CHAPTER SEVEN.
JEN
July 10, 2008
The break in had come and gone. We did receive a lot of press for it but we ignored it with stride, I was just so grateful and blessed that nothing worse happened to Sara, Justin and I. After the incident Justin and I had gotten even closer, I considered him not only my husband but my best friend. I felt like I could tell him anything.
I was going to start traveling more often and promote my new album. I was so excited. Justin and I decided to have my mom come stay with us for a couple weeks so Sara could have a stable environment. We did receive a call and visit from social services about the break in but they concluded that Sara wasn't in any harm considering charges were filed. Thank god.
"I've got so much to thank god for." I was in the bathroom taking off my makeup and singing one of my favorite gospel songs. "So many wonderful blessings and so many open doors a brand new mercy...along with each new day...that's why I praise you, and for this I give you praise." I continued humming when I saw Justin walk into the bedroom.
"I start rehearsals for the espy's tomorrow!' He yelled from the closet.
"That's great baby!" I said putting on my face cleanser.
"We're going to start getting material together AAAAH!" He said jumping as he walked into the bathroom.
"That's not funny," I smiled looking at him through the mirror.
"Baby you scared me."
"You've seen me with this on before," I said turning on the water
"Wait don't take it off yet, I'm a go get Sara," he told me.
"No its going to scare her......" But he was gone before I could finish my sentence. He came back with Sara in his arms. "Hey Sar-Sar." She just looked at me then looked at Justin, I poked my lips out to give her a kiss.
"Give mommy a kiss," Justin said leaning her toward me. I laughed when she whimpered and turned to Justin. I checked the water and began to rinse my face off and dry it. "Look Sara."
"It's me mommy," I said, causing her to look between me and Justin, confused about what happened then she reached out to me. "Now you want me since I got all the stuff off my face huh?" I kissed her puffy cheeks. "I was thinking that maybe we could do a mommy and daddy date night tomorrow?" I asked Justin, getting in bed with Sara.
"Ok that sounds cool. Do I need to make any reservations?" he asked laying down next to me.
"No I have it all planed."
July 11, 2008
"What time do you think he will be home?" I asked Rachel on the phone.
"He should be there around 9 o'clock."
"Good." I was planning a romantic evening for Justin and I, considering I was leaving tomorrow to start promoting my album in New York, my schedule was so busy for the next two months I had no idea how we were going to spend any time together. Today we spent it together like it was our last, first Justin and I took a morning jog with the dogs then took Sara to the Zoo for the first time. Justin had to work on some things for the espy's and afterwards he, Rachel and Trace all went out to dinner together, all he needed to do was come home for his dessert.
I dimmed the lights in the den, lit candles and looked around the room at my work. It'd been six months since Justin and I have connected on a...what the hell we hadn't had sex in a really long time and I was horny as hell. I mean we did have intimate moments in the shower but it wasn't sex, at the time I wasn't ready...but now I was, Justin had changed so much and I knew I'd said that before but he really had I felt like we'd grown a lot since the last time. I respect him and he respects me...I think...I'm falling in love with him. I heard the front door close.
"Jenn I'm home!" Justin yelled. I tightened the knot on my robe, made sure the music was right and sat on the couch and I heard him sit the keys down on the kitchen table. "Jenn? Where are you?" He came into the den and examined the room, candles lit all around, small pallet of bedding on the floor, small table of chocolate covered strawberries and two slices of cheesecake as well as a small basket full of condoms.
"What's going on?" he said walking towards me, I stood up and held his hands.
"These past months have been a roller coaster and I know that I wouldn't have been able to go through it without you, good and bad. Justin I feel that you have made me into a better person these past two months, a better entertainer, mother and wife. I love the way you take care of our daughter putting her needs before anyone else's. I love how you tell me that I'm beautiful everyday. I love the pecks on the lips, kisses on the neck, smacks on the butt," I smiled as he laughed with me. "I love the way you hold me in the middle of the night...I love you Justin Randall Timberlake and tonight I plan on returning you the love ten fold." I pecked him on the lips and he just stood there looking lost. "Baby you ok?"
"Yeah just...suprised." I smiled leaning in to peck him on the lips a little longer than usual. Our faces stayed close to each other and he bummed his nose against mine as he leaned in for another kiss, taking my bottom lip between his. I opened my mouth giving him access and wrapped my arms around his neck, he had the softest lips. He pulled back looking in my eyes. "I love you."
"I love you too," I said smiling. I slipped my hands under his shirt feeling his soft skin and kissing his neck. "I missed you."
"I was only gone for three hours."
"I know but it felt like six." I helped him pull his shirt over his head throwing it on the floor and worked on his pants.
"Where's Sara?" he asked sending his pants and boxers falling to his ankles.
"She's with our moms..." I couldn't help but to stare at his aroused member.
"Your mom flew in today?"
"Yeah less talking more kissing," I said capturing his lips with mine. His tongue massaged mine and I let out a moan he wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me close to him. I could feel him poking me through my robe. I reached to untie my robe but he move my hands before I could untie it and opened it himself to expose my breast. He kept his arm wrapped around my waist while massaging my left breast. I leaned my head back as he kissed and sucked my neck. He pulled my robe over my shoulders letting it fall on the floor, I stood in front of him in my black lace panties/thong.
"You're so beautiful," he said rubbing his hands down my back to cup my behind. I leaned in, kissing him a little harder, keeping my arms around his neck pulling him with me to the pallet on the floor.
