Yeah this is soooo messed up, lol. Nat really needs to pull herself together, cause it is sooo wrong for her NOT TO CARE about A-Rod’s sleeping around. Helloooo She went completely crazyass on Justin for cheating on her…and he was drugged at the time. What in the hell is Nat getting herself into?
Maybe she doesn’t really love A-Rod? Meaning she don’t give a damm what he dose, she probably likes the guy more as a friend and as a father figure for her 2 kids. And she agrees to be with him and to get marred, but this is cause she probably wants to hurt Justin for telling her he never loved her.
Nat’s also probably feeling sorry for herself cause Justin and her never had a real wedding with friends and family. So she’s also wants to make herself happy. Which I can see is not really happing for her or us readers. What can I say Nat lives for drama.
Ok enough blabering from me. As you know I love the fact that you have come back more soon then expected with yet another story. I love you, I love you, I love you, ok enough I love you’s now get back to updating my favourittteeeee story which you should know is part of my daily life. lol
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lol i love you too! haha :P this is your favorite story? aww thats so awesome :D if its possible to blush right after you've woken up, then i'm totally doing that right now lol. im finishing up a big paper due (today actually lmao) and then i should have more time to write again.
nat definitely is rushing into marriage for the wrong reasons. while i think she loves arod (maybe as a person), its just written all over her face that shes not over her husband. i want to write a scene with ricky because he always seems to tell her to take her head out of her ass. lol rickys my favorite character. <3 he doesnt take anyones shit or stupid excuses.
nats a hypocrite. i think she wants to be SO completely different from how she was with justin b/c she saw how hurt she got by letting herself get caught up in the relationship. so now, she doesnt love fully, she doesn't trust, she doesn't care. if possible, she's being both selfish in this aspect as well as very selfish. as for the wedding thing, i never really thought of that. its a good point though, the two of them did elope, they never got married in happiness and natalia's family HATED him.
anyway, thanks for the review. im so flattered that you love this story. :D
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LOL I'm not saying anything but i'm seriously going to message u on myspace about your guess. LOL.
Yeah, Nat can be very hypocritical. She bitches for all the wrong reasons but for the ones that she should bitch about, she just smiles and acts like nothings happening. I think its because shes trying to protect herself and everyone around her. shes a strange girl but you've gotta love her. she puts up with so much but still stays strong. and jt... all im gonna say is that he's about to turn natalia's new and "perfect" world upside down. i can't wait. :D
lmao ur the only one besides my friend katie that got that mentioned leila being in ther.e lol idk why but i felt like it was cool. a little crossover mention. haha. i got to thinking how different nat and lei are and i wondered how they would interact (im weird as you can tell. lol)
thanks for the review, girl!
Author's Response: thanks girl :D i definitely will!
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lol idk why i came up with the leila/nat cross over. i was driving home from school and it popped into my mind. i wondered what would happen if they met and whatever. lol this of course, takes place later on after everything happens with leila and jt.
arods a good guy, he takes care of nat and the twins and he seems to love her. buutt. she will never be happy with anyone. she hasnt let go of justin and until she does, she wont be happy with anything. but maybe she just cant let go of him? (excuse the pun lol)
and ud better love arod lol. hes so sexy. i blame u for my newfound de love. sexy man lol
Natalia is acting like Justin's basically dead, but I bet when he does get out and she finds out, she's gonna be snooping around looking for him. I don't think Justin could resist her if she went looking for him and I think Natalia knows that. With the way she's letting their kids call Alex "Dad" and everything, that's messed up for her to persue him once he's out and I hope Justin doesn't let her play wth his head like that. She needs to decide what she wants: either cut Justin out of her life - her head, her heart, etc. - completely or get rid of nowhere's-near-as-hot-as-Justin, A-Rod and wait for her man! (I prefer the latter :) ) The way she still thinks about Justin, its obvious she still has feelings for him. If she doesn't get it together, she might lose him for good this time.
Wooo that was a long one. Motor mouth is shutting down now. Can't wait for more! This is getting good girl!
