I don't know if I can handle all this going out and partying at clubs every other night. I guess I'm just not use to it, but I would prefer to go to a movie or out to dinner or something. Then again I can't deny the fact that I've had fun on the road. You can't just come to Vegas and not hit up a couple of party places and for the most part we've been good. So here I am once again dancing up a storm with Justin. We all decided to come to this club called Rain.

I think Justin and I have danced to about 5 songs in a row and I lost count on how many drinks I've had, but I must say I've been pretty moderated on the drinking. Justin dancing all up on me is really turning me on and I'm not supposed to feel like this. Just as the song ends I let Justin know I need a drink. I make my way over to the bar to get some water when I hear her.

"You still look hot as hell dancing." Toni says

When I turn around I noticed that she is defiantly not in the business suit I saw her in earlier but rather a cream colored Coogi outfit. I find that my voice gets stuck in my throat for a second.

"Are you following me?" I finally get out.

She just laughs. "No I'm not. You know this is one of the more popular clubs in Las Vegas."

The statement was very much true. "So will you at least let me buy you a drink?" She asks me.

"Sure." I reply. I turn to the bartender and ask for water.

"You stop drinking alcohol or something?" Toni smirks

I just look at her for a second before I smile. "No it's not that. But since I've been dancing for about 5 songs straight I need something that will hydrate me."

Toni just shakes her head while she grabs her beer and I grab my water. "So can I have a dance?" Toni asks out the clear blue.

I guess I should have expected this. The problem is that she looks so damn good and all those really great memories of us dancing and being together are flooding my brain. I feel like I should be forgetting about Toni, I mean she did walk out on me. Then again everybody deserves a second chance right? Ok the alcohol is not helping my thinking process so I just go back to the general question.

"Sure you can have dance." I say finishing off my water.

As we made it to the dance floor Beyonce's "Check on it" came on. It was just like old times. We started out dancing face to face and before long my ass was right on her strap. See like I said before she is doing shit on purpose. Toni knows what to do to me to get what she wants. I just have to be strong and reset her advances but to be honest I am so turned on right now and I wanna fuck. Yea I know how I sound but at the moment I don't care.

I pull away from Toni because the feelings of want are becoming too intense. I miss the way she feels and I look up to see that cocky grin on her face. She knows what she's doing to me. I just roll my eyes at her. When the song is over I extract myself from Toni's arms.

"Thank you" Was all she said still smiling.

"You're welcome. Listen I better go find Elisha and the rest of the guys so they don't get worried." I say turning to walk away. But before I get to far I feel Toni grab my arm.

"Can I call you?" She asks looking hopeful.

I look at her for a moment. I guess I may as well be the one to give it to her because I know if I walk away and say no she will find a way to get it anyway. Better she gets it from me. So I grab her cell phone off her waist where I know it is always stationed at and put my new cell number in there before I walk away.

I finally make it back over to the little group I came with and I see Justin smiling at me.

"I'm sorry I took so long." I say honestly

"It's cool. I know it couldn't have been that easy to get away from Toni." He smiles before taking another swig of beer.

"Dare I ask how you knew I was with Toni?" I ask with one eyebrow arched.

"I saw you guys dancing."

"Mmm" I say nodding my head.

"You ready to head out? I'm a bit tired now." Justin says.

I look at my watch and I see that it 3 in the morning. It's a good thing there is no show tomorrow and that we don't have to be up early because our flight leaves early evening.

"Yea lets go." I say grabbing Justin's hand.

It wasn't that long before we're back at the hotel. As usual Justin is trying to get me to come and spend the rest of the night in his room. As we step off the elevator and I'm laughing at Justin.

"Why do you always laugh at me? You think I'm that funny?" He asks

"I just wonder why every time we go out we have this same conversation when we get back to the hotel." I laugh

"Well you always make it difficult. You could just tell me yea before we go out." He smirks.

I roll my eyes. "Why don't you come to my room?" I ask taking up a very valid point.

"You want me to stay in your room fine I don't mind that." He says walking towards my room door.

I laugh and shake my head as I follow him. Once we get in the room Justin heads straight for the bedroom and by the time I make it in there because I'm taking my shoes off in the process Justin is already out of his shirt and wife beater.

"Boy you don't waste any time do you?" I say

Justin just looks at me and smiles. "Nope I sure don't." He laughs.

I laugh at him and head over to the bed to grab my pajamas, but before I can grab them Justin takes a hold of my hips and pulls me in front of him.

