I miss seeing him and Justin talk, and get along, as if they were father and son.

"Kiesha." he whispered, as if he was trying to get my attention to watch the home video.

I began to watch it, trying to think of what party it was, and then I saw Justin going down on one knee, proposing to me, and I said yes. I turned to Justin to see how he was taking this 'cause boy, was I in tears. Before I could get a look, he ran out of the house, and straight to his car. My mind went blank, and I passed out. This usually happens when Justin moves too far away too quickly.

I finally woke up, lying on grass. I sat up straight, and looked around where I was, which was a graveyard, and I was sitting in front of my tombstone.

My tombstone. I had never been given the chance to see, as Justin wouldn't visit it. It was so beautiful. Exactly what I would've wanted. I turned to Justin, whose soft voice began to sing, filling my eardrums. It was our favourite song, 'I Do'. He made it with the guys, straight after I said 'yes'.

He stopped, and began to talk.

"K, baby, hearing you say that you would marry me bought tears to my eyes, not just yours. Ever since I met you, I wanted to call you my wife."

He broke down to tears, and I hated myself. My death brought so much pain to Justin. It was unbearable seeing him trying to cope with it.

Justin had drove for hours, that I fell asleep. He stopped at a hotel. A hotel which looked familiar, but maybe I had seen it on the Internet when I was alive. He strangely booked for tonight, even though he had a home to go to, and asked for a special room. I thought it was a celebrity thing, but when I reached inside, did I realise how much meaning it had to both Justin and me. This was the hotel the room I let Justin take my virginity. When I truly knew I loved Justin, and that he truly did love me, I gave him the most pure thing I could think of.

And I appeared.

"Fancy seeing you here." Justin whispered, still looking down from the bed. I took no time rushing to him.
"Justin, I love you. It hurts and it killed me. I should've believed. I should've remembered what made me love you. I'm sorry for doing this to you. How could I do this to the both of us?"
"Kiesha, baby..." he hushed me.
"I love you. I think you've forgotten this is our anniversary of when we first ever met at junior high."
"Omd, Justin! See, how could I want to leave? How could I be so selfish?" I said, tears rolling down my cheeks.
"Kiesha, I love you, and always will."
"Me too, Justin."

I hugged him tightly and our lips met and stayed locked for a very long time. I felt dizzy when he pulled away. And that night, Justin made sweet love to me again.

I could feel Justin stroking my hair. I opened my eyes, turning to him.

"K, baby, last night I prayed so hard you would stay in my arms, so I knew I wasn't dreaming."
"J, I love you." I whispered, my brown eyes connecting with his in a strong gaze.
"I love you too." and his lips met mine. I pulled back, a strange feeling in my stomach.
"Remember, and don't forget, I would've loved to be Kiesha Timberlake. But please, Justin, promise you'll love again. Otherwise this may happen." I said my, voice cracking.
"Kiesha, don't." He held my wrists tightly.

I was invisible.

"Kiesha, honey!" I heard my mom call.
"Mom, what's going on?" I asked, looking around for her, but I wasn't in the hotel room anymore. I was in a white room.
"When I died, I knew it would be hard for you to believe in love again, but I begged that you would find that right person, and soon. But, when he truly loved you, a love so much more than I could give, you became afraid. But you loved again, and you're going."
"Going where?"
"Back to love." she smiled.
"I love you, mom." I hugged her tight.
"I love you too, Kiesha. I want to see those grandchildren soon."
"Mom!" I whined, rollign my eyes.
"Well, I wouldn't worry. I can wait 4, maybe 5 months." she informed me, giving me a wink, and I realised the news my mom just broke to me. So sneaky of her! I hugged her again, tight.

"Kiesha, please wake up!" I heard Justin's voice beg.

I was back! I was back in my body on earth, but dead.

"Kiesha, don't leave me, please! I'm nothing without you." I could hear Justin's voice, but it seemed to be fading away.
"Kiesha, come back to me! Please, God, don't take her. I love her!" Justin looked up to the sky.
"Janice, send your daughter back to me!" his voice begging, but also demanding.
"Justin." I whispered, chocking on the water. I sat up to let it come out.
"Kiesha, don't you ever do that again!"
"I promise. I love you."
"I love you too." Justin hugged me really tight, I thought I was going to die again.
"Thank you, God! Thank you so much!" Justin smiled.
"Thanks, Mom." Kiesha hugged Justin tighter.

My life was to be loved, and once I accepted it, I found true love. Obstacles always come and go, but you can't ever give up. If you give up, you might as well give up your life, but trust me you don't want to do that.