Right before Christmas, the town became busy. The inn was full making Jc busy. He got right back into his routine. He was up by five in the morning and worked until he knew most guests were in bed. It helped that it was busy.
Each time Jc would think about Justin, he would scold himself and force him out of his mind. It was exhausting. So by the time night came, Jc would crash into bed and do it all again the next day.
Tiffany could see he was trying to forget. It hurt to see that the sadness was back. She had really been hoping Justin was it for him.
Christmas morning, Justin went to his parents house. He had spoken to his mom a lot over the last week. She knew everything that had happened while he was away. Lynn knew how sad her son was and it was breaking her heart to see him like this.
He sat on the couch, trying to put a smile on his face in front of all of their family as they all opened their presents and enjoyed a nice breakfast together.
When they had a quiet moment, Lynn pulled Justin off to the side.
"Justin, I hate seeing you so sad."
"I'm alright momma. I will be," he corrected, shaking his head.
"Your suitcase is all packed. There's a plane that leave in an hour. It's on the guest bed. There's a construction job in Jackson waiting for you. Go to him Justin. It's where you will be happy. It's where you belong," Lynn said kissing his cheek.
Justin's mouth fell open. "Mom?"
"Don't question it. You'll have a job. The love of your life is half across the country. I want to see you happy again. Josh will make you happy."
Justin hugged her tightly and kissed her cheek
"I don't know what to say."
"Merry Christmas sweetheart. Go make Christmas Day for Josh."
"I love you momma."
"I love you too Justin. Now go say goodbye to everyone."
Justin quickly said good bye to everyone then ran up to the guest bedroom. Grabbing the suitcase and ticket he quickly left to the airport.
When Jc woke up Christmas morning he groaned. Getting up he got dressed and headed out of the inn. It was early enough that the sun was just coming up on the horizon. Snow flakes were slowly making their way down to the ground. Stuffing his hands in his pocket he walked down the Main Street towards the way out of town. He took a deep breath and walked in he knew the spot by heart. The two grave stones were buried by the snow but he still knew. Walking up he brushed the snow off.
"Well momma I'm alone once again on Christmas. But I'm thankful for everything I have. The inn is finally busy which is nice. I'll keep it going momma, I'll never let you down."
He visited his parents grave every Christmas morning. It was the only thing he did on Christmas each year.
After a good talk he headed back to the inn. The sun was giving the snow a beautiful glow. He shivered from the cold. When he got back to the empty Inn he looked around. Tomorrow he would start taking everything down. Hell, he had even thought about starting then.
Going in his apartment, he made a pot of coffee and a small breakfast. He looked at the Christmas tree and sighed. That would be first to go. All it did was remind him of Justin. Oh Justin. Quickly he shook his head trying to stop his thoughts. Suddenly he wasn't hungry anymore. Just leaving the meal on the table he went out and started doing random things around the inn.
Later that afternoon, Jc laid on his couch and watched mindless tv. He fell asleep, which he was thankful for so that his mind would stop thinking about being alone again.
Justin got off the plane as quickly as he could. He was itching to get to Jc. Grabbing a cab he headed to the inn. When the cab pulled up he was concerned it was so dark inside. Paying the cab driver, he grabbed his suitcase and headed up the stairs to the door. He prayed the door would be unlocked.
Jiggling the knob, he found it locked. Damn. Going back down the steps,
Justin walked around to the back to Jc's apartment door. It was locked too. He peeked inside the window but he couldn't see anything. It was all dark except for a glow of the tv. He had to be home.
Justin knocked and then waited.
Jc woke up with a start when he heard the knocking. Rubbing his eyes he groaned softly. Who would be here on Christmas? Probably someone lost.
Getting up slowly, Jc made his way to the door. Justin watched Jc walk slowly to the door. He looked tired. Putting his suitcase down he waited for Jc to unlock the door. When the door opened Justin threw his arms around him and pressed his lips onto the older mans cold ones. Jc jumped and pulled back.
"What the..." Jc exclaimed.
Grabbing the persons shoulders he pulled the hard body away from his. But when his eyes laid on the blue eyes that were in front of him, he was shocked.
"Justin."
"Hey Josh," he said pressing his lips back onto Jc's.
Justin's arms wrapped around Jc's waist and he kissed him hard. Jc couldn't believe Justin was here and he was in his arms, kissing him again. Jc didn't know how to respond. Again he pulled Justin back.
"Justin what are you doing here?"
Putting his hands on Jc's cheek he kissed him softly.
