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I stepped into the room and saw Justin with his mouth opened. I almost feel like this is the reverse of him and Cameron and I have no idea what the hell he is thinking. He looks up and sees me standing there stunned. I open my mouth to say something but no words come out. Finally Justin manages to say something.

 

"I guess I know now why you wanted to stop spending so much time together." He says as he walks away.

 

I go to chase him but Toni grabs my arm. "Let him go. We still need to finish talking." She says.

 

I whirl around and look at her. "Who the fuck do you think you are showing up here and turning my world upside down? You left me remember?" I say snatching my arm back from her and walking down the hall to Justin's room.

 

I have to take a deep breath before I knock on the door. "Randy would you please let me in so we can talk?" I ask

 

I was actually a little surprised it didn't take me longer to get him to open the door.

 

"You know what I can't even be mad at you." He says "But you could have told me that Toni was a girl." He says looking amazed.

 

"Does it matter?" I ask

 

"It doesn't matter but I thought we were close enough that you could tell me you were a lesbian." He says

 

"I'm not a lesbian." I say looking at him

 

Justin looks back at me. "You have a girlfriend! Correct me if I'm wrong doesn't that make you a lesbian?"

 

"I will correct you." I say. "I would have to only be into women to be a lesbian. And correct me if I'm wrong I did kiss you back last night." I yell

 

"Women just like men have relapses." He yells back

 

I laugh at him. "You dumb ass a real lesbian doesn't kiss a man like that no matter what the circumstances." I yell

 

Justin calms down a bit and looks at me. "I thought you told me that you and TONI were done." Justin says while making quotation marks with his hands.

 

"We are done. I don't know why she's here." I answer honestly.

 

"So you date woman and men?" Justin asks

 

I sit down for a minute. "Yea. I'm sorry if you feel left out cuz I didn't tell you. It's just not something I run around broadcasting." I say


Justin comes and sits next to me. "It's fine I guess I can understand where you're coming from." He says quietly "So what's going on that you feel we need to stop hanging out so much." He asks

 

I look at him and take a deep breath. "I just think that things are getting to intense between us for the type of relationship we're suppose to have."

 

"Well what type of relationship would you say we're supposed to have?" He asks

 

"I don't think it would be that great of a thing to get into any type of physical relationship especially with you just breaking up with Cameron. It would be really bad." I say looking at him.

 

Justin starts to look me deep in my eyes. I notice that they are a darker shade of blue and it's intense and once again I'm getting lost and dizzy. My brain is telling me to turn away from him but I can't. I see his mouth is opening to say something and he finally begins to talk.

 

"Well how do you feel about me?" He asks

 

Where the hell did that come from? Has he been thinking about me like that for a while or did his brain just go on over time after that kiss last night? What if it's been on his mind since he and Cam broke up. How do I even know that that isn't the reason they broke up and now she hates me! My brain brings me back to the fact that I'm supposed to be answering Justin's question.

 

"I love being around you and I feel comfortable and safe when I'm with you." I say

 

"That's all fine and everything, but that's not exactly the answer to my question." He says not breaking eye contact with me.

 

I sigh again. "I honestly don't know how I feel about you Justin. I guess I'm just trying to stop myself from feeling anything so I don't get caught up in a bad situation." I say honestly.

 

He grabs my hands still looking at me. "Well if you really aren't with Toni and you don't mind why don't we try and see how we feel about each other." He asks

 

"I don't know if that's a good idea Justin. I don't want to be a rebound girl." I reply honestly.

 

"You trust me right?" He asks.

 

Why do people ask that question when they want you to do something you're kinda afraid to do?

 

I look at him for a moment and smile. "Yea I trust you Randy." I say cuz it's the truth.

 

"Well then lets just take this slow and see what happens?" He says

 

"How about I think about it?" I ask

 

"Thinking about it is better than no." He smiles. "Well I guess you should really get back and resolve things with her." He says.

 

I stand up and head to the door knowing that I am nowhere near ready to have any type of real conversation with Toni. I think most of it has been why are you here and I think you should leave and I miss you please can we talk? It was crazy as hell but I know that I really do need to talk to Toni. So I make my way back to the room and open the door to see Toni sitting on the sofa waiting on me. She turns and looks at me when she hears the door.

