Penname: theusagirl [Contact] Real name: Steph
Member Since: Aug 28, 2011
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Hello! I used to write a whole lot of *NSYNC fanfics from 2011-2013ish?? According to my last update, it was 2016, real life and some personal issues got in the way which made me stop writing for a while, decided to resurface and remove some of the dust I have on here... :)


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 ***ON HIATUS***

JC Chasez has fallen into a depression after his career has gone downhill. Then life decides to throw in an ultimate cruel twist of fate, which causes him to question his identity and purpose. A character from his past returns and tries to lift his spirits. Will he find the strength to fight back?

2013 NSYNC Fiction Nominee:

Best JC Characterization

Intriguing Work In Progress

Remarkable Multi-Part 

Story Spotlight 



Categories: In Progress Het Stories
Characters: JC Chasez
Awards: Season 7
Genres: Drama

Series: None
Chapters: 29
Wordcount: 71015 - Hits: 36555
Complete?: No - Published: Sep 17, 2012 - Last Updated: Mar 06, 2016 -
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Reviewer: theusagirl Signed
Date: Jan 26, 2013 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7

*tear Oh man, what a sad chapter.. :( Like seriously..I hope this doesn't happen to him, that would be just plain awful..I don't even want to think it. *grabs tissues*

Ahem..but anyway, good yet sad chapter. Update soon! I must know what happens next!



Author's Response:

I'm working on it, gal! I originally had the twist a lot worse but I realized I couldn't be so mean to JC :P I'm about 800 words into Chapter 8. 

Reviewer: theusagirl Signed
Date: Feb 15, 2013 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8

Ohhh..this chapter had me all teary.. *grabs Kleenex tissues* I love that Justin is gonna be there no matter what important things he needs to do. Such a good friend. And the fact that JC is telling them all one by one..is such a painful thought. :(

But hopefully..he would get through this! I know he will.. :D

Great job! Thanks for updating..

Reviewer: theusagirl Signed
Date: Mar 01, 2013 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9

Who is it?? Is the rest of the guys?? Chris maybe??

Aww..this was a bittersweet chapter, I'm so glad that his family are there with him though, and I also like that Jenna is being so supportive for him.. :)

Good chapter, update soon! :)

Reviewer: theusagirl Signed
Date: Apr 14, 2013 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10

*tear Awww! This was a Kodak moment! All five guys together in one room, though the moment was interrupted by that goon Eric that randomly showed up..HMPH! Good for Chris and Joey to put a stop to him, go away Eric, shoo fly.. LOL

Now, these lines here: "This,” Lance motioned to everyone. “is brotherhood. We will always take care of one of our own.”

:) Thats right..I love their bond, always and forever..

Pretty good job on this, thanks for the update!

Reviewer: theusagirl Signed
Date: May 22, 2013 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11

Ok, from the top, I like these lines here: "He liked those intimate moments, just him and his voice. And that carried over into adulthood. He enjoyed getting to know a song’s intricacies privately before sharing it with the world. Tunes sometimes stayed in his head for days before he wrote them down. His voice was an integral part of writing songs, which in turn carried him through difficult phases. That is very true, sometimes he just pops out of nowhere and surprises us. :)

Now, the thought of JC undergoing surgery and saying he was scared is sad. :( I'm glad that all of his friends are family are there. I know he's gonna pull through this.. :)

Update soon! I must know what happens next..



Author's Response: Thank you, Steph :) I love how you tell me what parts you like. I like that little piece, too. It's how I feel while writing the story. I enjoy getting to know the plot and the characters before I share it with you all. I'm so happy you're enjoying it as much as I am.

Reviewer: theusagirl Signed
Date: Aug 08, 2013 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14

Oh no he shaved his hair... :( But its fiction, and I like that Devon was a good sport about it, I like that about him.

And the thought of Lance crying is sad.

I also like the fact that Jenna is concerned about him, but I can see that JC wants something more, and his mind is letting him think things, but I think they should continue just being friends for now.. :)

This was a pretty good chapter, thanks for the update..

Reviewer: theusagirl Signed
Date: Sep 03, 2013 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 15

UGH! JC's mom can be smothering..he and Jenna are just friends, that's all.. *sigh*

Poor JC, I hate seeing him sick like that.. :( I'm glad that Jenna did come over for a visit though, thats what JC needs some good company.. :)

Nicely done on this chapter..thanks for the update..