"I'm not leaving again Josh. I'm here to stay. We are going to be together."
Jc's eyes widened. "What?"
"Josh we can be together."
"You want to be with me?"
"Yes Josh more then anything."
"I've missed you so much," Jc choked putting his head in Justin's neck.
Justin hugged him tightly and placed his own face in Jc's neck.
"Oh Josh I've missed you so much too. I've been miserable this past week. I need to be with you. I love you."
"I love you Justin."
Jc couldn't believe it. Justin was here. He closed his eyes and just savored being in Justin's arms. It was all a dream, it had to be a dream. But yet Justin was pressed against him he felt the warmth of his arms.
Then it hit him...he wasn't alone. It was Christmas and he wasn't alone. He gripped Justin harder and tears slid down his cheeks.
"I'm not alone."
"No you're not alone. You won't be alone ever again."
Jc's legs buckled but Justin held him up.
"Come on Josh let's go sit down," Justin said pulling away. He walked them over to couch and sat them down. Taking Jc's hands into his.
"Josh I love you so much."
Jc leaned forward and kissed Justin softly. "I love you. So what is going on Justin?"
"My mom surprised me. She knew this past week I haven't been happy being home. I told her about you. She found me a job here Josh. I'm here for good."
"You want to be here with me?"
"Yes," Justin said slowly.
He wiped the slow moving tears away from the older mans cheek.
"Merry Christmas Josh."
Jc put his hand over Justin's and gripped it tightly. Then he uttered words he hadn't said in so long.
"Merry Christmas Justin."
He then walked over to the Christmas tree and picked a small box up.
"I was hoping, praying you would come back but...Iwasn't sure if you would or not." He could feel his cheeks turning red and he fumbled with the box. "But you came back..."
He coughed and run his hands through his hair nervously.
Justin stood up and walked over to him. Whatever Jc wanted to give to him meant a lot.
"What is it Josh?"
Jc just put the box in Justin's hands. Slowly Justin unwrapped the tiny box. Then lifted the lid.
"It's was my great grandpas. He's the one who opened the inn."
"Josh," he mumbled lifting the ring out.
"Please say you'll stay with me, that we can make this work. I want you to stay and help me with the inn. I love you. I think I fell in love with you the moment I opened the door at one in the morning to give you a room. You are all I ever think about. It hasn't been the same. I don't feel the same since you left. The inn was a happier place when you were here. Say you will be my life time partner?"
Justin looked up into the liquid blue eyes that he had fallen in love with. They were glossed over with unleashed tears. His own eyes were watering. Looking down at the ring, he knew that this was where he was meant to be. Taking the ring he placed it on his finger. Then put his hand gently on Jc's cheek.
"I can't see myself any other place."
"This is all I can offer you Justin. Me and this Inn. You have to be sure that this is what you want, what you can live with."
"As long as we are together, we can make it work."
"I love you," Jc whispered. He sighed when he felt the ring on his cheek. They were going to be together.
"I love you Josh."
Justin leaned forward and kissed Jc softly at first. He placed short kisses on his lips but then the need and want for more took over. Their arms wrapped around each other and their lips never broke.
Jc finally pulled back for a breath. "You are probably hungry, that's a long flight." Moving away he started making his way into the kitchen. "I don't have anything and everything is closed. Shit," he muttered.
"You're an inn, Josh. You've got to have something," Justin laughed. "Let's go look," he suggested.
They walked into the kitchen and started looking for something to eat. Justin made them something small but it worked. When they finished eating Justin helped Jc do the dishes. Jc couldn't believe what was happening. Just being in the apartment and doing dishes with Justin actually brought tears to his eyes. For the first time in five years he wasn't alone on Christmas.
"Josh what's wrong?"
"I'm not alone."
Laughing a little Justin walked over to him and lifted him so he was sitting on the counter.
"No you are not alone."
Justin stood between his legs and Jc wrapped his legs around his waist. He kissed Jc hard and full of passion. Jc moaned into his mouth when Justin's tongue swiped across his bottom lip. He sucked softly on his lip then Jc let his tongue in. Their tongues battled and played.
Jc tangled his hands in Justin's hair and pulled softly at it. Justin sighed softly. Everything about kissing Jc and having him in his arms felt so right.
"I want you Justin," Jc groaned.
Justin's lips were now sucking and kissing the side of his neck and Justin could feel their hardness rubbing against each other.
"Baby, I want you so bad."
Justin had thought about this since the night they met. The dreams he had, had made him hard. Every morning he had woken up with a hard on and now he was finally going to get to feel what it was like.