"What exactly are you doing Mr. Timberlake." I laugh

"Oh so now we're all formal huh?" Justin laughs

As he's laughing he leans his head on my stomach and I can feel the vibration of his laughs and soon I feel his lips on my flesh and I feel warm all over. I'm not sure of anything after that. I just know I was feeling really good and I didn't want it to stop.

When I awoke the next day with my hair in my face and Justin holding on to me tightly. As I'm laying here I realize just how much skin I feel on my back. I jump up in my bed and look around. I must have scared Justin because he sits up pretty quick himself.

"What's wrong Tink?" He asks

It occurs to me that the only thing on my body is the boy shorts I had on under my jeans. My brain is working over time at the moment. Did I have sex with Justin last night and don't remember a minute of it. I mean really I didn't think I was drunk. What the hell is going on?

"Did we? Um.. Randy..." I was trying to get the words out but I just didn't know how to phrase it.

Justin was looking at me intently waiting to find out what I had to say. "Tink what are you trying to ask?"

I take a deep breath. "Randy did we have sex last night?"

Justin laughs a little. "No you wouldn't let me."

I look at him like he's crazy for a second. "I'm sorry I shouldn't be laughing." He says

"So why am I basically naked?" I ask

" Well we were making out pretty hard last night but I guess at some point you started not to feel comfortable and I wasn't gonna make you do something you didn't want to so we just got in the bed and went to sleep."

I get up from the bed feeling hardly shy that I'm just walking around in my underwear. I go to the closet and pull out the outfit that I left out to wear.

"Tink you ok?" he asks me again.

"Yes I'm fine." I say heading to the bathroom.

I lean up against the door and take a deep breath. As I'm standing there slowly the events of the night start to seep back into my brain. The way Justin's hands felt on my body. The way he kisses. Just everything was feeling so good. So why the hell did I stop him? Well I'm not one to just have causal sex and that's not to say Justin was just looking to get laid. I just feel like we are moving at lighting fast speed and we need to slow down.

After a second of trying to clear my brain I pull myself off the door and turn on the shower. The water feels so good beating down on my skin. It's really helping to clear my head more. I'm getting off of what I was suppose to be doing out here on the rode. I'm getting caught up in a relationship with Justin instead of doing my job. I know what Justin wants but I think this is just getting a little out of hand.

When I'm done with my shower I head out to the bedroom to see Justin sitting up in bed. He looks up at me and then gives me that Timberlake smile. "Do I need to leave?" He asks

I look at him confused for a second. "Why would you have to leave?" I ask

"Well you came out here in just a towel." He says smartly

I roll my eyes at him. "Even if you weren't in here I would have this towel on. Further more I don't think it would be in my best interest to prance around naked for you." I laugh

"Why not. You were basically naked when you left the room and if we had had sex last night." He smirked.

"IF being the operative word." I say. I turn to face him. "Justin I feel like we're moving to fast. I feel like we are letting this what ever relationship we have consume what we are suppose to be doing. I mean I walk around more like your girlfriend than your PR." I say

"Well what if I fire you?" He says crawling over to me.

"Justin you can't fire me. Jive would have to fire me." I answer

"Well what if I said something to make them fire you."

"I could lose my job Justin!" I say getting completely hysterical

"Wow calm down Tink." He sighs and rubs his face. "Look I really like you and I don't want to lose you. I like what we have and I want to see where it goes. You don't think that we could maintain things? I mean Trace and I can separate our business relationship from our personal." He says looking deep into my eyes.

I bite my lip for a second. He's right he and Trace can do it, but I'm not sure what I want. I'm so confused over the whole Justin Toni thing. I mean if I want to be honest with myself I do want to see if Toni and I could still having something special but then a part of me wants to see what could happen with Justin.

"Justin I have to tell you something." I say

"You know you sound so serious when you call me by my name." He laughs

"That's because this whole conversation has been serious." I reply

Justin gets quiet and lets me talk. "Toni wants to try and fix things between us."

"And do you want to fix things?" He asks

"I'm not sure. I mean at 1st I was just so sure that I didn't but a part of me still loves her." I say honestly

Justin takes a deep breath. "So what? You want to just stop what we have?" He asks

"I'm saying that I'm confused and I really don't know what I truly want. I mean a part of me wants to see what could be with Toni and I but then I wanna know where things are going with us. I like you Justin and I wasn't expecting that to happen but it has and I'm not sure what to do." I say honestly.

Justin just looks at me for a second. I'm worried that he will not want to have anything to do with me. Finally he opens his mouth to say something. "I can live with that. As long as I get a fair shot I can't really ask for anything more." He says.