Summary: What am I supposed to do to keep from going under? Now you're making holes in my heart and yes it's started to show. I've been holding back... is it any wonder? Since you walked right into my life and interrupted the flow
Rated: R
Categories: Completed Het Stories Characters: Justin Timberlake
Awards: Season 4, Season 5
Genres: Drama, General, Romance
Series: None
Chapters: 44 Completed: Yes
Word count: 166308 Read: 214076
Published: Apr 30, 2007 Updated: Nov 29, 2007
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Story Notes:
The summary is comprised of lyrics from Lovelight by Robbie Williams

1. Prologue - The Actor by Hollie [Comments - 18] starstarstarstarstar (2207 words)

I don't know where you begin,
I end, we start again.
They need, you love,
We all watch
The Actor acting.

The Actor ~ Robbie Williams

2. Advertising Space by Hollie [Comments - 2] starstarstarstar (2773 words)

Through your eyes the world was burning
Please be gentle I'm still learning
You seemed to say as you kept turning up
They poison you with compromise
At what point did you realise
That everybody loves your life but you?

Advertising Space ~ Robbie Williams

3. I Will Talk and Hollywood Will Listen by Hollie [Comments - 3] starstarstarstarstar (2923 words)

I will talk and Hollywood will listen
See them bow at my every word
Mr Spielberg look just what you're missing
Doesn't that seem a little absurd
Bow at my every word

I Will Talk and Hollywood Will Listen ~ Robbie Williams

4. Sin, Sin, Sin by Hollie [Comments - 4] starstarstarstarhalf-star (2882 words)

Oh it hurts
When you're too blind to see
Please don't read my mind
I tell the truth to me

Sin, Sin, Sin ~ Robbie Williams

5. Tripping by Hollie [Comments - 2] (3662 words)

First they ignore you
Then laugh at you and hate you
Then they fight you
Then you win
When the truth dies very bad things happen
They're being heartless… again

Tripping ~ Robbie Williams 

6. Phoenix from the Flames by Hollie [Comments - 4] starstarstarstarstar (3631 words)

Everybody's talking
Nobody's listening
Too busy thinking about what you've been missing
Everybody said you're gonna take it too far baby now

Phoenix From the Flames ~ Robbie Williams 

7. Come Undone by Hollie [Comments - 5] (4291 words)

They're selling razor blades and mirrors in the street
I pray that when I'm coming down you'll be asleep
If I ever hurt you your revenge will be so sweet
Because I'm scum, and I'm your son
I come undone

Come Undone ~ Robbie Williams

8. Random Acts of Kindness by Hollie [Comments - 6] starstarstarstarstar (3569 words)

And if it hurts to be so blind
Why don't you try being kind?

Random Acts of Kindness ~ Robbie Williams

 

(Now don't y'all be getting used to the daily updates, it's just been a long weekend *lol*) 

9. She's Madonna by Hollie [Comments - 5] starstarstarstarstar (3194 words)

I love you baby
But face it she's Madonna
No man on Earth could say that he don't wanna
This look of love says I'm leaving
You're frozen now, I've done the freezing
I'm sorry love Madonna's calling me

She's Madonna ~ Robbie Williams 

10. Better Man by Hollie [Comments - 6] starstarstarstarstar (2911 words)

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow old through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Better Man ~ Robbie Williams 

11. The Road To Mandalay by Hollie [Comments - 9] starstarstarstarstar (3859 words)

Everything I touched was golden
Everything I loved got broken
On the road to Mandalay
Every mistake I've ever made
Has been rehashed and then replayed
As I got lost along the way

The Road To Mandalay ~ Robbie Williams

12. Supreme by Hollie [Comments - 7] starstarstarstarstar (4163 words)

Yeah are you questioning your size?
Is there a tumour in your humour?
Are there bags under your eyes?
Do you leave dents where you sit?
Are you getting on a bit?
Will you survive?
You must survive

Supreme ~ Robbie Williams 

13. Radio by Hollie [Comments - 5] starstarstarstarstar (3144 words)

Listen to the radio
And you will hear the songs you know
Make it effervescent here
And you might have a job my dear

Radio ~ Robbie Williams 

 

14. Feel by Hollie [Comments - 5] starstarstarstarstar (3659 words)

Come on hold my hand
I want to contact the living
Not sure I understand
This role I've been given
I sit and talk to God
But he just laughs at my plans
My head speaks a language
I don't understand

Feel ~ Robbie Williams 

15. Kids by Hollie [Comments - 5] starstarstarstarstar (3136 words)

So come on jump on board
Take a ride (yeah)
You'll be doin' it all night
Jump on board
Feel the high
'Cause the kids are alright