"Lay down," I whispered our lips still attached to each other. He did as told, laying his head against the pillows. I pulled my panties off kicking them to the side. I leaned over him, kissing his chest and taking his right nipple in my mouth. He let out a small hiss. I smiled and continued down his chest till I made it to his hips. I sat up and looked at his hard penis. I was never really liked oral sex but I knew Justin was in to it and I wanted to please him.
"Jen-OH!" I wrapped my lips around him before he could ask his question. I kept my eyes on him the whole time. His mouth was slightly open, letting out deep grunts his eyes stayed locked on mine. I released him before he could climax and made my way back to his lips.
"You didn't have to do that, I know about how feel uncomfortable..."
"Tonight is not about me...its about you." I reached for a condom on the table opening it and slid it down his shaft. I straddled his waist and lined him up with my entrance and I let out a small whimper when we connected.
"You ok?" He asked.
"Yeah," I smiled and laid over him. I swear he was the best kisser. Our lips stayed close as I began moving my hips in a very slow rhythm. I sat up, keeping my hands on his chest and Justin let out a moan causing me to move my hips in a figure eight. I watched his facial expressions, how his eyes rolled to the back of his head, his mouth slightly open letting out small pants. He ran his hands up my thighs to my hips squeezing them then releasing. I picked up the pace moving my hips in a ticking clock motion causing my breasts move lightly. I let out a moan, he felt so good, like he belonged. My stomach tightened when his hands ran up my stomach to my breasts. Before I knew it I felt like I became another person. Our sweat glistening in the candle light.
"Mmmm...Jenn." Justin let out moan. He grabbed my cheeks, griping and massaging, his eyes moved from mine looking at our waists as I raised and lowered my hips bouncing against him. I rode him hard and steady our pants turned into Ah's and Uh's echoing throughout the room.
My voice was caught in my chest, I wiped the sweat from his forehead to his upper lip, letting my thumb fall into his mouth. Justin thrust his hips upward causing me to let my head back letting out a loud moan.
"Oh...Umm." He sat up pulling me to him flipping me on my back. He pulled my legs up on his hips and braced himself over me, gripping the blanket under us. His thrusts were powerful and fast, I wanted to tell him to slow down so I could keep up, but all I could say was his name.
"Jusssstinn...baby?" I was so close to climaxing I didn't want it to be over. I gripped him as our bodies rocked back and forth then it hit me like a semi truck. I felt my walls squeeze him and all I could hear was him moaning my name and our skin slapping against each other. His hips slowed down letting me know he was near.
"Uh...look at me baby." He grabbed my face forcing me to look at him, I looked into his eyes and all I saw was love and passion. He lead me into a toe curling orgasm, his face turned beet red as he climaxed. He collapsed on top of me. I closed my eyes trying to get through my tremors. I ran my hands up his back lightly scratching the tattoo between his shoulders. We laid there, still connected for what felt like hours but only minutes.
"Justin?" I asked barely above a whisper, he hadn't made a move yet. He kissed my neck leaving a trail up my jaw line to my chin then lips.
"That was...the best...sex I have ever had," he whispered. I didn't know what to say, I let out a laugh and he pecked my lips and pulled himself away from me. I turned over on my side.
"I'm tired," I said before thinking.
"Tired? We're just getting started."
Later that night. 1:04 a.m.
"Mmmm...this is good try some." Justin pushed a half eaten strawberry up to my mouth, I took bite.
"It is good." I reached over to get another one and bite into it I was too busy enjoying my strawberry to notice him staring at me. "What?"
"Nothing...its just that...you make me really happy Jenn," he said propping his head in his hand.
"You make me happy too," I said pecking him on the lips. I threw the end of the strawberry in the trash.
"Our anniversary is coming up." Ok something was on his mind, I thought to myself.
"Yes it is September...Justin is there something you want to tell me?"
"I...I don't think I want to divorce you," he said reaching for my hand.
"Justin it's part of the contract...next year we're supposed to file for divorce." What was he thinking?
"Maybe we don't have to..."
"I'm not having this conversation anymore," I said turning my back to him. I knew this was going to happen, to many emotions were involved that we were forgetting the real reason we were together.
"So you want to go through with the divorce?"
"I don't know Justin! You're ruining the moment."
"No I'm not," he said kissing my neck.
"Yes you are," I smirked.
"I know how to get it back," he whispered in my ear.
"How?" I felt him move around then his hand ran up my thigh.
"Open your legs." I did as told and he entered me from behind, his hands ran up my stomach and cupped my breast. I pushed the blanket down to our hips and leaned my head back. We were so caught up in each other we didn't hear the front door slam. Justin quickened his thrusts panting in my ear. I let out a whimper he felt even better the second time.
"Justin!" We both froze. Before we could comprehend what was going on we were caught.
"Trace!" I screamed trying to cover myself up.
"WHAT THE HELL MAN." Justin yelled as he helped cover me up.
"I'll um just be in the...the thing," Trace said quickly turned around leaving Justin and I alone.
"That did not just happen," I said laughing.
"Yeah it did," Justin said getting up fixing himself. "I'm going to straighten his midget ass out." He picked up his robe I had for him on the couch. I watched him leave the room.
"Trace you asshole what the hell are you doing here?" I heard him yell. I picked my robe up from the spot I left it and put it on.
"Kia came by," Trace said as I walked into the room.
"Kia came by?" I asked wondering what she was doing in town. Justin looked between me and Trace.
"She said she wanted to try and work things out."
"Did she say anything about me?" I will admit part of me missed her. Trace shook his head.
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