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Justin’s POV: “Now do you see why I said that?” Doc asked.“I don’t care what they think. They don’t matter. I want to do something for me Allena. I want to do something to make me happy.”“How can you say that, you don’t know what I look like, I’m not stupid Justin, I’ve seen the girls that you’ve dated, and I’m nothing like your type.”“How can you tell me what my type is, I don’t have a specific type.”“Yes you do, gorgeous, skinny, and famous.”“Well it sounds like you’re famous, you are skinny, even though that doesn’t really matter and you are a beautiful person.”“How can you possible know that I’m skinny?”“I can feel Lena. I can feel your curves and I know that while you don’t think that your skinny you are. Doc, at the end of the day it doesn’t matter what you look like, you’re a beautiful person, a great doctor, and one hell of a kisser.”“What?”“I love kissing you. I just feel so free and so complete when I’m holding and kissing you. I know that you think that when I get out of here that I’m gonna leave you and never look back, but that’s not true. When I get out of here I don’t care if I have to fly back here every week, I’m going to keep seeing you, even if I can’t see you.” I smiled, pulling her into arms again.“I know that you really believe that and think that, but I can’t believe it. I can’t put my heart through that.”“Someone has hurt you so bad.”“How, how do you know that?” she stuttered.“I can tell, I’ve been there too Doc. I’ve been hurt so bad that I never thought that I would ever heal. But the truth is that you do heal, not everyone is like that. Not everyone will hurt you. I dated Cameron for years and she didn’t hurt me she healed me. Yeah we weren’t meant to be together, but we’re good friends now.”“That’s supposed to make me feel better?”“Why wouldn’t it?”“You’re really good friends with your ex-girlfriend who healed your broken heart.”“We’re friends; I wouldn’t date her again for anything. We are much better off as friends. She doesn’t make me feel the way you do.”“What about the small factor called Jessica Biel?”“I was only with her for publicity. Her people asked me if I would pretend to date her to bring up her publicity level. While I did that we would fuck every once in awhile when I needed something or she wanted something.”“So you just make love with anyone just because you want to?”“No Lena, not make love, we would fuck. No feeling, no connection, no cares. I only make love with special people.”“Meaning what?”“I would make love to you. I fucked Jessica.”“I…I don’t understand.”“There is fucking, sex, and making love. I fucked Jessica, I mostly had sex with Cam, and I would make love to you.” I“Why would you make love to me? What makes me different?”“I have feelings for you, deep feelings.” I whispered, as I kissed her neck.“No. No don’t say that. You can’t mean that.”“Why can’t I have feelings for you?”“Because you can’t see me and … and .. you’re… you’re…”“Because I’m Justin Timberlake? So what, your Jamie McMurray’s sister.”“Yeah but that’s nothing compared to you.”“To some people you’re more famous than me.”“You still can’t see me. I refuse to do something so special with someone who can’t see me, who will run away when he does see me.”“What if I never get my sight back? You won’t make love with me because I can’t see you and your so self conscious that you’re afraid that if I get my sight back that I’ll leave you because you’re so sure that you are this hideous looking woman.”“Justin you just met me.”“You’re changing the topic.”“Fine, I just think what I’ve been told.”“Who the hell told you that shit?”“My ex.” She whispered.“Well he’s blinder than I am.”“Justin he’s my brother’s best friend. Kasey Kahne.”“Okay and?”“Do you know who Kasey Kahne is?”“Actually I do. I am from Tennessee. He’s a big play boy. I met him when I was with Jess, he hit on her the whole night, even though everyone thought we were really dating.”“Yeah, I know.”“He’s a playboy forget whatever he said.”“It’s hard, I mean dating him was just like what it would be dating you. It was horrible.”“No Doc, dating him will be nothing like dating me. I’m not a playboy. I don’t cheat. I will not hurt you whether I can see or not. I really do care for you and I want to be with you, but if you can’t get past what happened before and try to trust me, then there’s no point.” I sighed, looking straight ahead.“I don’t want to get hurt. I’m scared. I can already feel myself falling for you and….”“What?”“I can feel myself falling for you. I’m scared that you’re going to be released, and you’re going to leave and take my heart with you.”“Even if I do get released and I take your heart with me, I’ll be back; you’re not going to be able to get rid of me.”“Really?”“Yeah.”“So you want to go to Daytona with me?” She asked.“That depends.”“On what?”“If I’m going with my girlfriend or my doctor.”“You want me to be your girlfriend?”“Yeah I do.”“Wow.”“So am I going with my girlfriend?” I asked, with a smile.“Yeah.”“Yeah?”“Yes. So are you going to want to bring a body guard with you?”“Oh yeah, especially since I can’t see, I’m gonna call more than one.”“How many tickets do I need to get from Jamie?”“Umm, get 5 please.”“How many body guards do you have?”“Well, there’s you, me, and I was thinking about maybe seeing if Trace wanted to come and two body guards, or we could take three body guards.”“I would rather have the three guards, but Trace can come if you want him to, I have a hard card and I don’t need tickets or passes.”“Okay, so what do I need to do to go?” I asked.“I have to call Jamie and get the passes set up. You need to call your guards and get me their names and you need to call Trace. Then you have to tell your Mother what’s going on.”“Okay.”“Who do you want to call first?” “Can I ask you something?”“Sure.”“Is it really necessary for me to stay here?”“What do you mean?”“I mean do I need to sit here in this hospital with your boss trying to tell me what I can and can’t do? I mean I can function and I’m not on any monitors right?”