5 months later
My anniversary just gone, I've appeared to Justin only when he needs me most. And I still didn’t understand why nothing has happened I've been following and guiding Justin and it hasn’t been easy.
He’d get mad and upset about my death.
I'd lay next to him unable to sleep and stare at him my mind rarely connects to his and I would try so hard I would pass out.
I went over what the Angel said to me as I tried to sleep but couldn’t
'Be careful and pray'
Justin and me always prayed together before we slept and now neither of us did after my death.
I got out of bed and knelt on my knees and prayed.
‘Lord please help Justin, make him happy again let him believe in you again he needs his faith back. Hi mom’ I added smiling knowing she was watching me and I could hear her soft chuckle.
‘Nice of you to think of me’ she answered
‘You know me I'm a nice person’ and I broke down to tears
‘Soon…Kiesha soon' her voice echoed round the room and I went back to sleep next to Justin.
‘Justin man wake up we're going out we got something to show you’ Trace shook Justin totally going through me
‘Trace it's way too early’ Justin grumbled
‘At least you remember my name I aint spoken to you in ages’ Trace whined.
‘I've only just come to terms living back here I haven’t got time to socialise’ Justin defended himself
‘But you do Justin’ I told him I wished he would try to get on with his life
‘Your doing well J, dang I miss her cooking’ he sighed
Cheek he only liked my cooking I thought laughing quietly
‘Get up J.C is downstairs’
I went downstairs following Trace listening on his conversation with J.C a very good friend of mine
‘How’s he doing?’ J.C asked his face grim
‘Seems alright but you can never tell the truth in his feelings’
‘Kiesha I hope your watching Justin’ J.C whispered as Trace walked away
I am J.C more than you know it I thought loudly in my head, I went back upstairs to check on Justin hearing him in the bathroom.
I couldn’t help myself to have a very tiny weeny glimpse, I opened the door and walked towards the shower, I stopped as Justin turned the shower off and began to pull back the shower curtain.
Justin pulled it back screaming and I couldn’t help but scream then laugh as he slipped and fell out banging his head on the floor. I was by his side in an instant
‘Justin you okay?’ I asked as I lifted his head into my lap stroking his hair
'You scared the crap out of me standing right there' I laughed embarrassed, I don’t think he got why I was standing right there and I think he realised and he began to laugh
‘Your still a freak K’ he laughed even harder trying to cover himself up I noticed him becoming fidgety, I snatched the towel skipping away in the bathroom, the door opened and went straight through me
‘Justin you alright?’ J.C asked slightly frantic
‘Get out dumbass I'm naked…but I'm alright thanks for caring’ he answered shooing J.C out
‘Give it to me Kiesha’ he asked but instead he came to me taking it pinning me against the door he took the towel from my hands wrapping it round his middle.
‘Aint like I haven’t seen it before’ I said glancing down
‘I'm sure you see it everyday’ he grinned a bit too much making me feel uncomfortable
‘Well… not all the time’ I defended smiling to see him laugh so much in a day actually the first since my death
‘How come you’re here’ he asked opening the door
‘Not excited to see me opaque’ he turned to me looking upset
‘Sorry I like to save our moment and remember it’
‘I know, you sure your fine you hit your head hard’
‘I'm fine…K?’
‘Yeah’
‘Do you know why yet that your still here watching me?’
‘No not yet I prayed for the first time…in a long time and it felt good I felt refreshed afterwards’
‘God aint in my good books yet’
‘He made it possible for me to be here’ I said gratitude washing over me
‘For how long ay, I see you about once a month if I'm lucky’ he spat back angry
‘Justin what I've realised is that I see you when you are at your point of an emotion angry sad whatever, today you laughed’
‘I didn’t’ his voice sounding like a small boy
‘You did and that’s when I appeared when you show the meaning of a true feeling’
‘Your so smart K’ he complimented me wrapping an arm round my waist
‘I'm liking this whole Angel thing’
‘So is this what its going to be like you appear now and then for the rest of my life’ he said annoyed
I can feel I'm about to go, cutting Justin short I capture his lips in a sweet kiss and that’s when I cried again.
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