Girl while writing this one, I needed a couple boxes myself. I kept thinking, how can I do this to JC? How can I make him be in so much pain? What did he ever do to me, to deserve this? lol But it was really truely all needed to get to a place that he needed to be in. So Eek! I'm glad you liked it. I myself am proud of this one. Its funny how something as simple as a song and a crazy idea of mine can come together the way it did.

Thanks for reading and reviewing :)

I surprised even myself decided to write a JC story, but I don't think it could have worked for anyone else.

Wow! Those are super kind words. I'm proud of this one. So I am beyond glad everyone loved it!

THANKS :) :) :)

I was very stern on not giving any details of why he was broken, all you were going to know what he was broken. It was hard for me, I wanted to just blurt it out but I held strong, revealing it piece by piece, just the way I always thought he would explain himself.

Such kinda words! Thank so much :)

I totally need to print this review. You said I was a genius. I don't think that will happen again. lol I was an emotional train wreck writing this so I'm glad it had raw emotion. And yes, most will never face their own demons so it was a grea thing to put that out there.

Thanks for being my Beta!!

Score! Tears, I love them! Sorry it made you cry though. I hoped that his emotional level came through, because he as a mess and it was like he was dealign with Tyler's death for the first time.

thanks :)

Awe! Thanks ;) I did kill Tyler, sorry. It had to be someone that meant the world to him. As much as I enjoy writing emotional things, it does crazy things with my own emotions.

Thanks again!

I think the anger or bitterness towards JC is expected because he never explains himself. You don't know why he is leaving, why he isn't responding to Tyler. But when he breaks and puts everything out on the table, you gotta stop and say, wow... I kinda understand now.

I had hope that it would be a shock.

Thank you! Thank You! Such kind words :)

By the way, A beta reader basically reads through the story, offers opinions on changes and reads through to edit spelling errors, commas, all that good stuff! I seem I have a touch of OCD when it comes to editing. I will read and reread until the moment I post it looking for mistakes. But after a while, words blur together or I stop reading whats in front of me and reading what I think she be in there. lol

Thanks :) It was hearbreaking. I literally wrote his break through scene in one sitting, bc it was so emotional and I couldn't handle more than one day of that emotional level.

Thanks :)

Wow! Such kind words! I'm glad you enjoyed it! While writting this I went through his emotions and became somewhat of an emotional wreck!

Thank you so much for reading and reviewing!

The idea behind the structure of the words he said was the song but really what he was going through wasn’t the song. So it did toss a loop in there.

I don't think 'Kate' is a real person. I bet it was just his way of referring to someone else. I only chose that name for this story because Kate seemed like a strong, sophisticated name. After all JC needed someone strong in his life.