Chapter 13.
Jen.
Justin and I were sitting in the middle of the living room with Sara sitting in Justin's lap playing with her toys. We were still in the Bahamas and Justin's birthday was in a day or so and I had no idea what to get him.
"So, what do you want for your birthday?" I asked folding one of Sara's shirts.
"I already have everything I want," he said smiling at me.
"Come on J there has to be something."
"Turning 27 is enough for me right now, but if I think of something I'll let you know," he said and I nodded my head before finishing to fold the laundry. Kia walked into the room and sat on the couch a few minutes later.
"Have a nice night?" I asked looking at Kia.
"What?" she asked looking between Justin and I.
"You know what, your screaming could be heard all through the house," I said with a smirk.
"Oh...Yeah sorry about that," she apologized.
"It's ok I'm just glad to see you and Trace back on track," I said getting up.
"Jen can I help with the clothes?" Justin suddenly asked as I did so, I looked at him and nodded.
"Yeah," I replied as he handed Sara off to Kia, he picked up the basket and I flowed close behind him to the bedroom.
"What're your plans for today?" I asked as he put the basket down and I put our clothes in separate piles on the bed.
"I was just going to lounge around," he answered with a shrug. There was a knock on the door we both turned to see Trace standing in the doorway phone attached to his ear. "Hey man."
"Hey, sorry to interrupt but they moved up the video shoot to tomorrow so you need to pack your shit and go. Your flight leaves in four hours," he told Justin.
"Four hours?" Justin asked shocked.
"Yeah sorry man."
"Okay, I'll be ready," Justin answered as Trace left.
"It's a good thing I did the laundry," I said laughing.
"Yeah." I could tell he was upset as I went over to the closet to get his suit case and plopped it on the bed.
"What are you doing?" he asked staring at me.
"I'm getting ready to pack your bag," I explained and he gently took hold of my wrist.
"Jen you don't have to do that."
"I know, but I'm your wife and that's what wives do to take care of their husbands," I said smiling.
I zipped up the last bag when Justin walked in with Sara on his shoulder.
"I packed Sara's and mine since we're going to leave with you," I told him and I watched him put Sara down and walked over to me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him, my hands ran up his arms and to his shoulders He leaned in and kissed me sweetly. I looked in his eyes and got lost in them. I saw the sweet, kind Justin the Justin who would tell me how beautiful I was or kiss me when ever he felt like it and truthful. The Justin who made jokes about my body or talk down to me was no more.
"Jen?"
"Yes."
"I want us to consummate our marriage." I felt my heart skip a beat. Did he say what I think he said.
I nodded my head. "OK."
The car pulled around with Tiny in the driver seat and Mike in the passengers. Mike got out and put our bags in the car then Kia and Trace were first to get in then Sara, Justin and I. The ride to the airport was quiet and Justin played with my fingers and wedding band, he'd been like that for the past couple days always, wanting to hold my hand and I liked it. It was like he needed me.
We said our goodbyes at the airport and went our separate ways. During my flight I kept thinking of a way to see Justin for his birthday, but shooting was to start back up tomorrow and I Definitely did want to ask for the day off but I knew that wouldn't be professional.
"Maybe I could fly out as soon as shooting is over," I said to Kia.
"Yeah," Kia said not paying any attention.
"Kia what is wrong with you? You've been acting this way since we left," I told her.
"Acting like what?"
"Like you don't know what's going on."
"I just have a lot on my mind."
"Like what?"
"I don't want to talk about it right now."
We ended it with that not wanting to upset her. The next day shooting ended for me early in the morning at like eight so I had Kia book me a flight to London at noon. I had her stay with Sara since her little body had had enough traveling. I arrived in London at around six and talked to Justin soon as we landed, the third time that day, he had called just to say that he missed me, he was so cute. Mike lead me to the car and tipped the bag handlers.
"This should be a nice suprise for Justin," Mike said making conversation.
"Yeah I hope so."
"Lynn is here and she suggested that you stay in the hotel around the block so Justin won't see you."
I nodded. I was so tired, but I had so much to do. I was unpacking my bag when there was a knock on the door and I went over and opened it.
"Jennifer!" Lynn said pulling me into a hug. "How are you?"
"I'm fine how are you? You're looking beautiful as usual," I said.
"Thank you girl, taking it a day at a time."
"Come inside," I said moving out the way.
"I was going to go look for a restaurant to have Justin's dinner at. I wanted to know if you wanted to go with me..."
"Of course," I said smiling.
"Good," Lynn said smiling. Lynn and I had a great time just walking around London, sight seeing and we even picked out a nice restaurant that we both thought Justin would enjoy. Lynn pulled me into a lingerie store. "My son would love to see you in this." She held up a sheer red night gown.