Kids ~ Robbie Williams & Kylie Minogue 

16. Win Some Lose Some by Hollie [Comments - 5] starstarstarstarstar (3658 words)

We didn't think it'd last beyond summer
I met her father she met my mother
We didn't have anywhere else to go
She said to me when we grow older
Will we still need young love on our shoulders?
Does it just fade away will we ever know?
She touched my face and called me her lover
I never thought that I'd need another

Your cool suburban sun
You're fooling everyone
You win some
You lose some

 

Win Some Lose Some ~ Robbie Williams 

17. Strong by Hollie [Comments - 6] starstarstarstarstar (4107 words)

And you know and you know
'Cause my life's a mess
And I'm trying to grow
So before I'm old I'll confess
You think that I'm strong
You're wrong you're wrong

Strong ~ Robbie Williams 

18. Singing For The Lonely by Hollie [Comments - 8] starstarstarstarstar (5070 words)

Singing for the lonely
We're not the only ones who feel this
Scared of what we're doing
All the time

Singing For The Lonely - Robbie Williams

19. Grace by Hollie [Comments - 12] starstarstarstarstar (3421 words)

Sometimes I feel like I am sailing
On a sunken dream
I try to read the signs
But don't know what they mean

Grace ~ Robbie Williams

20. Never Touch That Switch by Hollie [Comments - 3] starstarstarstarstar (2990 words)

Never touch that switch
Even if you want to
You don't know what it can do

 Never Touch That Switch ~ Robbie Williams

21. Je Ne T'Aime Plus by Hollie [Comments - 8] starstarstarstarstar (3188 words)

Je ne t'aime plus mon amour
Je ne t'aime plus tous les jours

Je Ne T'Aime Plus - Robbie Williams 

22. Something Beautiful by Hollie [Comments - 10] starstarstarstarstar (3909 words)

You can't manufacture a miracle
The silence was pitiful that day
Love is getting too cynical
Passion's just physical these days

Something Beautiful ~ Robbie Williams

23. A Place To Crash by Hollie [Comments - 11] starstarstarstarstar (3917 words)

I'm on a mission
To abuse my position
Abuse it with you

 

A Place To Crash ~ Robbie Williams 

24. Viva Life On Mars by Hollie [Comments - 9] starstarstarstarstar (4021 words)

I know that you know
Some lovely people
Send them all an invitation
Party to a segregation
Viva life on Mars I'm calling

Viva Life On Mars ~ Robbie Williams 

25. Lazy Days by Hollie [Comments - 10] starstarstarstarstar (4266 words)

Lazy days don't let them get you down
Wear your smile
I don't want to see you frown
Don't let them get you down
It can happen in any season
We don't need any reason
To sit around and wait
The world can change in a second so
I find the sunshine beckons me
To open up the gate
And dream and dream

Lazy Days ~ Robbie Williams

26. Killing Me by Hollie [Comments - 7] starstarstarstarstar (3332 words)

There was a time when we were fine
And I could tolerate you
I do believe that you should leave
'cos I've grown to hate you
Should I be weak and turn my cheek
'cos I'm scared to fall
But I just don't know you
And you don't know me at all

27. Stalker's Day Off by Hollie [Comments - 8] starstarstarstarstar (5161 words)

I've been hanging around
Just in case you fall in love with me
I know you have doubts
I hear when you shout
'Cause I understand you see

Stalker's Day Off ~ Robbie Williams 

28. Make Me Pure by Hollie [Comments - 7] starstarstarstarstar (4694 words)

So I sing a song to reel 'em in
It's a song I've sung before and
A song I'm going to sing again
I mean every word and
I don't mean a single one of them
Oh Lord make me pure… but not yet

Make Me Pure ~ Robbie Williams 

29. Karma Killer by Hollie [Comments - 10] starstarstarstarstar (3264 words)

How do you breathe?
Why don't you cry?
How come you never ask me why?
You're not a man stand and deliver
Karma killer

Karma Killer ~ Robbie Williams 

30. Ego A Go Go by Hollie [Comments - 11] starstarstarstarstar (4322 words)

Where were you when the party ended
Were you stitching up the wounds that you thought I need mending
Wonderlands have crashed to the ground
The circus is gone all that's left is the clowns
Did I break your heart when I stole your thunder
Was there woodworm in the table your feet are under
Break it nicely break it slow
Break it so I've got no place to go
Ego a go go now you've gone solo
Living on a memory
Now you've gone stately
And yes you do hate me
Could you offer an apology

Ego A Go Go ~ Robbie Williams 

31. Stand Your Ground by Hollie [Comments - 8] starstarstarstarstar (4048 words)

Stand your ground
You're big enough
Stand your ground
You know too much

Stand Your Ground ~ Robbie Williams

32. Monsoon by Hollie [Comments - 11] starstarstarstarstar (3589 words)

I wasn't me when we met
You haven't lost my respect
I'm here to serve and protect
What shape of insanity
Keeps leading you back to me?

