"Staring out in to the night trying to hide the pain."

He sat on the back porch and watched the sun as it was setting,

thinking to him self,” I can't believe this is happening to me." In

front of him he held a scrapbook of photos and momentums from all the

countless tours, promotions and charity events he had done with his

four best friends over the years. Pretty soon he'd be back in his

proper home resting comfortably. The only down side was his friends

who had become more like brothers wouldn't be there to enjoy it with

him like they have done for every previous event in his life so far.

Whether it was the good or bad, up or down, he could always count on

them to be there for him. He knew he always had a built-in support

system with his band mates.