I love this story, can't wait to read more!

HALLE-FREAKING-LUJAH!! Justin, you haven't made it to the light at the end of the tunnel since you haven't ended the relationship, but that light sure is getting brighter baby! haha! oh my goooosh. stop being so amazing woman! where to start? this revelation that justin is having...he really just needed somebody to question him. somebody to cause him to think and question himself, while making him comfortable. maybe it helps that charlotte is coming in as fairly new in viewing ther relationship, but she sees how damaging it is to him only after a little time. justin's family loves charlotte! gah! so many times i was reading this chapter and i was just like, "heck yes! you are getting it!" he's known all of these things. he just hasn't let himself think them and believe the; coming up with excuses. he's the one coming up with excuses for somebody elses behavior. he shouldn't have to do that! yes the business is hard, but business and family are two different things. she needs to leave the toughness at home and not treat her fiance, the man she supposedly loves, like he's a client or a rowdy musician. he knows what he's doing, he's a grown man, he's your fiance! you shouldn't have a guard up around this person. he knows why he quit music, he knows why he thinks he used to be good at everything, etc. it all goes back to amelia. you still are good at everything. you just have a person constantly making you feel not worthy. brainwash much? he doesn't even feel comfortable with amelia. he has to always be on point, he can't relax, he can't be himself. why go through your life as an actor? there is only one you; be you.

ok, final stuff. sorry, i get caught up. haha. but when he mentioned "He knows she’s not going to freak out on him for reasons he doesn’t completely understand." and "Everyone always wanted to know everything...he figured he could at least try to answer." it made me think of crazy fans and the public/press. crazy fans, public, press = amelia. she's like the crazy fans. she freaks out on him for reasons unknown and that he doesn't understand. prob cause he doesn't do anything wrong in the first place, but i'm just saying. she's the public/press because she doesn't care how he feels or what he thinks. she just uses what he does and says against him to rip him apart and make him feel how he does now. he didn't let the press do that to him, but then get this girl in the picture that he used to love (cause he doesn't really love who she has turned into) and suddenly he's buying into this crap. throw in love and things get screwy. that is not love! i'm so sorry this is terribly long, but i had to get it out. you always get me going girl. haha. update when you get a chance. school has taken over my life too. haha.

Yay... you updated!

Charlotte has to cover her mouth with her hand to conceal her gasp as he opens his mouth to sing.

I was NOT expecting the christmas music... and the minute my eyes read the first lyric i did the EXACT same thing as Charlotte... LOL!

I love how this chapter kept building, and building, and I just know something is coming.

And i love you to pieces because we really dug into justin here, well charlie did. I know the side-effects of this time spent together is just going to be oh so good. I can't wait.

I'm holding you to this two-three weeks thing... earlier would be awesome... but any later then that missy you'll be in big trouble :)