As we pulled up to the venue I sat at the window watching fans scream as the bus rolled by. Even now, it amazed me how big the boys had gotten and I felt so privlaged to call them my  brothers. Being with them on tour was a dream come true, being able to spend an entire summer with friends, who could ask for more? I couldn't help but smile as Justin stuck his head out the window causing a frenzie. He's such a ham. He's always loved the attention. I mean come on what guy doesn't like having girls lust after them?

Even though I'm incredibly proud of all their success it hurts that I can't tell Justin my true feelings. It's not that what other people would think of us together, its what Justin thinks of us together. But I have come to realize that theres nothing romantic going on between us and I just need to let it go.

Justin is the most incredible person I've ever known. Next to my family, he's been that one person I have always been able to count on when I'm in need. Sure, we have our share of arguments but he's been my number one supporter since I can even remember and I can't imagine my life without him.

"Whatcha thinking about kiddo?" he asks sitting next to me with a smile. Oh that smile.

I let out a sigh. "Nothing just tired. Enjoying the frenzie you just caused." I laugh as he grins.

"I try, you know?"

"Dork." I mumble shaking my head as I stand up as the bus pulls up to the entrance where tons of fans wait with excitement for their favorite band to emerge.

"I know you are but what am I?" he retorts back.

"Hilarious Jus." I say trying to hide back a smile.

"I know." he grins. "And Hey, you should probably wait here, the bus can pull you around to the other entrance, I don't want you getting mobbed by the fans, they can get pretty crazy."

I raise my eyebrows at him, looking at him skpetically. "Justin I'll be fine."

Justin looks at me with a stern face, a very parental look. Ugh I hate it when he does that.

"I'm not risking you getting hurt Lil. Your staying on the bus."

"Ugh." I huff as I sit on the bench. "Fine. Go." I pout. I know he's just looking out for me, I'm just extremely stubborn and he knows that.

"Aw come on, suck in that lower lip." JC says leaning down so we were eye level. "It might get stuck that way."

"Yeah you wouldn't want that, then you'd walk around all day like this." Chris added in making his own pouty face.

"You all are so hilarious. Go make the teenies wet themsleves, I don't wanna see your faces anymore." I retort back continue my pouting.

Laughing, the guys exit the bus and as I expected the girls let out glass shattering screams. I turned to look out the window as they greeted the fans, signing a few autographs. I saw Justin turn back towards the bus, knowing he saw me when noone else did he gave me a wink and a smile that was between us.

After the guys had gotten into the venue, the bus pulled around to a secret entrance where I was lead into the building. It was really weird, as if I was the celebrity. There was security all around me, making sure noone would get in within a foot of me. Finally into the venue, the security dispursed and I saw the guys up on the stage rehearsing. Grabbing a front row seat I curled my legs up as I watched them.

Justin saw me after a moment and smiled down at me. "You okay dollface?" he asks into the mircrophone.

"I'm fine. Go reherase" I say with a small laugh.

Seeing concern written all over Justin's face I know he's not going to let the subject drop. Jumping down from the stage he makes his way over to where I was sitting.

"You're looking a little pale Lily Pad. Are you sure your feeling alright?"

Growing irriated I roll my eyes. "I'm fine Justin really."

Obviously not believing me he puts his hand to my forehead, which I quickly smack off. "Justin I'm fine."

"You feel warm."

Now getting very irritated I sit up. "Justin, go reherase. Honestly I'm feeling fine."

"I still think you look sick but your going to be stubborn anyway."

Smiling sweetly at him, I push him in the opposite direction. "Yes I am. Now go. Guys tell Justin to leave me alone."

"Justin, leave her alone." Lane and Joey chime in.

"Thanks guys." I smile sweetly blowing them kisses.

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Later that night as I watched the concert, I was thinking maybe I should have listened to Justin. He knows me better than anyone else. I started feeling a little dizzy but decided that I was just imagining things. I tried to enjoy the concert.

 I watched guys performing and couldn't help but smiling. They really were amazing, with incredible talent. I laughed as they contiuned to act like goof balls on stage. That was part of their charm and I saw why all the girls loved them so much. I smile up at Justin who spots me in the front row and winks back at me.

Feeling dizzy again I grab my chair. What is wrong with me? the before I know it everything goes back.

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Justin's heart dropped when he saw Lily fall to the floor. He couldn't stop the concert because of that, or people would wonder what was going on. He sent an urgent look to the security who quickly grabbed her so she wouldn't get trampled on, and he watched with a heavy heart as she was taken to the back.

During intermission the guys ran to the back seeing Lily laying on the couch, with a cold compress on her forehead.

"Oh honey. are you ok?" Justin asks kneeling by her side.

Slowly opening her eyes to see all the guys around her, she nodded slowly. "Yeah, I just felt a little dizzy thats all."

"You took a pretty hard fall kiddo" JC said coming around the couch so she could see him. "I think Justin was right about you not looking good earlier.

Letting out a groan, she tried to sit up but Chris pushed her back down.

"No, you need to lay down." he said stroking her forehead. "You do feel warm. She's definately sick guys."

"Thank you captian obvious." Joey snorted before leaning down to kiss Lily's forehead. "We gotta head back out there, are you going to be okay?"

"Yeah, thanks guys. Go do your show I'm just going to take a nap."

"Feel better babydoll." Lance whispered as she closed her eyes, and planted a small kiss on her cheek, the guys following his lead.

Justin was last as the guys made their way back to the stage as intermission was about to be over.

"The minute the show ends, I'm going to come be with you okay? Just get some rest." he said stroking her cheek and giving her a gentle kiss on the forehead.

Lily smiled at his affectionate nature. It was always one of her favorite things about him. "Thanks Justy. Go do your show." she whispered before turning over and drifting off to sleep.

Justin let out a sigh as he made his way back over to the guys. "I hope she's going to be okay."

"She's going to be fine man, come on." Joey said patting his young friend on the back.

Justin looked back once more at Lily's sleeping form before making his way back into the crowd of screaming fans.