 

"So you done chasing your boy toy?" She asks.

 

I roll my eyes. "He is not my boy toy and we can leave him out of the conversation we are about to have." I say sitting on the love seat across from Toni.

 

Toni sits back and smiles at me. I forgot how sexy she looks when she is being cocky it's one of the things I miss about her. "So you really gonna sit all the way over there?' She asks.

 

See this is the shit that is gonna get me in trouble but I get up and sit next to her. "Toni why did you tell Justin you were my girlfriend? You know that's not true." I say

 

"Well aren't you?" She asks looking astonished that I would say such a thing.

 

"T when you said you needed to be free and see what the world had to offer I never said I would wait!" I yell

 

"So what you're with that Justin guy now?"

 

"Not that it's any of your business but no." I say not being able to lie to her.

 

"So what's the problem?"

 

"The problem is that you can't just waltz back into my life after some months and expect things to go back to the way they were. You don't even know me anymore." I say jumping up.

 

"So lets start over." She says

 

I look at her crazy. "We can't just start over Toni."

 

"Can't you even give us a chance to?" She asks

 

I sigh cuz it seems like the only way to get her to leave me alone is to just agree to what she wants. "You know what Toni we can try this your way but I make no promises of how anything is going to turn out." I say heading to the door. "I need to be alone." I say opening the door.

 

Toni gets up and walks over to the door where I was standing waiting on her to leave. "Just so you know I will fight for you if I have to and I will win." She says before grabbing me and kissing me. When she pulls away from me she just looks at me and smirks before she walks out the door. Damn her was all I could think. She did that shit on purpose.

 

 

"So all this time she's been into women?" Trace asks astonished.

 

"Yea man I couldn't believe it myself." Justin said taking a swig of beer.

 

"So now what?" Trace asks.

 

"I don't know. I guess we're just gonna see how things go." Justin responds.

 

Trace laughed and faced Justin. "Hey seeing as it's our last night here why don't we hit the club or something? It could be your 1st official date.

 

Justin glared at him. "You're real fucking funny man. But yea we could go to Rain or something if you and Lish wanna go."

 

"Are you gonna ask Angie to go?" Trace asks taking a swig of beer.

 

"Of course I am. Who else am I gonna hang with while you and Elisha grope each other on the dance floor!" Justin laughed.

 

A few minutes later Elisha walked out into the balcony where Justin and Trace were sitting and grabbed Traces beer. "So are we staying in on our last night in Sin City?" Elisha asks putting down Trace's beer.

 

"Nah we're going out." Trace answers smiling at Elisha.

 

"What have you guys been out here talking about?" Elisha asks

 

Justin looks at her for a moment before deciding to go ahead and ask her. "Elisha how close would you say that you and Angelina are?"

 

Elisha sat down on Trace's lap before answering. "Pretty close. I wouldn't say I know everything about her, but that's not to say that we couldn't be best friends one day why?"

 

Justin just shakes his head a little. "Nothing never mind." He finally says.

 

Elisha laughs a little. "Is this about Angie dating girls?"

 

Justin looked at her in total shock. "How the hell did you know that's where I was going with my question?"

 

"She told me about the whole Toni thing that happened yesterday." She answers simply.

 

"Oh" Was all Justin could say.

 

"Well did you have any idea that she was into woman at all? I mean did she hit on you or anything?" Trace asked.

 

Elisha just burst out laughing. "You can't always tell if someone is interested in the same sex and I would have never guessed that she was into woman if she hadn't told me on one of our many girl outings. Also she hasn't exactly hit on me more so than flirted with me after she told me." Elisha smiled.

 

"So how long have you known and why didn't you say anything to us?" Trace asked.

 

"I don't know maybe about a month and the reason I didn't say anything to you guys was because it wasn't my place to tell you Angie's business. That was for her to tell you although I'm sure she knew that Justin was going to tell you." Elisha laughed once again before heading back into the room.

 

"I don't know why you even bothered having that conversation with her." Justin laughed.

 

"I see your point." Trace smirked.

 

Justin stood up to head back to his own room and rest for a while before they headed out for the night. "I think I might stop by Tink's room to make sure she's up to going out tonight."

 

"Yea man just don't get stuck in there." Trace laughed.

 

Justin just rolled his eyes and walked off. "I'll see you later fucker."



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