MONDAY - August 5, 2019

I wake up at 8am, before my alarm goes off. I’m surprised especially with all that went down the night before. I turn to my right and see JC still snoozing away. I quietly get up and use the restroom, before heading out to the kitchen. When I enter the kitchen, Michael & Melinda are already having their cups of coffee. 

Gianne: good morning 

Michael & Melinda: good morning

I grab a water out of the fridge & sit on the stool next to Melinda.

Gianne: so what's the plan today? What time is your flight? 

Melinda: I fly out at 1. Michael & Lance will be dropping me off & then they head home after. 

Michael: (with a teasing playful tone) and I figured JC would be your transportation home 

Gianne: (making a face at Michael) so be outta here by 1130 ish? 

Melinda: yea pretty much 

Gianne: so i’ll see ya’ll on Friday in Indianapolis, correct? 

Melinda: yep, we’ll all be flying in Friday 

Gianne: sounds good 

We clean up around the kitchen and tidy up everything we may have used. Lance and JC make their way into the kitchen after freshening up. 

Michael: well good morning sleepyheads! we were wondering if you guys were ever gonna get up

I giggle and look at JC, as he gives me a kiss on the head. Lance just makes a face at Michael as he makes himself a cup of coffee. They munch here and there before we all pack up our stuff and get ready to leave. 

By 10:30, everyone has all their stuff packed up and bags ready in the living room. As the guys put our stuff in the cars, Melinda and I check the house to make sure nothing was forgotten, or no mess was left behind. When the guys get back, Melinda insisted on a picture to remember the weekend. I set up my phone on the living room table while everyone situated themselves on the couch. I set the timer for multiple shots. As I walk back to the couch, I see Michael on one armrest, Lance, Melinda, a spot for me, and JC on the other armrest. I hurry to sit next to Melinda and lean in closer to her, almost leaning/hugging her. 

Gianne: it’s set for 4 shots , ya know, in case someone blinks

Lance: (teasing) so thorough with your photos 

Gianne: shush! if you want, you can change your pose then 

We smile for the first two, then I switch spots with JC, so that he’s next to Melinda. She can be sandwiched in between her two boys. As I was about to sit on the armrest, JC stops me so that I can sit on his left leg, kind of across his lap. He wraps his arm around my waist and then leans in closer to Melinda. After the last two photos, we all make our way to the cars, locking up the house behind us. I immediately look through the photos and send them to everyone. I place my purse in the passenger seat of JC’s car and hug Melinda, Lance, and Michael goodbye. JC does the same with Melinda and the bro hug with Lance & Michael. 

Gianne: see ya’ll friday 

We all collectively say bye and wave from our cars. JC backed out of the driveway and made his way onto the 10 freeway. 

Gianne: ya know, i’ve always wanted a jeep like this. 

JC: yea? 

Gianne: yea… just never got around to getting one. now i can just borrow yours

JC grabs my hand and holds onto it as he drives. 

JC: anytime 

Gianne: thank you again for coming out this weekend. it was really a lot of fun. 

JC: it was a lot of fun. a nice little getaway too. 

Gianne: i hope we have more getaways 

JC: oh, i definitely see that happening 

I suddenly get butterflies just thinking about future getaways with JC. I couldn’t help but smile. 

Gianne: (unsure of how to bring it up) so your birthday … 

JC: uh huh…. what about it? 

Gianne: just wanted to see if you had plans already … or if you were free for me to take you out

JC: (amused) what did you have in mind? 

Gianne: nothing big - just take you out to a nice dinner. just to spend a little time with you on your birthday before i fly out Friday 

JC: i should be the one taking you out

Gianne: ooook…. but not on your birthday 

JC: (laughing) ok ok

We discuss more details of me picking him up and what time, but i did not disclose where we were eating. It was around 130pm when he dropped me off at home. He walked me inside - made sure I didnt forget anything and was settled in. 

Gianne: (wrapping my arms around his neck) thank you for driving me home

We kiss softly. 

JC: of course. sorry i can’t stay - i have some stuff to finish up for meetings the next few days

Gianne: no, its ok. no need for apologies. 

He gives me another kiss before heading to the door. He unlocks the door and gives me one more kiss before walking out. 