Author's Response:
You hit the nail on the head. Natalia is know for making herself seem okay, when she really isn't (same goes with her happiness). She repeats things because she's trying to convince herself of them. She obviously has unresolved issues due to all of the crap she went through. I really feel sorry for her, but at the same time, she's extremely selfish and vindictive. I think a part of her, subconsciously, wants the kids to call Alex, Dad. I think she wants to hurt Justin, she wants to make him feel the way she's feeling. I guess she just doesn't realize that he does hurt, he does care. Obviously, Alex is a transition for her, she does care for him, but i'm not sure if she loves him. Shes using him.
Justin has clearly grown up. He knows of the dangers he could put his family in by merely stepping out of prison, he knows that he could easily fall back into his old addictions, and I don't think he's ready to see Natalia and Alex for himself.
Nat does need to get her act together. She needs to sort out her issues or she's going to keep becoming more and more bitter. I also want to slap her. lol. I know she's my character and I create her, but come on, she's letting Alex cheat on her and she's okay with it?! WTF. She obviously doesn't love him, she just doesn't want to be alone.
Thanks for the review. I always love how you analyze the characters. :D You rock.
Author's Response: thank youuu... so am i. lol natalia and justin always make things interesting. :P
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hehe no problem, glad you like the series so far. :D
Author's Response: lol my twisted mind, huh? i'll take that as a compliment. lol :) but yep, that reunion is going to be very awkward... justins going to be hurt b/c i think he expected her 2 move on... but not to be engaged. its gonna be really bad for everyone. as for nat, i think she would let justin see the kids, but i think shes going to have terms. but then again, who knows ;) lol thanks girl
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Yeah, I wasn't going to start writing it for a while, but I got inspired today... what sucks is i'd like to write more but my laptop crashed. (my damn computers seem to constantly crash on me. me and technology do not mix) but as soon as its fixed im going to write a lot. :D
but yes, nat and jt are crazy, but thats why i like them together. they understand one another.they have this unhealthy, obsessive love that i just cant get enough of. i love writing about this two. a reunion is coming... but what will the ever crazy justin do when he sees that natalia has moved on and his children have forgotten him? not forgetting that someone has taken his place. he really is not going to be happy... its what he gets for being selfless.. :P! lol anyway, thanks for the review :D
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You're not a yankee fan? Omg... you poor girl. lol! jk! I loooove the yankees, thats my team. If you say you like the red sox, then we're gonna have problems lol. na, jk. they got rid of coco crisp so i'm ok with them.... yeah i ramble about baseball lol.
anyway, yep i'm back. my computerr just screwed up on me so i may not update for a week or so, but im definitely back. :D glad you liked it and glad you like arod. :D love that man. hehe... but jt a lot more lmao.
Author's Response: Oh yes, Nat has a lot of unresolved issues. She once again is bottling things up and when she explodes, her pain is going to completely overwhelm her. She doesn't allow herself to fully heal. It's her downfall. The person who is watching could be anyone... sadly noone has any idea. they all think that natalia is safe... theyre wrong. shes the key to hurting justin. thanks katie :D
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yepp the kids are like 6 now.. its sad how much justin missed in their lives. i dont think nat and alex are that close to tell each other that much and i dont think nat wants to remember any of it... which is rele bad for her. shes extremely lost.
Let's remember, AJ was David's brother and David was never caught. So it could be him... or even Natalia's uncle... or it could be someone completely new. :P i wont tell. Anyway, i'll def update soon. probably in april cuz ill have more time to rele get into the story. glad you liked it marina. you rock girl. :D
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i know, poor natalia... it sucks that her life makes for a good read. lol. anyway, glad you liked it. :D i'll be updating soon, don't worry.
This is exciting. I can't wait to see what is going to happen to Natalia now. Being a Yankee fan, I am loving having Arod in the story, LOL.
Author's Response:
lmao i love arod <3 hes so sexy. at first i just wanted him to make a cameo but i thought of a solid role for him. loves him<333 lol. Anyway, thanks for reading and reviewing. hope you'll stick with me :D
