Okay ..I admit that when I first started to read this I stopped. Emotional stories aren't my things, because I feel too attached to them. I hate crying over something that isn't real, ya know? But I decided that I had to read it today. So ..I just did ..and I cried, like I knew I would. It has such a strong affect on me. The plot ..Justin ..his feelings. I mean, I don't think anybody could've written this better. Justin as a daddy is totally adorable. And Justin as a husband to a dying wife ..is completely ..I can't find the words. This story is so amazing. It's so believable and real. Like ..this could actually happen. But I hate crying, and i'm tearing up again just reviewing. But you've done it again, girl! I'm totally hooked. And this is one of my favorite stories now.
Author's Response: Good to have you Devon! LOL! I'm sorry for writing it with too much emotion. I didn't want to push you away, I wanted to pull you in, lol. I'm glad I did and I'm sorry for making you cry. I feel so bad, like I did something wrong. But, since you all love it, it only inspires me to continue with it. I wanted this to be short, but with every chapter, I write more and more, lol. I'm getting really into this, lol. Thanks so much for reading and reviewing my story. It's great to have your support again and I'm honored to be one of your favorites. Thanks again.
I was just thinking this as I started tearing up during this chapter: I'm so glad that Nakia isn't one of those hypocritical religious folks that act a fool Monday through Saturday and then on Sunday, wanna act like they're so damn holy. I can't stand people like that lol. So yes, I'm glad that she's committed to her faith, but still knows how to have fun. And I'm glad that she didn't inflict her beliefs on Justin. It just shows that true love really is blind. It sees past their differences in spirituality and allows them to be attracted by personality. So, even if this story is making me sad, the notion that their love prevailed is making me happy. And then there's their adorable daughter that Justin has to forever remind him of Kia. Yeah, see, there are some happy things here lol. At least that's what the eternal optimist in me is saying. It's also holding out hope for a miracle in the end and that Nakia will get to live. Because yes, anything is possible. I'm just all kindsa wrapped up in this story. Bring on the heartbreak, girl. :-D
Author's Response: Thanks again, homie. I cannot stand those hyprocrites that say one thing and do another. Nakia needed to be real and true, so I made her stick to her word and her faith. I admire her strength and her determination. I also like the fact that she doesn't impose her beliefs on others. You have to take your man as he is because that's who you fell in love with. I don't think Nakia would want to change him anyway, lol. I based her off of the good qualities I find in the different people in my life. She seems too good to be true, but then again, she's seems like a tangible person. Someone you would meet walking down to the corner store. I'm glad that you like my story and I know you all want some miracle to occur. I'll keep it in mind. Thanks so much for the reviews, homeslice. I'll bring on the heartbreak soon enough, lol.
Reviewer: AshleySignedDate: 03/18/05 - 04:43PM
Title: Used To Love U
Ah, my stomach's all in knots now. We've added a child now? Oh dear God, the pain never ends! What hurts the most is that, even if he is surrounded by a million people that support him while he goes through the motions, the emotions attached to it are only his burden to bear. The suffering is all on him. And damn, the one person that didn't do him wrong is still managing to find some way to break his heart. Now how is that fair? Why are you doing that to me, homeslice? lol No, just kidding. It's what telling a story is all about, right? And as they say, it's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all... Though I believe the only people that say that are the ones that haven't tried it. But we'll see.
Author's Response: LOL! I think that quote is beautiful, yet so wrong. It depends on where you stand and where you are emotionally. I think a lot of people who have lost someone they love dearly never really feels comforted even with everyone surrounding them. There's always an inner battle going on that seems to be a losing one. Even tho his heart is slowly breaking, Justin loves Nakia more and more each day. You know what they say, you miss a good thing until it's gone. He's appreciating her more and I think that proves how strong his love is for her. Girl, you got me babbling like some old church lady, lol. Let me stop before I write a story in this response, lol.
Reviewer: AshleySignedDate: 03/18/05 - 04:28PM
Title: Let's Get Lifted
Oh, Lord. I already cry like a freak whenever someone's experiencing any kind of pain, so I know I'm gonna need my box of tissues whenever I sit down to read this story. But the emotional stuff is what I live for! And you've got an amazing knack for it. I can just feel all the love bursting through the computer screen. I mean, to go without a damn kiss for four years? That's gotta be some kinda sprung. But I'm glad that he had the will power to wait. It speaks volumes for the type of man that he is; and Nakia, as well. She sounds like an amazingly strong woman that remains faithful to her convictions. I'd have to guess that their unwavering strength is what kept them together for ten years. Man, what a gorgeous thought. Aww, I want that kind of relationship. You're makin' me jealous, dude. And I love it!
Author's Response: LOL! I love Justin's and Nakia's relationship. I want a relationship like that too! LOL! I guess that's why I'm writing this. Nakia and I have some common ground faith-wise. I'm not that strict tho, but I know some people who are. But their love is so real and I cannot wait to find that one day. Thanks for the review, homie.
Bravo. Beautiful start, homeslice. It makes me so happy to watch your writing evolve with every word you write. So much voice, so much emotion. You got me tearing up here. I'm so excited to see where this goes. And dude, I LOVE John Legend's album. That, alone, would have me hooked if it weren't you writing it, but since it is you, I'm here from beginning to end, gettin' lifted and all.
Author's Response: Aw, thanks Ashley. I don't even know what to say to this review. I nearly cried! LOL! It's truly an honor to have my writing recognized by you. John Legend's album is the shit. I love him, he's gonna do big things. Thanks for the review, homeslice.
Way too lazy to log in. I can't even review properly. I'm still crying. This is so mean of you. lol Kidding, of course. Excellent chapter.
Author's Response: LOL! Don't worry, Michelle. No need to sign in because I know who you are. I'm sorry you're crying too, lol. It seems as tho everybody is, lol. I didn't mean for it to be that sad, I just started writing and it happened, lol. Thanks for the compliment and the review, homie.
anybody see the movie dodgeball when ben stiller was like "nobody makes me bleed my own blood, nobody!" well damnit..nobody makes me cry my own tears, NOBODY!!! you suck i just want you to know, im supposed to be studyin for a freakin test tomm. and i can't see cause my eyes are all blurry. damn you timberlake!!
Author's Response: LMAO! Well, damn. SORRY! LOL! I know, I need to stop playing with your emotions, babe. I can't help it. I just write and pray that you feel it. I'm glad that you are, despite the fact that you've damned me, lol. Get studying! LOL! Thanks for the review, hun.
How dare you make me shead my own tears lol I already told you this story is off the hook but I have to say it again your a great writer and it shows each chapter keep it up
Author's Response: LOL! I'm sorry, I'll cry you a river now, lol. Thanks so much. I really appreciate the compliment and I'm glad you're still a loyal reader and reviewer to my stories, nini. You know I got love for ya ; )
Reviewer: E
AnonymousDate: 03/17/05 - 06:28PM
Title: Alright
I too cried. This story is great. I check everday to see if it has been updated. I just love Justin and Nakia's relationship thus far. I can't wait to find out more about it. I don't want her to die, I will really cry then.
Author's Response: Wow, everybody cried! LOL! I'm not gonna lie to you, I did shed a tear while writing this, lol. Sad, but true. I'm glad you're satisfied with their relation and you will definitely find out more about them. Thanks for the review, sugar. I'll update soon.