"As much as I would like to fuck you right here let's go to the bedroom," Justin said putting his hands under his lovers shirt.
Jc jumped but he wasn't sure if it was from Justin's cold hands or if it was from Justin touching his skin.
"Sorry my hands are a little cold."
"Please Justin," Jc said kissing down Justin's neck.
"Come on," Justin said taking him down off the counter.
As they made their way to the bedroom, they stripped each other leaving a trail of clothes behind him. By the time they hit the bed they were just in their briefs. Justin didn't want his lips to leave Jc's.
He sucked softly on Jc's bottom lip and Jc moaned softly. Justin loved hearing his moans and he wanted more. Running his hands between their bodies, Justin softly groped Jc's hardness. Jc's hips shot up and he groaned.
"Josh."
"Yea."
"Top or bottom?" He asked sucking on his lovers neck and slipping his hand into his briefs wrapping his hand around the hardened shaft.
"Bottom," Jc moaned.
Justin grinned and yanked Jc's briefs down. It was time to taste. Pushing the older man down on the bed he lifted up his legs and licked the tight bud.
"Jesus."
"So tight," Justin said pushing his tongue inside.
Jc thought he was going to lose it fast. This was going to be hard to last. Justin continued licking at the tight hole and his hand pumped Jc's cock, pulling at it hard.
"Feel good, baby?" Justin asked.
"Yes! Oh god, Justin," Jc yelled out. His breathing was becoming labored already. Oh god.
"Jus, please!"
Justin sat up and grinned. Jc sat up with him and pulled at Justin's briefs, desperate to look and touch him finally. Justin's cock sprung to life and Jc groaned at the site.
"Beautiful," he whispered before leaning down and taking Justin's cock into his warm wet mouth.
"Fuck yes. Josh!" Justin screamed out.
He placed his hand on the back of Jc's head and guided him further down on his shaft. Jc opened his mouth wide, letting all of Justin go deep down to his throat. He was balls deep and Jc's nose was hitting his groin. Jc held it as long as he could, tightening his lips.
"Holy hell," Justin exclaimed.
Pulling off, Jc took a deep breath and brought it right back in. He worked the hard cock. He didn't want it out of his mouth. He loved the feel of it.
The pulsing vein that ran down it. The way the tip felt as it tingled on his tongue. Justin was in pure pleasure. He lost track of anything other than the feel of Jc's mouth ok him.
Jc pulled off of him most of the way until just his mushroom head was in his mouth. He milked the head and let his hand wrap around Justin's shaft, pumping him quickly. Justin struggled to breath. His fingers ran continues though the short black hair on his lovers head. His hips rose and fell with Jc's mouth wanting nothing but to be back fully into his mouth.
"Fuck. Your mouth feels so good,"
Justin moaned.
Jc looked up at him and grinned. Justin pulled him off his cock and up to his mouth. They kissed heavily, their tongues battling for dominance.
"Lay down Josh," Justin said kissing his neck.
Slowly Jc laid down on the bed as Justin crawled on top of him. Their lips connected again. Jc allowed Justin to take over his mouth, his tongue. Justin's body covered his smaller one. He could feel his cock resting on his thigh and he so desperately wanted it in him. Filling him.
"Take me Justin. God, I need you," Jc moaned, feeling their cocks throbbing.
Justin kissed him hard once more then sat up a little. He lifted Jc's legs and then placed his cock at the tight hole, just waiting for him. Slowly he pushed in. Watching carefully as he did. Jc's body tensed he gripped Justin's upper arms.
"Tell me if I need to stop."
"No. No stopping. Keep going. Oh god it feels good."
Jc's fingers gripped his arms tighter as Justin filled him. He got all the way in and stayed. Both men were struggling to catch their breath.
"Damn you're so tight," Justin groaned. He gritted his teeth.
"Have I mentioned it's been awhile," Jc moaned.
"Once or twice," Justin said smiling and kissing him.
"Come on Jus," Jc groaned wiggling his hips.
"I don't want to hurt you."
"I could care less. Move!"
Justin attacked Jc's lips again as he slowly pulled out. They both moaned into each other's mouth.
Justin started moving his hips, sending him in and out of his lovers hole. Jc started to loosen a little but he still gripped Justin tightly.
Jc's eyes closed tight. He was fighting both pain and pleasure. His mouth opened but nothing seemed to come out. Justin kissed down his neck. His fingers gripped Jc's hips as he moved faster. He moaned into Jc's ear.
"Baby you are alright?"
Jc's face turned and stared into Justin's blue.
