Reviewer: glowbug917 Signed
Date: Aug 03, 2008
Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
I just said this over at JJB but whatever, it bears repeating, lol.
That sex scene was awkward...and not the kind of awkward I usually feel when reading them. Really, really well written and just...painful.
And I agree with YellowHampster...you have written the demise of the relationship beautifully. Justin's emotions are palpable, and the struggle to hold onto something that clearly isn't there anymore is a universal thing that I think everyone's been through at least once in their lives, and it's heartbreaking to read. My only complaint (and it's so minor) is that I wish we could see glimpses of Amelia as the girl Justin fell in love with...even just occasionally, because she comes across as a little two-dimensional, and I like that you've shown Justin remembering discrepancies between how she once was and how she is now, although I'd like to see some of that struggle with Amelia herself.
But I love the way you've written Justin in this story...this sort of vulnerable, kind of eccentric guy who's clearly lost his direction a little, as far as life stuff goes. I'm looking forward to try and see him find his way back.
P.S. Weren't you once hosted at Blurred Vision when we were both babies? I'm pretty sure it was you, though I could be thinking of someone else...
Author's Response: Guh YES!!! That's really what I was going for in this section, just awkward and they just don't FIT together, even down to the way their bodies interlock they don't fit hahaha.
I'm glad you appreciate the characters and their interactions with each other because that's really what this story is about for me. I totally understand what you're saying about Amelia and that was a concern of mine as well. I kind of want her to be just a little two dimensional but I think she's coming off more as stock right now and I'm working on reeling her in a little. We'll see more of what she was like in the upcoming chapters but mostly through Justin's memories because Amelia's only struggle really is to change Justin. She's changed and "grown up" and he's still "stuck" where he was when they first started dating. I think she sees her change in personality as an evolution that takes place in everyone as opposed to what it really is, which is her becoming a stuck up bitch hahaha
I love your analysis of the characters and the constructive crit is ALWAYS welcome!!! Thank you so much for your thoughts and for reading and reviewing.
P.S. That WAS me at Blurred Vision! I was such a noob back then...lol I saw you SN on JJB and remembered you from the old BN board. I've always loved your stuff! and it's great seeing familar SNs!