"I'm looking for silk. Something simple," I said looking around.
"I think I found the perfect one," Lynn said smiling.
"Ready Jen?" Mike knocked on my bedroom door later on that same day. I was still tired from my early morning flight but made an effort not to be for Justin.
"Yeah," I said putting on my bracelet.
"You look beautiful," Mike said.
"Thank you," I replied looking down at myself. I wore a skin tight, long sleeve black dress with beading around the neckline. Mike held my hand, leading me through the restaurant to the back private booth that Lynn reserved. Lynn and Trace were waiting.
"Here she is," Lynn said moving to give me a hug.
"You look beautiful," I said kissing her cheek. She wore a black pant suit.
"So do you."
"Hey Trace," I said moving to kiss his cheek.
"Hey." I could tell he was still hurt about what had happened in the Bahamas. We all sat down to wait for Justin, having small conversation. They asked about Sara and I showed Lynn pictures of her on my phone.
"Here's the man of the hour," Tiny said coming in first.
"Suprise!" We all said and Justin stood there shocked.
"Happy birthday baby." Lynn was first to go up then Trace, after him it was my turn.
"Happy birthday," I said standing in front of him.
"Thank you," he said. I pecked his lips and wiped the remaining lip gloss on his lips.
Dinner was great, he was so suprised that I was there he kept staring at me. During dinner I would rub his leg under the table, he whispered in my ear telling me how sexy I was. He opened his presents and loved the watch I bought him and the camera Trace bought him, telling him he had to capture Sara's first steps on it. We said our goodbyes and head out the back way.
"Are you really here?" Justin asked me.
"Yes, I'm here," I said laughing as we pulled up in front of the hotel. Justin helped me out of the car.
"So this is where you've been staying all day?"
"Yep," I said as we walked through the long hall way. Mike did a great job of keeping me a secret from Justin and the public.
"I have to check something at the front desk. Will you guys be ok?" Mike asked smiling. Justin and I nodded looking at each other and I lead him over to the elevator. We waited for the guest to get off then we were the only ones in the elevator. I pushed the button for the 25th floor and Justin stood behind me. I could feel his breath on my neck as I leaned back into him and his hands went around my waist.
"I want to rip this dress off of you," He whispered in my ear.
"Maybe you'll get the chance," I whispered back. The bell rang through the elevator and the doors opened. I was first to get off then Justin close behind. I reached into my purse to get my room key and Justin gripped my behind, letting me know he wanted me to hurry up. I opened the door and gasped at what I saw. Room service had done a great job. Rose petals lead to the bedroom, where the light was flickering under the door.
"Jen what's going on?"
I grabbed his hand lacing our fingers we followed the trail to the bedroom. I opened the door, and the room was filled with candles and the bed was turned down and there were bouquets of flowers on the night stands and petals on the floor and bed. I turned to him and looked into his eyes.
"I'm ready to connect with you, I'm ready for the next step."
"Are you sure?" he asked pulling me closer to him.
"Yes," I said smiling, and kissed him before going into the bathroom to get his robe. I laid his robe on the bed went over to him. I started unbuttoning his shirt pulling it out of his pants then I started on his pants, namely his belt then zipper.
"Jenn?"
"The masseuses will be here in 20 minutes," I said continuing what I was doing, he pulled his shirt off laying it on the chair. I let his pants fall around his ankles and hooked my fingers around his boxers and pulled them down. I couldn't help but to look at his semi erect penis.
"Jennifer?" he whispered lifting my chin up. I helped him put his robe on and turned around.
"Can you unzip me?" I asked. His fingers pulled down my zipper then started on my bra but I moved before he could finish. "Thanks, I can finish the rest." I walked into the bathroom.
"You're killing me!" he yelled as I shut the door.
I came back out with my robe on but Justin was missing. I walked into the living room where the masseuses and Justin were waiting.
"Mrs. Timberlake you can lay on this table. Mr. Timberlake the one next to hers," one of the masseuses said. I followed her directions and she held the sheet up so I could take off my robe. I laid on the table and she covered my bottom with the sheet. I turned my head to see Justin staring back at me, he raced over to grab my hand and intertwined our fingers.
The massage was great, Justin would rub the tip of his fingers on my hand, and rub is thumb on the back of it. When it was over Justin tipped the masseuses while I ran into the bathroom to get ready. I slipped on a white night gown with black lace embroidery around the bust. When I came out Justin's back faced me and he was playing with the stereo.
"Hey," I said getting his attention. He turned around and stared at me. I played with my fingers out of nervousness.