Gianne: ill see you thursday 

JC: can’t wait

He walks out to his car, as i lean against the door frame watching him. I wave to him as he drives off. I lock up and plop on the couch. Without realizing, I fall asleep with the TV on in the background. When I wake up, it’s about 5pm. I stretch on the couch and know that i’m screwed falling asleep later tonight. I decide to be productive and make arrangements for Thursday. 

I pull out my phone and laptop and look up Gjelina. I give them a call and ask if there is a way to have a more secluded area of the restaurant - maybe away from the entrance. They stated they had a private room upstairs, but would need a deposit if we wanted it to be just us two. Otherwise, since there was no private party reserved for Thursday - it would be set up like normal similar to downstairs, however, not as crowded. I agree to a table on the upstairs patio. According to the reviews on Yelp, the upstairs patio had a great view of Abbott Kinney and was nicely decorated with intimate lights. They finalize our reservation for 7pm. I look up how close the restaurant is to JC’s, which is roughly a 30 minute drive. I figure i may end up staying at JC’s that night, so I should have Melinda book my flight from Burbank. But just to be sure, i make sure and text JC. 

hey, quick question… 

is it okay if i stay the night at your place thursday night? 

I figured i’d fly out from burbank if i do. 

While i wait for his response, i go on instagram and look up the posts i’ve done for the tour. Ryan and the guys from OTOWN have all shared the post on their stories. I also check messages on social media. All their comments seem to be like they’re digging for information: 

DEAD. JC IS FOLLOWING YOU!?

Living your best life! 

What? When? Where? Why? How? 

Details girl! DETAILS!! We saw those heart eye emojis!! 

I heard JC and Jen broke up. Is that true? Do you have intel? 

I sit there thinking how i’m going to respond. I know JC’s private and wouldn’t want all that information out. 

I respond: 

JC following me - crazy right? I’m still over the moon! 

this roadie job is getting me in the door. . . but don’t worry, i’m still working 

on manifesting an NSYNC reunion! If i hear anything - ya’ll will be the first to know!

Yea, that was open ended enough. I didn’t address any JC rumors or anything involving our relationship. Last thing I wanted to do was not have him trust me. 

My phone then goes off - it was JC. 

of course. 

I then email Melinda asking her if my flight could be booked out of Burbank. She said it was no problem and that they’d forward me the info when everything was booked. She informed me that Lance was flying out of Burbank too, and that she’d try to get the same flight for me. I unpack and get ready for bed, mentally preparing myself for the regular workday i had ahead of me the next few days.

The next few days were plain old boring - nothing exciting. Some coworkers asked how my freelancing gig was going & they knew I was super excited and could tell how happy I was. Some regretted asking me - once I started talking about it, i couldn’t stop. The days went by slowly, probably because I was anticipating JC’s birthday dinner. I couldn’t contain my excitement when Thursday finally rolled around. 

THURSDAY 8/8

Once midnight hit, i couldn’t help but text JC. There was no way i could wait until morning to wish him Happy Birthday. Even if he was asleep, at least I would be one of the first text messages he’d see in the morning when he woke up. 

happy birthday handsome 

can’t wait to celebrate with you <3

I laid in bed, watching TV, hoping I would eventually fall asleep. I finally did around 1am. 

I woke up later that morning around 9am, since I had fallen asleep so late. I cuddled with a pillow, while i checked my phone. I had quite a few messages. 

First, JC: 

thank you. can’t wait to see you. 

I smile and feel all tingly. 

Next, Michael: 

everything set for your dinner tonight? 

yep, made all the arrangements a few days ago. 

hope he likes it. even requested to be in a more secluded, private area.

gosh, don’t worry. lance says he’ll love it. 

have fun. 

thank you. xoxo

Then, one from Lauren: 

hola. just checking in. 

isn’t today JC’s birthday, if my memory serves me correct? 

haha, it is. 

taking him out to dinner. so nervous - its kind of our first public date. 

omg! am i going to see paparazzi pics of you? 

gosh, i hope not.
im not ready to deal with that

true. 

just relax & enjoy the moment. wish him happy birthday for me too. 

got it! xoxo

I go about my day - packing for the weekend with the POP2000 tour, and including some extra clothes for the night at JC’s. I look through my closet to pick an outfit out for tonight. I needed something sexy/casual. I decide on skinny jeans, a black silk cami, and booties. Being that it was summertime, not sure if I needed a sweater, but brought my black leather jacket in case. I was definitely channeling my inner Nina Dobrev. Before I showered and got ready, i had to clean my truck if I was driving us to dinner. I got a car wash and got the interior vacuumed. After I finished everything that needed to be done - I started getting ready at about 3. I showered, blew dry & curled my hair, and did my make up. I checked traffic to see how long it would take to get to JC’s - roughly an hour. And another 40 to get to Gjelina’s. I’d have to leave by 5 at least - maybe 430 to be safe. I load my luggage into the truck before changing into my outfit for the night. When i’m all set & ready to go, i text Michael to make sure he approves of my outfit choice. 