Reviewer: theusagirl Signed
Date: Sep 14, 2013 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 16

THIS: "Jenna put her hands on her hips and stepped forward. “I am here because he’s my friend and I care about how he’s doing. I could have married rich if I wanted to. But I didn’t. You know why? Love matters more.” YES IT DOES! :D

UGH! And I am so glad that Eric is gone, he was totally causing problems, and I agree, he has been holding JC back for way too long, he was just clinging to him the whole time, Eric has major issues cause he even argued with Jenna, hmph..good riddance.

And yes JC does seem some nice company now, and Jenna seems like the perfect choice. :)

Reviewer: theusagirl Signed
Date: Feb 13, 2014 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 19

*sings* "I Know There's Something Going On..by Frida, yeah typical 80s song..

These lines here:

She sighed again. “I don't need anything in return”

"You do. You're just too stubborn to admit it because you don't want to have your heart ripped out of your chest."

 

Wow JC, you really know how to tell her don't ya??

Though this chapter was a bit sad, but don't worry, didn't make me cry...yet.

Looking good so far, thanks for the update..

Reviewer: theusagirl Signed
Date: Apr 23, 2014 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20

WHO?! Ok! Who is Derek, if that slimeball is making Jenna do things to make JC hurt, then he's gonna have to deal with me.. *balls fist*

*SIGH* But why did JC's mass tumor remain the same after surgery?? WHY?? :( I hope things comes good in the end..

But thank you for updating, its been a good while..I'll be looking forward to the next update..

Reviewer: theusagirl Signed
Date: Jun 29, 2014 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter 21

I hate Eva..I hate that b*tch.... *grumbles*

Anyways, I hope Jenna returns JC's call..I think both of them are going through some emotional probs, maybe Jenna is having problems with her boss?? Hmm..

And JC needs to control his temper, I know he's going through alot crap now, but I DO hope there's a silver lining for all of this.. :)

Good update!

Reviewer: theusagirl Signed
Date: Oct 09, 2014 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter 22

*releases wolves for Eva* I remember that freakin interview.. HMPH! *balls fist*

But anyways, glad that Jenna went to go to talk to JC again, and told her why she was afraid when he yelled at her, so sad that has happened to her in her life... :( But looks like, she is slowly bouncing back.. :)

And it was nice that JC's mom took him to the beach, I agree though, the change of scenery is good for him.

I'll be reading the next chapter soon, so far so good..

Reviewer: theusagirl Signed
Date: Mar 07, 2015 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter 25

Its been FOREVER! lolz three months..I needed a refresher on this one..I remembered some stuff...hope you are doing okay! :)

I can't believe Jenna got fired, its okay Jenna, JC would be there to comfort you, but then again JC needs to be comforted himself...

And I haven't heard "Avril Lavigne" in years, I remember that "Girlfriend." song, though "Hey hey you you, I don't like your girlfriend, no way, no way I think you need a new one.." LOL Good times in HS..lol

Thanks for the update.. 



Author's Response: Thank you for sticking with me :) I worry people will get bored and forget about it! I'm doing okay. Have had a full time job the past few months which limits my time and energy. Hope you're doing well also!

Reviewer: theusagirl Signed
Date: Oct 11, 2015 Title: Chapter 27: Chapter 27

Hopefully the public would buy it, and the nightmare that JC had was so scary... :( So glad that Jenna arrived later in the story to comfort him, I love how their relationship is blossoming, even if JC has been going through alot of rough patches...would like to see where this goes so I'll be reading the next chapter... 

Reviewer: theusagirl Signed
Date: Oct 11, 2015 Title: Chapter 28: Chapter 28

AWW! :D So sweet they are, I love them as couple..even if JC is so sick right now..

But OMG, who do those paps think they are?! HOW DID THEY FREAKIN KNOW THAT JC WAS GONNA BE THERE AT THE HOSPITAL?!

I love that Karen went all out, these lines here:  If you take one step closer, I’ll call the police and your asses will be sorry you ever showed up.”  I'm like GO Mama Chasez! :D

Good chapter, oh whatever medical issue you had, I hope it got resolved in surgery, hopefully you'll be recovered soon! :)

Thanks for the updates!  *hugs*