"You're so beautiful," He whispered.
"Thanks." He leaned in and kissed my lips.
"I'm going to take care of you." I nodded and became submissive, I put all my trust in him. He pulled me over to the side of the bed and stood in front of me. I watched him pull the covers back on the bed and untie his robe,which he let fall to the floor. "Lay down."
I did what he asked and laid on the middle of the bed, when I had done so he moved on top of me, and I opened my legs so he could ease between them. He leaned down and kissed my lips, pulling my bottom lip between his. He sat up on his knees and his hands ran up my thighs.
"Sit up," he said and I did what he asked. He pulled my night gown over my head, throwing it on the floor and kicking back the covers at the end of the bed as he did so. He leaned over me forcing me on my back, laying me in front of him in nothing but a black bra and panties.
His hand ran up my stomach to cup my breasts and I ran my hands up his arms over his shoulders and down his back. He laid flesh to flesh on top of me, capturing my lips with his making our kisses passionate and intense. He set a small rhythm as our tongues massaged each other. I broke the kiss so I could breathe, he was heavier then I thought he would be.
"You're heavy," I said smiling and closed my eyes. He began kissing my jaw, making a trail down to my neck. I was so engulfed with his kisses that I didn't notice his hand moving between my legs.
"J?" I asked when I felt his finger inside me.
"It's ok just relax," he soothed and his finger began to move. I leaned back and enjoyed the pleasure he was giving me. My hips moved when his finger increased pressure and I ran my fingers through his hair as the knot in my stomach began to tighten. I felt wetness begin to form then it stopped.
"Why did you..." I began but he cut me off, kissing my lips. He leaned over me, pulling me close to him on his side as he unhooked my bra and flung it on the floor before laying me back on my back. My breasts moved as I re-adjusted myself and Justin laid on top of me, staring at them. I felt my nipples stare back at him, before he leant down and softly captured them in his lips. I let out a small moan as he nibbled and sucked on my right breast before slowly moving to the left, leaving a trail of kisses between them. I felt my body heat up as I ran my fingers through his hair and down his neck. When he was done he reached out to massage my breasts and pinch my nipples. He sat up on his knees, and let his hands travel down my stomach to my hips where he hooked his fingers around my panties. I lifted my hips helping him pull them down my legs, where he threw them unceremoniously onto the growing pile on the floor.
He reached over me, pulling the draw out and pulling out a condom. I averted my eyes to the ceiling, for some reason I wasn't nervous and I felt this calm come over me. This was my husband and no one ever saw me this way but him, I felt content about that. I felt his hand cup my face and I looked into his eyes.
"Are you ready?" he asked but I couldn't speak instead I just nodded my head. He smiled and kissed me, hovering over me and positioning himself above my entrance. I gripped his hips, anxious about what was going to happen next. His eyes stayed locked with mine as he entered me slowly.
"Ow."
"I know it hurts baby, but it'll get better I promise," he whispered, leaning forward and kissing me. He stayed still so I could adjust to his size, I moved my hips thinking it would help and Justin let out a moan. Then I did it again letting him know I was ready, he thrust hips slowly setting a rhythm. Ten seconds later we were both sweating and panting against each other, our lips were slightly open recycling our breathing back and forth. "You feel so good."
He thrust into me deeper, leaning his head in my neck and sucking and biting. I closed my eyes and opened my legs, pushing up to him. Which caused him to let out a moan. My hands ran over his slick back.
"Faster." I whispered in his ear and his hips picked up the pace.
"Like that?"
"Mmmm...yeah..."
I laid my head to the side and closed my eyes, letting my mind wonder about this man who was giving me pleasure like never before. The feeling of him moving inside me, the smell of our sex, the candles in the air, the sound of the bed springs moving from our rhythm and head board lightly hitting the wall. His hips moved in a circular motion and I lost it, my eyes rolled to the back of my head.
"Uhh...J," I raised my legs higher on his hips. He held himself up with one arm and had a firm grip on my thigh with the other. I wiped the sweat from his forehead and rubbed my thumb on his bottom lip, he opened his mouth taking my thumb into his mouth. He never looked so sexy to me. I raised my arms gripping the pillow under my head. Our rhythmic panting turned into Uh's and Ah's.
"Oh...uhhh...Jenn...you're so tight." Justin readjusted himself, sitting up on all fours pulling my legs up so my knees were barely touching my chest, my breasts were bouncing from his thrusts. Our skin slapping and moans could be heard through the room.
"J?...Mmmm." I looked down between us at Justin hips moving into overdrive. I felt my walls clench around him. "Ahhh!"
