The Tides
Closer
Breathing with something that isn't mine
Flowing upon strong pathways knowing it didn't change a time
I cross it says, I step on its face,
Fully merging with a break on some place
A world where I just don't know
Air coercing of empty spillways,
The closer I get, the more from me its goes
I am taught to respect, I am taught to know speak
Who knew what came from this, why I am this weak
Doesn't have to be so alone
I lost faith in believing I had strength, nobody can condone
Its not enough I say
Its quite different from the choices we make
I love my... wait... I'd love to die
Just quickly, once, penatrate this impermeable lie
Just wait, closer, the tides struggle, paint me
Opening the gates closed so clearly
How do you know what I know? How this feels
You say words, mean to cause hope in pain,
Not seeing in front of you, what is real from what is sane
Any difference? I am too deep for this mind
Thinking things I never knew thoughtful, couldn't argue with a blatant rythm