Michael responds:

       DAMN!!!! ????????????????????????

I lock up the house and get in the truck. I text JC letting him know i’m on the way & head out. 

Surprisingly, traffic wasn’t too bad going to JC’s - but i knew that wouldn’t be the case heading to Venice. Around 530, I pull up alongside JC’s garage, since there wasn’t really a driveway. I make my way to his entry gate and push the buzzer. I hear a click, unlocking the gate, and walk onto his property. I walk in to see a small grassy area leading to the front door, but past that was an amazing view of LA. I was mesmerized by the view that I didn’t even hear JC open the front door. He was leaning against the door frame, staring at me the way I was staring at the view. JC had to clear his throat in order for me to snap out of my trance. 

Gianne: (turning to face him/walk towards him) sorry … that view is amazing 

JC: (eyeing me up & down) i agree 

I give him a smirk and wrap my arms around his waist. He brings his arms around me as well, a little below my waist, almost resting on my butt.

Gianne: (kissing him) Happy Birthday 

JC: thank you - but you! you look incredible!

Gianne: just for you 

JC: (slightly leading me indoors) maybe we can just stay here & order in … 

Gianne: (pulling him back in place) ha ha .. nice try. 

I look at JC and he’s wearing dark blue jeans, a white tee, and a black button up with the sleeves rolled up. I could stare at him all day. 

JC: (smiling) … so where we going? do you want me to drive? 

Gianne: no no… its your birthday. i attend to you. 

JC: is that so? 

Gianne: (smiling & pulling on his button up) yep, i attend to you (kissing him) all (kissing him) night (kissing him a final time)

JC: (letting out a sigh) ... such a tease. 

Gianne: (laughing) well then, let's hurry up and get to dinner 

JC locks up and we head to my truck. 

I look at the time and its a little past six. I bust a U-turn on his narrow street and head down the hill. 

JC: so do i get any hint at all where we’re eating? 

Gianne: uh… venice? 

JC: hmmm…. lots of choices there

I just smile as I continue driving. I tried my best to study the directions to Gjelina beforehand, but still had the navigation on in case. Navigation said it would roughly take 40 minutes to get there, so i tried to drive a bit more aggressive than i usually do. Thankfully, with being more aggressive, i did make the drive in 40 minutes - otherwise, we definitely wouldn’t have made it. I scour the back alleys for parking and luck must have been on my side because a car began backing out. 

JC: Wow… score! 

I do a little dance in my seat. I drive into the parking space and park the truck. I grab my purse and we both get out of the car. Getting out of the car, i hope that no paparazzi are around to spot us. I mean, venice was an unlikely spot for paps right? It was mainly the Hollywood / Beverly Hills area. I shake it out of my head and focus on the night ahead. We walk hand in hand towards Abbott Kinney. 

JC: there’s a new restaurant here that everyone’s been raving about 

Gianne: oh really? 

We turned the corner from the parking lot and I could see Gjelina on the corner. There was somewhat of a crowd waiting to be called in. 

JC: oh, i think that’s it. Gjelina. we’ll have to try that one day… 

Gianne: uh… how about tonight? 

JC: (laughing) stop! this is where we’re eating? 

Gianne: yea… i made some arrangements. i know you and crowds.

He brings his arm around my shoulder, bringing me closer to him, and then kisses my head. 

JC: that’s very considerate of you. i would’ve been fine no matter where & how crowded. you didn’t have to make special arrangements. 

Gianne: i wanted to. 

We weave our way through the crowd and walk into the restaurant. The loudness of everyone’s conversations just slap you in the face - such a difference from outside. I approach the hostess and give her my reservation. Luckily, the majority of the people were into their food that no one recognized JC yet. However, i did notice the hostess eyeing him. She had to recognize him. She grabs two menus and leads us upstairs. When we reach the second floor, the table set up wasn’t as jam packed as downstairs, since it looked more like an apartment than a restaurant. She leads us out onto the balcony/patio, which is decorated with string lights and greenery. Luckily, the patio only had 3 table set ups, which lined the railing of the balcony and overlooked the busy street below. 

