shower today. OUT LOUD! That whole flashback sequence. Yep. Back and forth in the shower I went. I was slightly irritated that I couldn't enjoy my shower b/c I was trying to hurry and get out so I wouldn't forget. Needless to say, I felt like a crazy person. LOL.

Thanks for the review my love! <3




azchickadee (Signed) on Feb 06, 2010 09:09 am (What If...)

great chapter!  even though nothing "big" happened, it was still an important bridge.  I know I've said this before but I love the way you write Justin.  His internal dialogue is very real and believable, which is hard to do a lot of the times, so good job!!  :)  And what are you doing throwing out the idea about an NSYNC reunion in there?! lol...don't tease me like that!!  Can't wait to see what happens in the stuido!!

Oh, and yes.  I often feel like it's not me writing but my characters.  Sometimes, I don't even know where half my stuff comes from--it's my characters speaking and telling their own story.  I have no control over it.  Sometimes, I have so many voices and personalities in my head I feel like I'm a lil schizophrenic!  hahaha...



Author's Response:

Trust me. I know the schizophrenic feeling. When you start acting out the dialogue back and forth out loud then tell me how crazy you feel. Since I've got 3 different stories that I have to post stuff for all the voices get nuts some times. lol. Let me tell you...Joe Jonas and Justin Timberlake make for interesting voices to have. 

Yeah, that NSYNC reunion thing just kind of...spilled out. I wasn't intending on having them get back together in this story. This story is all about Justin and his journey back. But who knows. Like you said, sometimes we have no control over it. So basically, if Justin wants a reunion, that's what will happen. lol. Dumb characters. haha. 

I am really glad that you're liking this so much. I wasn't sure how writing from his POV was going to go over...especially on a story that isn't the typical romance thing. I mean, it may get to be more towards the end but...it's a long way off. I've never written something like this before so...I'm excited that it seems to be going over well :) 

Love ya girl! <3




NSYNCilicous85 (Signed) on Feb 06, 2010 05:06 am (What If...)
bring it on baby i'm ready! i loved it :-)

Author's Response:

bahahahaha. Tiff, I'm glad this is you. B/c I seriously LOLed at that and was like..who the fuck would leave a review like that???

OH BABY BRING IT ALL TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! 




AmberW (Signed) on Feb 06, 2010 04:13 am (What If...)

Girl-I love hearing his thoughts and feelings.  I like that we're seeing a side of Justin a lot of us wouldn't typically write or choose to explore.

PS Thanks for the  shout out in the Notes section!



Author's Response:

you saw me talking about it earlier, he's not easy to write. i mean,he is in the sense that i dont have to really THINK when im writing this. but. mentally, for me...it's hard to write b/c ive got to get into that...depressed upset like...my life has been shit...kind of mode.

and im not like that at all. clearly. lol. 

i felt the need to give a shout out since I was distracted from posting this earlier because of the fantabulous chat that we were all having :) 

love ya <3




AmberW (Signed) on Jan 31, 2010 11:48 pm (Heels Over Head)
LOVE this girl-please update soon :)

Author's Response:

i am working on the next chapter as we speak. it's almost written completely. but after basically pulling an all nighter the other night because I had a plot bunny bite me in the ass, I can't write anymore. haha. I need sleeeep. I've been up a little over 36 hours straight now. I'm getting loopy!

Thank you SO much for reading and reviewing! I'm so glad that you like it. It's slowly become one of my favorite stories that I've ever written.

Follow me on twitter  (LTaylor03) if you want so you'll know when I  update :) 

Thanks again! <3

~LT




AmberW (Signed) on Jan 31, 2010 02:06 pm (Hello, Old Friend)
Okay, it's official.  I LOVE this already-you better get writing!  You definitely have some talent!



AmberW (Signed) on Jan 31, 2010 01:11 pm (Clarity)
OMG...I love this.  Beautifully written!



azchickadee (Signed) on Jan 30, 2010 08:54 am (Heels Over Head)

LOVED. IT.  :)  Awesome insight into their relationship and now I'm cheering even more for Justin to get his act together, work up the courage to call her and fight his ass off to get her back!  lol...fantastic chapter!  I literally laughed out loud a couple times at Justin's internal dialouge about being so cheesy all the time!! 