“Right.”“So, couldn’t you release me and just take care of me somewhere else where I can be an adult and not treated like a kid?”“I could, but I think if I release you, your mother is going to just drag you away.”“I’m not going to be dragged anywhere. Please let me out of here so we don’t have to worry about what people think?”“Justin I just don’t want anything to happen to you.”“Yeah but Lena, I’m not on any monitors or anything, so why not? All you’re doing here is watching me, so why can’t you watch me somewhere else?”“I guess I could. I mean Daytona is in a few days anyway so, I guess I could do that. I’m going to have to tell my boss that I’m releasing you into my care at home.”“Where are you going to take me?” I asked.“My house, if that’s okay with you?”“That’s fine, I was kinda hoping that’s what you would say.”“Well I was thinking that if I get you out of here, we could go down for Speed weeks in Daytona too.”“That sounds cool. Are you gonna go talk to your boss or are you going to call him?”“Call him.”“Okay, I’m gonna call Trace and see if he’ll come back.” “Hello?” Trace answered, when Doc called him for me“Hey.”“What do you want?”“T, don’t be like that please. Could you come back so I can talk to you?”“Is she gonna be there, because I don’t like the way you talked to me when she’s there.”“Yes she’s here, I’ll explain why I said what I said, when you get here, please come?”“I don’t like her J, something’s off with the way she’s treating you.”“No there’s not, you don’t know her, please just come.”“I’ll be there in a bit.” He replied, before hanging up. “I take it that didn’t go very well?” Lena asked.“He’s coming, he’s decided he doesn’t like you, but he’ll be here in a little bit.”“What does it mean he doesn’t like me, how does that come into play with us?” she asked softly.“It means absolutely nothing for us. I want to be with you and what he thinks doesn’t matter.” I smiled, reaching out for her hand.”How did it go with Boss man?”“Well he said that if I do this, that I had better resign from the hospital. And your mother who has taken up residence in his office said that if I discharged you, she’s taking you back to Tennessee and she’s getting a second opinion, because she doesn’t trust my treatment of you, after the second opinion she’s calling a lawyer and filing a malpractice suit against me.”“She’s doing neither, I’m an adult and I’m making my own choices.”“You can’t stop her from filing a suit against me.”“No, but it will look funny when the patient is there supporting the doctor don’t you think?”“The hospital can bring me before the ethics committee.”“Lena do you regret me?”“No Justin never. I just don’t know what I’m going to do if they do what they’re saying. I’m going to have to find a new job and I could lose my medical license.”“I won’t let that happen Lena, and if you have to find a new job you could maybe come to Cali to find one?”“I don’t know Justin, I just have to think about some things. I’m really excited about taking you to Daytona.” She said, leaning over and kissing me softly. “Jesus, for a professional, you sure seem to kiss your patient a lot.” Trace said.“Leave her alone man, come over here and sit down.” I replied.“I’m going to go start your release papers. I’ll be right down the hall. If you need me press the call button okay?” Doc said.“Okay, don’t go far though okay?”“I won’t.” “Wait, come here.” I said, reaching my hand for hers again.“What?”“Give me a kiss.” I said, pulling on her hand. She leaned down and pressed her lips to mine softly. “Hurry back.” “Thanks for coming back.” I said when I heard the door shut.“J, be honest with me please.”“I’m always honest with you.”“Okay, what the hell is going on?”“What do you mean?”“All this shit, I mean I get a call that you’re in a hospital and you can’t see. I get here and you’re making out with your Doctor.”“I collapsed from exhaustion and hunger. When I fell I hit my head and it caused minor brain swelling which has caused what they think is temporary blindness. As for Doc, she was here when I woke up; she was assigned to stay with me 24/7. She was comforting and sweet, she really is a great person. I kissed her and it’s like she completes me. I just feel so amazing when I’m with her. Not to mention she’s the only one around here who’s treating me like an adult.”“What do you mean by that?”“Everyone else around here including my mom have treated me like a 2 year old who can’t do anything. Doc let’s me walk and get dressed on my own.”“What’s gonna happen when you get out of here?”“Lena’s filling out the paper work for me to go now, I’m going to go to her house and she’s gonna take care of me there.”“What about when your better?”“She’s my girlfriend T, she’s not going anywhere.”“When did this happen?”“After you left, we started talking and I asked her to be my girlfriend.”“Does it make you happy?” Trace asked.“Very.” I smiled.“Do you have any idea what she looks like?”“Just what she’s told me and what I can feel.”“Do you want to know?”“Kinda.”“She’s gorgeous J, if you weren’t tapping that, I would seriously try.”“I’m not tapping anything; don’t talk like that about her.”“Sorry man, but she’s gorgeous.” “So do you want to know why I called you here?” I asked.“Sure, that would be nice.” Trace laughed.“So I told you she was a Nascar drivers sister right, she’s taking me to this big race, and I was wondering if you wanted to go with us?”“Are you taking a guard with you?”“Hell Yeah.”“Then count me in if I won’t be intruding.”“You won’t be, we’re heading down in a few days.”“Cool.” “Knock Knock.” Doc said, as she as she opened the door.“Come in Doc.” I smiled.“Justin I was thinking, what if Trace came and stayed with us until we left for Daytona?” “That would be cool.”“I don’t want to impose.” Trace said.“You won’t be, I invited you. Besides this will show you that I’m not as evil as you think I am.”
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