Hostess: (pointing towards the corner table) this table right here

JC pulls out the chair for me and scoots me in, before sitting across from me. I sat facing the door of the restaurant that way the back of his head would be the only thing anyone saw. The hostess hands us our menus and smiles.

JC: (grabbing my hand across the table) thank you for doing this. it was very thoughtful of you. 

Gianne: of course. i just wanted tonight to be special & romantic. besides, i dont think i’d hear a word you say if we were seated downstairs

JC: (laughing) right?! that was pretty insane how loud it was. 

Our waiter comes by and takes our drink order and recites any recommendations for the night. We thank him as we continue looking over the menu. When the waiter returns with our drinks, we order the stone fruit burrata to start. JC also orders the skirt steak while I order the japanese mackerel, and a salad for us to share. There was a nice evening breeze, but wasn’t too cool where I needed my jacket. I look up and down abbott kinney to see the swarm of people enjoying the night. I must’ve looked like a tourist, so amused with the scenery and crowds below. I look at JC, who’s just smiling at me with amusement. 

JC: you’re so cute

I immediately feel my cheeks blush. 

Gianne: You’re probably so used to nice intimate views like this. 

JC: yea… but i prefer the company. 

Gianne: man… you’re bringing out all the lines tonight 

JC starts laughing with the sight of me turning tomato red. 

Gianne: (grabbing my cocktail) ok ok… a toast

JC grabs his old-fashioned to join me. 

Gianne: wishing you an amazing and unforgettable birthday, and hoping this year brings you all your hearts desires. because you truly deserve it.

We clink our glasses and take sips of our drinks. 

JC: so far, this birthday is off to an amazing start 

Gianne: i’m glad 

JC’s phone goes off here and there with all the birthday messages flooding in. The waiter brings out our food and we indulge. JC occasionally checks his phone, in case of any important messages regarding work. 

Gianne: oh yea, my cousin Lauren says happy birthday too 

JC: aww, tell her thank you. How is she doing?

I try downing as much water as i can to help flush out the one cocktail i drank. After all, i was driving and needed to sober up. 

Gianne: she’s good. she’s been checking in, seeing how the tour gig is going. trying to get gossip about me and you 

JC: (smirking) is she really? what have you told her? 

Gianne: (jokingly) that you’re amazing in bed 

JC nearly chokes as he takes a bite of food. I feel bad for causing him to choke, but at the same time laugh at his reaction. 

Gianne: oh gosh.. i was kidding. i didn’t tell her that. 

JC wipes his mouth and takes a sip of water. 

Gianne: i know you like your privacy - i simply told her we’re getting to know each other. and i just showed her the picture we took at Omnia. 

JC: that was a good picture….. and i do like my privacy, but you can talk to her if you want. she’s your cousin. she’s family. 

Gianne: well thank you… (looking him playfully in the eye) but im still unsure of what to tell her

JC: (giving me a flirty smile) well, you can tell her... that your (emphasizing) boyfriend looks forward to hanging out with her again & hopes she’s doing well. 

I take a sip of water to hide the biggest smile I suddenly have on my face. JC can’t help but smile at my reaction. 

Gianne: (setting my water down) so i’m ready to get out of here

JC lets out a laugh. 

Gianne: (scooting out of my chair) i’ll be right back. just gonna use the restroom before we leave

JC: okay

As I make my way to the restroom, I stop by the waiter station and give him my card to pay the bill. I didn’t want them bringing the bill to the table and have JC end up paying. I thank the waiter for everything and then continue to the restroom. I freshen up my lip gloss and stick a mint in my mouth before heading back up. As I make my way back to the table, I suddenly realize I should have our picture taken. The waiter, who was leaving another table, noticed me kind of waiting for him. 

waiter: was there anything else we could do for you guys? 

Gianne: actually, i was just going to ask if you could take our picture before we leave 

waiter: of course

The waiter followed me, as i walked back to our table. JC looked up at me. 

JC: everything good? 

Gianne: yea, i just wanted to get a picture before we leave 

JC: oh ok

I handed the waiter my phone with the camera on already. JC scooted his chair out and had me sit across his lap, with my back to the street - which was also our background. I crossed my legs, put my right arm around him, as he wrapped his left arm around my hip. 