Oh, and I'm completely addicted to the Disney chanel too!  lol...we totally need to be friends and hang out!!  Most of my friends just roll their eyes and laugh at me when I talk about the JB or Honor Society (yes, love them too!) or anything else disney related but I love it.  I'm 27 (almost 28) and act like I'm 16 most of the time but hey, it keeps us young, right?  lol  :)  I'm following you now on twitter (cherylmclaws).



Author's Response:

i had SO much fun when I was writing this chapter. his internal dialogue was my favorite. What was weird was that it just kind of flowed. I didn't even have to think about it. This was one of those chapters where I'm fairly sure that I was writing that chapter as Justin. Damn crazy characters never let me do my own work. Do you ever have that problem? lol.

I am ecstatic to write the whole prequel to this. I have a feeling that he's going to give me a run for my money. I don't think, in the entire like..10 years that I've been writing NSYNC ff, that I've ever written a story from his POV. It's always from the girls or in 3rd. It's kind of fun. 

Anyway...wow I can ramble a lot. Super glad you liked the chapter :) Thank you so so so so much for reading and reviewing <3

~LT




azchickadee (Signed) on Jan 29, 2010 09:55 pm (Hello, Old Friend)
so, I'm a little slow in getting around to reading this chapter, but I thought it was great!  I love the "freaky" connection that Justin and JC have :)  I'm curious on the backstory of Justin and Madison...is that coming in the next chapter?  I hope *crosses fingers*...can't wait! 

Author's Response:

lol. yeah, the connection that Justin and JC always seemed to have in real life kind of just transferred over into the story. I always used to watch how they interacted and stuff and you could just tell that they really got each other.

i'm having an internal debate about justin and madi's backstory because there is A LOT to tell. and I don't see this story being told with a lot of flashbacks. So I'm kind of planning a prequel to this story that's going to tell their entire relationship. however, I may take the first chapter that i've written from the prequel and put it in this one to show a bit of their history because it'll make it easier for readers to understand the depth of his feelings for her. 

I haven't been able to tear myself away from your stuff at all. I'm one of those people that gets engrossed in a story and can't stop til I'm finished. Needless to say, I'm thankful that my Friday was wide open so that I had the liberty to just lounge and read :) 

Anways...long response. Thanks for reading and reviewingggg! <3 




JoJo (Anonymous) on Jan 26, 2010 01:13 am (Hello, Old Friend)
I'm liking it so far! And this is one of my favorite Justin songs by the way so it makes me love this even more! Keep going! I'm interested to see what happens!

Author's Response:

oh trust me, I'm going. lol. Let's put it this way...I started writing this story Saturday night. It's Monday night/Tuesday morning now, and I've got the entire thing mapped out and I'm about 4 chapters written into it. :) Be on the lookout for updates. They're probably going to be pretty frequent. At least once a week, if not twice, depending on how much free time I have to sit down and write it out. Classes just started back. And that leaves me less time to write :(

 Thank you SO much for reviewing! I appreciate it tons! <3 




justinzgirlkb (Anonymous) on Jan 25, 2010 05:52 pm (Clarity)
I like this so far, and am excited to see where it goes from here. Update soon!

Author's Response:

your wish was my command, dear. lol. I couldn't wait any longer to post. I have a feeling I'm going to plow through this story. I haven't figured out if that's a good or bad thing yet. lol.

But thanks for reviewing! It is much appreciated! <3




azchickadee (Signed) on Jan 24, 2010 09:38 pm (Clarity)
I'm intrigued.  You've chosen one of my favorite JT songs to base this around and I'm curious to see where it leads...  :)

Author's Response: I have always loved this song. I don't know what made me listen to it in a different way but I'm glad I did. Thank you so much for reading and reviewing! Updates will most likely come frequently...I'm too excited about where it's going to keep it in long. lol. <3





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