i feel so bad for the both of them...make it better...or at least some progress would be nice! lol

Yay for sickness! lol I've been sick all week. This Lauren was even worse than PA Lauren, at least PA Lauren would have engaged him in verbal combat, which was something he obviously wanted her to do at one point. Cause at least if you're screaming, you're feeling something. And she was so determined to feel nothing. And then I thought maybe he'd found the loophole with that movie, maybe this would be it, they're moment to hash it out and hopefully work it out. And then after she has her R. Kelly my mind's telling me no/but my body's.../my body's telling me yes moment, I thought all the breaths on her skin parts were going to lead into something sensual and beautiful and then it's over in a few awkward minutes. And it's just like all the poems I've been reading for class--Rochester's "Imperfect Enjoyment" or Behn's "The Disappointment"-- but that's not how it's supposed to be with Justin and Lauren! lol If Lauren had of just put herself out there a little bit, I think that could have made a world of difference. They don't even get the sex and mockery relationship like Derek and Meredith have, though that's a whole 'nother story. Sigh. I love the way it was written, but it just seems to be opening the way to more sad times. *sings* And everybody hurts... sometimes. So, hold on...

ahhh awkward indeed! i think maybe they just need some more practice. and lauren needs to not go back to LA. and maura needs to GO AWAY. and...that's all :)

This update was well worth the wait, but oh my gosh what happened? I was soo excited that they were actually being somewhat civil to each other and then BAM.. bad sex ruined it all.. I really don't want them to hate each other...

wow

oh my goddddddddd. my heart was squeezing through like half of that chapter. and like, yeah, i wish they got back together but that would probably shorten the story and i want this amazingness to go on foeva-eva. lol loved itttt :)

omg, you're not kidding. that was the most awkward exchange EVER. i am not thrilled Amanda! when are they gonna be happy again? because they have to be happy again...don't make this last forever! update again soon girlie...

I SMELL BABY! Yes that was awkward so sad.

Before I was ambivalent (maybe a little suspicious) toward Maura. Now, I hate the ho. lol....Now as for the depressing heap of despair that is Laurstin, I'm sad. I don't think Lauren's trip was as effective as it could be and if anything, they're both just going to get worse. And I'll be pissed if Justin turns to Maura (again) for support. Ugh, so yeah, please fix! :) can't wait!

And here I was thinking that progress was being made. Oh, how they have let me down. I should have known it wouldn't be that easy though. I loved how miserable Justin was in this chapter and it turns out Trace is a spy. And Maura is a snotty bitch. Neither is a suprise. Please update soon.

Eeeeeee! She's goin back! LoL. Not that he really deserves her company but still. LoL. Again ... love that Trace and Lauren are still friends and talking. And watching Justin is just making me feel sorry for him ... lol. Anyway, awesome job as usual! I can' t wait to see what's gonna happen! ttyl -Traci

Author's Response: Thanks Traci, I'm glad you liked the chapter and yeah I know...Justin is still an ass. I love me some Trace/Lauren friendship stuff and really? You're feeling sorry for Justin? Even though he's being an incomprable ass? Hmm...maybe I should make him do some really shitty stuff....hmm. lol I kid. Maybe. Update is posted! - Amanda