Gianne: look at you, already knowing what i wanted as the background 

JC: what can i say ? 

We look at the camera, bringing our heads closer together. The waiter took multiple shots, like most people do now, to be safe. He hands me the camera afterwards. 

Gianne: thank you so much

waiter: of course. 

I stay seated on JC’s lap as we look through the pictures. He kisses my shoulder as I gawk over the photos. 

Gianne: (putting my phone away) ok, you ready? 

JC: ready when you are 

Gianne: did you want to walk around at all? or head back to your place? 

JC: (pretending to think about it) um… my place 

I smile, then kiss him on the lips, just before getting off his lap. 

JC: wait, the bill? we haven’t paid yet

Gianne: (teasingly shaking my head) baby i took care of that 

JC: are you serious? 

Gianne: yes im serious. its your birthday. 

JC: this doesnt feel right letting you pay

We begin walking to the stairwell, and out the restaurant. 

Gianne: are you telling me, no girl has ever paid for you on a date?

JC: (shrugging and making a face) pretty much 

Gianne: (surprised) well.. get used to me paying…  sometimes (laughing)

We make our way out of the crowded restaurant, which still had a line of people outside. As we turned the corner of the restaurant, someone yelled JC’s name. I froze, just hoping it wasn’t paparazzi. JC looked back to see who it was. It was Matt. Matt Morrison. 

JC: Hey! (giving Matt a bro hug) How’s it going? 

Matt: Good good! Happy Birthday man! 

JC: thanks

Matt was with his wife, Renee. JC then turned to me. 

JC: Matt, this is Gianne, my girlfriend.

Matt extends his hand to mine. It was surreal hearing JC introduce me as his girlfriend. 

Matt: Gianne, nice to meet you. 

Gianne: Very nice meeting you too! 

JC: and this is his wife, Renee

Renee: hi, nice meeting you 

Gianne: (shaking her hand) hi renee. nice to meet you. 

JC: are ya’ll eating at gjelina? 

Matt: we were thinking about it. it was either between gjelina or mtn. 

JC: yea, first time at gjelina’s. it was pretty good. 

Matt: alright… we’ll have to take a look. it was good seeing ya man

JC: yea you too. 

JC hugs Renee & Matt goodbye, as I wave goodbye. We continue to the car, with JC’s arm wrapped around my shoulder. I hug him as we continue walking. When we reach the truck, he opens the driver door for me, before making his way in on the passenger side. 

When he gets in, he leans in over the middle console, softly turning my chin and kisses me. I could’ve taken him right then and there - first with introducing me as his girlfriend and now, with the kissing. I was overwhelmed with emotions. He slowly pulls away. 

JC: thank you again for an incredible birthday

Gianne: (smiling and kissing him one more time) mmm… youre welcome

I start the truck and head to JC’s place. The drive back didn’t seem as long since traffic was slightly lighter, being that it was almost 9. JC said parking in front of the garage was fine and that the no parking sign was mainly for the section leading up to the neighbor’s driveway. After parking the truck, I grabbed my overnight bag and left my luggage in the car. I didnt want to have to load it up again in the morning. I met JC on the other side of the truck, where he then grabbed my hand leading me into the yard, shutting the gate behind him. He then unlocked the front door and led me inside. 

JC: After you… 

I walk in and gawk at the high ceilings. The inside was a very modern, minimalist design. Lots of whites & grays. 

Gianne: (jaw to the floor) wow… im in love. 

JC proceeds to give me a tour of his place. Walking in the front door led you right into the open space living room/dining room/ kitchen. He even had my dream sink - a farm sink. The view from the dining room was just as breathtaking as the view from outside. I could so get used to this. I set my purse down on one of the stools by the island, as JC continues the tour downstairs. The bottom level had a guestroom, a massive bathroom, and on the outside patio of that room was a jacuzzi. A million thoughts began running through my head at the sight of the jacuzzi. We then continued the tour and went up to the third floor. At the top of the stairs, you first come across the two guest bedrooms and bathroom. One of the bedrooms was more so an office / music room. The laundry room was all the way to the left and just before that were two double doors - the master bedroom. Walking into the master, you walk straight in and see his bed, a massive king size one. To the right was the bathroom and walk in closet. I couldn’t help but picture us in the massive shower he had in the bathroom. I get butterflies just thinking about it. JC then walks me out onto the balcony of the master bedroom. I lean against the banister and take in the view. He walks up behind me, resting his head on my shoulder/neck. 