Monsoon ~ Robbie Williams

33. Lovelight by Hollie [Comments - 12] starstarstarstarstar (3427 words)

I wanna know
Baby when you're with me
Who do you think you're fooling
Making me feel so sure

Then turning your lovelight down again?
Why don't you let me be?
You don't know what you're doing
Making me feel so sure
Then turning your lovelight down again

Lovelight ~ Robbie Williams

34. Toxic by Hollie [Comments - 7] starstarstarstarstar (3834 words)

Sticks and stones may break my bones
But names can burn a happy home
It's true I've got words for you
The past is done
It's gone forever is done
Don't tell me my pain is pleasure
You, you haven't got a clue
Oh, I wanna cry but I don't make a sound
I'm your child and your child is feeling down
Everybody's toxic in this town

Toxic ~ Robbie Williams 

35. Love Somebody by Hollie [Comments - 8] starstarstarstarstar (5499 words)

Trying to love somebody
Just want to love somebody right now
There's no pleasing me
Trying to love somebody
Just want to love somebody right now
Lady lay your love on me

Love Somebody ~ Robbie Williams 

36. Let Love Be Your Energy by Hollie [Comments - 6] starstarstarstarstar (3365 words)

Daddy where's the sun gone from the sky?
What did we do wrong why did it die?
And all the grown ups say
'Sorry kids we got no reply'

If you're willing to change the world
Let love be your energy
I got more than I need
When your love shines down on me

Let Love be Your Energy ~ Robbie Williams

37. Sexed Up by Hollie [Comments - 15] starstarstarstarstar (4945 words)

Loose lips sunk ships
I'm getting to grips
With what you said
No it's not in my head
I can't awaken the dead
Day after day

 

Sexed Up ~ Robbie Williams 

38. If It's Hurting You by Hollie [Comments - 9] starstarstarstarstar (3797 words)

Ooh I've hurt you I can see
Ooh do you think it's not hurting me?
Ooh the grass ain't always green
And if it's hurting you
You know that it's hurting me

If It's Hurting You ~ Robbie Williams 

39. Millennium by Hollie [Comments - 10] starstarstarstarstar (3828 words)

We got stars directing our fate
And we pray that it's not too late
'Cause we know we're falling from grace

Millennium ~ Robbie Williams

40. Love Calling Earth by Hollie [Comments - 10] starstarstarstarstar (3950 words)

This is love calling earth
Do you know how much it hurts?
I didn't die overnight
In the wind I had candlelight
I'm controlled by my fear
All the voices in my head
That I can hear

Love Calling Earth ~ Robbie Williams 

41. These Dreams by Hollie [Comments - 8] starstarstarstarstar (3937 words)

Where do you go
When you're all alone in your bed
Do you cry in your sleep
'Cause it's better left unsaid
Have you forgotten your past
Because that's how it seems
Is it too hard to think
So you edit your dreams
And play them back again and again

These Dreams ~ Robbie Williams

42. Baby Girl's Window by Hollie [Comments - 8] starstarstarstarstar (3910 words)

People say you were gone too soon
I see your face when flowers bloom
Through her window
Your baby girl's window
I'm looking for the words to say
Something to take her pain away
Through her window
Aaah I wish you would stay
Aaah to see what she made of herself

Baby Girl's Window ~ Robbie Williams 

 

43. No Regrets by Hollie [Comments - 13] starstarstarstarstar (4691 words)

Everything I wanted to be every time I walked away
Every time you told me leave I just wanted to stay
Every time you looked at me, every time you smiled
I felt so vacant, you treat me like a child
I love the way we used to laugh, I love the way we used to smile
Often I sit down and think of you for a while
Then it passes me by and I think of someone else instead
I guess the love we once had is officially… dead

No Regrets ~ Robbie Williams

44. Epilogue - Heaven From Here by Hollie [Comments - 22] starstarstarstarstar (4164 words)

My shelf life's short
Wish they'd make it more easy to follow
And I've been caught
With nothing but love on my mind
We are love don't let it fall on deaf ears
Now it's clear we have seen heaven from here

Heaven From Here ~ Robbie Williams