"Yes," Jc finally got out. He took a shallow breath as Justin's lips covered his again.
Reaching between them Justin wrapped his hand around Jc's hard shaft making the older man arch his back and moan loudly. Justin stroked in rhythm of his hips. Long and hard.
"Justin," Jc stuttered.
"It's ok Jc."
Jc's head moved back and forth. This couldn't be real. It was a dream he was going to wake up and be a alone again. His orgasm was building, he could feel the burn through his body. All the blood was rushing to the tip of his cock.
"Fuck," he groaned.
Justin sat up and watched his hard cock slip in and out. God Jc was so tight. But god, it felt so damn good.
"Baby, cum for me. I want to see you explode," he said staring into Jc's blue eyes.
Jc wrapped his hand over Justin's on his cock helping him move faster. He was desperate, almost to the point of no return. It would happen soon. Together they pulled violently at Jc's throbbing hardness.
Justin's thrusts became more urgent. He wouldn't be lasting much longer. He thrust harder into his lover. With each hard push Jc cried out.
"God Jc," Justin moaned.
"Jus...yes. Oh god yes, keep going."
One more pull on his cock and Jc lost it. His cum shot in long strings into his stomach. Justin groaned and moaned just as loudly as Jc did as he went through his orgasm. Fuck, this was so hot!
As Jc's body shook, it tightened around Justin's cock making the hole even tighter. With one final thrust his orgasm hit. He gripped Jc's hips tightly, doing everything to hold on. A string of swear words passed his lips.
"Jus...I love you," Jc whimpered as his body started coming down.
Their eyes locked and Justin cummed hard. With each thrust, his warm liquid filled Jc. His head fell back and his eyes closed tightly. Never had it felt so right, so good.
"I love you Josh," Justin mumbled.
Jc's hand ran up Justin's chest. He pulled him down and kissed him roughly. He wrapped his legs around Justin's waist keeping him deep in his hole.
"I love you," Jc whispered again against Justin's lips.
"I love you," Justin said kissing around his lovers face.
Pulling out he laid next to him holding him close. Jc snuggled close and put his head in Justin's neck.
"This feels so right. So good," Jc whispered.
"You and me are so right, Josh. There's nothing better than this right now. You and me."
Jc looked up at him and kissed Justin's jaw. He nuzzled his head back in Justin's neck and closed his eyes.
"I made a wish last night when it hit midnight."
"What did you wish Jc?" Justin said smiling.
"Let's just say it came true," Jc said smiling.
Taking his lovers chin in his fingers he lifted it up. When their blue eyes connected, it took Justin's breath away. He saw the love that he had seen the first week they had been together. It was back and he was going to make sure that it never left. That his lover was never alone.
Happy and content, they fell asleep for a shirt nap in each other's arms. When they woke up later, both of them had smiles on their face.
"I want you to come somewhere with me," Jc said running his finger across Justin's jaw.
"When do you want to go?"
"Now."
Justin nodded his head. "Let's go baby."
He kissed Jc softly and then they got out of bed and got dressed. Dressing warmly they walked down main street, the same way Jc had walked that morning. When they got to the cemetery, Justin looked at Jc and tightened his grip on his hand.
"My mom and dad are here. They need to know something," Jc offered as an explanation.
They continued walking, Jc showing the way to his parents grave sites. When they got there Justin could tell Jc had already been there earlier because they weren't covered with snow.
Jc kneeled next to his moms and let his finger touch the stone softly. Justin kneeled down next to him, keeping their hands together.
"Momma, I told you this morning that I was alone again. That this Christmas wasn't anything different. I was wrong. I'm happy now momma. I found love. Love came to me," he said looking at Justin with a smile on his face. Justin mirrored his smile.
"I love you momma and miss you so much. But I want you to know that I'm happy. Christmas means something again for the first time since you've been gone. Justin is good to me. We are happy."
Justin squeezed his lovers hand and they stood up slowly, still looking down at the graves.
Jc turned to Justin and immediately Justin brought his hand up to Jc's cold cheek. Their blues eyes locked.
"Thank you for coming with me," Jc whispered.
"Josh, I'm with you from here until forever. You're the love of my life."
Jc pushed forward and their lips collided. They knew from that moment on their lives would be full of love for each other. They were soul mates. And every Christmas, they would remember this moment when Jc finally found Christmas again because of Justin's love.
Author's Chapter Notes:
Sexual content!
This is all from my head.
Chapter End Notes:
I hope you enjoyed my little Christmas story. Thanks for reading.
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