"I can't hold...Nagh!" Justin collapsed on top of me and I ran my hands over his back as he went through his tremors.
"Shhh," I whispered in his ear, then he said the most important three words.
"I love you," he said barely above a whisper.
"I love you too."
"How do you turn...Ok got it." I turned my head and a camera lens facing me. "Say good morning baby."
"Good morning," I said tiredly. The bell rang and the doors of the elevator opened. Justin and I stepped on Big Mike right behind us. "Who gets up this early?" I leaned my head against the elevator wall.
"Big Mike did you have a good sleep last night.?" Justin asked turning the camera on him.
"Yeah, How about you?"
"I had a great sleep last night," Justin said looking at me. The bell rang and the doors opened. Mike lead us down to the Gym where Justin wanted to go work out before shooting this morning. 5:30 a.m. that's what time it was. After last night I just wanted to lay in bed all day with him but I knew that wasn't going to happen. Mike held the door for us as we walked into the gym. "Nobody's here good." Justin handed Mike the camera and went straight to the weights. I went in the corner to the stereo turning it on and putting in my work out CD. Rick Ross Hustlin blared through the gym. I stretched my arms and legs before going over to the treadmill. I had gained a little weight since starting filming for the part so I decided to come down with J to tone up.
I turned on the treadmill and started my warm up for five minutes, when the song changed to Outcast's B.O.B I hiked up the speed to a light jog. My eyes followed Justin walking over to Mike and taking the camera from him then walking towards me. He stood next to me filming.
"What are you doing?" I asked.
"Watching my sexy wife work out," he said as he reached over to touch the control panel.
"Don't you even think about it," I said glaring at him. He smiled and pushed the speed up twice. My light jog turned into a fast one. "Justin quit playing."
He stood there camera still on me, laughing. He reached over and punched the button three more times. Now I was running.
"Justin Stop!" I yelled. He and Mike hunched over laughing.
"Five more minutes babe," he said laughing.
"I'm going to get a cramp," I said laughing with them. He reached over and turned the speed down for me to walk. "That wasn't funny."
"Yes it was," Justin and Mike laughed.
"I'm going to get some water ya'll want some?" Mike asked after a while.
"Yeah," Justin and I said at the same time. Justin watched him leave then tuned back to me.
"My tities hurt," I said laughing, holding my breast as I walked trying to get my heart rate down.
"They should after I bit on them last night," Justin said sitting on the bench.
"I don't know what your talking about," I said with a smirk.
"Yes you do."
"No I don't."
"Am I going to have to make you say it?" I shrugged my shoulders. "Jen, what did we do last night?"
"I'll tell you if you turn the camera off," I said as I continued to walk.
"No, I want you to tell the camera," he said punching the button to zoom in on me. I stayed silent thinking he would turn the camera off.
"We had sex," I said with a smirk.
"How many times?"
"Twice," I said holding up two fingers. "Do you know who we sound like?"
"Who?"
"Britney and Kevin," I said laughing. "We should make Chaotic 2."
"Hell No!" Justin yelled getting off the bench.
Justin and I went back to our hotel room to get ready to head over to the studio where they would be shooting the video.
"Forty-five minutes guys," Mike said getting off the elevator.
"Okay," Justin said taking a swig of his water and grabbing my hand, he intertwined our fingers together and reached into his pocket pulling out our room key and opening the door. Tiny brought over Justin's bags since he insisted on staying with me at my hotel. Justin sat the key on the table and I went straight to the bedroom and collapsed face first on the made up bed. I closed my eyes and ten seconds later I felt a sting on my behind.
"Wake up babe, gotta take a shower." I opened one eye and saw Justin take off his shirt.
"Okay, you first," I said closing my eyes. He came over and kissed my cheek.
"I want you to come in with me."
"Maybe next time," I said, I was really tired.
"Jenn," he whined, nuzzling his face in my neck.
"Seriously J I'm really tired let me get ten minutes," I said sternly.
"Ok," he said getting up. "You're going to get it later."
"Yeah whatever," I muffled in the comforter.
I was sitting in the doctors office reading the new issue of People magazine. Kia had been sick for the past week and it took me that long to convince her to go to the doctor before we went back home. It'd been three weeks since I left London and Justin and I talked everyday, sometimes twice since we used the web came a lot so he was able to see Sara.
We hadn't really talked about that night, I think were both confused about it were just waiting for one of us to say something serious about the words that were said, Love. What did he mean when he said I love you, did he mean that I love you as a close friend or I'm in love with you. This whole marriage, contract or whatever you want to call it had me so confused.
"Jen?" I looked up and saw Kia, she didn't look very happy.