Gianne: your house is amazing 

JC: thank you. you’re welcome to come by anytime you want

With his arms still around me, also on the balcony banister, i turn in his arms to face him. I continue to lean against the banister and look JC in the eyes. We smile and JC moves in closer and kisses me in such a loving, sensual way. He leans further into me to deepen the kiss, pressing me against the banister. I run my hand through his hair, grasping it. JC picks me up, causing me to wrap my legs around his waist as he holds me up by my ass/thighs. Still deep in our kiss, he walks us back into the master - closing the sliding door behind him with his one free hand. He walks to the bed and sits down, with me straddling him. I pull away from our kiss long enough to unbutton & remove his long sleeve. I kiss him again before pulling his white tee over his head. He kisses my shoulder and continues kissing me, moving towards my neck/chest area, all while moving his hands below my camisole. He pulls my camisole off over my head, leaving me in my black lace bra. He grabs me and rolls over, moving me onto the bed as he hovers above me. Our kisses just grow deeper and deeper, as i wrap one leg around him, with his hand caressing my leg down to my ass. He pulls away, leaving me wanting more and sighing at the same time. 

JC: (letting out a smile)  sorry baby, just gotta take this off (unbuttoning my jeans)

I can’t help but moan with just the feeling of his hands at my waistband. I squirm out of my pants as he pulls them off. He stands at the edge of the bed and removes his jeans. I push the sheets aside to get under. As he crawls onto the bed, over me, he kisses up my leg, to my stomach, all while pulling the sheet over us. I grab him to see how ready he is for me. He unstraps my bra and kisses my breast in response & feel him harden more. Remembering it was his birthday, i decide to change the direction of our session. I maneuver somehow to turn him so that he’s on his back. 

JC: (looking at me with curiosity) oh, you wanna be on top, do you? 

Gianne: (smirking) eventually… 

I begin to move down his body, covering him in kisses. I hear him moan as i’m fully beneath the linen sheet, breathing on his inner thigh, licking the base of his penis before fully encasing my mouth around him. I feel his body tense and grab the pillows and sheets in his hand. I went fast and then slow, changing it up so that he wouldn’t come yet. I wanted him to come while I was riding him, straddling him. At one point, he pulled the sheet off so that he could grab my hair in frustration and kind of control the pace. When his breathing became more erratic, I stopped and climbed on top of him. With all the lubrication, he slid in perfectly and I moaned with how good it felt with him inside me. I clenched my muscles as i rode him up and down. His moaning determined the pace I thrusted which caused him to grab my ass, my thighs, my breasts - whatever he could grab. 

JC: baby, thats it. i’m close

Gianne: (moaning) yea ? 

I sped up until he came, and I continued to thrust slowly, while he went to make it even more satisfying - with me still around him while his muscles contracted. I lean down to kiss his lips and chest as he catches his breath. 

Gianne: (kissing his upper chest still) what else does the birthday boy want? 

JC: I just want you…. all night 

Gianne: (softly) you have me

JC turns me over now, so that im on my back. He kisses me while bringing his hand down my body. He teases me first by cupping my vagina and then running his finger around, teasing me. He pulls away to look at me - moaning and squirming. He now moves down my body, licking my breasts, kissing my navel, and then kissing my inner thigh. I definitely squirmed out of control now. He ran his finger down from my clit to my vaginal opening. With his finger still caressing my inner lips, he ran his tongue along the edges of my vagina, stopping at my clit. He applied pressure, pushing his tongue deep into me while also inserting his finger deep into me. I grabbed one of the pillows, moaning loudly into it. He continued to pleasure me, which caused me to moan louder and louder. He knew how to get me close to going, and then would slow down in order to pleasure me more. My mind was being blown and he knew exactly what he was doing. He finally brought me to sweet euphoric pleasure, causing me to scream, cuss, and moan like there was no tomorrow. 

JC: (smiling) that was to thank you for an amazing birthday

I remain laying on the bed, in euphoric shock, trying to catch my breath, while he plants sweet kisses up my body and finally reaching my lips. As he kisses me, i just moan in an attempt to speak. 

JC: (trying to entice me) i’ll be in the shower