"Hey, sweetie is everything ok?"
"Yeah just the flu."
"Ok, ready to go?" I asked putting the magazine in my purse.
"Yeah but we have to stop by Cvs to get my prescription."
"Sure," I said nodding my head standing up, I picked up my purse and Mike picked up Sara in her carrier and lead us out the door. During the plane ride Sara was my only company since Kia slept through the whole flight. Sara was beginning to show more of her personality everyday. She was a real social butterfly, whenever I brought her around to the other cast members she would smile and coo. I think she was starting to recognize her name now.
"Ah-ah!" Sara screamed.
"What are you doing Sar-Sar?...huh?" I asked watching her wave her toy around.
Mike punched in the code to open the gate and watched it open. A white truck came into view.
"What is going on?" Mike said first. We pulled up behind the truck and Kia was the first to get out, running through the garage. I unbuckled Sara laying her against my chest and getting out the car. I walked up to the two guys sitting at the end of the truck.
"Excuse me, what are you here for?" I asked.
"We're here to drop of furniture for a ...Mr. Timberlake?" One of the guys said looking at his clipboard. Furniture? I don't remember him telling me about furniture. I walked into the foyer getting ready to go up the stairs when Lynn started to come down.
"Hey sweetie have a good flight?" she asked giving me a hug.
"It was good, Lynn what's going on?" I asked.
"Why don't you go up and see?" she said smiling and kissing Sara's forehead. I continued up the stairs and when I got to the top I ran into a beautiful black woman.
"Hi, Jennifer it's nice to meet you, I'm sure you wondering what's going on."
"Yes I am," I said checking this woman out, wondering what was she doing in my home.
"Follow me." She grabbed my hand and led me into one of the guest rooms.
"Trace put that down you're getting it dirty!" I heard Kia yell as I walked into the room.
"OH my..." was all I could say. I walked into the room and was shocked at what I saw. The walls had large brown and pink circles on them and the floors were hardwood floors covered in plastic to protect them, and there was an oak crib lined with bedding that matched the walls and a matching oak rocking chair in the corner. I turned to see Trace holding a blanket and Justin standing by the closet.
"Hey Jen," Trace said.
"What's going on?" I asked looking between the woman and Justin.
"Jen this is Shalena Smith she is an expert at nursery designs. She helped me put this all together," Justin replied smiling. "As you can see we're not done yet but we should be later this evening."
"You know I don't like suprises," I said smiling. I couldn't believe he did all this, it was amazing.
"Eyes closed please," Terry said adding mascara to my eyelashes. My glam squad was at home with me getting me ready for the Oscars. I was nervous for one reason only and that was because tonight was the first night I was leaving Sara alone with Justin.
"I pray that when I come home my baby doesn't have a leg missing," I said and everyone in the room began laughing.
"She's going to be fine," Kia said unzipping the black bag my dress was in. Terry finished my makeup, and Kayla combed finished combing my bangs. When she was done I got up and Kia handed me my dress which I put on with a smile.
I love red carpet events, I was so glad the Oscars didn't get canceled, so now I could have a do over for last years dress. I stood in front of the mirror and couldn't help but to smile at what I saw. I wore a empire waist white Roberto Cavalli dress with embodied beading around the neck and bust. Kia held the back of my dress up as I walked down the stairs.
"J? baby I'm gone!" I yelled when I reached the bottom. Justin came in with Sara laying on his shoulder.
"You look beautiful," He said and pecked me on the lips.
"Thank you," I said kissing Sara's cheek and walking towards the door.
"I think I should go with you. I don't want Javier taking you home," he said.
"Trust me he's not my type," I said before the door closed.
"I didn't know John Stewart was so funny," Kia said laughing.
"It was a good show," Mike said opening the garage door leading us into the dark house. I turned on the kitchen light and walked into the foyer. I held onto the railing, taking off my shoes before climbing the stairs. The only light upstairs was from Sara's room and I stood in the doorway smiling at the sight in front of me. Justin was sitting in the rocking chair with Sara laying on his chest, both sleeping soundly. I walked over, leaning down and kissed his lips. I watched his eyes flutter open and smiled.
"Hey," he said hoarsely.
"Hey." I took a step back as he got up and laid Sara in the crib and turned on her mobile. I smiled as the tune Take It From Here rang through the room. Justin turned on her baby monitor and grabbed the other one. He reached over, taking his hand in mine and leading us to our bedroom, closing the door behind him.
Author's Chapter Notes:
Ok here's a new chapter adn a new layout just to make things different!! Also be warned the chapter is rated NC-17 :) enjoy!!!
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